In the blink of an eye, the life of the first year of high school is over. Because of the weak foundation, many people choose liberal arts. In our seven football teams, except for Xu Xian and Shi Zhiqiang, everyone studied science. Needless to say, Xiong Yanfei chose science.

Yu Jinrong also chose science. Xiong Yanfei and Yu Jinrong became my classmates at the same time.

Of course, these are determined before the final exam.

My parents compared my grades with their school's freshman grades, and I moved up a bit of ranking. It made them very happy. As a result, the relationship between parents has been eased.

In my studies, I have never slackened. I make good use of every bit of time. Xiong Yanfei is another motivation for me to study hard. For some reason, I always have a little inferiority complex in front of her. Her family background is one of the reasons, and her comprehensive literacy is much higher than mine, which is more important.

In the last month of this semester, Xiong Yanfei and I often discussed and studied together the study materials that my father brought to me from Hua'an No. 2 Middle School. The intimacy between us seems to be accepted by everyone.

Even Yu Jinrong seems to have accepted it. He was surprisingly quiet. It seems that I no longer pay attention to the interaction between me and Xiong Yanfei.

Xiong Yanfei and I didn't do anything like we were busy with exams and revisions, and we went for a walk on the gravel road behind the campus like we did last time, but we got along very well. We all had a good understanding of each other.

I gradually developed an attachment to Xiong Yanfei. Occasionally, when she doesn't come to our class one day, I feel very lost, I worry about her, I miss her. During recess, I would sometimes deliberately go to the window of the second class to get her attention, and at this time, if she was busy with her homework, she would turn her head and smile with me, and then continue with what she was doing, and I would also go back to my classroom to study or think about problems. When she's free, she'll go out into the hallway and lie on the railing with me to see the campus. We don't have to say a word, we just feel that the other person is there. We will feel the good feeling that the moment our elbows touch or the moment our eyes meet.

Sometimes I get nervous when I see Xiong Yanfei's place empty, until I lie on the railing opposite the teacher's dormitory building and see her walking on the way to the toilet or back to the classroom. It is also a pleasant thing to admire Xiong Yanfei's back.

If Xiong Yanfei walks in the direction of the classroom, if she walks and talks with her classmates, and suddenly looks up and finds me looking at her, her bright smile is like a flower blooming in spring, and you feel intoxicated with your whole body and mind.

Summer vacation is coming as scheduled.

That summer, we had a lot of promises, such as self-study of the sophomore high school course, a visit to the Xinhua bookstore in early July, a climb to Xinyue Mountain (a hill near Hua'an City) at the end of July or early August, and a pair of summer homework together before the start of school.

Grandma's illness was sudden.

The disease on the bone marrow, but the lesion started from the leg, so that as a doctor, she ignored it, and stayed up at home for a month before thinking of going to the provincial capital for an examination, and as soon as the examination results came out, it was already an advanced stage of bone marrow cancer, and my grandmother had to go home and wait for that moment to come.

My grandmother persisted for two months, which happened to be the two months of my summer vacation, as if it was a deliberate arrangement from God, knowing that my grandmother had no children, and I could take care of her with my parents when I was sick after I had a vacation.

This disease is really too painful. Sleeping in bed, sleeping for less than an hour or two to get up, sitting at the head of the bed, sitting for less than half an hour, then lying down again, and grandma can no longer lie down alone and can't get up alone, so grandma has to be around all the time.

Especially in August, especially in the ten days before my grandmother's death, we waited by her side day and night.

The cancer cells have devoured my grandmother to the ground where only skin and bones remain, but the pain is becoming more and more intense, and my grandmother, who knows medical knowledge, does not take painkillers, let alone inject Demerol, so the cycle of lying down and getting up is shortened to half an hour or even 20 minutes, often as soon as she lies down and has less time to drink a bowl of tea, she calls to me or my father and mother in a weak voice to let us help her up.

In fact, my grandmother didn't even have the strength to sit. My father had set up an old teacher's desk at the head of my grandmother's bed, and my grandmother sat up and lay on the desk, exposing her thin neck.

My grandmother died on the third day after school started. I still remember my grandmother's tears overflowing her eyes when she learned that I was going to start school and that I was going to live at the school, and she spoke in a voice that we could barely hear about her attachment to my precious grandson. She said she was dying, and she wished she could see her precious grandson before she died. I was very unimpressed, I always felt that she could drag on for a long time, and I was tired of serving her by her side.

Living at the school was a relief for me.

Hey, I was really unfilial at that time.

But I only stayed at school for two nights, and my mother came to me and said that my grandmother must see me, that my grandmother's time had come.

But I still insisted on finishing the day's class before asking Zhu Zhuwu for leave to go home. When I got home, my grandmother's consciousness was not very clear, but when I squatted down in front of her, held her hand and asked her if she knew who I was, she clearly said that it was her precious grandson.

Tears flowed from my eyes.

After that, my grandmother's consciousness became worse and worse, and by 10 o'clock in the evening she was completely unconscious, and by 3 o'clock in the morning, she was no more*, and at 4:05 in the morning, my grandmother exhaled her last breath and left the world.

My mother and I immediately knelt down. My tears flowed silently. It was at that moment that I realized what it meant to be a life-and-death parting.

I took three days off for my grandmother's funeral, and it's been the second week since I went back to school.

