Chapter 11: I miss it as soon as we separate
Sometimes, it is for love that I quietly dodge, what I avoid is the figure, but what I can't avoid is the silent feelings.
After Gu Xiaoyu's divorce, the original house was sold and she has been living at her mother's house, so she took a taxi directly to her mother's house. Mengmeng knew that she would come back today, and she would wait for her at home if she said that she would not go to kindergarten or anything. knocked on the door and shouted, "Mom, I'm back"
The door opened, a small figure rushed over, Gu Xiaoyu hurriedly squatted down and hugged her, the little guy cried aggrievedly for a long time, and Gu Xiaoyu also cried.
Now think about myself at that time, just leave, just left the familiar home, she went away again, it was too unfair and irresponsible to the child, but Gu Xiaoyu had no choice at that time, and in this place, she might go crazy.
finally took out the teddy bear that Lin Dong bought, and coaxed Meng Meng. Meng Meng hugged the teddy bear and said, "Thank you, Mom, I miss you so much"
"Mom misses you so much" The mother and daughter got tired of it for a while, and the little guy went to play, Gu Xiaoyu looked at her mother and knew that she had been worried about her for half a year: "Mom, I've worked hard for you"
"This stupid boy, I'm your mother, and my mother just wants you to be well"
"Well, I will, Mom, where's my dad?"
"Your dad went grocery shopping, knowing that you came back, he asked me to cook something for you, you go to the meeting"
"Well, okay, I'll pack my bags first"
Lying on the bed, thinking about Lin Dong very much, her heart twitched and hurt, she pressed her chest hard and curled up into a ball. Rubbing the necklace he gave, he suddenly remembered that they hadn't taken any safety measures in the past few days, and it was not a safe period, so he got up sharply and walked out. In those days, she only cared about happiness and completely forgot about it, Lin Dong, it is estimated that he wants to have a future with her, and he also wants to have a child.
Lin Dong really thought that he could keep her, he was confident that Gu Xiaoyu could stay for him, so he didn't take measures, but he misestimated the woman's self-esteem and inferiority.
"Mom, I'll go out for a while, I'll be back soon" said to my mother and left the house.
There is a pharmacy not far from the community, bought a box of emergency contraceptives, it's been so long, I don't know if it's too late, try it. I took a glass of water from the pharmacy, swallowed it directly, and went to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities before going back upstairs.
Dad has come back, bought a lot of vegetables that she loves to eat, there are fathers, mothers and daughters, it's good, if there is him again, how perfect it would be. I can't think about it anymore, otherwise I won't be able to live this day, and I will be separated for less than a day, so I will think about him like this.
Mom cooked a meal, sweet and sour pork ribs, stewed fish, fish-flavored shredded pork, golden needle grinding and cucumbers, and the family ate happily, although Gu Xiaoyu loved to eat, but she didn't eat much, and she kept feeding her daughter.
Dad asked her, "Are you still leaving?" ”
Gu Xiaoyu shook her head, "If you don't go, where is the mood to go again!"
"What are your plans for the future?" Gu's father knew that Xiaoyu was an assertive and self-motivated child, and he would never gnaw at the old like this.
"I want to rent a store by myself and start a small business, so that it can be convenient to take care of Meng Meng"
"Mengmeng, you don't have to worry, your father and I are fine, we'll bring you Mengmeng" Mom was considerate of her, she didn't take care of the child, first, because she didn't retire, and second, Xiaoyu's original in-laws were really not good!
Meng Meng also interjected and said: "Mommy, I like to live with grandma" This child learned in kindergarten, sometimes calling Mommy, sometimes calling Mommy.
Gu Xiaoyu kissed her little face: "Okay, it's all up to you"
Meng Meng thought that there was oil on her mouth, wiped her face with a tissue and said, "Mommy is so dirty, giggle" After saying this, she smiled happily, the child's happiness.
Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu, after cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, she asked Gu's father to take Mengmeng, Gu's mother pulled her back to the bedroom and asked her: "Xiaoyu, is there something wrong outside?" Look at your bad form"
Gu Xiaoyu forced a smile: "No, you see that I'm not very good."
"Pretty good? Swollen eyes like walnuts? Mom said as she pulled down her collar, "It's good, covered in wounds?" ”
Gu Xiaoyu thought to herself, summer is not good, there are too few clothes, I have already chosen a leader, and I can't stop it, there are still tooth marks left by Lin Dong on my collarbone, this is the last time, when she bites, she also scratches a few blood marks on his back, and she wants to leave something to prove that she exists.
"Mom, it's really okay" sat on the bed and shed tears.
"Child, although you are divorced and have children, you still have to remarry, not for yourself, but also for children, single-parent families are not good for children, so if you meet something that is good for you, think about it, don't be bitter about yourself" The mother touched her hair.
"Mom, I know everything, but he's so good, I'm not worthy of him" After speaking, he hugged his mother and cried silently.
The mother sighed, this child is too heavy-minded, and she can only figure it out by herself.
