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Chen Ran

Yue'er left me like this, leaving no words, even if I begged so hard, I have never begged anyone like that in all the past times, I cut my heart to her, but she still chose to close her eyes, ignore it, don't say a word, I am alone in the world in despair, like a wisp of soul that will never be born......

What else can I do? What else can I do? What can I do......

I can't do anything, I can't do anything...... Let me look at her again, and I can't ......

I didn't contact her again for the rest of the year.

Of course, she was even less likely to contact me.

I stayed by Xiaojuan's side day and night, taking care of her, encouraging her, giving her confidence and courage, and giving her hope for life; I also told her that I had already completed Zhao Tingting's adoption procedures, and she would have a real daughter in the future, so she must cheer up and raise Tingting well with me, which can be regarded as an explanation to Director Zhao. Xiaojuan's eyes turned red when she heard this, and although she didn't speak, I finally found a glimmer of light in her sunken eye sockets.

In fact, I was a little surprised, my heart has long been full of holes, confidence and courage are such unfamiliar words to me, the hope of life, oh, there is no way to talk about it, and I, I can actually cover it up very well, I can disguise it so lightly, I told Xiaojuan over and over again the great truth of life, and I sighed when I gave birth to such a clever tongue, I watched Xiaojuan's anger gradually turn around, she began to be willing to talk to me calmly, no longer refuse the doctor's treatment and special meals, Her face was no longer lifeless......

I know that she survived, and that all the calamities, the pain, the despair, all the hopes...... Even if they didn't stay away, they let her go after all, because they found a better host, a host that they could never be freed from, that is, me, where they could grow freely, trample cruelly, ravage like crazy, do whatever they wanted, and watch coldly, while I, however, would not resist, only be silent. Because I have lost the strength to pay attention to them.

This is me after Yue'er left, only a shell remains.

This shell, with the layer of skin that hangs, and the expressions that arise with the surroundings on it, do not belong to me, they are just an ornament, clockwork, and when there is an external force, it moves.

Xiaojuan said that she wanted to go back to N City, back to her hometown, where she was born, and I was slightly stunned and agreed. What is there to hesitate about now, anywhere, anywhere, where there is no Yue'er, everywhere is the same.

When Wang Hao and Zhang Xiaoqi came to see Xiaojuan, they quietly told me about Yue'er's resignation. My heart throbbed, my face turned white, and I hurriedly took a puff of cigarette to cover it, but I choked on myself and coughed incessantly. Wang Hao looked at me worriedly and wanted to take off the cigarette for me, but I pushed him away, and I told him, "I'm fine." After a pause, he finally asked, "Where is she going?" ”

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Wang Hao shook his head and spit out the smoke ring, "I don't know, she just said that she wanted to rest for a while" Dusting off the ashes of his cigarette, without waiting for me to speak, he continued, "I asked her not to cut off contact wherever she goes, and she agreed." ”

I smiled bitterly, Wang Hao didn't know Yue'er, her promise was just a polite scene, since she didn't want me to find it, how could she leave any clues?

Patting Wang Hao on the shoulder, I snuffed out the cigarette butt, turned to him and said, "You help me do a few things, the house Yue'er is renting now, you help me buy it and write her name; I saw a villa on the outskirts of City C before, and the payment has been paid, and Yue'er's name is written, and you can complete all the rest of the procedures. In addition," I paused and thought for a while, "You transfer 20 million from my account and re-register a company in my name, and the money will be put here first, and then ......" I thought about it and sighed, "I'll talk about it later." ”

Wang Hao promised to say goodbye to me with Zhang Xiaoqi. I looked at their departing backs, and suddenly felt that pairs seemed to be someone else's business, Yue'er and I could only look at each other forever, heh, no, now we can't even look at each other, it's hard to look at each other......

It has been half a month since Yue'er resigned, when Shen Dazhi and Yang Xi came to send the wedding invitation, I wanted to speak several times, wanting to know a little bit about Yue'er from their mouths, I saw Dazhi's flashing eyes and Yang Xi's calm smile, but as if they were discussing, they didn't mention Yue'er, and I understood that Yue'er really decided to cut off everything with me, leaving no room for anything.