Although I know everyone in this reorganized science class, the more than 20 people who came from the second class still give me a strange feeling, even Xiong Yanfei. Maybe I'm used to the feeling of her coming to class to look for me. At this time, she and I were in the same class, and we could see each other all the time, which made me uncomfortable. But this is only a momentary feeling. For us, this break-in period was extremely short-lived.

Wu Lianzi is still in this class. She doesn't seem to have gotten out of the shadow brought to her by the Dong Yunhong incident, she is still so dull, and she still sits quietly in her place between classes, either reading a book, or resting on the table. She barely talks to other boys. She also had little interaction with female classmates.

But Wu Lianzi would often sit in front of me and ask me questions about my studies. When there were just the two of us in the classroom, she would happily come up to me. At this time, she seemed to be a different person, her tightly knit brows opened, a long-lost smile bloomed on her face, and the whole person was refreshed.

"I'm asking you not to get too close to me, okay?" At one point I said to her very seriously.

"Is that close? I've shown you everything. Wu Lianzi said with a smile.

"Are you- so cheeky?"

"I'm just cheeky. What do I have to do with you being thick-skinned? We can't tell the difference between you and me. ”

"I beg you not to say that, okay?" I'm a little on fire.

"Isn't it? Isn't it? Can we tell the difference between you and me in the operating room? Wu Lianzi looked at me provocatively.

"Isn't there anything I can't help it?"

"I don't care anyway. The only thing I can pester. Am I not able to? I don't care how you and Xiong Yanfei entangle me. When there are a lot of people, I don't pester you at all. Do you still hate me at this time? ”

"Please, don't do this, you're going to make me have no good feelings for you at all." I say.

"You know who I am, anyway. Say whatever you want to me. ”

I was really speechless.

Chu Huoyu chose the liberal arts class. That's what I expected. She has a great deal of contempt for me. Because according to her estimate, after she saw me helping Wu Lianzi out of the operating room in the Maternal and Child Health Hospital, I should be inseparable from Wu Lianzi, but what she saw was me and Xiong Yanfei Qingqing. Naturally, she looked down on me from the bottom of her heart.

Perhaps, if I were good with Wu Lianzi, Chu Huoyu would not be so difficult to accept.

Therefore, although her science subjects are relatively better than those of the liberal arts, she still resolutely chose the liberal arts.

In addition, because of the first year of high school, our bedroom has also been adjusted, but it is still on the first floor, but it is just a new room.

It turned out that some of the people who shared the dormitory with me were assigned to the dormitory of the liberal arts class, and some went to rent a room on the street, leaving only Wu Jianhua and I to live in a dormitory, and the others were transferred from the original high school one (2) class.

"Zheng Qihang, why don't you rent a room?" Wu Jianhua said. He now lives with me in the innermost upper bunk of the dormitory.

"I'm going to rent a room, why don't I stay at home?" I say.

"Stupid, you and Xiong Yanfei are so hot, how convenient it is to rent a house."

"That's what the hell you're thinking. Why don't you rent a house? ”

"Don't I want to? I'm financially unallowed. Besides, the rent is also a free rent, and there are no girls. Wu Jianhua sighed.

"Isn't there a saying that building a nest attracts a phoenix? You rent a house, the conditions are convenient, maybe a girl will take a fancy to you. ”

"Don't laugh at me. If you want to say that the most successful is Jie Feixiang, you look at him, after soaking Jiang Lili in his hands, he rented a house, which is really fucking cool. ”

"Did Jiefeixiang rent a house? Do his parents agree? "The family conditions of the mortgage flying, renting a house is too luxurious.

"I said it was for better reading. Talk to your parents on this condition, and which parent disagrees? ”

"Pity the hearts of parents all over the world." I say.

"Chu Huoyu also rented a house outside." Wu Jianhua changed the topic.

"Oh? Why is she renting a house outside as a girl? "I was surprised.

"You have an accident at home, of course you don't know. Besides, you don't care about her dynamics at all, and even if your family is fine, you don't necessarily know. Wu Jianhua's tone seemed to be a little resentful.

"How much should you care?"

"She had been completely disappointed in me. A woman can't get her feelings back to a man who is completely disappointed. I heard that she is now very close to a professor at Hua'an Normal College. ”

"What? A professor at Hua'an Normal College? I asked.

"Yes. It's the last time she told you it was her uncle. Wu Jianhua said.

"Is it the one who drove me back to school the last time I was chased by thugs?"

"Yes."

"He's a professor at Hua'an Normal College?"

"Yes."

"How did Chu Huoyu know him?"

"There are many such professors in Hua'an Normal School who come to our iron middle school to find girls."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Don't you know what that means? I heard that the house was rented by the professor for Chu Huoyu. Wu Jianhua said.

"How is that possible? Where did you find out? I sat up from the bed.

"That's what I heard, too. But one thing is certain, the professor came out of the rented house of Chu Huoyu. This is what Jie Feixiang told me. He happened to meet Jiang Lili when he was dating. At that time, Chu Huoyu was sending him out, and he told Jie Feixiang that it was her uncle. ”

"The world is crazy. Let's hurry up and persuade Chu Huoyu. ”

"Don't you know? Chu Huoyu took leave and went back? Wu Jianhua said.

"Take a leave of absence to go back?"

"Well, it's been a few days since I went back. I heard that her father was seriously ill. ”

"No wonder I haven't seen her in the past few days." I say.

"That's why I said you don't pay attention to her at all right now."