Melly continued on QQ saying:

Melly: "Because I was tired from reading every day during this time, I washed and slept when I returned to the dormitory, and I even had less time to surf the Internet!" ”

Me: "It seems like it's going to be hard! ”

Melly: "yes, it's just hard! But after seeing the kitten, it was much better! I'm reminded of what you said about 'kangaroos'! Hehe! ”

Me: "Hmm! Still jumping non-stop on the Australian savannah! ”

Melly: "Can I talk to you again?" ”

Me: "Yes! ”

Melly: "When?" ”

Me: "Free on the weekend!" Because I work for a magazine that never works overtime, this time is guaranteed! But you have to make sure you don't delay preparing for the exam! ”

Melly: "It's Tuesday, and I'm three days until the weekend, so I should be able to finish the book by the weekend!" ”

Me: "Hmm! That's good! ”

Melly: "I'll see you at 10 a.m. on Sunday, in the public classroom, okay?" ”

Me: "Half past ten!" It's the weekend, get some sleep! ”

Melly: "Huh! Thank you! ”

Me: "You're welcome! ”

Melly: ":)"

Me: "That's it!" ”

Melly: "I'm going to the library!" ”

Me: "Okay, read in peace!" ”

Melly: "Read in peace!" ”

Me: "Goodbye! ”

Melly: "Goodbye! ”

Looking at Melly's profile picture that has gone offline, the first thing that comes to my mind is the kitten I have never seen before, which is really a strange feeling, before Melly left me a message on QQ, and also mentioned kittens! Could it be that the kitten has become an essential element of communication between us? If it weren't for the kittens, would we still be in contact with each other? Thinking before and after, even if there are no kittens, there will be other topics to fill in, just as sooner or later air will burrow into every vacuum container.

I lit a cigarette and found that the ashtray was full, so I got up and poured it out, rinsed it with water again, and dried it with a paper towel. During the time I smoked, I remembered my girlfriend from high school, who was my classmate, with whom I spent about two months. She is not pretty, an ordinary girl, likes to tie her hair back and likes to wear tourist shoes. In the days we were together, we kissed and touched each other, but we didn't go any further. Our first kiss was on the way home after evening self-study, and for some reason we naturally held hands, and then gradually got closer, and finally began to hug and kiss! Since then, we've been dating. Every day after school, we would walk together and talk about some things in class, then hug and kiss before going home. She hated the smell of smoke and the boys who smoked, and told me not to smoke, even though I couldn't smoke two cigarettes a month at the time. Later, one day she said to me, "I don't think it's good for us to be like this!" What she meant was that we should take our hearts back, it was time to finish! She was afraid of getting the attention of her teachers and parents, and the high pressure she might face next! So we broke up, and we never passed a note to each other again. After the college entrance examination, I went to Changchun to study, and she chose to repeat her studies, and when I was in my second year of college, I heard that she passed the second year of repetition and was admitted to a well-known university in Beijing. The beginning and end of me and her are a little inexplicable, and we don't experience the feeling of so-called first love with each other, which may be an important reason why her feelings in my heart have faded quickly since we broke up, maybe my feelings in her heart will not exist for too long, and each other will not leave too deep traces. It's only when I come home that I think of her by chance, and that's all! After I got to college, I felt more and more that she had made the right decision, that we hadn't wasted too much time on each other, and that it was a flash in my mind, and I couldn't make any waves.