Verse 27: A Brief Love Song
Like all couples who have just fallen in love, Lin Jun is full of spring-like vitality every day, never has any melancholy expression from him, and even if he has, he must have been washed away by love, the only thing that makes me feel unchanged is that every time I drink beer and read a book alone, Lin Jun appears in front of me as usual, which is no different from the situation before he fell in love.
I can't figure it out, I always think it's a little unreasonable, people in love should spend time on their lovers, and it seems to be more consistent with being inseparable and glue-like
The meaning of the word "love", they seem to be deliberately leaving their own space for each other, but that's Linjun's thing, I naturally don't want to ask him anything, let alone think about it!
We still talk about what we are interested in, and we talk about our own views on some issues. Since the two of them will attract some so-called attention from time to time on campus, they will occasionally hear Lin Jun say something about the relationship between him and Merry, which seems to be clarifying some boring speculations, but they are also some inconsequential trivial details.
On such relatively personal topics, I only act as a listener, and I am used to being a listener, never expressing an opinion, especially one with a clear tendency, so as not to interfere with his judgment.
It was his own world, and it was up to him to depict it. I still didn't see Melly's appearance clearly, and it wasn't like I was trying to hide anything, because no one would stare at the face of their best friend's lover endlessly, which was really unseemly.
At that time, I politely made eye contact with Melly briefly, and stayed on Melly's face for less than three seconds.
It is more likely that I was paying attention to my face, but focusing on my own mind - this is the girl who is often mentioned by boys?
It lives up to its name! So Melly's face became a picture in my impression: although my eyes were looking at her, like the lens of a video camera, although they were looking at the subject, they seemed to be looking at the subject, and the picture of the lens was somewhat blurry because of the lack of focus alignment, but if I saw it from a distance next time, I would definitely be able to recognize it, which was a strange feeling.
After a gradual process, the picture of memory began to cohere. I occasionally chatted with the two of them, mostly on the road or at a small bar near the school.
Normally, I would continue to talk to Lin Jun about the topics that I didn't finish talking about last time, and in the process, Melly didn't say a word, just listened to our conversation in the way she was confused, and the jumping and turning topics, staring at Lin Jun, I am afraid that at that time we were also talking about some topics that seemed obscure and boring to her, and there was no need for her to express her opinion.
Melly and I limited ourselves to nodding in a nod, which was a normal courtesy greeting. Therefore, the conversation between me and Lin Jun in the small bar usually does not last too long, and it is not wise to recklessly occupy a romantic time between lovers, and in no more than three minutes I will find an excuse to slip away.
Later, when the winter vacation was approaching, whenever Lin Jun chatted and drank with me, he no longer talked about the trivial matters between him and Meili, and I naturally did not ask, but only focused on the usual topics between us, so that it was natural and reasonable.
Even if Lin Jun inadvertently touches on Melly's aspects of a particular topic, I will let him say it, but I will never express my opinion.
When Lin Jun notices it, he will bring the conversation back in the right direction, just like a ship avoids a reef while sailing; There must be some unpleasant sound in there.