I always want to cry when I remember, I am too lonely alone, this love is thousands of mountains and rivers but I am lost, I have already given up the way back, and I love to the depths but only helpless......

Gu Xiaoyu went to buy a new mobile phone card the next day, but it turned out that the card had been turned off and could not be opened again! After the change, I notified everyone, and my best friend Zhang Wenmin was the first to call: "Yuzai, you are finally willing to come back, where is it?" ”

"Walking around Central Street," Gu Xiaoyu replied as she walked.

I only heard Zhang Wenmin wail on the phone: "Ah~ I'm at work, and I still have 6 hours to get off work"

Gu Xiaoyu was helpless: "Eldest sister, your class just started today."

"Sister, let's eat together in the evening, please" Zhang Wenmin quickly changed the topic to eating.

"Okay, let's eat hot pot, you can bring your family" Gu Xiaoyu smiled, this person is good, but he is too picky!

"Don't take him, let him take care of the children at home, just the two of us," Zhang Wenmin said very heroically.

"Okay, call me when you're off work!" Actually, I just want to make an appointment to meet.

After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone, and Gu Xiaoyu began to walk around in a circle, because she wanted to choose a store, but the city center was too expensive, the market prospect was good, but the economic strength was insufficient.

Walking on the road, I saw a couple walking towards her, the holding hand and the sweet smile became a small flying knife piercing her heart, and the cut was swished.

Thinking of the road he walked hand in hand with Lin Dong, thinking of his thoughtfulness, and seeing a little figure like him among the pedestrians, he would subconsciously look at it, and his heart would beat faster, and then he would find that it was not, and it would be doubly painful, Gu Xiaoyu was about to collapse, and he felt that he was really crazy.

In this way, I walked in despair for an afternoon and didn't meet a suitable one, so I decided to take a look at the second ring tomorrow.

Tired and unable to walk, sitting on a park bench, watching the young couple kiss like no one next to her, crying with envy, she was also happy and happy, but these were all abandoned by her own hands, and now she is moaning without illness, who is she complaining, what's the point?! I said this to myself over and over again in my heart.

Although it was only six days from the time they met to the time they separated, they spent so much time together, such an unforgettable time, full of memories, how happy they were at that time, and how painful they are now.

The phone finally rang, Zhang Wenmin got off work, and the two agreed to go to the copper hot pot restaurant they used to go to, Gu Xiaoyu was not far from there, so she walked over, walking in a muddy and unaware way, lovelorn people, a little fluctuation is infinitely amplified, and they can burst into tears in an instant!

When she walked to the hot pot restaurant, Zhang Wenmin had already ordered a dish and waited for her, the two have been friends since high school, and it has been more than 10 years now, they are familiar with each other's preferences, and the tastes of the two are similar, she knows what Gu Xiaoyu likes to eat.

Although Gu Xiaoyu has a cheerful personality, there is only one friend Zhang Wenmin, and Zhang Wenmin is also the only best friend, they all think that there are not many confidants, one is enough.

"You're here so fast? Did you order wine?" Gu Xiaoyu walked over and asked.

"I drove over after work, I didn't order any alcohol, do you want to drink?" Zhang Wenmin looked at her like a monster, because Gu Xiaoyu didn't drink a drop of alcohol since she got married to when she was pregnant, and she didn't drink much after weaning her child, and she was happy to drink two sips at occasional parties, she was always worried about the child, she drank too much wine, and she couldn't take care of the child, so even if she was greedy, she was also restrained, and suddenly she wanted to drink, Zhang Wenmin felt a little incredible.

"Waiter, let's have a dozen beers" Gu Xiaoyu ignored her and called the waiter directly.

The waiter asked, "Hello, what kind of wine do you order?" There's..."Balabala introduces a bunch.

Gu Xiaoyu interrupted her and said, "I want the one with the biggest degree" She doesn't like the spicy liquor, so she only drinks beer.

After a while, the food and wine came up, and Gu Xiaoyu began to drink it by herself, without eating a few bites of food.

Zhang Wenmin finally discovered her abnormality, hurriedly stopped her, pressed Gu Xiaoyu's wine glass, and asked, "Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?" ”

Gu Xiaoyu didn't have anything to say in the face of her, and said aggrievedly: "I feel uncomfortable" Tears fell disobediently again, and poured a glass of wine as she spoke.

Zhang Wenmin felt sorry for her and stopped her from drinking: "Xiaoyu, don't drink it first, don't cry, tell me first, what's going on?" Who bullied you? Tell me quickly" Zhang Wenmin saw her crying, she was in a hurry, but she didn't know what was going on. Gu Xiaoyu is not a woman who loves to cry, and she cries in front of her very rarely, so this crying frightened her.

Gu Xiaoyu began to talk about her and Lin Dong's affairs, and the scenes were still in front of her, but the person was no longer around, and finally held down her heart and whispered: "Here, I miss him, it hurts" drank cup after cup, and Zhang Wenmin also accompanied her to drink.

Because she knows that it is useless to say anything to her at this time, everyone understands the truth, but we are not saints, and we may not be able to do it if we know.

