"There is absolutely no doubt that 'missing' was the result of a bad decision. But the problem now is that I firmly believe that I made the right decision! Such thoughts are not a spur of the moment! I've been thinking about it since our quarrels started to get frequent! I tried a lot to avoid it, but it didn't work! Until I couldn't come up with any ideas to solve the problem, I had to do it as a last resort. I'm not confused at all, so there's no need to hesitate! But pain for a while is certain, and it's better than pain all the time! Anyway, the path I chose myself, what else can I have but to go down? Can time heal the wounds in the heart? I don't think so, as time goes on, the pain is just lessened and lessened, and the healing is more like covering up the wound, it is still real! There's no better way to do that than to let something else spread it out, you say, am I an escape? ”

"This?" I was speechless for a moment, I didn't know how to answer, what should I say? I'm afraid it won't change anything! What he decided to do, no one could stop. Lin Jun sometimes seems to see the problem too thoroughly, which is not necessarily a good thing!

"Forget it, save that for later! No, or don't think about it at all! Lin Jun said, drank the fourth glass of wine, snuffed out the cigarette butt, waved his hand to call the waiter, and asked for a glass of Johnnie Walker, no ice, pure! He turned to me and asked me if I wanted to have a drink, and I said that I could drink a second Guinness glass a lot. At this time, there was a commotion in the bar, and a female singer came to the temporary rescue, and the original singer and the band couldn't come because of something. After a simple and polite greeting to the guests on stage, she began to play the guitar, "Winter Campus". Later, she also sang in this small bar for a while, she is not beautiful, she belongs to a very personality of the kind of girl, Lin Jun and many people in the school have come here to listen to her singing, most of the songs are campus ballads or the same type of style, sometimes also sing some songs of the Green Day Band, Savage Garden, in short, some male songs.

"She actually really brought me a lot of different things! Brought me some changes! Lin Jun said, at this time his attention was not attracted by the singer's singing, after speaking, there was a silence. I glanced at him, and he was rubbing his eyebrows with the back of his hand, like a gesture of saying goodbye to someone. "I don't know how many times the mental pain is greater than the physical pain!" Lin Jun continued, and the corners of his mouth moved after speaking, probably with a wry smile, followed by silence.

I don't know when some guests came to the small bar, because there were new singers, especially female singers, so everyone was listening to the fresh, not noisy at all, occasionally someone whispered talking, the volume was also between hearing clearly and hearing clearly, the waiter repeatedly fiddled with a Zippo lighter at the end of the bar, the action was clean and neat, as if juggling, skillfully opening, igniting, closing, making a small and crisp metal knocking sound, the small fire was extinguished from time to time. Looking from the side of Lin Jun, there is a replica of Seurat's masterpiece - "Sunday Afternoon on Big Bowl Island" on the wall, and on the other side of the wall behind him are hung a lot of posters of old black and white movies, and the layout of the small bar always looks so pleasant and full of traces of time. I don't know if the guests here except for Lin Jun have a leisurely and relaxed state of mind, but it is estimated that they should at least be in a better state of mind than he is now.

Lin Jun didn't say anything about how his girlfriend had brought him a lot of different things, he didn't say that I didn't bother to ask more, and for him, recalling any detail would exacerbate his suffering, although it was not obvious on the surface.

"I think I should remind you not to do things that make you regret it, judging by what you said, I think you still have leeway, if you want to fight for it, act as soon as possible! Do you understand? I first broke the silence and said.