When he was a child, Shiraki was always ridiculed by others for being an orphan. But he was not knocked down by these, he chose to be strong. Over the years, Shiraki has gradually opened his heart knot.

Later, when he grew up, the burden of the entire welfare home was on Shiraki's shoulders. But Bai Mu still did not flinch, he stubbornly used his not broad shoulders to support the entire welfare home. Because he knew that once he fell, the spiritual pillar in the hearts of these children would also fall, so he couldn't be timid.

Later, when he traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, trying to find her in vain, Bai Mu still did not give up. Finally, the emperor lived up to his wishes, and God let him meet Tang Xinwan...

As an orphan since childhood, Shiraki's psychological endurance is already stronger than ordinary people. But this time, Shiraki really couldn't bear it...

For him, this is not a bolt from the blue, but two!

Shiraki finally understood why the old dean had been refusing to tell him the truth of the matter...

For a moment, Bai Mu would rather be abandoned by his parents than be separated from them! Because only in this way, Shiraki at least has a chance to see them again. But now? The truth that he had been pursuing was finally answered, but Shiraki was unwilling to face this fact.

Can he hate his parents? No, of course not! Although he didn't see it with his own eyes, he could understand how his parents felt at the time...

If the operation failed, my father must be very self-blaming, right? He must have thought that it was his own mistakes that caused his mother's departure...

He understands his father, and if he were himself, he would definitely make the same decision as his father! Thinking of his relationship with Tang Xinwan, he is especially considerate of his father.

"Child, you're so tired..."These are the words that the old dean left to Bai Mu before he left, "The past is gone, and we still have to face the future bravely after all!" Rest assured, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, we can't give up! ”

Future? Scold! Bai Mu smiled, does he really have a future? Is there really a chance to cure this hereditary heart disease?

It's really bumpy to think about your fate! I finally found Tang Xinwan, I thought that I would live happily like this in the future, but the fact still gave me a resounding slap in the face...

What do you do next?

After a long time, Shiraki made up his mind. Long pain is better than short pain, I am already in such pain, how can I bear to let Tang Xinwan do the same? In that case, let's finish it as soon as possible!

Instead of letting Tang Xinwan suffer with her, it would be better to let her hate me...

I'm sorry, Xinwan, please forgive me for being selfish...

A hint of pain flashed in Bai Mu's eyes, how could he really be willing to make such a decision? It's just that now, I don't have any other choice at all!

In this last period of time, let yourself use your last strength to help you do something! I don't know how long my body can last, but I hope I can hold on for a while longer!

Having made up his mind, Shiraki seemed to relax for a moment. Although there is still reluctance in my heart, but so what?

Bai Mu looked up at the sky, Dad, Mom, you must understand me, right?

Outside the door, seeing the old dean walking out, Tang Xinwan hurriedly greeted him, "Dean, Bai Mu... You okay? ”

"Huh?" The old dean had been thinking about Bai Mu's affairs, and he didn't notice Tang Xinwan coming over, and he suddenly jumped down when he heard the voice. After seeing the anxious expression on Tang Xinwan's face, the old dean sighed in his heart, but he was silent on the surface, and hurriedly sorted out his emotions, and comforted with a smile: "Don't worry, Bai Mu is fine!"

"But... Why hasn't Shiraki come out yet? Tang Xinwan didn't notice the old dean's abnormality, she just instinctively sensed that something was wrong.

"It's really fine!" The old dean patted Tang Xinwan's shoulder and said, "Bai Mu, he's asleep, he's really tired these days, let's let him rest well, don't disturb him."

"Okay..."Tang Xinwan nodded suspiciously.

Inside the house, Shiraki waited for a long time before walking out.

Seeing Bai Mu's face come out with a normal face, Tang Xinwan completely relieved her heart and asked, "Bai Mu, are you okay?"

"It's fine!" Bai Mu smiled, gently pinched Tang Xinwan's face, and showed a trace of reluctance in his eyes, but he immediately returned to normal, turned to look at the children and said, "Children, it's not early, let's go cook together!"

"Good!" The children cheered and pushed Shiraki into the kitchen.

Seeing the back of Bai Mu leaving, Tang Xinwan was stunned, Bai Mu seemed to be a little different from usual today! For a moment, Tang Xinwan even felt that after turning around this time, she would never see Bai Mu again...

Really, how could I have such an idea? Tang Xinwan shook her head, leaving this ridiculous idea out of her mind.

Looking at Bai Mu's back, thinking of Bai Mu's spoiling behavior just now, Tang Xinwan's face flushed slightly, this feeling... Seems to be very good!

Smiling, Tang Xinwan hurriedly chased after her.

Cook, eat.

The whole process was so enjoyable, and Shiraki seemed very happy. But only the old dean alone can see the loneliness in Bai Mu's smile...

The old dean sighed deeply, this matter is undoubtedly a huge blow to this child! The fate of this child is really too bumpy.

At the same time, the old dean secretly made up his mind in his heart. No matter what, you can't give up on yourself. Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, you must persevere! What happened in the past must not be repeated in this child!

God, I hope you can spare this child!

Zishi, Menglan, if you have a spirit in the sky, bless this child a lot!

After dinner, Bai Mu and Tang Xinwan played with the children for a while, and then took them to sleep.

The conditions of the welfare home are limited, so Bai Mu sleeps in the same room as Tang Xinwan. However, unlike the last "sharing a bed", this time the two slept in two beds, although they were in the same room. And this also made Tang Xinwan breathe a sigh of relief. If it weren't for that, Tang Xinwan would not have spent the night in the welfare home.

After all, although she had the experience last time, Tang Xinwan was still embarrassed to sleep with Bai Mu in front of so many children.

The night was getting deeper, and the sound of breathing around me gradually stabilized.

Bai Mu turned over and looked at Tang Xinwan, who was already asleep not far away, with a trace of reluctance and pain in his eyes.

After hesitating again and again, Shiraki finally got up from the bed. He quietly came to Tang Xinwan's bedside and gently attached it to Tang Xinwan's ear, "Xinwan, I'm sorry..."