I exhaled softly, it's good to have such a tablemate, Tang Mengshuo has never listened to a class before.

Damn, how do I think of her again.

I shook my head. I opened the textbook and looked for the page that the class teacher was talking about. My original grades were actually very good, in the top 10 of my year, but that was also when I was in junior high school, and now in high school, I still only have the level of junior high school, and I have almost forgotten about it.

When I was in the juvenile detention center, I actually had books to read, but they were only junior high school courses, and I didn't go to those classes much, because when I went to study, I couldn't turn what I worked out into a commutation reward.

Compared to reading, what I looked forward to more when I was in it was freedom and coming out of that ghost place as soon as possible.

This class was the last class of the day, and after class, I had no one to talk to, so I went straight to the dormitory. Fortunately, there is a dormitory at the school, so I don't have to rent a house outside.

The head teacher had already informed me of the dormitory number, and I went to the dormitory to retrieve my luggage and hurried upstairs.

Pushing open the door to the dormitory, it was empty, and it seemed that the others had not returned. I walked over to the only bed that was free, quickly pulled out my usual things and put them away, and kicked the bag under the bed.

At this time, there were some faint footsteps outside the door, and some voices talking: "Huh? Why did the dormitory door open? ”

Immediately four or five people walked in, all of whom were students my age, and they must have been my roommates. The man who walked in front was a shirtless rough man, and his school uniform was tied around his waist, and when he saw me, his eyes lit up, and he came over and said, "Yo, it's you?" We were just guessing which dormitory the new transfer students would be assigned to, but it turned out that they were assigned to us. ”

This man spoke with a smile on his face, a very enthusiastic look, and seemed to have no malicious intentions. Naturally, I smiled and said to him, "Hello, my name is Ji Nan." "They are my roommates, and they don't see each other when they look up, so it's still necessary to have a good relationship.

Wish...... Can you really have a good relationship......

"I know your name is Ji Nan, didn't you introduce yourself in class?" He put one hand on my shoulder and smiled heartily: "My name is Xiaoqiang, and I am the dormitory director of this dormitory. He patted his chest and said.

Since I was a child, I have seen people named Xiaoqiang I don't know how many. I still remember that on the first day of junior high school, all the classmates in the class who saw me greeted me warmly, patted me on the shoulder and told me to make friends.

But later, when this friend made friends, he felt that I was getting easier and easier to bully, no matter what kind of things he said to me, or what kind of jokes he made with me, I was not angry, so I became more and more excessive, more and more excessive......

I was thinking, friend, just kidding, I don't want to think too much about it. But by the time I realized it was too late, they had already developed a habit of thinking that I was making this kind of joke in their bones, and you put up with it, and it was a matter of course.

Later, they stopped treating me as friends, but when I was a little brother who bought water and bought cards to run errands, the eyes looked at me with more and more disdain. Once, when I was buying water for a classmate's errands, I accidentally bought the wrong one, and he said coldly: "Grass, this guy can't do this shit well, waste things." ”

So later, I became the most non-existent person in the class, and when I was fine, I became a ball for others to vent their anger, and it was naturally impossible for a rich second generation like Wang Ning to look up to me, so when I started to beat him, he would look so surprised and angry. And Tang Mengshuo raised his head high like a white swan, and never looked at me once.

I once read a sentence in a textbook: endure the calm for a while, take a step back and open the sky.

But when I thought about it later, it was clear: endure for a while, and take a step back to intensify.

I looked at the smiling students in front of me, at least they really wanted to be friends with me. I made a secret vow in my heart that this time, I would never make the same mistake again.

"Huh? What are you thinking? Why don't you speak? Xiaoqiang looked at me strangely.

I came back to my senses a little and smiled and said, "Oh...... I'm sorry, I didn't sleep well yesterday, I'm a little out of energy. "I'm.

Xiao Qiang nodded, he didn't care too much, and then he introduced the remaining four people to me separately: "The one who is the strongest, his name is Lin Hang." Then he pointed to a small four-eyed one on the side: "His name is Luo Laocai, you can just call him that." ”

I'm a little confused,? What's this name......

The roommates all laughed "sneeringly", and I realized that this should be a nickname. But the little four-eyed didn't pay much attention to it, and kicked their butts one by one with his foot......

After introducing them one by one, Xiaoqiang said that he would take us out to dinner, I looked at my watch, it was already past six o'clock, and it was indeed time for dinner.

At this time, the door of the dormitory was pushed open again, and what walked in was a young man with a cold face, he was not as enthusiastic as Xiaoqiang and them, not only did he not take care of me, but also did not take care of Xiaoqiang and them, he took off his shoes and planted himself on his bed.

I quietly asked Xiaoqiang, "Who is this person?" ”

Xiaoqiang said: "Shhhh His name is Xing Yu, he is a gangster in our school, and he has lived with us for two semesters, but he usually doesn't pay much attention to us, and he doesn't talk to me more than ten sentences in total. ”

I nodded abruptly, it seemed that this was a not very gregarious person.

Downstairs, the canteen of the private No. 1 middle school is very large, divided into two floors, the first floor is an ordinary cafeteria, where most ordinary students will eat. On the second floor, you can order food, and there are private rooms, but they are also more expensive, and generally only wealthier students will eat there. Of course, there are also options for ordinary students to have a birthday party or something.

It can be seen that Xiaoqiang and them are all ordinary students, and I am not to mention. But I don't care, I've been in prison for three years, and now eating these things feels like eating delicacies from the mountains and seas.

When I returned to the dormitory after eating, it was already past seven o'clock. The day students had already gone home, and only the boarding students, a few in plain clothes, were wandering around the campus.

