Chapter 97: Impermanence (7)

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Li Yue'er

Mr. Guo's words made me stunned on the spot, as if I was in a basin of ice water from head to toe, my scalp was numb, and my heart was cold.

Chen Ran has returned to City C? Sister Xiaojuan has no legs?! How can it be! How can it be! Chen Ran clearly said on the phone in the morning that they are now in J City, everything is fine, although Sister Xiaojuan is a little injured, but her life is worry-free! Don't worry about your life! How could Chen Ran lie to me?! Impossible! No way!

I raised my head abruptly and stared at Mr. Guo with a grim expression on the side, "Mr. Guo...... What did you say? …… Chen Ran has returned? Sister Xiaojuan became disabled? No, no, I don't believe it, I don't believe it; Chen Ran didn't even tell me, he said everything was fine, why didn't he tell me ......?

Mr. Guo drove the car intently, not looking at me, as if he was just stating to me a fact that could not be more obvious, and the feelings of the audience were not his concern, "You don't believe it?" Hehe, they are now in the first hospital of City C, and they have been back for two or three days, you don't believe that you can see it with your own eyes; As for why he didn't tell you," Mr. Guo tugged at the corners of his mouth, and snorted helplessly through his nose, "How do you think he told you?" Said that he finally rescued his wife, but he lost his legs and became disabled? Say he can't leave his wife alone now and take care of him for the rest of his life? …… Oh, don't you know what kind of person Chen Ran is? You must know what he promised you, what do you think he should tell you now, why don't you think he told you?! Yes?! ”

The more Mr. Guo spoke, the more excited he became, and gradually roared. I looked at him blankly, not that I hadn't seen his angry expression, but at the moment, there was more empathetic sadness, helplessness, unwillingness and depression in that anger.

Tears welled up in my eyes.

No wonder Chen Ran has been gone for 5 days without any news, no phone calls, no text messages; No wonder he always dodged my questions, and his words were full of dodges; No wonder he said that Sister Xiaojuan was injured a little and her life was worry-free...... But isn't it, losing your legs is called a little injury, isn't it worrying about life if you don't die? I see, I see!

It's ridiculous that I'm still overjoyed here, grateful to God for his safety, deliberately ignoring those abnormal hesitations, and still looking forward to his return so that I can become his bride, it turns out that I am a complete fool and stupid, thinking that the rain has passed and the sky is clear, but I didn't expect the wind and rain to stop for a moment?!

"Xiao Li" Mr. Guo rolled the window, seemed to calm down his emotions, glanced at me, and said quietly, "Chen Ran didn't let me tell you this, people like him, no matter how hard and tired they are, they would rather carry them by themselves, and they are never willing to add trouble to the people around them, let alone you" paused, he parked the car on the side of the road, took out a cigarette and lit it irritably, looked at the traffic on the road, and coughed lightly, "I don't comment on the relationship between you, it's your private matter, and I don't have the right to chew my tongue as an outsider; I heard that Chen Ran has filed for divorce from his wife for you, I don't care what the situation was before, but at this time, at that time, the reality in front of you now is that his wife has become disabled! Handicapped! Do you understand?! This is not something that can be carried by a little love, losing your legs, almost losing your ability to take care of yourself, not to mention any work, career, and life! If she divorces again and loses Chen Ran's support, how do you want her to live and live in the next days? ! Mr. Guo took a puff of cigarette and stared back at me, "You."

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Can you bear to let Chen Ran leave his crippled wife and marry you? If so, do you think your marriage will be happy? Are you at peace? Do you think Chen Ran will be at ease again?! ”

The rain became heavier and heavier, overwhelmingly blinding the eyes, and the rain gurgled down the windshield in front of it, like a bending and wriggling silver snake one after another, and suddenly disappeared into the water trails. I looked at the smoke and rain outside the car and was confused, and suddenly I had a sense of unreality that I didn't know where I was.

Mr. Guo's voice was not interrupted, "Xiao Li, although I didn't approve of Chen Ran's divorce and being with you from the beginning, this was purely out of my personal concept and friendship with Chen Ran's family. But I don't think much of it about you. I, Guo Kai, have been going south and north for more than ten years, and it won't be too wrong to look at people, you have been in Kairan for two years, what is your ability, what kind of person you are, I know very well in my heart. Although I don't know why you chose Chen Ran to choose this path, I believe that you are true love for him. So even if I bumped into you together last time, I didn't pay more attention to you, on the one hand, because of Chen Ran's entrustment, on the other hand, I also know that it is difficult for Qing officials to decide family affairs, and it is better for outsiders not to talk about it; He threw away the cigarette butt and exhaled, "But in such a situation now, Chen Ran will definitely not tell you to worry about you, not to mention that he doesn't know what to do now, but this matter is a matter of choosing one or the other, Chen Ran always wants to take care of it, always wants to balance, but I don't know how many good things in the world are all taken up by people?" Seeing him so painful and helpless, I, a brother, have no choice but to be a wicked person" Speaking of this, he paused and turned his head to look at me, "Xiao Li, you and Chen Ran should break up." ”

