Chen Ran

It's not that I didn't want Yue'er's father to know about our relationship, but in such an embarrassing way, it was indeed a little unexpected.

Originally, I was thinking that after everything was settled, I would visit Yue'er with Yue'er as a single person. But the world is always changing faster than planned, and this originally beautiful weekend has become the best footnote to this sentence, and even the weather can be sunny and thunderstorms are perfectly coordinated, which is really embarrassing and helpless.

It's a blessing or a curse, it's a disaster that can't be avoided, and since it's here, you can only face it.

Yue'er's father's anger can be imagined, so whether it is a slap in the face that Yue'er was given, or the punch I received, I have no complaints, this is what we should bear. Although I am not a father, I understand the hearts of my parents no less than others. Comparing my heart to my heart, I changed it to my own sudden bump into my daughter and a married man mixed up, and the man was not dressed yet, and I would definitely go up and beat him up without asking any questions, so I completely understand and fully understand. Even though it was really distressing to see Yue'er's swollen face at this time, I also understood that there were some things that could not be avoided.

Including the words of Yue'er's father, I also think it's normal, and the world's first and foremost thoughts and thoughts about the relationship between me and Yue'er are like this. Guo Kai said, Yang Xi said, I think Tang Hai must be the same theory, although Yue'er didn't tell me directly, how could I not know, because in the past, I must have stood on their side and made a big fuss about it. Therefore, in the eyes of Yue'er's father, how to be despicable, how to be unkind, how to regard emotional marriage as child's play, even if these are not facts, I don't think it's anything, people's thinking has solidity and inertia, it is difficult to change, not to mention an old man who has always followed the rules in the face of such an unexpected sudden change, he needs time to accept, he needs time to adapt, he needs to vent all the anger and hatred in his chest to alleviate the impact of this matter. So no matter how he didn't choose to say anything under his anger, I didn't defend a word, I just hope he doesn't blame Yue'er too much, Yue'er's character I know very well, she is already overwhelmed, such heart-wrenching words will really become the last straw that crushes the camel, and finally firms up her mind, but her father is such an important existence in her mind, I am really a little afraid, she will eventually sacrifice the latter in the face of family and love, after all, our love has been stumbling forward, There are so many reasons to waver and give up.

So I kept holding her hand, even if I was beaten back two steps by Yue'er's father's punch, I never let go. I just want to tell her that I am firm and persistent, and that I will always be by her side no matter what happens. Family affection and love are not irreconcilable contradictions, can you believe that I will leave it to me to deal with, so that I can give you a successful win-win result?

So when Yue'er's father finally proposed to let us break up, I felt that I couldn't be silent anymore, even if he was an elder, he could endlessly count my no, but at this point, I also had my bottom line and persistence. Especially at such a moment, I saw Yue'er's pain so clearly, her eyebrows and eyes were full of sorrow, her hands were as cold as three feet of snow, the corners of her mouth kept twitching, and she only tried her best to suppress the whimper in her throat. I didn't hesitate anymore and blurted out, "No, I won't break up with Yue'er!" ”

It's just that I didn't expect that I heard Yue'er's voice at the same time, the same words, the same firmness, "No, I won't break up with Chen Ran!" I was a little surprised, turned my head to look at her, was looking at Yue'er, she smiled sadly, her pale face was bloodless, but she had the same belief and determination as me, at that moment, my heart swelled with endless satisfaction and touch, Yue'er, it is not easy to take this step for me, she is such a well-behaved and sensible woman, for this love that is not favored by the world, for the first time so disobedient to her father's will, in the face of family and love, she finally chose to believe me, chose to hold my hand. At this moment, we gazed at each other, and we knew each other with a clear understanding of each other, as if nothing could separate us.

My eyes were hot, and there were tears in my eyes, so I gritted my teeth and covered them hard. Now is not the time to shed tears, at the moment of the storm, I am Yue'er's sky, and I want to support her for a lifetime of clear skies.

It's just that our insistence on Yue'er's father is tantamount to another blow, and he stumbled in anger, and then couldn't stand steadily, clutched his chest and snorted, and fell straight to the sofa.

"Dad!"

"Uncle!"

Yue'er and I hugged him and held his body. His face was twisted in pain, frighteningly white, his bruised lips were slightly open, he was panting heavily, his hands were as weak as scrappy wood, and he could not say a word except for his chest.

My eyelids jumped, Yue'er's father's symptoms seemed to be related to heart disease, according to the limited first-aid knowledge on weekdays, I took out the phone and dialed 120 while lying flat on the sofa. Thinking that it was the first time she encountered such a situation, Yue'er was a little flustered, and she accidentally knocked over the cup on the table, and the water in the cup dripped down the top of the coffee table, wetting her trouser legs without realizing it.

"Yue'er, calm down" I pinched Yue'er's father's middle in one hand, and said to her, "You hurry up and change your clothes now, pack your things, bring your and your father's identity documents, medical insurance cards, and we will set off as soon as the 120 car arrives, quickly!" ”

Yue'er seemed to come back to her senses, agreed blankly, and after a little thought, she packed up all the things. An ambulance soon arrived to take my father to the hospital, where the doctor initially diagnosed him with a myocardial infarction and needed immediate stent surgery.

