40. Hate because of love
Why?
Of course, it's because of hate. Love and hate, as the two strongest emotions, are blurred in their boundaries and easy to transform, and all they need is a small opportunity.
Since Ning Jun slapped Xu Douxiao angrily, Tong Ling didn't put her back in her own house, for fear that this girl loved her so much that she didn't hurt others and hurt herself first. The two of them frantically consumed calories for a week, ice cream, fried chicken, hot pot, milk tea, singing songs every night, scolding scumbags while eating seafood, and using high calories to heal their injured hearts while shedding tears. I was sad at night, and I had to dress properly and make up exquisitely to go to work during the day, and I was strong enough to do a good job, Ning Jun ate an extra ice cream at night because he didn't see Xu Douxiao during working hours the next day.
The night before Xu Douxiao came back from the field, Ning Jun's tears were as exhausted as their scolding words, and it was time to think about how to solve the problem.
Ning Jun was lying on the ultra-soft fabric sofa in the living room looking at the Milky Way projected on the wall by Tong Ling's homemade star lamp, she let out a short scream after a long silence, startling her friend who was already lying on the carpet and half asleep, she hurriedly got up, holding the messy ball head, like a survivor who was attacked by zombies.
"What's wrong? What's wrong? β
"I figured it out!" Ning Jun announced.
"Figured it out?" Tong Ling applauded her, "What are you going to do?" β
"I want to marry Xu Douxiao."
Tong Ling touched her head: "You don't have a fever, who put this crazy idea into your head!" β
"Myself." Ning Jun proudly announced, picked up a bucket of HΓ€agen-Dazs in his hand, dug out a large spoonful from the bucket that was about to bottom, and stuffed it into his mouth.
Tong Ling snatched the ice cream and carefully checked the ingredient list, it was indeed chocolate, only high-calorie, without any alcohol: "I haven't drunk alcohol today, eating too much chocolate hurts my brain?" You're going to rush to be a wife? β
"It's not like that." Ning Jun waved his hand, "Let me ask you, why hasn't Xu Douxiao contacted me?" β
"He wants to be cold."
"That's right, he wants to take advantage of this opportunity to break up! I got angry, he didn't come to apologize, we have been like this cold war and no one bows his head, the longer the time, the more blurred things will become, and the more difficult it is to communicate, and then the two of them go farther and farther apart, he knows that I am not the type who will be hysterical and noisy, in order to maintain decency, it is impossible to tear his face with him, he wants to use time to break up invisibly. β
"Tall."
"Clever indeed." Ning Jun nodded, "In this way, the responsibility for breaking up will be opened, and if you break up after the engagement, he can take advantage of the emotional setback to rest for a few more years." β
"Xu Douxiao doesn't look like a person with this kind of brain."
"Is the bad guy still written on his face?" Ning Jun waved the spoon in his hand, as if he was wielding a sword, "His predecessor is a man and it is not written on his face?" I now wonder if they met by chance in the bar, maybe they had reconciled a long time ago, maybe they didn't break up at all, Xu Douxiao was using a bitter meat trick to make the family believe that they really broke up, and then find a silly girl as a shield. Ning Jun pointed to herself, and the melted ice cream flowed down the spoon handle and into her hand, she licked it off nonchalantly, "Arrange a chance encounter, let Yuan Ben re-enter his life, our life, and then have a legitimate relationship, I thought they were just a brotherly party, but in fact, people are lovers to meet, I have to wait at the fucking house, leave him the lamp at night!" β
The more Ning Jun spoke, the more excited he became, as if he had lived the kind of life packaged by lies: "Then in three or five years, the child I gave birth to him will be able to run and jump, he will file for divorce at the right time on the grounds that there is no relationship between us, I will feel guilty for neglecting him because I pay too much attention to the child, I will be crazy to remedy, he will make a show to cooperate, but the cold feelings are cold, how to redeem it, as a woman in the new era, I also agree that loveless marriage is meaningless, and will soon accept the application for divorce." , Anyway, the people around us are also married and divorced, divorced and married, there is nothing unusual, I will keep the child, he will also take the child once a week when he is free, once a month when he is busy, although the parents break up, but to give the child love. He is still the fifth king of diamonds, but he lost interest in relationships because of a marriage that was not smooth, and his family got a grandson, and he didn't pay too much attention to his feelings, which was a perfect show. β
"I won't hate him, his family won't force him, his social relations won't look at him differently, he can live a happy second half of his life with Yuan Ben or any man smoothly, I have to applaud his wisdom."
