Chapter 085: Break
Back at school, Wu Jianhua slept alone in the dormitory.
"I'm still sleeping so late, are you hiding under the quilt to entertain yourself?" I sat down at the head of his Wu Jianhua bed.
"So what's the solution. Pity us men who have been forgotten by women. Wu Jianhua looked tired.
"Get up." I pushed him through the covers.
"I just had a good time, and now I'm a little dizzy." Wu Jianhua said.
"You're really touching, it's broad daylight."
"Don't make such a fuss. Don't you do that often? Look at the spots on your quilt, you're crazier than me. ”
"you." I punched Wu Jianhua through the quilt.
"Mom, don't break my life." Wu Jianhua exclaimed exaggeratedly.
"That's going to be a lifetime." I say.
"Aren't you coming home? Why did you come back? ”
"It's not fun at home, I can't stay."
"I really think you're strange, Zheng Qihang, everyone is looking forward to going home, but you can't stay at home for a moment. Isn't it good at home? Wu Jianhua said.
I smiled silently. "Everyone is different, just like no two leaves are the same."
"But you're too different."
"I won't tell you. I went to bed too. ”
"Don't make the bed too loud." Wu Jianhua was joking with me.
"You listen to it as music."
I climbed into my bunk and sat at the head of the bed with my back against the wall and closed my eyes to rest.
The scene in the operating room of the health center flashed to my mind. Wu Lianzi's white belly kept flashing in front of my eyes.
I hurriedly opened my eyes. I knew I shouldn't think about it, I couldn't think about it from that point of view. But I can't help but think about it.
There is also a fire storage jade! How do I explain this to her? What will Chu Huoyu think of my and Wu Lianzi's behavior? Her imagination must have been terrible.
I was just thinking about storing fire jade, when someone knocked on the bedroom door.
"Who?" Wu Jianhua asked.
"Is Zheng Qihang here? I'm Chu Huoyu. ”
"Not there."
"In, in!" I got louder.
"You come out, I'm looking for you something, Zheng Qihang." Chu Huoyu said through the door.
"I'll be right out." I lifted the covers and got out of bed.
"What a happy man." Wu Jianhua said.
"Don't be cranky."
"I would like to advise you: Don't be too careful. It's a little better for the fire jade. Wu Jianhua sat up from the quilt.
"You're really mistaken." I say.
I opened the dorm door. Chu Huoyu stood at the door of the bedroom. Long trousers, short shirts, and exposed arms are as tender and white as lotus roots. Her eyes were red, and they seemed to be a little swollen.
"What's the matter?" I asked.
"Let's go for a walk." Chu Huoyu's expression was indifferent.
"Now?"
"Yes."
Walking out of the dormitory, we walked one after the other towards the back door of the school. In the middle of the afternoon, the temperature was relatively high. Chu Huoyu lowered his head and walked forward, as if he was pondering something. The sun fell on her.
Smoke was coming out of the chimney in the cafeteria. The thick aroma of rice fills the air. The master chef is already working on the evening meal.
Out of the back door of the school, we walked for a long time on the gravel road without saying a word to each other. The air was dreary.
Vegetable farmers work in the vegetable fields.
He didn't stop until he walked to the bottom of the railway bridge to store the fire jade.
It is cool and damp under the bridge hole. The stream flowed and made a gurgling sound. Where sunlight shines, the stream shines with sunlight.
"This is the second time I've walked with you on this road, and it's the last time." It was Chu Huoyu who broke the silence first.
"I put Wu Lianzi on a tricycle and returned to the hospital without finding you. What are you doing in the hospital? Is it to see a patient or are you not feeling well? I said.
"I remember the first time I asked you out, we sat on the stone slab by the brook and I said that my first purpose had been achieved, and you asked me what my second purpose was, and I said that I would tell you later." Chu Huoyu spoke to himself.
"What's your second purpose?" I asked knowingly.
"There's no need to talk to you now. And this goal can never be achieved. Chu Huoyu said faintly.
Chu Huoyu's words sounded a little floating, and I even felt that her whole person was a little floating.
"I went back to the hospital to see you just to explain to you that everything is not what you imagined." I say.
"Zheng Qihang, is it still interesting to say that? I didn't imagine it, I saw it was believing. You kept telling me that you wouldn't have anything to do with Wu Lianzi, and I always believed that you wouldn't be with Wu Lianzi, I thought what you really liked was Xiong Yanfei. Chu Huoyu said loudly.
"I really have nothing to do with Wu Lianzi." I'm in a hurry, too. This is really jumping into the Yellow River and can't be washed away.
"You helped her out of the operating room, and said it had nothing to do with it? You think I'm a three-year-old? Chu Huoyu was so angry that his face turned red.