Therefore, drinking is the best companion, how to solve worries, only Du Kang.

Zhang Wenmin hated her forehead: "Are you stupid?" So good man, you don't keep him! ”

"It's because he's so good, I can't ruin him, drag him down, he deserves a better girl, I just want him to be happy" Gu Xiaoyu took another drink.

"He's such a fart, if he was good, he wouldn't want you, and let yourself cry here" Zhang Wenmin also drank to the head, and began to speak without cover.

"He thought I left him a phone number, just keep me, and thought it would be okay to call when he came, do you think he was stupid?" Gu Xiaoyu smiled stupidly, and there were tears on her cheeks.

"It's stupid!" Zhang Wenmin nodded affirmatively, and the two touched another glass.

"What about you?! What do you do? I feel that you are very good, maybe his happiness just wants you" Zhang Wenmin took a sip of wine, and then said to her, almost speechless to her.

"Me? I will bless him, my heart is left to him! I will bring it myself, it's good for our mother and daughter to be together," tilted his head and pillowed his arms and smiled and cried.

"Silly!" Zhang Wenmin only gave her one word, burped, and added, "Two people are stupid!" ”

Gu Xiaoyu thought to herself, she was stupid, how could she meet him if she wasn't stupid!

In the end, the two drank a lot, Zhang Wenmin called her husband to pick them up, Gu Xiaoyu insisted on taking a taxi back by herself, because she was really not on the way, she couldn't resist her, so she had to repeatedly ask the driver to send her home and let her call after she went home.

Sitting in a taxi, opening the window to blow the cold wind, humming a song:

I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and I am most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends

I am most afraid that the memories will suddenly roll over and the cramping will not subside

I'm most afraid to hear from you suddenly

Missing, if there will be a voice, unwilling, it is a cry of sadness

Now I've finally made myself myself

Only tears are left, and I can't fool myself

Suddenly I miss you so much, where will you live happily or aggrieved

Suddenly I miss you suddenly, suddenly sharp memories, suddenly blurred eyes

We are like one of the most beautiful songs turned into two sad movies

Why did you take me on the most memorable trip

Then leave the most painful souvenirs

We are so sweet, so beautiful, so believed

So crazy so hot ever

Why do we still have to run to grow old in our own happiness and regrets?

Suddenly I miss you so much, where will you live happily or aggrieved

Suddenly I miss you suddenly, suddenly sharp memories, suddenly blurred eyes

I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and I am most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends

I am most afraid that the memories will suddenly roll over and the cramping will not subside

I'm most afraid to hear from you suddenly

I'm most afraid that in this life, I have decided to live without you

But I suddenly heard from you."

Singing this song repeatedly, the louder it became, and finally it was all sung out of the car window, choked up, hoarse, and burst into tears.

The driver is used to seeing drunken people who are crazy, so he just scoffed, but he didn't say anything, and today's young girls are too self-respecting.

It is said that women are made of water, but life, but some of them are polished into reinforced concrete structures.

Although I had a hangover all night and was dizzy the next day, life went on and life went on as usual.

After sending my daughter to kindergarten, I started to look around the store, ate a simple meal at noon every day, and then continued to run.

I've been like this for several days, I've walked a lot of places, and I've been around all over again, and I haven't met a suitable one. Comfort yourself that everything is difficult at the beginning!

But it's really too difficult, I am alone, every day in the wind and sun, walking on the street, people are several shades darker, in Zhang Wenmin's words, it was not white, but now it is even darker.

Sometimes when it rains, I quickly run to other people's roofs to take shelter from the rain, and I get wet with my clothes and pants, and there is no one who can call to deliver an umbrella, so I learn to put clothes and umbrellas in my bag when I go out.

People only find out after the pain, it turns out that they can do it, who can show them to be delicate?

Just when her enthusiasm was worn out, she was even so tired that she wanted to give up, she really wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, but she knew no, relying on the mountain, the mountain would fall, relying on the water, the water would flow, relying on people, people would run, and she could only rely on herself!

Finally, in the afternoon of this day, Gu Xiaoyu walked on both legs and was about to give up and go home, when she saw a shop renting out at the intersection of the second bad. As soon as Gu Xiaoyu arrived, she knew that this was what she had been looking for, at the corner of a Y-shaped intersection, facing the street on both sides. There was a building with a writing room nearby, and a university, which was what she wanted.

I took out my mobile phone to make a call, and made an appointment with the shopkeeper to see the store, and the shopkeeper was a middle-aged man's voice, saying, "I'm free now, and I'm going to go to the field tomorrow"

Gu Xiaoyu said yes again and again, and waited for him at the door of the store.

Starting a business is already difficult, and it is even more difficult for a single woman.

Gu Xiaoyu called her mother to explain the situation and asked her to pick up Mengmeng.

After waiting for an hour, the man finally drove over, it was a middle-aged man who had made a fortune, he looked very honest, opened the door and walked into the store, there were more than 100 square meters, it was two floors, Gu Xiaoyu was a little embarrassed, she only needed one floor was enough, there was not so much money!

But I really like this location.