"Oh my God." Tong Ling also had to applaud her best friend, the dedication she showed in love couldn't be seen to be so far-reaching, "What you said makes so much sense." β
"Of course." Ning Jun smiled, seeing through everything and facing difficulties, "It's a pity that he met me." β
"What do you want?"
"I'm going to marry him." Ning Jun opened a pack of pistachios and broke one, as if he was breaking Xu Douxiao's head, "If what Fengyue said is correct, Yuan Ben is very important in Xu Douxiao's heart." He once said that Yuan Ben's family is very open-minded, and he doesn't seem to be a person who cares about other people's eyes, that is to say, Yuan Ben is a relatively free one, he can choose anyone, but Xu Douxiao can't, have you ever seen his mother, I guess if he dares to come out, her mother can do everything to destroy him. I want to discuss the marriage with him, I also want him to know how much his mother is looking forward to this wedding, I want to know all his relatives and friends, and I want to make him suspect that his relationship with Yuan Ben has been exposed to me. β
"Doubtful?"
"Yes, I doubt that if I have a showdown with him, it is inevitable that he will break up and insist on breaking up. If this was just a shadow, he wouldn't be willing to let me go as a shield, and at the same time, he would be afraid that I would uncover it in front of everyone. β
"Yes. It's really okay. Tong Ling served, "But you can't get into a marriage for revenge." β
"Of course not." Ning Jun shrugged, "When I've had enough, I'll put out the fire." Humanity youth is the most precious, he wasted my time, hurt my feelings, and I repaid my grievances with virtue. She shoved a handful of peeled nuts into her mouth and said vaguely, "I'll help him out." β
"Spread the word." Tong Ling held up a can of Coke (they had drunk too much alcohol in the past two days and decided to quit drinking tonight).
"Once and for all." Ning Jun held up a can of Fanta.
The sound of cans touching each other is crisp and beautiful, like the singing of girls after they have put their minds down.
So, don't mess with women, how affectionate they are when they love you, and how ruthless they are when they hate you.
Xu Douxiao didn't know this truth, and in his short life, he only had a pure campus love affair with one or two women, which started from a good impression of each other's appearance and ended with an understanding of each other's personalities. All his affection and obsession are sprinkled on another rough old man who is at ease with his encounters and loves him, and he has never enjoyed the "care" from women's love and hatred.
So when he knew that Ning Jun was vaguely aware of the inside story and still wanted to marry him, he was indeed in a dilemma as the latter expected. He couldn't find a reason to break up, and he was always worried that the secret would be revealed.
"I ...... I don't understand. He can only ask the person concerned for answers.
"What's not to understand about this?" Ning Jun seemed to be looking at a little fool, doting and loving, "My dear, you are handsome, highly educated, have a good personality, and earn a lot, we have quarreled so much for so long, and you apologized, with my understanding of you, you will never make the same kind of mistake again, do I have any reason to break up with you?" To be honest, I'm afraid I can't find a better person to marry than you. β
Xu Douxiao knew that what she said was right, there was really no reason, did he let him announce loudly here because he had someone in his heart? It's a man, or a man I'm afraid I won't love him anymore.
He looked at Ning Jun seriously, the latter looked calm, and looked at him affectionately and happily, not like he knew about him and Yuan Ben. Gu Yue is right, who would suspect that there is an ambiguous relationship between them because his fiancΓ© lent the house to a good buddy?
But why did she emphasize his mother and Yuan Ben?
Xu Douxiao, who has been dealing with lifeless programs for many years, is confused.
"Honey?"
"No, there's really no reason." Xu Douxiao took a sip of coffee and decided to wait and see what happened when he couldn't figure out the situation.
"So, when do you think it's better to get married?" Ning Jun held his hand, expectant and shy, "I like autumn, how about you?" β
"This fall?" Xu Douxiao was choked and coughed.
"Are you in such a hurry?" Ning Jun smiled, "It's too late this autumn, there is less than a month to go, I'm talking about next autumn." This way we have a whole year to plan, where to have the wedding, whether it will be Chinese or Western, which one to choose for the wedding dress, who we both want to invite, and by the way, the house. Renovation is a big project, there are so many things to think about, I'm afraid a year is not enough. β
"There's really a lot to think about." Xu Douxiao mechanically agreed.
"By the way, we haven't officially visited your parents yet, when are we going back? I'm always talking to my aunt on the phone, and I always feel like there's something missing. What does she like? I'm going to get ready first. β
"As long as you go, she'll be happy."
"You'll coax me." Ning Jun patted him with a sneer, "Well, also, I think it's okay to have a special chat with Yuan Ben, why don't you ask him to help with the staff about the wedding?" β