Qi Zhengli let go of his elbow and staggered inside. He took a few steps forward, his left hand propped up on the pillar of the cedar house.

"It's okay, then I'll go into the room and rest." I turned around.

"Don't go!" Qi Zhengli suddenly roared, and I felt the tiles on the roof shake.

Qi Zhengli walked quickly towards me, shaking three times. He walked up to me and stretched out his left hand to put it on my shoulder, and I subconsciously flashed, but he was not on guard, lost his center of gravity, and fell to the ground.

Qi Zhengli simply lay on the ground, forming a figure-eight shape. "Comfortable, still lying down like this."

"What's wrong with you? Where do you drink so much alcohol? Don't you get up? "I really wanted to help Qi Zhengli up, but for no reason, there was a fear that prompted me to keep a certain distance from him.

"Where do you care I drink? Wine is such a good thing. Hao Junqi, do you know? This wine is fucking good. ”

"You've drunk too much. Hurry back to your room and rest. Do you want me to give you a hand? ”

Qi Zhengli rolled his eyelids up and glanced at me. His eyes were red. "I'll just lie here, and I feel comfortable lying here."

"Then I'm in the room." I don't feel the need to say anything more with a drunk person.

"Don't you want to know how the love letter that Qi Junhua wrote to you in the math book ended up in Qi Zhengzhe's hands?"

I froze and retracted the steps I had taken.

"An unsigned letter, Qi Zhengzhe went directly to Qi Junhua, don't you think it's strange?"

"Is it all because of you?" I was stunned. Qi Zhengli came to me drunk and really had his purpose. I turned around again.

Qi Zhengli looked very funny lying on the ground. He hadn't forgotten to put his right hand in his trouser pocket.

"And Ye Dingdi, 'glasses', as soon as they wrote a love letter to you, they never pestered you again." Qi Zhengli did not answer my question directly.

"I always thought it was Li Zheng who threatened them. When Li Zheng told me that it was you who warned them, I didn't believe it. ”

"Hahahaha, of course you won't believe it. It's all me, everything is me. Li Zheng asked you to go to the playground, and I also told Qi Zhengzhe, who only knew that he was waiting stupidly outside the school gate. Stupid, Qi Zhengzhe is stupider than me. ”

"I noticed you flashing in the hallway of the office building."

"You would never have dreamed that I would pay so much attention to you, would you? You wouldn't really think that Lee was pestering you in the classroom that I was going back to get a math book, right? ”

"The next day, you went back to get the language papers, which was also a cover, that is, at noon, you accepted the duel proposed by Li Zheng." I simply shook out everything I knew.

"You know everything?" Qi Zhengli sat up.

"Not everyone knows. Li Zheng came to me to talk about these things before leaving school, and I couldn't believe him, because you always hated me so much. ”

"Yes, I've always hated you," Qi Zhengli sat facing the door, "I hate why you fascinate me so much, why you invade my entire heart, why do you make me stunted." So many people like me, so many people are fascinated by me, why should I be fascinated by you? I can't be obsessed with you, I tell myself, I hate you so much, how can I still be fascinated by you? It's so fucking abnormal. ”

"You're drunk." I said weakly.

"The first day you entered my house, the first time you broke into my world, I was repulsive. Qi Zhengzhe and I have always been like this, and I absolutely hate what he likes. Because Qi Zhengzhe likes you, I must hate you. I lived with you with this belief, but God knows from a moment when this belief was completely shattered. ”

Qi Zhengli sat on the ground with his back to me, and I couldn't see his expression. The expression on his face must have been complicated.

I said, "Please don't say it." ”

"How can you be as lively as Shi Jue? How can you be as beautiful as Qi Yuzhen? I've tried to date them, but I can't resist your attraction. I always feel that there is a magic in you, and I can't break free of it. So I hate myself and look down on myself, so I treat you coldly. Qi Zhengli slowly turned his body until he was facing me, "But, Hao Junqi, do you know how conflicted and bitter I am in my heart? ”

"Don't say it, really please don't say it." I never imagined that I had brought so much pain and so much trouble to Qi Zhengli.

Qi Zhengli stood up sideways, "Why?" Why don't you let me say it? Am I so annoying? ”

"Didn't you notice that you haven't said as much to me as you have said to me today for so many years?"

"Because of this, you should feel how depressed my life is."

"I already feel that it is not Qi Zhengli standing in front of me."

"Because I've been covering up." Qi Zhengli frowned.

I suddenly remembered what Li Zheng said to me: "That's why I said that Qi Zhengli is perverted, and he likes to hide everything he does." ”

"You like to hide." I say.

"I like to hide. I hide my attention for you, hide my emotions for you, but you have to know how painful it is to live in a mask," Qi Zhengli said, "how uncomfortable it is to hide your emotions all the time." I was glamorous in the eyes of outsiders, but only I knew how humble I was. ”

"Don't say it, Qi Zhengli."

"No, I'm going to say. I'm going to say all these words in my heart today. Originally, I wanted to cover it up, maybe for the rest of my life, but * blew off my hand and pushed me into a more humble situation, then I had to say it. ”

It seems that it makes sense to be drunk and drunk, Qi Zhengli has drunk so much wine, but he speaks in an orderly manner.

"Do you know how many times I say these words in my heart? These words stuck in my heart, as if they would jump out at any moment. I couldn't take it anymore. Thank you to my grandmother for giving me this opportunity. Qi Zhengli suddenly became very religious.

"So you deliberately drank too much......"

"Yes. I went to a tavern alone and poured a pound of liquor into my stomach. That's why I say wine is a good thing. Alcohol stimulates your brain, but it also boosts your courage. Do you think I'm going to thank the wine? Qi Zhengli asked me very seriously.

"Yes." I wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh.

"You must be laughing in your heart. It's okay, you can laugh if you want. Once the day is over, I don't care about anything anymore. The reason why I repeatedly asked you, 'Why didn't you persuade me?' that day was because I couldn't accept your understanding of me. I don't want you to understand me, but you're the only one who understands me. They're so confused, who would go back to school in my situation? ”

"Ordinary people do, but you don't." I say.

"Why?" Qi Zhengli shook his body.

"Because in school you are so brilliant. You don't have the courage to ruin the image you have built up in the eyes of everyone. So you can only run away. ”