Within a few days of Qi Zhengli's discharge, we started school. No, I used the wrong word, it's not us, it's me who started school. As I said, in August, students from Qijiatun No. 2 Middle School who are promoted to the third year of junior high school will have to make up classes.

Qi Zhengli dropped out of school. No matter who advises, it is useless. His will is very strong.

I think the main reason is not whether the left hand can write, but that I dare not face it.

Brother may talk about me, didn't he say that Qi Zhengli adjusted his mentality in the last few days of hospitalization? Now how can he say that he doesn't dare to face it?

Adjusting the mentality to face life does not mean that you dare to face everything.

What Qi Zhengli didn't dare to face was: replace brilliance with downfall, and replace appreciation with pity.

So many people just I didn't persuade. The aunt said, "Kiki, you also help persuade Lili, he seems to be able to listen to your persuasion." ”

I still didn't persuade, I just smiled at my aunt silently and mixed up vaguely.

It's not that I'm cold, it's that I know that Qi Zhengli won't turn back in this matter. Otherwise, what do I say* The moment the explosion sounded, fate was revealed.

I can't remember that it was the first day of make-up classes, but one day at noon, Qi Zhengzhe picked me up from school, and I walked to the bungalow where I lived, intending to go to my room to do my homework.

In the third year of junior high school, because of the addition of chemistry, the academic task is heavier.

Qi Zhengli stood at the gate of the bungalow, his left hand on the door frame, and his right hand in his trouser pocket.

Putting his right hand in his trouser pocket will become a habit for Qi Zhengli for the rest of his life. Unless he was not allowed to do something, at any time, whether he was walking or riding, whether it was winter or summer, he would put that hand that had blown up his palm in his trouser pocket.

Qi Zhengli is still so handsome, because his right hand is in his trouser pocket, the image of his disability is infinitely reduced, and if he wears another pair of sunglasses, he can definitely use the word "cool" to describe it.

He stared at me coldly. I wanted to greet him with a greeting but because of his cold eyes, I chose to be silent. I walked to the other side of the gate.

Qi Zhengli quickly moved his body to block in front of me.

I stopped and looked at him in amazement. "Is there something wrong?"

"Why didn't you say a word to me?"

"What? What do you advise? I didn't understand the meaning of Qi Zhengli's words for a while.

"Even Qi Zhengzhe persuaded me to study, why didn't you persuade me?"

"Because I know that you have made up your mind about it." I lifted my bag over my shoulder. The schoolbag has been carried on the shoulder for a long time, and the shoulder is a little painful.

", maybe I'll say yes if you persuade me. Hehehe. Qi Zhengli laughed heartily.

"Impossible."

"Why are you so sure?"

"Because you can't face the glory you've had. No. 2 Middle School is your brilliant place, you are a celebrity in No. 2 Middle School, and you are the idol of many people in No. 2 Middle School. You can't crush the image you've created with your own hands, so you choose to run away. ”

"Why do you think that? Why is it only you who think that? Qi Zhengli was stunned for a moment, maybe only for a second, and then he shook his hand and walked out.

"Am I wrong?" I shouted at Qi Zhengli's back.

Qi Zhengli did not look back and did not answer my question. He walked into his house and went upstairs to his bedroom.

On August 12, the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, the aunt's mother, Qi Zhengzhe's grandmother's 70th birthday, the whole family of Qi went out, the bun shop was closed, and the wholesale department was also closed. My father went with him.

It was a matter of course for my father to go to celebrate together.

I didn't go because of the class. My uncle and aunt both wanted me to go, saying that my grandmother also wanted to see me, but I refused. I don't want to take time off work to miss a day's lessons.

My father gave me the money. My father said, "You have to make a rickshaw when you come and go, you know?" Don't save this money. Also, go to the street to buy food yourself, don't go hungry. ”

Because it was the first time I left me, my father was so worried about me.

I thought to myself, my father was too worried. I'm eighteen years old, and I've lived on Qijiatun Street for five or six years, and I can't take care of myself?

Don't say it, I struggled for a long time about whether to take a rickshaw after school at noon, and finally decided to walk back.

I walked for thirty minutes. It takes five or six minutes to sit on Qi Zhengzhe's motorcycle, but I don't want to, it takes thirty minutes to walk. Add an overweight bag and I'm sweating profusely. After all, August is the hottest month in Qijiatun County. Walking down the street, you can really feel the heat on the street.

I had a casual bite to eat on the street and went home. It was even hotter in the shop, and an old-fashioned electric fan was blowing hot air. The flies flying everywhere and the walls blackened with oil smoke prompted me to flee.

The first thing you do when you get home is to take a shower. In my pajamas, I sat at the desk in my bedroom and read.

For the first time, I experienced the feeling of being empty at home. I was a little panicked, but I also had a sense of complete freedom. When he was tired of reading, he lay down on his father's recliner to rest.

In this kind of make-up class during the holiday, considering the hot weather, the time of school and school has been adjusted, one morning and one evening. Morning school starts and school leaves early. School ends in the afternoon and evening. So there is a break of up to three hours at noon.

It's also nice to lie on a deck chair and take a morning break. I suddenly remembered that I hadn't kept a mood diary for a long time.

No, brother, don't misunderstand, it's not like I haven't thought of my brother for a long time. I think of my brother every day. Every night before I go to bed, I say goodnight to my brother in my heart. The reason why I have been studying very hard is based on a clear understanding that my brother made clear when he returned to the city: the only thing I can do without distance from my brother is studying.

My brother is my motivation to study. I had a thought in my heart that I had never communicated with anyone: if one day I did have a public meal, the distance between me and my brother would be very small. I'll be able to go to my brother.

I guess my brother didn't know how much trouble it took to find me. I can't imagine how much damage my father and I will have to deal with my brother by escaping and the flooding of the entire Dongmen Village.

So, I must go to my brother, when I feel that many conditions are ripe.

Just as I wanted to get up and get the diary that was very hidden, I suddenly heard a knock on the door. I forgot to mention that I closed the door as soon as I entered my house.

"Open the door, Hao Junqi, open the door for me!" It was the sound of fists pounding on the door.

I was really shocked.

"Open the door, knock knock, open the door!"

I finally heard Qi Zhengli's voice, and my hanging heart was relieved a little.

I walked to the front of the hall and pulled out the wooden bolt, the door was knocked open, Qi Zhengli held the door frame with his left hand, and squinted at me.

It smells like a strong wine.

Qi Zhengli has drunk! And drank a lot! His face was flushed purple.

"Didn't you go to Grandma's house?" I was surprised.

"I'm ......" Qi Zhengli staggered forward and threw himself forward. He took out his right hand, which had lost his palm, which he had placed in his trouser pocket, and clamped the door panel with his forearm and elbow before he steadied himself.

I subconsciously went up to help Qi Zhengli.

"Get out of here!" Qi Zhengli shook his hand, extremely rude.

"Then what are you doing in my house?" I feel very aggrieved.

"What's your house? When did it become your house? ”

"It's your house, I'm wrong. Do you have anything to do with me? "I don't feel like Qi Zhengli is in the right state.

"It's fine. I just walked around my room and walked around. ”