"Chu Huoyu, I know that you won't believe it no matter how I explain it, and I won't believe it if it's me, but I still have to tell you that when I can explain the reason for this, I will definitely explain it to you in person." I try to calm my emotions.
"Why can't you say it now?" Chu Huoyu looked at me.
"I can't say anything about it now, because it's about personal privacy." I say.
"That's enough. I didn't want to let myself suffer any longer. I always thought that sincerity could be exchanged for true affection, but now it seems that I was wrong. I really don't know why you're doing that? Why are you hurting me so much? Chu Huoyu was excited.
"Well," I said, "even if you believe what you see, how did I hurt you?" Did I make any promises to you? ”
"Didn't you say that there is no possibility between you and Wu Lianzi? You're not lying to me? ”
"That's what you imposed on me. Besides, didn't I tell you very clearly that there can only be friendship between us? I'm not going to fall in love with you. I said.
"Good. That's what I'm going to hear. Chu Huoyu's face turned pale.
"I've said that before." I was incomparably weak.
"Enough, enough! I know it's useless for me to do anything? But why is this happening? Why am I so denied you so much? ”
"Love is a feeling. Just because I don't have a feeling of love for you doesn't mean you don't have a sense of love. Just because you don't love someone doesn't mean they're bad. You are a good classmate and a good friend. I said.
"Don't tell me this nonsense."
"That's how I really feel. Why can't we just be friends? "I'm in pain.
I crouched down on the side of the road. The fire jade is facing north and looking ahead. Squatting and standing, two meters away.
Through the sound, I perceive a train approaching from afar. The rumbling grew louder and louder, the rumbling of the stream, the cries of the birds, until it was all the sounds.
Soon, the train was passing over us. The whole ground was shaking.
"You don't understand a woman's mind too much." After the train was far away and everything was quiet again, Chu Huoyu said. Chu Huoyu's mood has eased somewhat.
"I don't understand." I stood up.
"Zheng Qihang, do you know? Women are sensual creatures. A man may be able to love several women at the same time, but a woman can't, and she loves one person to death. ”
"So when you and Wu Jianhua are in love, you can swear that there is no fate between us, and after you have a good impression of me, you don't have any friendship with Wu Jianhua." I say.
"Yes."
"Are women so fickle?"
"How is it fickle? It's sensual awareness that dominates her! Chu Huoyu became excited again.
"It's just another way of putting it." I say.
"I don't want to discuss these things with you. I don't care what you think of me. But I don't want you to tarnish my feelings for you. If you don't love me, you won't love me, don't make such excuses. ”
"Chu Huoyu, how can I defile your feelings?" I retort.
"Well, I'm not interested in arguing with you. You're good to go. ”
"What about you?"
"I want to walk alone." Chu Huoyu said.
"It's going to be dinner soon."
"I'm not going to starve! Besides, what does it matter to you if I eat or not? In the future, I don't need you to take care of anything I store fire jade. Chu Huoyu said resolutely.
"What do I mean by you?"
"You go! You let me go!! "The fire jade is almost hysterical.
"It's not safe for you to be here alone." I say.
"Even if I'm dead, it has nothing to do with you!"
"No, you come back to school with me."
"Why? Does my life or death have anything to do with you? ”
"Chu Huoyu, is it interesting to do this?" I said out loud.
"Who does that? Who did it so well? Take Wu Lianzi to have a fetus, haven't you done enough? The Fire Jade almost roared.
"Do you think that Wu Lianzi and I have come this far? I, Zheng Qihang, am this kind of character in your eyes? Am I so unbearable? I roared.
Chu Huoyu really speculated about my relationship with Wu Lianzi like this. Still, anyone would be so speculative. Holding hands with each other and coming out of the operating room, who would not have guessed that they were young men and women without illness or illness?
"Hahahaha, acting, acting! I know that you Zheng Qihang is the best at acting, but it's useless! It's useless for you to act, because I see everything with my eyes. I believe in my eyes. Chu Huoyu pointed his finger at her eyes.
"The question is, am I guilty of acting in front of you?" I said, "Chu Huoyu, I know you won't believe me when I say it." I'm still the same sentence, when I can say this one day, I will give you an explanation. You'll get me back to school now, okay? ”
"I don't need to give an explanation, and I'm not going back." Chu Huoyu went north. That's the direction away from school.
"You go back to me!" I stepped forward and dragged Chu Huoyu's body to force her to turn back.
"I'm not going back. I don't have to worry about you. Chu Huoyu struggled desperately.
"You go back for me." I don't know where I got the strength from, and I can't struggle no matter how hard I can't struggle.
"Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?! Chu Huoyu's voice revealed despair, but she gave up struggling.