39. We get married

Xu Douxiao has no ambition, now the market is controlled by a predator, and he has long lost the money from the crazy subsidy period, he is panicked, he doesn't want to go home, and he doesn't want to stay alone.

He drove the car to the vicinity of Yuan's unit in a daze, and it happened that the server sent an order, and the place where he went was not far away, so he took it casually.

Xu Douxiao regretted it again when he drove to the positioning location, it was Qin Momo who was standing there beckoning, and there was also a tall man standing next to her-Thomas Chen

"Good evening, master." Qin Momo greeted warmly, "Let's send a friend first, and then go to the place where I was located." ”

"Good evening, Teacher Qin." Xu Douxiao smiled awkwardly, "You only got off work so late?" ”

"What a coincidence, Mr. Xu." Thomas reached out from the back seat and shook his hand, "I didn't expect to meet my friend's car." ”

"I really can't imagine that I haven't seen Mr. Xu's car for a while, the more he changes, the better he gets, can he make money for the cake by driving a Tesla?" Qin Momo, who was born with a broken mouth, was not happy to meet him at the exhibition that day, you talk about you, if you have a girlfriend, you have to show off on our Teacher Yuan's territory. Later, I knew that he borrowed a house for Yuan Ben to live in, and his fiancΓ©e, who was making trouble, came to the door, and now he is driving a luxury car at night. Xu Douxiao in her heart, from the handsome guy who was a little cautious back then, suddenly became a playboy who stepped on two boats. The words that come out of it won't sound good.

Xu Douxiao didn't bother to argue with her, so he only smiled and replied: "Open it once in a while, I just want to go for a ride in the city today and earn some pocket money by the way." ”

Thomas didn't know much about the Chinese market, and because of the language and cultural barrier, he couldn't hear Qin Momo's ridicule, but followed his words: "I heard that Chinese get married very expensive, house, car, decoration, bride price, is a big expense." ”

"That's right, you're still enviable, you don't have to get married, you don't have so many things." Qin Momo glanced at Xu Douxiao, "Our Teacher Yuan is a person who has no material desires, you just need to chat with him when he wants to chat, and turn into air when he doesn't want to chat, and he can cook for you when he is in a good mood." ”

Thomas smiled shyly: "Yuan is indeed very easy-going, once we just lay on the sofa all day watching documentaries, and he also said that he hadn't been so relaxed for a long time, so he made dishes for me to eat at night." ”

"Hahahaha, relax, did you give him a drink?"

"I opened a bottle of wine that I brought with me from England."

"yes, if you throw him in the cave with wine, he'll think it's a perfect date."

"Really? Then I should find more wine. Thomas said to Xu Douxiao embarrassedly, "You won't mind, right?" Xu, you and Yuan have been breaking up for a long time, and I apologize if you mind. ”

"It's okay." Xu Douxiao pulled out a smile, "I'm fine." ”

It was almost twelve o'clock when Xu Douxiao sent Qin Momo to the place, and the conversation in the car just now undoubtedly reminded him that Yuan Ben may not love him anymore, all his smiles and tenderness are just because they still have a little old friendship, he ran so fast and far, and he refused to tell him the news, isn't this obvious enough? Time has worked magic in his heart, smoothing out the pain and smoothing out the love, they are just old classmates, if he pushes it tighter, I'm afraid even the old classmates can't do it.

Xu Douxiao suddenly realized his absurdity, how could he be sure that Yuan Ben loved him? He had clearly seen Thomas kissing him, and he had clearly noticed the ambiguous atmosphere between them, so why did he turn a blind eye as if he was blind?

They are right, the past is like smoke, leave each other a way to go, he has his own way, how can he think that Yuan Ben is still staying in place?

"You must think I'm ridiculous." Xu Douxiao sent a message to Yuan Ben, "I'm sorry for bothering you." ”

Yuan Ben has not replied, yes, what does he want to reply? No, it doesn't matter, it's just inconsequential kind words, with Yuan Ben's temper, he is the laziest to say kind words, if he doesn't feel the need to reply, I'm afraid this will be the last message between them.

They will become zombie friends in each other's WeChat, do not delete, block or contact, learn about each other's dynamics from the circle of friends, even if it is a party where all the members are together, they will not be able to meet for various reasons.

When he was forty years old, he might look down on all this, and when he was seventy or eighty years old, he would be able to tell the children who came to visit him, and if the atmosphere at that time was enlightened enough, he would tell them their love story.

This is their future.

