"My background?" Bai Mu was stunned for a moment, and then became excited, "Dean, do you know who my parents are?" ”

Growing up, Shiraki didn't know who his parents were. He always thought that he was an orphan picked up by the old dean, but it doesn't seem to be the case now?

When he was a child, Shiraki always hoped to learn about his life experience from the old dean, but every time he was rejected by the old dean on the grounds that the time was not ripe enough. Bai Mu always thought that this was an excuse for the old dean to comfort himself, so after so many years, this thought gradually faded.

But only Shiraki himself knows that this matter has always been a thorn in his heart, and this mustard can't let go for a long time...

Although he didn't show anything on the surface, Shiraki's heart still wanted to know his background. Now that he suddenly learned that the old dean knew about his parents, how could Bai Mu not be excited?

He wanted to know why his parents were so cruel to abandon him in the first place.

"Child, I know what you're thinking, but it's not that your parents don't love you!" The old dean sighed deeply and fell into deep thought: "Back then, your parents and I were all top students in the Department of Medicine. Because of our similar personalities, we quickly became good friends who talked about everything. And your parents are gradually coming together. ”

"But actually, your mother didn't like to study medicine, but do you know why she chose this major?" The old dean looked at Bai Mu and asked.

"Why?" Bai Mu shook his head, he keenly felt that this matter had a lot to do with his physical condition.

"Because your mother's family has a hereditary heart disease." The old dean sighed, "This kind of heart disease is hidden, but once it occurs, it is very fatal. In order to get rid of the torture of illness, your mother chose to study medicine. ”

"Hereditary heart disease," Shiraki muttered to himself, "So my current physical condition is due to heart disease?" ”

"Yes," the old dean nodded, "and your mother didn't tell us about it in order not to worry us. So when she got sick, she was pregnant. ”

"When he heard the news, your father was like crazy. The news came as if it were a bolt from the blue for him. So he spends his days in the lab, trying to figure out how to save your mother. But this kind of disease, even with current medical technology, is not so easy to cure, let alone in the beginning? ”

"There's only one way to keep your mother alive longer, and that's surgery." The old dean paused and continued, "But in this way, you must give up the you who are still in your mother's womb."

"You know, the last thing a heart patient should do is to have a baby. But you are the crystallization of your parents' love and the continuation of their lives, how can they be willing to give up on you? So for your sake, your mother still gave birth to you resolutely. And because of this, your mother's illness is getting worse and worse, and the operation cannot be delayed for a moment. ”

Speaking of this, the old dean shook his head, "If the operation is performed before pregnancy, the success rate of the operation can reach about 30%. But after giving birth to you, this success rate has dropped to less than 1 in 10. No doctor would have dared to perform such a difficult operation, so in order to give your mother a better chance of survival, your father decided to go to the operating table himself. ”

"Although your father's reputation in the medical field at that time had surpassed that of most experts in China, it was the first time he had been on the operating table. How can he not be nervous in the face of his loved ones? The old dean sighed, "It's just a pity... The operation failed in the end..."

"Since then, your father has fallen into deep self-reproach, and after leaving you in my care while you are still in your infancy, he followed your mother..."

"So that's the case..."At this time, Bai Mu was already in tears, no wonder, no wonder the old dean didn't let himself do that kind of strenuous exercise since he was a child, and no wonder the old dean had always refused to tell himself about it. In addition to being afraid that I will lose confidence in life after I find out, I am also afraid that I will blame myself, right?

Thinking of the relationship between himself and Tang Xinwan, he must have loved his mother like this when his father did it!

He knew very well what his father had in mind, and if it was possible, Shiraki would rather trade his life for his mother's life.

The old dean smiled bitterly: "Originally, the probability of this hereditary heart disease being passed on to girls is relatively large, and the probability of inheriting it to boys is very small. So I didn't tell you this before, I was afraid that I was just worrying about the sky, but I didn't expect that you still didn't escape this bad luck after all..."

Bai Mu thought for a long time before asking, "Then with the current medical skills, what are the chances of curing my disease?"

The old dean hesitated for a moment and said, "It's very low..."

Shiraki was silent.

After a long time, he looked at the old dean and discussed, "Dean, can you please not tell Xinwan about this matter first?" I don't want her to worry..."

"Do you want to keep it from her like this?" The old dean asked rhetorically, "After all, this matter still has to be known to her, and paper can't hold the fire." ”

Bai Mu shook his head, "I can hide it for as long as I can..."Since I'm already in such pain, how can I be willing to let you worry too?"

The old dean was speechless, and after a long time, he sighed and said, "Okay, I promise you." But you also have to promise me that you will go to the hospital yourself for a check-up. Even if the current medical skills cannot completely cure you, you still have to cooperate with the doctor's treatment. This is not only for you, but also for Tang Xinwan and the children of these welfare homes, you must know that you are their spiritual pillar! ”

"Don't worry, Dean, I will." Shiraki nodded.

The old dean wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and didn't say it in the end, and after hesitating for a moment, he patted Bai Mu on the shoulder and turned to leave.

Gently closing the door of the room, the old dean looked at the distant sky, and prayed silently: "Zishi, Menglan, I hope you have a spirit in the sky, and you can bless this child a lot, don't let his fate be so difficult..."

After speaking, the old dean glanced at Bai Mu's room again, and quietly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. Since she agreed to Bai Mu, she couldn't let Tang Xinwan see anything abnormal.

The room was quiet again.

Bai Mu sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, a little numb for a while, what should he do next?