He said slowly, "Xiaojuan can't live without Chen Ran, I have watched them go through ups and downs in the past ten years, it is not easy to get to this point, this year Xiaojuan's family has suffered a series of accidents, recently her spirit is very bad, it is not easy to pick up a life, Chen Ran leaves her again, she will completely collapse, and the consequences are unimaginable; And your departure from Chen Ran is just cutting off a relationship, I know it's painful, but you should be clear about feelings and life and death. "Paused," As for Chen Ran, with my understanding of him, if he could ruthlessly abandon Xiaojuan at this time, he would not be so painful and tormented. I know you don't know about his return to City C, but it actually explains his heart's choice. Mr. Guo sighed, "It's just that he doesn't want to say that he doesn't want to admit it......

The sound of the rain washed away the sorrow and despair in my heart. I burst into tears under Mr. Guo's cruel and straightforward but extremely real and realistic persuasion. I can't say a word at the moment, I don't know what to say. Mr. Guo is right, not to mention Chen Ran, even if it is me, in the face of Sister Xiaojuan, who is already disabled, how can I ruthlessly leave her and ignore her. Sister Xiaojuan lost her father and lost her legs, if she loses Chen Ran again, what will she do in her future life, in the face of such a reality, how can I selfishly ask Chen Ran to divorce Sister Xiaojuan for me?!

It's just that the heart, my heart, is very painful, the heartache that has not appeared for a long time suddenly returns in the body, this time, it is more violent than any previous time, ten thousand arrows pierce the heart, the liver and gallbladder are broken, and the internal organs have been completely displaced, yes, it is such powerless grief......

Just a few hours ago, I was still immersed in the joy of becoming Chen Ran's bride

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, I thought that I finally kept the clouds open and saw the moon, we have experienced so many difficulties and obstacles, and finally looked forward to the moment when a lover finally became a family, I had hesitated, tossed, repeated, and retreated, all under the leadership of Chen Ran step by step to the present, when I could finally muster up the courage and heart to stand side by side with him and run to the end to meet the dawn of victory, a natural disaster of only two minutes, easily let everything come to naught, leaving me alone in front of the cold and desolate reality, speechless.

The funny thing is that when I met Tang Hai unexpectedly in the government building, he actually stopped me, cared about whether I was injured in the earthquake, apologized to me for his revenge on the small belly, and withdrew from the role of the person concerned.

Happiness, oh, what a strange and ironic word, and though I have been so close to it, I have never seen it clearly. It's just these, how to tell Tang Haiyan, he is just a passerby to me, he was, is, and will not change in the future. So, I just listened to him silently like a passerby, expressed politeness and gratitude formulaically, and then passed away without looking back.

The days without Chen Ran are speeding up towards me, such a visible and suffocating future, what else can arouse my interest? What else makes me feel the need to be meaningful? ……

What's even more ridiculous is that when I returned to the company and finished reporting the meeting to Wang Hao, he stared at me for a long time, and suddenly got up and stretched out his hand to me, with a solemn expression, "Congratulations, Yue'er"

I looked at him inexplicably, and as soon as he basked, he returned to his usual hippie smile, "Mr. Chen has asked me to deal with the share transfer matter, I have heard about it," he said and winked at me, "Mr. Chen has invested a lot in your divorce, it is indeed enough for you, I was worried about you at the beginning, but now it seems that I am completely worried about it." Fu and seemed to sigh infinitely, "Okay, finally a lover will eventually become a family, although I have no prejudice against my sister-in-law, but you can keep the clouds open and see the moon, and I am also happy for you!" Alas, after so many days of destruction and death caused by the earthquake, I finally heard a good news......"

And I looked at his smile and couldn't say a word.

Only Pleasant Goat quietly asked me what I was going to do when I was eating the next day, I looked at her with a worried look, I must have learned about Chen Ran and Sister Xiaojuan, I couldn't help but smile to myself, even Manager Shen knew that I didn't know how embarrassed and tormented Chen Ran was this time; And my existence gave him what a dilemma, when did I start to become a burden to him? The corners of my eyes were sour, and I hurriedly lowered my head and pretended to eat to cover up, but I heard Pleasant Goat continue, "Yue'er, I heard that Mr. Chen's wife had both legs amputated in the earthquake, alas, why is it so miserable, Mr. Chen is estimated to have been by her side to take care of her in the future, but what should you do?" In case they want to go back to H City, you and Mr. Chen, alas, ,......"

"Pleasant goat," I swallowed the last bite of food with difficulty, raised my head, and closed my eyes gently, I could feel my eyebrows, eyes, body and mind trembling, after all, I still spoke slowly in strong grief, with despair,

"I decided to break up with Chen Ran."

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