I don't know if I'm mistaken, but the moment he saw the money taken out, the expression on his face seemed to be disappointed with me.

And Ma Lie took the banknote and put it in his pocket, and patted me on the shoulder with satisfaction: "Okay, boy, if something happens in the future, look for brother, brother will help you settle it." ”

But I also know that it's just nice to say.

Ma Lie is gone, but there is no longer the atmosphere in the dormitory. The money has just been collected, and everyone's faces are not very happy, and they all look dejected.

Xing Yu fell asleep again, this time he twisted it in, I couldn't see his face, and I didn't know if he was really sleeping or fake.

Given the money, there was no need to fight, and I felt like a breath of relief.

But at the same time, I felt like I was being evacuated, and I sat on the head of the bed.

Sure enough...... I'm still the same as before......

I scratched my head twice with my hand, but I still couldn't do it, it was still useless. I suddenly thought of my father again, and remembered my father's expression when Wang Ning and his father patted their father on the shoulder in the courtroom.

It's exactly the same as my expression now.

My head was a little messy and I shook it twice. At this time, Xiaoqiang came over, he sat next to me, patted me on the back and said, "Ji Nan, there's nothing to be sad about, you just came, just get used to it." A hundred yuan is actually a lot less, but not too much, eat a few more instant noodles and come back. ”

Apparently, he thought I cared about the hundred dollars.

Indeed, for an average student, a hundred yuan is enough for three days of food.

I didn't say anything, I looked at him with a blank face, what did he just tell me? Let me get used to it? It seems that he has become numb, and even feels that he is an ordinary student, and it seems to be taken for granted that he is being paid by thugs, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

But if you wait until those little thugs completely look down on you and stand on your head to and pee at will, I wonder if he will think so?

It's so pathetic, just like I was back then.

But what qualifications do I have to say about him, didn't I obediently hand over the money myself, and I didn't even dare to say a word of rebuttal, and I didn't even dare to speak out.

"Alas, Ji Nan, let me tell you, look at these things a little bit, that Ma Lie is a junior in high school, and he will graduate in another year......" Xiaoqiang was like an elder educating the younger generation, and persuaded me bitterly.

I looked at him and suddenly asked, "Xiaoqiang, you are much taller and stronger than him, why are you afraid of him?" ”

Xiaoqiang was obviously stunned: "Then you mean, I beat him?" ”

I nodded slightly: "He is only one person, no matter how bad it is, there are still so many people in our dormitory." With that, I turned to look at the others. But I found that when my gaze swept over them, they all silently lowered their heads or turned their eyes to the side, and did not speak.

The meaning, it couldn't be more obvious - they didn't want to take this trip to the muddy waters.

Xiaoqiang was even more shocked: "Are you kidding? Do it with Ma Lie? Even if you beat him up, what then? He's got someone in school! ”

I opened my mouth slightly, but did not speak again.

After a long time, I stood up: "I'll go out for a walk." ”

"Hey......" Xiaoqiang pulled me, but I pushed it away. I put my hands in my pockets and silently walked out of the dorm door.

Faintly, I don't know whose voice is behind him: "Alas, Ji Nan, this guy can't stand it, then he will have enough for him in this school in the future." ”

Downstairs there is a basketball court. The girls' dormitory is just across the street from the boys' dormitory, facing each other across a basketball court.

There is a drain faucet around the corner of the basketball court, which is generally used to wash the clothes of male and female boarders, or to wash the heads and faces of students who have just finished playing basketball.

I turned on a faucet and stuck my head under the water jet, letting it wash over my head. The cold tap water poured over my skin, making my pores tremble all over my body, but it made me sober up a lot.

Xiaoqiang, they actually didn't do anything wrong, and they didn't say anything wrong, sometimes forbearance is indeed the best way. They are just ordinary students, they just want to live an ordinary life, and some things will be endured and passed, and there is no need to cause more trouble.

Just like when I did something unworthy for an unworthy person, I spent three years of my youth in a juvenile detention center with regret.

When I was in the juvenile detention center, I often thought that if I could go back to the past, I would definitely get rid of all my previous defects, get rid of my old honest and weak faults, and not let those people look down on me anymore.

I still remember the three words Tang Mengshuo said in the interrogation room at that time - you are also worthy?

Sometimes I feel that I am quite naïve, and I want to go back to the past, but I just don't want the old people to look down on me.

