Verse 28: The Last Lovers

In the first semester of the sophomore year of college, Lin Jun had a brief relationship with a girl, who was one year lower than me and in the same major as me. Compared with Melly, although the girl is slightly inferior, she is also one of the best looks in the department, and there is no shortage of suitors. However, after a short relationship, the relationship between the two finally ended with the girl's crying.

The instantaneous eruption of a volcano requires a long period of energy accumulation, and everything seems peaceful on the outside, but under the effect of time, the accumulation and evolution have not stopped for a moment. If there is a problem in one link, all the next links will have a chain reaction, and the reaction will gradually escalate, and it will develop into a consequence. Lin Jun is a person who rarely loses his temper, at least in my impression! Although he was not the kind of person who was always pleasant to people, he was always neither humble nor arrogant, for me and for everyone else. But the exception was his former girlfriend, who was in the same major as me. The reason for this may be because of their lover relationship, when the distance between the two of them disappears, reason and all the advantages of each other have disappeared from their respective eyes, and the former love has been permanently put aside; In love, they hold an ideal: they must make up their minds to let the initial pleasure, warmth, romance, and happiness remain between the two forever, and the perfect fusion of the two. They want to achieve the impossible! It's not something incomprehensible when your sanity is gone, it's like two people cruising in a calm sea together, only to revel in the beauty of the sunset, but forget to pay attention to some of the potential dangers at all times! They didn't realize at the time that calm and calm came from tolerance, and violent storms came from being narrow and mean. Willing to pay at this time will become a weapon to try to defeat the other party at some point in the future!

There may be a sense of "conflict" between Lin Jun and his girlfriend, the two have opposite views on romance, and they are stubborn and stubborn. Both of them want to achieve unrealistic goals, but the reality backfires, they strive for perfection, but the result is that once there is imperfection, they can't deal with it! In order not to fall into endless pain, after Lin Jun was furious, their end can be imagined.

On a weekend in the late autumn of the first semester of my sophomore year, I went to the bookstore on Guilin Road in the city, and when I returned to school, I got off the bus at the school gate and just walked into the school gate, and I caught a glimpse of them arguing on the edge of the flower bed in the small square. It was dinner time, so there wasn't much walking around the small square, and Lin Jun could easily see me. As I walked, I thought to myself, as a friend of Lin Jun, I couldn't turn a blind eye to this, but how would I talk to Lin Jun if I walked over? In such a situation, I am afraid that it is not appropriate to say anything. I don't want to get to know the reason for their quarrel, so I'll just go over and talk to them first, and I'll leave the rest to later!

By the time I walked up to them, the two had stopped arguing, and the girl's tear-stained face showed that she had just cried bitterly, and Lin Jun was sitting on the edge of the flower bed, silent.

"Lin Jun! ...... you guys? I accosted him.

Lin Jun looked up at me, did not speak, did not get up, shook his head, his face was full of helplessness and pain. After a while, Lin Jun said to his girlfriend, "We'll talk about it tomorrow!" May I? I'm tired! Lin Jun's girlfriend listened to Lin Jun's cold words, and tears flowed down again, "Is it okay?" Lin Jun asked again. His girlfriend listened to the cold question, knowing that Lin Jun would not say anything to her anymore, even if he quarreled, he had no choice but to turn around and leave.

"This ......" I feel like a saboteur at this point.

Lin Jun saw my embarrassed expression and said, "It's okay! ”