The more Xu Douxiao thought about it, the more sad he became, his heart was as tight as being caught, his fingertips were numb, his eyes were swollen, and his mouth was bitter, even if he said to himself, 'This is nothing, I have figured it out two years ago', but the tears still couldn't stop flowing, the young talent with an annual salary of one million yuan in the partner of the start-up company, sitting in a luxury car that many people envy, crying like a child because of a love that he couldn't ask for.

As if he wasn't annoyed enough, God arranged for Ning Jun to send him a message at this time: "Tomorrow at two o'clock in the afternoon, I will have afternoon tea at the old place." ”

Xu Douxiao sniffed, tears still hanging on his eyelashes, and replied with a pout.

He can't control what Yuan Ben wants, his own affairs are still very clear, he has no way to marry Ning Jun, he has a person living in his heart, not the kind of temporary picnic with extravagant dining cloths, but a three-story small building built with a solid foundation, surrounded by a two-hundred-square-meter yard, and the yard also raises flowers and vegetables, and there are cats and dogs. If you want him to move out, you can't afford to pay the relocation fee, and you don't want him to move out.

He couldn't delay Ning Jun. He had to explain it to her well, his past, his feelings, and his guilt.

He was confident that he could take on any of Ning Jun's requests.

Except for this one.

He arrived at the old place at 1:50, this place is not far from the company, it is an Internet celebrity coffee shop, Ning Jun started to run here when they were not popular, until they became a holy place for taking pictures, and then changed places because there were too many people. The two of them determined that the relationship was here, at that time he had just been discharged from the hospital, and everything was adjusting, in order to thank Ning Jun for taking care of him, he specially invited her, and also brought gifts that girls would like.

Ning Jun accepted his thanks and confessed to him at the same time. She said: Xu Douxiao, I like you, I want to be with you, take care of each other, and love each other.

At that time, she had shoulder-length hair, and because it was a day off, she wore a pale yellow dress with a straight neckline, which was the first time he had seen her wear clothes other than professional attire. Her face was red, but her eyes were fixed on him, and the sun shone from her side, covering her with a soft veil. At that time, Xu Douxiao was attracted by her firmness and agreed to her confession.

Xu Douxiao guessed that Ning Jun chose here, how much there was a meaning of "there is a beginning and an end", when he arrived, Ning Jun had already arrived, and he was sitting in that position, her hair had grown to her waist, she was wearing a bright yellow jumpsuit with a shirt collar, and a long royal blue coat on the outside, which looked tougher than her usual feminine style, and the sun was also shining on her body, but at this time it was more like armor. She saw him and beckoned.

Xu Douxiao sat in front of her, a little unsure of where to start, Ning Jun was calm, and she pushed a cup of coffee over.

"I think it's almost time for you to get there, and I'll order the coffee for you."

"Thank you." Xu Douxiao took a sip, it was just the right temperature, Ning Jun had taken care of herself very well in the past two years, she fulfilled her original promise, on the other hand, she didn't seem to have taken care of her, what did she like, what was her taste, what was her interest? He seems to know, but he doesn't seem to know, he has always listened to Ning Jun's arrangement on a date, he is just paying for it, Ning Jun accepted all the gifts he bought, and he liked every one very much, but did she really like it or because it was something she gave herself? The more Xu Douxiao thought about it, the more guilty he felt, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that they shouldn't get married.

"Ning Jun, I'm ......"

"Honey." Ning Jun put his hand on his right hand and stopped him from talking, "When are we going to get married?" ”

"Huh?" Xu Douxiao was stunned, he had thought about many pictures, but he hadn't thought about this.

"I was too impulsive that day." Ning Jun smiled a little embarrassedly, "I shouldn't have done it, and I shouldn't have asked someone to check on you." But marriage scared me a little, you're so nice, I always feel like something is going to be wrong. ”

Xu Douxiao hasn't understood yet.

"You shouldn't hide that I have a house." Ning Jun pretended to be angry and patted his hand, "It's normal for me to be angry. ”

"That's right, I shouldn't have hidden it from you." Xu Douxiao barely kept up with Ning Jun's train of thought, "So the matter of getting married...... Still going on? ”

"Why not?" Ning Jun asked him with a smile, "We just have a little conflict." ”

So, this is just like what they analyzed, Ning Jun is angry because the house is angry, she doesn't know about me and Yuan Ben, too, how could she know, it's just that I overreacted.

"Besides, your mother called me yesterday to ask about the wedding, do I have to tell her that we are not getting married, because Yuan Ben lives in a house that you never told me about?"

Ning Jun tilted his head and smiled, innocent and cute, but Xu Douxiao felt like falling into an ice cave.

What she knew, she knew for sure.

If you know, why do you want to marry me?