But tonight's events made me doubt myself again. If Wang Ning appears in front of me now, do I dare to raise my fist and rush towards this person who ruined my three years of youth?

Or did he walk away on his own under his cynicism?

And even if I dare to rush forward, what can I do? It's like a death-seeking act. Can I beat him? What will I do after I beat him? Do you wait to be arrested by the police again after you are done, and then continue to squat in the juvenile detention center?

I don't want to.

I seem to have figured out the reason for my weakness. I'm not strong enough, I'm not powerful, I don't have money.

This world is inherently unfair, and if Wang Ning and his family really want to kill me, it will be like pinching a bed bug to death.

Wu Song was fierce enough to kill Ximenqing and Pan Jinlian, but what was the use, in the end he was taken away by the torture room.

I recalled what Xiaoqiang said: "Because he is a bastard, he naturally doesn't have to pay." ”

"Bastard......" I muttered to myself.

The cool breeze of the night blew and blew my wet scalp cold.

I shuddered. At this time, I realized that there was another person standing in front of another faucet not far from me. She seemed to be washing her face, wiping the cold water from the faucet, splashing it on her face one by one.

And the figure of this person suddenly made me feel a little familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere.

"Yaoyue?" I let out a tentative scream.

She seemed stunned for a moment when she heard her name called, then slowly turned her head. Sure enough, it was her.

"Heh, is that you?" She looked at me and smiled softly, and there were some wet droplets hanging from the ends of her hair.

I was tickled by the smile, and my face went from cheeks to ears.

Because when I saw the front, I realized that Yaoyue's dress at this time was really too cool. Wearing only a small gray vest on the upper body, you can still see the black bra exposed on the side, wearing only a pair of denim hot pants on the lower body, and sandals on the feet, revealing slender thighs, the figure is good enough to make any man squirt nosebleeds.

It's summer, and it's not surprising that she's dressed cooler. It's just that it's still a school...... Although most of the boarding students changed into civilian clothes after school, she was the only one who was dressed so casually and still running downstairs.

However, I thought about it again, yes, she's a little sister, what's so strange about it.

"Ah...... What a coincidence......" I said, touching my head, I didn't know what to say other than that. I asked her again, "Are you also a boarder at this school?" ”

"Well, I'm not a local either." Yao Yue looked at me and said with a smile: "I didn't expect it, Luo Feng only said my name once, and you actually remembered it?" ”

"It's just a good memory, a good memory, hehe......" I said with a haha.

I don't know if she believed it. At this time, she looked at me, and suddenly laughed out loud, pointed at me and said, "How did you make yourself like this??" ”

I touched my wet hair, the freshly flushed water, which still hasn't dried. But how do I answer her? Men want to save face in front of women, I can't tell her that I was just bullied and charged protection money, right?

I thought about it for a moment and said, "I just played and I'm sweating, so I want to cool off." ”

"Huh, huh?" I didn't want Yao Yue to see through me at a glance, squinted her eyes and said, "It's the end of the month, your dormitory building, that guy Ma Lie, it's time to collect protection money, right?" ”

"Uh......" I didn't expect to be told by her so easily, but I still gritted my teeth and said: "Who is Ma Lie, I haven't met ...... yet"

Yao Yue just smiled, I think she felt like a mirror in her heart, but she didn't dismantle me. She reached under the faucet again, fiddling with the jet of water between her fingers.

"Ma Lie is a gangster in the third year of high school, and he has been in the grade for two years." Yao Yue said leisurely: "That guy is a bad master when he fights, and an ordinary student like you is better not to mess with him." ”

"Oh......" I felt a little unwilling, but nodded anyway.

"By the way, I haven't asked you yet." Yaoyue looked at me: "What's your name?" ”

"My name is Ji Nan." I replied.

"Oh, Ji Nan......" she said in her mouth, then turned off the faucet, turned around and walked towards the women's dormitory.

Somehow, I took two steps forward and said, "You...... Going? ”

She smiled and turned her head: "Or else?" Is it to accompany you to talk all night under the cold wind? ”

I scratched my head again: "Uh, okay, then bye-bye......"

Yao Yue smiled again, and then said, "Okay, I'll go up, it's only a hundred yuan, don't think about it so much." ”

Damn, how can she and Xiaoqiang say exactly the same.

My fists clenched faintly, I gritted my teeth, and cried out, "Hey...... Wait a minute......"