Outside, there was still lightning and thunder, and the wind and rain did not stop at all. The sky is like a blackened cauldron, the lights in the emergency room are as bright as day, and countless white coats are shuttling back and forth in front of us, we seem to have come to another world in an instant, and the calm of the past is slowly moving away, only the suffocating depression spreads in the heart. When Yue'er trembled and signed her name on the critical illness notice and the surgical consent form, and looked at her father who was quickly pushed into the operating room, she finally couldn't hold back anymore and fell into my arms and cried loudly.

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, rubbed my swollen temples, patted Yue'er's shoulder and said, "Girl, it's okay, Uncle Jiren has his own celestial phenomena, not to mention that the doctor also said just now that although myocardial infarction is more dangerous and the onset of myocardial infarction is fast, as long as it is treated in time, it will be fine." What's more, the stent is just a minor operation, the hospital has done many cases, very experienced, you don't have to worry, we have to fully trust the doctor. ”

Yue'er still couldn't stop sobbing, "Chen Ran, I'm afraid, in case Dad ......" She was so sad that she couldn't speak, and only kept wiping her tears with a tissue, "I was all killed by me, I made my dad angry like this, what should I do?" How can I be worthy of him, worthy of my mother who passed away...... I'm so scared."

What I feared the most was finally here. If it weren't for this sudden illness, I still have confidence that Yue'er would be able to hold my hand firmly and move forward; But now, no matter what the outcome of Yue'er's father's surgery is, this accident caused by our persistence will become a shadow in each other's hearts, a hard thorn pierced into the flesh, and it is not easy to get rid of it easily......

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a sour in the corners of my eyes, and I suppressed the sadness in my heart so that I didn't let myself fall. At this moment, anyone can be vulnerable, but I can't. There are still so many things waiting for me to face and deal with, and there are so many people waiting for me to consider and take care of, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles lie ahead, since I have come to this point, there is no turning back, I must muster all my courage and use all my strength to go down step by step, for Yue'er, for myself, to strive for as many possibilities as possible.

"Yue'er, listen to me," I gently lifted her shoulders and wiped away the tears on her face, "Most diseases like myocardial infarction are accumulated over a long period of time, not a one-time cause. Of course, knowing our relationship today is certainly a stimulus to my uncle, and from this point of view, we are duty-bound. But if you take all the blame on yourself, you are suffering yourself, and it will not help. I sighed, "The most important thing at the moment is my uncle's condition, and personally, after listening to the doctor's diagnosis and introduction, I am confident in the success of this operation." Therefore, now is not the time to blame yourself, and self-blame will not solve any problems, so let's wait until my uncle has finished the operation. ”

After listening to my words, Yue'er nodded indifferently, but did not answer. I understood that with her character, no amount of relief at the moment could calm her guilt and remorse, and I couldn't bear it, so I lowered my head and asked, "Are you hungry?" I haven't eaten yet. I'll go buy you something to eat. ”

Yue'er smiled sadly, shook her head and said, "What's the taste now?"

"You have to eat if you don't have a taste, my uncle needs to be taken care of when he is hospitalized, what can I do if your body collapses" I sighed lightly and patted her hand, "You wait here, I'll go buy something and come back, my uncle will call me as soon as he comes out." ”

I was about to go out, and suddenly saw the lights in the operating room dimmed, I immediately stopped, and hugged Yue'er, even if I was confident, I was still very nervous at this moment. The doctor walked out, took off his mask, and nodded to us, "Fortunately, it was delivered in time, the operation was successful, three stents were installed, and the ICU was observed for two days, and there was no problem before you can be transferred to the general ward." ”

As if a boulder had landed, I heard my heart pound and quickly returned to its place, resuming its smooth and natural beat. With a long exhale, I closed my eyes and opened them again, holding only the doctor's hand and thanking him non-stop. Looking at Yue'er, tears were already rippling, tears of sadness and joy were intertwined, and I couldn't tell whether I was crying or laughing, only grabbed my shirt and kept whimpering.

I turned around and hugged her, "Okay, okay, I'll just say that Uncle is fine, and now we can all rest assured." Raising her face, "Don't cry, my uncle is about to send it out, and he will be sad to see you crying." ”

"Okay, okay, Chen Ran, I don't cry, I don't cry......" Yue'er burst into tears and wiped away her tears.

Yue'er's father half-closed his eyes when he pushed it out, although he was not in good spirits, he still turned his head away angrily when he saw me beside him. I knew it, but I didn't care, I just watched him be quickly admitted to the intensive care unit. Relatives and friends in the ICU could not be taken care of closely, and Yue'er and I could only look through the glass. At this moment, looking at Yue'er beside me, who was anxious, and my uncle who was lying in a pile of instruments not far away, I didn't hesitate, took Yue'er's hand, and made a decision that was extremely important to both of us as quickly as possible.

"Yue'er, I'll go back to H City next weekend and divorce Xiaojuan."