Laughing at myself, I looked at the dazzling red wedding card in my hand, and the eight words of a hundred years of good harmony and eternal union seemed to have grown hands and feet, laughing at my eyebrows and eyes, and constantly ridiculing my loneliness and desolation between my teeth and claws.

A hundred years of good togetherness, forever together, heh, it's a joke to me......

Before leaving City C, I went to Hehuan Mountain alone, and I climbed the stairs along the mountain road I had walked with Yue'er before. In the alternating seasons of summer and autumn, the acacia has gradually withered, and the mountains and fields are full of lush and lush branches and leaves, and occasionally the acacia flowers that bloom late fall with the wind, such as red feathers caressing my fingertips, just like the love between me and Yue'er, silently and silently.

Changqing Valley is still the same as it used to be, but the pavilion on the edge of the cliff has long been empty. I think of the scene of proposing to Yue'er here, the way she fell into my arms and smiled and said that she loved me, the ripples in her eyes, the silver ring shining between her fingers, and the way a hundred birds sang in unison and the flowers bloomed...... It's like a world away.

Before I reached the sad place, I didn't flick the tears, and I finally had tears in my eyes.

"The gentleman asks that the return date is not due, and the flowers bloom and I don't know, the red dust comes and goes, and the thousands of years will gather and disperse."

"It is difficult to distinguish the catastrophe, Kunshan is blocked by thousands of people, and the water of the sea is connected after all......

Suddenly remembered the signature in the empty temple, Yue'er and I were originally unaware of this life, and finally met for a thousand years

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but in the end they are separated; And Xiaojuan and Director Zhao, their love, who can tell the difference between fate and robbery, Kunshan, Southwest, County, and the earthquake finally took away Xiaojuan's legs and Director Zhao's life, and finally stayed by each other's side, but it was still me and Xiaojuan.

The world is connected, this is the fate of me and Xiaojuan, the fate of me and Yue'er, I can't help my fate......

Hehe, ridiculous red dust, helpless fate......

Fate and calamity, gathering and dispersing, life and death, it turns out that a piece of paper has already broken my life.

Taking a deep breath, I closed my eyes and tears rained down.

The valley is empty, and only the flowers and leaves of the acacia are falling......

On the day I left City C, Guo Kai went to the airport to see me off. In the crowded waiting hall, Guo Kai actually hugged me like a child, let go and gave me a punch in the chest, looked at me and said, "You really won't come back this time?" ”

I smiled slightly, didn't answer his question, just took the cigarette he handed me and lit it, thought for a while, and said, "Lao Guo, brother, I have something to discuss with you" Seeing that he looked at me puzzled, I paused, and continued, "I registered another company, my name, I want to transfer half of my Kairan shares to that company, do you think?" ”

Guo Kai was slightly stunned, squinted at me for a long time, "For her?" ”

I sighed, not denying, "It's me who can't live with her, and she doesn't necessarily want to accept it," I took a puff on my cigarette and dusted off the ashes, "but I have to do something." ”

Guo Kai lowered his head and smiled, "Brother, I told him about you and Xiaojuan in the first place, you don't blame me, do you?" ”

I shook my head, "You and I still say this" I puffed out a puff of smoke, I stared at the rising smoke, "Sooner or later, you have to know, you say it, I really don't know how to speak." ”

Guo Kai didn't say anything, just silently finished his cigarette and patted me on the shoulder, "Brother, I understand, don't say anything, just ask Wang Hao to do what you said, between us, I understand what else to say!" Alas, the hero is sad to pass the beauty pass, you Chen Ran, you have taken love so seriously all your life! He shook his head and held out his hand to me, "Brother, take care!" Check back more often when you have time! ”

I smiled and nodded, waved at him, and pushed Xiaojuan into the security check with my family, never looking back.

When the plane took off, I silently said in my heart,

"Goodbye, Yue'er, goodbye, my wife, I will always remember everything you have given me, from now on without me, you must take good care of yourself, all my love for you is now only one wish, I wish you all the best."

I took one last look at the high-rise buildings and cars in City C, pulled down the visor, closed my eyes, and fell into a deep sleep, not wanting to wake up again.

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