I haven't thought about the deep reasons for Lin Jun's breakup with Melly, and I'm not going to do it.

I think it's a boring thing to think about other people's pain or pleasure over and over again, and only chattering good deeds will do it!

The problem I ponder is that every memory must have a beginning and an end if it is incomplete, otherwise the memory will not exist!

This is the basis for the existence of memory, and from this point on, I wonder, does the beginning exist for the end?

Is it called the beginning because there is an end? Is the beginning a signpost for the end?

Is the end the beginning? The beginning is the end? Thinking about it this way, there seems to be no difference between the two, the two are like two ends of a circumferential diameter, turning around in a circular trajectory, drawing a seemingly repetitive circular pattern, drawing a speculative territory of beginning and end.

If two points coincide, the circle will naturally disappear and become a point! If it doesn't happen, there is no memory, and the beginning and end of the duo will lose the meaning of opposition and dependence.

This is obviously inconsistent with the laws of the being's thinking, existence, and personal memory. Therefore, the more significant part is probably the middle part of the beginning and the end, which, although incomplete, reveals the existence of a rich content that supports the existence of two points, and from this point of view, the process of existence, or the process of life relative to man, is more like a multitude of beginnings and ends.

The length and content of the many beginnings and ends contained in the time period of life and death, and what form and curve do these stages take to be arranged?

Straight line? Matrix? Full of uncertainty! It is precisely under the influence of this uncertainty that incalculable differences begin to arise, and human personalities become very different.

As me, the only thing I can be sure of is that these different stages have their own colors, and people will always try to try to reproduce the most colorful part in one or another form in the process of succession, but there are very few who get their wish, and fatalistic cannot get their wish, so all kinds of feelings and thoughts are excavated!

Some people will go to the beginning and end of the next one on their own, unwilling to look back at those colors, or they don't realize that they need to look back, even if they leave a lot of color, they will be left far behind!

These two thoughts, which are embedded in the meaning of existence in the minds of beings, have been established in my mind since I was in college, and have gradually become rock-solid.

How are the colors of memory formed? Filled by time, of course! Time governs the thinking existence of the being, and only time, which has neither beginning nor end, can measure the time-limited thinking existence and the future thinking existence, and fill in color and black and white between the beginning and the end.

Since then, I have been accustomed to jumping through the stages of my memory, a jump that is completely devoid of fatigue, or sad, painful, or pleasant, and no matter how much the content is added or decreased by forgetting, the leap goes on endlessly, just like the planets in the universe orbit the stars.

As far as I'm concerned, I don't want to stop, and I can't actually stop until the end of my life. The strict sense of the end is the end of life, the formal end of the thinking existence of the being, and its significance is second only to the intermediate process of the thinking being.

When you think about it like this, your memories will become clearer and clearer! Lin Jun, Mei Li, me, and the people we will meet and know in the future will all become the object of my mental existence, or I will become the object of their respective mental existence, or a small dot in their or my memory matrix.