"Maybe! Maybe she and I have been too cautious since the moment we were together, and we were simply walking on thin ice, for fear of discordant notes, but the problem always came uninvited, like an uninvited guest who came frequently! We can't control it at all, we can't control our emotions, we can't control our tears! After every quarrel, I prayed that I wouldn't quarrel again next time, but the next few days were still the same! We all hope for the future, but it would be a mistake to think so! Since it's 'next time', what is 'next time'? Isn't it noisy yet? 'Later' is too slim! I also want to be able to go on with her all the time, smoothly and steadily, she thinks the same, which I know very well, but it is really too difficult to understand each other, far from being as simple as imagined, and not as easy as it sounds! There are too many differences in our personalities and temperaments, not complementary, but exclusive! We all want to make concessions to each other, we really want to, but when it comes to getting angry, no one makes concessions, why? The innate character determines that neither of us can back down, maybe the current result can make the other party not hurt too deep feelings, which is not necessarily a very bad idea! ”

I couldn't express any opinion about what Lin Jun had just said, so I listened and lit a cigarette for him, and he then asked for a fourth Guinness.

"Now, the good times I had with her are only suitable for memories!" Lin Jun paused for a moment and said, "It's come to this, and it's useless to do anything!" ”

"In all fairness, you're a good couple! Are you really ready to let go like this? I put down my lighter and asked, "Don't you think it's a pity?" ”

"Maybe to you and others, we are 'suitable', but that's just what you see, two people who seem to be suitable, may not be suitable for being together at all! Pain is masked by the word 'fit'! Walking down the road to school, all they saw was a couple who seemed to be happy. Who can see the pain behind us? Who can tell? Lin Jun said, "This is a failed relationship!" We all lack the ability to make each other feel comfortable with frustration," Lin Jun supported his forehead with his left hand, held a cigarette in his right hand and held the wine glass, his eyes slightly closed, and his elbow supporting his forehead swayed from side to side, with a small amplitude, as if shaking the memory in his head, in order to find the passage that would stop him from pain.

"She always asks me questions about eternity and so on, and always asks me for promises, but there's nothing wrong with her asking like that, that's what we all want to work hard to do, and we're trying our best to do it! No one will think about when to break up at the beginning of a relationship, if someone thinks so, then his (her) motives are a big question, and it is doubtful whether they are in love or not! But for a long time, if you ask these kinds of questions too many times, it doesn't make much sense! If it is repeated too many times, it will inevitably make people feel patterned and mechanized, just like the large-scale products produced by industry, they are all the same things, where can they still show precious value? Boys and girls always express their thoughts differently, and this is the case nine times out of ten, who can blame them? It's going to be a headache for anyone, maybe someone else might have a better way, I haven't found it yet! The problems that can be solved by the quarrel are too limited, she mistook my focus on painting into a snub to her, misunderstood my unintentional tardiness as a contempt for her, and regarded the accidental misunderstanding as an inevitable result, we don't know how many times we quarreled because of such a thing, it was really exhausting, today is the only time I am angry with her, and the last! We hold a good purpose, but when we actually do it, we always go against the expectations in our hearts, and often use the wrong means to achieve the right goal, and the result of this will inevitably deviate from the track, but we are not aware of it, and we always find that we have not reached the place where we should go after the mistake is made, but to another wrong starting point, just like getting lost, you can understand what I said, right? ”

"I can understand the basic meaning!" I replied, "Is there really no room for relaxation?" Missing out is not a comforting memory! ”