"Mengmeng still sleep with me tonight, you rest early"
"Mom, I'll take Meng Meng to sleep, you're tired these days, take a good rest, I'll be busy in a few days, I'll definitely have to bring you, besides, I can't live without Meng Meng tonight"
Mom knows that it is estimated that her daughter is not having a good time, and she is not so depressed even when she divorces.
At night, Meng Meng wanted to sleep with her grandmother, and my daughter and I coquettishly said: "Baby, mom misses you, if you don't accompany me, I can't sleep"
Meng Meng looked left and right: "Oops, okay, okay" is very embarrassed, making adults laugh.
took her daughter to take a bath, told her stories, and put her to sleep, Gu Xiaoyu was so tired that she collapsed on the bed, but she still couldn't sleep, her mind was full of Lin Dong, she took out the only photo of diving, and held it in her arms and unconsciously wet her pillow with tears. Gu Xiaoyu regretted her stubbornness a little, and she should have left an email address and asked Lin Dong to send her the photo, so that she could have more nostalgia.
Gu Xiaoyu originally thought that she was in love with him, but she was never to the extent of being inseparable, but now she knows how uncomfortable her heart is after leaving, and she has been in pain all the time, and sometimes she doubts that she will die of pain like this.
Seeing that her daughter was asleep, she quietly walked to the balcony, stole a box of cigarettes from her father, sat on the rocking chair, lit a cigarette, and flashed red in the dark, feeling the sadness and loneliness that burned the whole room, silently shed tears, took a puff, the spicy smoke burned the trachea, coughed, didn't want to pay attention, and took a big puff, but it became more and more bitter.
This is Gu Xiaoyu's first time smoking, she feels really uncomfortable, and she has no way to vent, so she thought of smoking, the more she smoked, the more bitter it became, and it was bitter to her heart, she didn't understand, how could such a bitter thing make people addicted, or she was bitter in her heart, everything was bitter.
Nested in the rocking chair, looking at the lonely night, only the lights of one or two households were starry, and they all slept, but Gu Xiaoyu's heart was dark, I really missed him, where was he? Do you miss her......
Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night, after Lin Dong got off the plane, he returned directly to the company to deal with the work left over from a business trip, and came back a few days late. This is also a man's helplessness and strength, no matter how uncomfortable he feels, he must take his due responsibility.
The internal line of the phone called the assistant, sent the processed documents, and arranged the next things, because it is estimated that he will have to go on a business trip soon, and go to S City to find the heartless Gu Xiaoyu!
After Lin Dong roughly finished handling the work, he made an appointment with his lawyer to meet again, and told the lawyer that he would get the divorce certificate tomorrow.
The lawyer asked, "Why is it so urgent?" It's been delayed for more than a year, and I'm not in a hurry for a moment" This lawyer has always been in contact with his wife Xue Linlin, communicating back and forth, so he knows most about their affairs.
"Actually, I should have agreed to her requests a long time ago! I regret that I delayed my divorce for the sake of some money and other things. I met someone I loved, and I have wronged her, if I had known that I would meet her, I would have divorced at all costs," Lin Dong stirred coffee.
The lawyer raised an eyebrow and said, "Is that some money?" Just some? "If it was just a reasonable range, it would have been done a long time ago, but it was a lion's big mouth.
Lin Dong thought for a while and said, "I'll talk to her with you tomorrow, and you can relax the conditions I gave you!" This time, I will go to get a divorce certificate if I say anything."
"Do you want more? We've already given a lot of money, and according to my opinion, we should go through the legal process normally," said the lawyer.
"After all, husband and wife, even if she is at fault first, I don't want to be so desperate" Lin Dong has no love for her, but he is kind and soft-hearted, and the most important thing is that he is anxious for the result.
"Alright! I will revise it again" The lawyer also takes money to do things, and the master has spoken, and he will no longer insist.
After the lawyer left, Lin Dong had no intention of continuing to work, and when it was dark, even if the indoor lights were bright, it could not shine in his heart, and he could not drive away the lost thoughts.
In fact, the more I thought about her, the more angry I became. I'm so angry with him! He did so much for her, said so much, and she still ran away?! If you don't love him, Lin Dong is not a stalker, and he will let go of it after being uncomfortable for a while.
But Gu Xiaoyu obviously loves him, but she doesn't dare to accept him, this coward! When I find her, I have to spank her!
Thoughts flooded like a flood, drowning him in an instant!
I miss her so much! If she leaves like this, will she cry? Imagining her hugging herself and crying like this, I feel so distressed, silly girl!
S City says it's not big, but it's not small, how can it be so easy to find someone to find?!
It was already too late, so Lin Dong decided to live in the company, and there was a partitioned lounge in the office, and he was homeless anyway.
These days, I used to sleep with her, without her, I can't sleep even if I am sleepy tonight, and I don't know how long it will take to adapt to the night without her.
Sitting on the windowsill and drinking beer, she remembered the scene when they first met, she sat on the beach and drank boldly, she looked not very old, but there was sadness in her eyes, but she could run like a child, she was really awkward and lovely, she was thinking about it while drinking, and she didn't know when she fell asleep against the window.