After breakfast, it's time for us to enjoy the music. Xiong Yanfei's father bought her several cassettes of light music and classical music, but we didn't like to listen to these tunes very much, although these tunes sounded very pleasant, which could get rid of the impetuousness in our hearts, and we preferred pop music.

When we like a certain song, and we can't buy the relevant sheet music on the market, we will listen to it repeatedly, memorize the score together, and then Xiong Yanfei will take it to the piano to play it, and correct the inaccurate notes. After the correction, we sang emotionally, either as a duet or solo, and we were all very happy. Xiong Yanfei never tired of this.

I remember that at that time we learned "The Devotion of Love", "Follow the Feeling", and "The Bright Moon Sends Acacia".

The bright and high rhythm of "Follow the Feeling" stirs our hearts. We often blurt out: follow the feeling, let it carry me, hope is waiting for me not far away; Follow the feeling, let him take me, and there will be dreams everywhere......

Music time is followed by our study time. However, it depends on Xiong Yanfei's energy and spirit. If she is in good spirits, I will teach her some of the basics I have learned in class. Xiong Yanfei listened very carefully, as if I was really her teacher. However, this kind of learning activity could not be sustained. Maybe it's because it's too hard to think.

When I saw that she was having trouble concentrating, I ended the lecture and walked with her to her yard or told her interesting stories about the class.

During that time, many of our footprints and laughter were left in the yard. We visited almost every corner of her yard. The fruit trees in the backyard brought us a lot of joy. The yellow-orange orange orange dotted among the deep green orange leaves looks very seductive. The fruit on the pear tree was already full, but it had not yet turned sweet, and it was astringent in the mouth.

For a while, Xiong Yanfei became obsessed with photography. Next to the rockery, under the grape trellis, beside the orange trees, on the path, and at the gate, it has become a place for us to take pictures. Sometimes she would call her parents to take pictures together. In every photo, she smiled sweetly, exaggeratedly, she either held her father's arm, or pressed her mother's face, or tilted her head, or stuck out her tongue, like that, there was no shadow of disease at all, I had a hallucination, disease is just a legend.

After each roll of film, Xiong Yanfei urged his father to hurry up and go to the photo studio to develop it, so the next week it became extremely pleasant to enjoy the photos.

On Saturday morning, I woke up early, washed up, and walked out of the dormitory.

The row of plane trees in front of the teacher's dormitory building shows the charm of autumn very exaggeratedly, the leaves are dark yellow, and the bottom of the trees is desolate. The metasequoia trees under the fence of the basketball court were red and red, as if they were stained with blood.

A girl in front of the school building hurried to the school gate and disappeared in the blink of an eye. The back image is very good at storing fire jade. But I know that at this time, Chu Huoyu is still lying in her gentle township, and it is impossible for her to appear at school.

I walked under the plane tree, and my shoes made a crisp sound when I stepped on the exaggerated dead leaves of the plane tree.

The sun has risen more than a shot high.

"Zheng Qihang, Zheng Qihang!" I don't know who called my name behind me.

I turned around, it was Wu Jianhua.

Wu Jianhua caught up with me in a pair of slippers, looking very funny.

"What's the matter? In such a hurry. I said.

"Gee, why are you walking so fast? I thought you were in your dorm. Wu Jianhua gasped.

"What's wrong? Don't you know that I have to accompany Xiong Yanfei every weekend? I said.

"You know to accompany Xiong Yanfei." Wu Jianhua suddenly became a little angry.

"yes, what's wrong with me accompanying Xiong Yanfei? Is it a slow brother? Or what are the activities of our brothers? ”

"Storing Fire Jade. I see you've forgotten that there is such a person as Chu Huoyu. Wu Jianhua paused.

My heart sank.

Yes, since that night, I have forcibly deleted all the images that Chu Huoyu left in my heart.

"What's wrong with the Fire Jade? Isn't she having a good time? I said.

"She sent you a letter."

Only then did I notice that Wu Jianhua was holding a letter in his hand.

"Letter? Could it be that it was Chu Huoyu who just walked out of the school gate? There is a figure in front of it that resembles a fire storage jade. I said.

"I'm out to go to the bathroom, you know my habit." Wu Jianhua said, "I was about to go down the steps into the men's toilet when I heard Chu Huoyu's voice calling me. I'm confused. What is it that she called me so early in the morning? Whoever would have thought would have asked me to hand over a letter to you. And she told me to give it to you as soon as possible. So eager. There was no way, the toilet was not available, I hurriedly ran back to the dormitory, but I didn't expect you to come out. ”

"So she must have been the one who hurried out of the school gate just now. Can I help you? ”

She didn't say. Maybe it's written in the letter, you can read it for yourself. I went back to my dorm. Wu Jianhua handed me the letter.

