37. Moved away

There are many stories circulating on the Internet about the hardships of adult life, saying that a certain girl receives a breakup call from her lover during work hours, what should she do, and when all the work is arranged, she goes to the rooftop alone to cry, and then comes down to work after crying.

There is also a girl who is out of love, she should be serious and lively during working hours, and her emotions are very well controlled, and she starts crying as soon as she leaves the company, crying all the way, and stops crying when she gets home, because there are still roommates at home.

The so-called social animal means that the release of all personal emotions depends on the work schedule. Xu Douxiao and Ning Jun are no exception, they were originally a secret office romance, and they can't always turn their faces in the company if something goes wrong, and all the work has to run as usual, on Friday morning, Ning Jun, the administrative director, sent Xu Douxiao's week-long travel schedule to his email on time, when Xu Douxiao was suffering from a hangover and had a headache, and ordered to receive it in the office.

Xu Douxiao wanted to talk to Ning Jun clearly, but the tight work arrangement made him unskilled, and marriage matters could not be explained clearly by WeChat. After such a delay, another week passed, and when he came back from the UK, the first thing he did when the plane landed was to send a message to Yuan Ben, and he typed the draft eight times in his heart, which wrote his suffering, thoughts, love and hope, and he hoped to persuade Yuan Ben to accept himself again and accept the relationship they should not have changed.

"Is it there? I want to go over and see you in the evening. ”

It took a long time for the message to come back, and in the time of waiting, Xu Douxiao had already driven the car out for almost half the way.

"I moved away. I wanted to call to tell you, but your phone has not been in the service area. ”

Xu Douxiao took advantage of the traffic light to glance at the mobile phone information, it didn't matter, his heart was half cold, and he immediately drove the car to the side of the road and parked it, and called the phone.

Yuan Ben's mobile phone has not been answered, and the waiting time for the call is so long that Xu Douxiao's heart is anxious, making him feel that his call is abrupt, and just when he is about to regret it, the call finally gets through.

Yuan Ben's voice sounded younger on the phone, with the refreshing energy of eating iced watermelon in summer, and he had always been gentle and polite when he answered the phone: "Hello." ”

"Why did you move out?" Xu Douxiao didn't have his politeness, and asked with a face, "Is it because of Ning Jun's business?" That matter really has nothing to do with you, I didn't handle it well, I've solved it, you can live in peace. ”

"Lao Xu, don't worry." Yuan Ben's voice was very low, Xu Douxiao heard him and the people around him say that he was a little urgent to deal with, and after less than a minute, Yuan Ben seemed to have reached a quiet place, and his voice became louder: "It has nothing to do with Ning Jun, I got a job, in the field, and accommodation is provided here." ”

"Why did you get out of town? What about the work of museums? You quit your job? ”

"No, a temporary job. The results of the museum's investigation are not yet available. ”

"Then, then you just wait for the results to come out." Xu Douxiao was anxious, "Why do you take on other jobs." ”

"Lao Xu, do you really think I can make a living by writing online literature." Yuan Ben smiled, "Will starve to death in the house." ”

"I'm not going to let you starve."

"I know." Yuan Ben put away his smile, worried and guilty, "I know that you value friendship the most, and you will definitely always help me, but this is not appropriate." ”

Everything is not suitable since you appeared in my life again, and it will not change if you move out, Xu Douxiao couldn't say anything in his heart, for fear of scaring people away, he could only coax him and coquettish him with the most pitiful voice.

"Why is it not suitable, it's just an empty house, if you don't want to go, you can give me rent after you resume work."

"Don't play dumb." Yuan Ben scolded him, in the softest tone, "I've caused you a lot of trouble, your house is going to be used for marriage, even if you get married next year, you should start renovation now, it's not suitable for me to live." ”

It's you who pretends to be stupid! Xu Douxiao was angry in his heart, you pretended that you didn't love me anymore, pretended not to see that I still loved you!

He grabbed Yuan Ben's collar and shook it in his heart, but as soon as he said it, he still looked wronged: "It's really fine." I don't have to get married here, and even if I get married here, I'm not in a hurry to get married. ”

Yuan Ben didn't want to worry about him anymore, anyway, he had already moved out: "Thank you, take care of me during this time, I still have something to do, wait for me to go back and invite you to dinner, okay?" ”

What Xu Douxiao can say, he can only say good.

He also wanted to ask Yuan Ben where he worked, but he refused to reveal it further, and Xu Douxiao couldn't ask again, so he could only tell him to pay attention to his body and take care of himself before hanging up the phone.

Yuan Ben hung up the phone and hid in the toilet cubicle alone and sighed, we were still young at that time, I thought that the sky could be so high and blue forever, I thought that as long as I liked it, it was enough to have a clear conscience, I thought we could move forward hand in hand until we were old. So I give a shallow hug when you leave and laugh when you come back. We have so much beauty, mint-flavored throat lobbies, childish games, two-meter love, and that eternity-engraved ring.