I can't help but feel the beauty of these days, campus life is the best memory of youth, for people like me who have squatted in a juvenile detention center, I cherish such times even more.

Xing Yu was still lying on the bed, and even his posture was exactly the same as when we left just now, I couldn't help but think, isn't this guy hungry? Don't even have to eat?

Xing Yu obviously didn't fall asleep, his eyes were still slightly open, but he didn't look at us when he saw us coming in, but turned his head slightly away.

I couldn't help but smile wryly, this guy seems to be difficult to get along with and has a very strange temper. Compared with him, Xiaoqiang and they are much easier to talk to. Forget it, I still try to stay away from such a little gangster, and there is no need to take the initiative to greet him, anyway, now that I know Xiaoqiang and a few of them, I won't be too lonely to go to and from school.

I talked to Xiaoqiang and laughed for a while, I tried my best to avoid the previous problems, and I was no longer used to them, they made jokes about me, and I also joked with them, I hope that my development with them will not be as sad as when I was in junior high school.

It's been a long time since I've faced such a smile, how could I be qualified to chat and joke with people like this before? The last time it was was when I was in the first year of junior high school......

I said I want to change, little by little. I hope that the next time I see those people in junior high school, they will shake their heads and say, "You've changed so much." "That's enough.

We were having a good time chatting when we heard the door of the dormitory being pushed open again. Oh no, I should say I was kicked open, and a loud "bang" shook my eardrums, and I think I could hear it downstairs.

A student walked in with his hands in his pockets, although he was still wearing a school uniform, but he was a ruffian, the liuhai on his forehead was dyed brown and yellow, and his ears were full of black studs.

I saw Xiao Qiang and their faces showing a little panicked, and Xiao Four-eyed Mess quietly leaned into my ear and said, "His name is Ma Lie, and he is also a bastard from our school." ”

I asked, "...... you guys?" Why do you all look so nervous? ”

"Because ......"

Before he could speak, Ma Lie leisurely lit a cigarette and spoke first: "It's the end of the month, it's time to pay the money again, consciously order, don't let me go through it myself." ”

Only then did I understand that I was here to collect protection money. I didn't expect this school to charge protection money, but he was alone, and he wasn't too tall or strong, so if we went together, we could press him to the ground in minutes.

But I glanced at Xiaoqiang and the others around me, and they had already gone to the bedside one by one to get the money. Xiao Qiang was the first to come to Ma Lie with a stack of loose banknotes, showing a flattering smile: "Brother Lie, one hundred is just right, you take it." ”

Ma Lie nodded with satisfaction, and then went to collect the bad vegetables, and the others, even Lin Hang, who was the strongest, bowed his head deeply in front of him, and did not dare to squeak at all.

And Xing Yu, who was originally lying on the bed, was still motionless at this time, as if Ma Lie had not come in. Ma Lie didn't seem to see Xing Yu, or automatically skipped him, and his eyes didn't even look at his bed.

I asked the nearest person, "Why doesn't he have to pay it?" ”

The man said, "Because they're bastards, and even though they've never played together, of course they're giving each other face at school." ”

I clenched my fists faintly, if it was a bastard...... Can you not be bullied?

Yes, Ma Lie is also a human being, he is also afraid of trouble, he knows that collecting money from Xing Yu will definitely cause conflicts, Xing Yu is a bastard, he has a bigger temper than ordinary people, and he is not easy to provoke. And we...... Collecting money from ordinary students like us will not cause any trouble, just stretch out your hand, open your mouth, and you're done.

In the final analysis, it's all the same to eat soft and be afraid of hard.

I'm struggling, do I really have to pay this money? If I take this step back, will he gain an inch, and won't it be the same as before?

I just thought I was going to change, if I just handed it over, then what difference would I have from before? Still so cowardly, afraid of things......

Sue the teacher? , anyone who has been to school knows it. Tell the teacher, don't say if it's useful or not, and it will make people laugh off their big teeth as soon as it spreads.

It was as if a voice in my heart was shouting: Hit! Resist! If you beat him up as a, the big deal is to be beaten, and the big deal is to be counted down by the teacher after the fight, so what? No one will dare to bully me easily in the future!

My fists trembled slightly, do you want to hit someone?

When I first beat Wang Ning, I didn't tremble like this, maybe I was really forced to be anxious at that time. And now...... I'm sober, do I really dare?

I looked over to the table next to me, and there was an iron thermos mug on it, which could have been used as a weapon.

And I also happened to find that Xing Yu on the bed didn't know when he had turned his head sideways, just facing me, I looked at him and found that he was looking directly at me.

His gaze was flat, so flat that I couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"Hey, where yours?" At this time, Ma Lie had already collected the other people's money and came to me: "Look at your face, new here?" Do you understand the rules? Or do you want to move my muscles with me? ”

He looked at me with a look of amusement and disdain. My heart was beating so fast that I could hear it clearly, and to my left was the head of the bed, from where I could reach my purse hidden under my pillow; To my right was the table, and on it was the weapon I could use, the iron mug......

Both of my hands were shaking, and I didn't know which hand to reach.

"Hey, I'm asking you." Ma Lie said dissatisfied: "Are you dumb? Or do you have no money to pay? It doesn't matter if you don't have the money to pay, but if I find out, hehe......"

I bit my lip and lowered my head, a drop of sweat already running down my forehead. And Xing Yu was still looking at me, his plain eyes didn't blink.

Finally, I reached out my left hand, pulled out a hundred-dollar bill from behind the pillow, and handed it to him.

"Cut." Xing Yu made a soft sound from his nose, and then turned his body in.