It was a delicate envelope, and the mouth of the envelope was glued tightly. A picture of a young man and a woman on the envelope looks romantic and warm. However, no stamps were affixed.

I was inexplicably nervous before tearing open the envelope. What could it be that she was going to write to me and send it so early in the morning? Something big must have happened, right? You know, Chu Huoyu has ignored me for almost a century.

I tore open the envelope.

Zheng Qihang:

I'm leaving.

Last night, I struggled with a night of self-study, and I really wanted to ask you out to tell me what happened to me, but in the end, I gave up the plan for the interview. Hence the letter.

I wrote this letter when I came back to my room after an evening of self-study. I wrote and scribbled and scribbled and wrote for a long time, but I was still not satisfied. I'm afraid I'm writing incoherent.

I didn't know where to start.

Let's start with the time I met you and Wu Lianzi from the operating room in the Maternal and Child Health Hospital. You may wonder how I was there at that time. Of course, it's possible that you don't care about it at all, so you won't be curious about it at all.

This was my third visit to the health center. I was about to go into the operating room for a check-up. As you know, outside the operating room of a maternal and child health hospital is an examination room.

I went for a check-up because I had a fibroid in it. The doctor urged me to have regular check-ups. That was the third time I went to check. But I don't want to, I will see you helping Wu Lianzi out of the operating room.

I understood that scene as soon as I saw it.

I'm really sad. I watched your vanishing backs, and tears flowed out of my eyes. Then I went to the window, and then I saw you sending Wu Lianzi to the tricycle. Of course, I also saw Yu Jinrong. He had a camera in his hand. But at the time, I couldn't figure out why he was filming you secretly.

It wasn't for the doctor who checked on me and I forgot the purpose of my visit to the health center.

After this examination, the doctor advised me to go to a major hospital for a follow-up, and I immediately felt that I had been sunk to the bottom of the water. Fibroids get bigger each time, and doctors can't determine the nature of the fibroids.

Tomorrow, after I have handed over this letter to you, I will go to the so-called great hospital for examination. I think the provincial hospital should be a big hospital.

This time out, no matter whether the nature of the fibroids is benign or malignant, I will not come back. I'm sure you can understand my feelings. But there are some things you don't really know. There are some things I will tell you, and there are some things that you may never know in your lifetime.

Zheng Qihang, you may question, saying how could I delay until now before I thought of going to a big hospital for examination.

Economic, of course.

You have spent time in Jiangcun Middle School, you should know the living standards of the people there, not to mention me, a family born and raised in a small corner?

Do you know? My father's day's chopping of firewood for the kiln was worth less than ten yuan. Where do I get the money to go to the big hospital?

Therefore, even if it is found to be malignant, there is no money for treatment anyway, so it is better not to check it out.

But now, I've finally saved up a little bit of money. Although this money may not be enough for the treatment fee, at least the cost of the examination is enough, and there is no need to reach out to the family. In fact, reaching out to the family is also equal to zero. What's more, I didn't want my family to know at all.

Also, if it turns out to be a malignant tumor, I don't plan to treat it. I will travel everywhere, see thousands of worlds, and not waste a trip to the world. When the money was spent, I hid in a place where no one knew about it and died silently.

So, you may ask: why don't you come back when it is found to be a benign tumor?

Can I come back?

Aside from the fact that there are too many painful memories of me here, my actions alone don't allow me to come back.

One thing you may not know, I rented a house outside and lived with someone of my age who could be my uncle, and the principal of our school knew about it for a long time.

That's an extremely filthy and despicable fellow.

Can you believe it? The principal called me to his office five times. Yesterday he called me over, but I didn't go. What did he tell me to do? Trying to defile me, of course.

No, no, don't worry about me, he didn't succeed. He didn't succeed once! There's no way I'm going to let him get away with it!

The first two times, he didn't know about me, after I arrived at his office, he tempted me with many conditions, saying that he would give me the indicators of the top three students in the province in the third year of high school, and what would he say to fight for me to get escorted, etc., and then asked me to sit next to him and touch my hand very presumptuously. I was ashamed and angry. I didn't expect the head of a school to be so dignified!

Later, he did not know where to get the news and learned about my behavior in this regard, so he coerced me into complying with me on the condition of expelling me. I thought to myself, I can't be sure if I'm dead or alive, what is the point of expelling me from school? So, I didn't give in.

The fifth time I entered his office, he closed the door and without saying a word carried me into the bed in the small room in his office. I was dumbfounded. Is there such a principal in the world?