But, that's just thinking. I can rob you with the whole world, except your mother. I know you're a person who has a beginning and an end, so I broke up and said.

I don't want to see you like this, I'm distressed, very distressed. UNBREAKMYHEART, AN ELEGY FOR LOVE. Xu Douxiao, you're right. I know the sun will still rise without you, but I don't know if I will lose myself.

Xu Douxiao felt bored in his heart, he didn't want to go home, and he felt that he had nowhere to go, the apartment was just a temporary place to stay, and it would be troublesome to go without Yuan Ben in his house, Gu Yue also had his own job, Ning Jun, he didn't know what to say to Ning Jun now. So he turned on the car system and wandered around the city.

As soon as the system of private cars as taxis came out, Xu Douxiao registered, on the one hand, to run in the new car, and on the other hand, because he was really short of money. When he bought a house, he had spent most of his savings, and later bought a boyhood hit love car Lexus, Yuan Ben was worried about his large spending, but he swore to ensure that his capital chain was absolutely safe, Yuan Ben didn't say anything, just covered the family's daily expenses, and from time to time he had to care about Xu Douxiao's wallet.

Of course, Xu Douxiao has no money, but he won't say that any arrogant person will reach out to his lover who has a monthly salary not much higher than that of a sanitation worker to ask for money, he can only find money to spend on his own ideas, and it is too hard to take on the outsourced work, and Yuan Ben is not easy to explain, he only uses the time to commute to drive a hitchhiker, and drives a special car when Yuan Ben works overtime, earns himself two packs of cigarette money, and earns a cake for Yuan Ben.

Yuan Ben worked overtime that day, Xu Douxiao was idle, driving out to do work, he walked around Yuan Ben's unit, pulled some shortcut work, and picked him up by the way when Yuan Ben got off work.

When it was almost ten o'clock, Xu Douxiao estimated that Yuan Ben was about to get off work, bought a light cheesecake and put it in the car refrigerator, and put a bottle of frozen milk next to it, he ran to the museum to open, and was assigned an order halfway, Xu Douxiao was sending a message to Yuan Ben, and accidentally pressed to accept, he wanted to call the guest to refuse, but the line was still busy, and he had no choice but to drive over, and he wanted to refuse this order by being polite to others.

He looked at the other party's positioning, it was Yuan Ben's unit downstairs, thinking that this is not a coincidence, when he went to the place, it was really a coincidence, and there was a tall and thin man standing next to the girl waving the car, not who Yuan Ben was.

Xu Douxiao wanted to turn around and drive away in an instant, but his suit thug sprayed the most soaring blue, and the car owner information was on the car-hailing software, so he couldn't run away, so he could only bite the bullet.

As soon as the car stopped, the little girl pulled Yuan Ben into the back seat, Yuan Ben ignored him with a gloomy face, and Xu Douxiao could only pretend to be a stranger along the uncle.

"Hello Ms. Qin, is it the car you called?" Xu Douxiao showed the most professional smile.

"Hello, hello, it's the car I called." Qin Momo looked like a baby who went to kindergarten on the first day, looking around, "My friend and I are two places, you send him first, and then send me." ”

"Yes, you can tell me the address."

"Eh, Mr. Yuan, where do you live?" Qin Momo touched Yuan Ben.

"I'll send you first." Yuan Ben said, "It's not convenient for you to be a girl at such a late hour." ”

"Huh? What I lost was my address, so the master is not easy to calculate the money. ”

"It's okay, after sending you, I'll discuss with the master to see how to give the money, can you see it?" Yuan Ben asked him with a smile through the rearview mirror, the corners of his eyes were cold, what could Xu Douxiao do? I had to agree.

Qin Momo, who didn't know the inside story, felt that she was super lucky, and she didn't say anything about running into Lexus with a discount coupon, but the driver who was driving was still handsome and easy to talk, and she couldn't help but chat with the handsome driver.

"Master Xu, why did you drive such a good car out to work?"

"Uh, run-in new car."

"I guess too, if you can afford such a good car, you can't just subsidize your family." Qin Momo stabbed Yuan Ben with her elbow again, the lightness of her movements and the familiarity of her tone made Xu Douxiao's teeth sour, "Yes, Teacher Yuan, just like the eldest lady in our unit, she doesn't work to support her family, but to kill time." ”

Yuan Ben nodded, showing a mocking smile: "We can't understand the lifestyle of rich people, sometimes where to spend the money and what to do when it is spent, it is not within the scope of their consideration." ”

"Ah, the life of a rich man makes a man jealous."

"Of course, sometimes wealth is just a superficial phenomenon, and you can't be sure what the price behind luxury is what you pay. For example, running out in the middle of the night to work. ”

"Okay, you owe it again, wait for me to get out of the car, the master should pull you to the suburbs and throw you away."