After dinner, I accompanied Wu Shufang for a walk near the basketball court for a while, and after that, Wu Shufang went back to the dormitory to rest, and I went to class early.

The hallways of the complex are very dim. Some classrooms have lights on, others are pitch black.

The lights in the classroom were not yet on, and the doors were still closed. When I got closer, I realized that the lock on the door was open. At that time, classroom doors still used padlocks that required locking flaps.

I pushed open the door and walked into the classroom, flipping the light switch. The classroom was empty, and Ding Ying sat silently in her place.

I was stunned. Sitting alone in a dark classroom, what play is this going to play?

"Why don't you turn on the lights? I thought I was the first to come to the classroom. I said as I walked to my place.

Ding Ying was listless, and even the eyes that glanced at me were "weak", but the circles under her eyes were slightly red.

"Wronged? Who has the ability to make Miss Ding feel wronged? ”

Ding Ying didn't speak.

"You can go and tell Zhu Defa, hey, no, could it be that Zhu Defa bullied you?" I nudged Ding Ying's shoulder.

"You bullied me! Don't you know? You've been bullying me all along! Ding Ying screamed violently, almost hysterically, and then lay down on the table and buried her head in her arm.

"When did I bully you?" I was confused.

"When did you move, huh? Why are you secretly moving? Isn't it because you murdered me that I ignored you? Ding Ying looked very aggrieved, and her voice was a little choked.

"Where did I move secretly? Didn't I write you a note? "I see what's going on. But for some reason, Ding Ying's performance suddenly made me feel warm in my heart.

"Write a note? I don't want such a cold note. Zheng Qihang, I really didn't expect you to be such a cautious person. ”

"How did I become a cautious person again?"

"Isn't it?"

"Look, you misunderstand me again, I moved at noon." I understood what Ding Ying was referring to, she mistakenly thought that it was because she had something to do with me in the afternoon that I moved silently, "I saw an advertisement for a rental house last night, and I contacted the landlord at noon. I thought you'd be back at noon...... Later, I never saw you back, so I hastily left a note. ”

"You didn't move because I ignored you?" Ding Ying asked.

"How so? Didn't I already say that I was going to move? The delay in moving was only because the house was not found. ”

"Oh."

"I have a bad attitude in the afternoon, please forgive me. Actually, I wanted to tell you about my move at the time. "Seeing that Ding Ying cared so much about me moving, my heart softened all of a sudden.

"I see," Ding Ying exhaled a long breath, "blame me for not paying attention to your emotions, but the reason why I didn't pay attention was because I was too excited, because I had done something very meaningful." I wanted to tell you that, too. ”

"Did you make it happen?"

"Not really. That's just an adjunct after the excitement. ”

"And what do you want to tell me? But please wait a minute, Ding Ying, and let me ask you something first. Do you know? The person who helped me lift the punishment was a person named Secretary Ding, and the only person I know is your surname Ding. I said.

"Are you trying to ask this person surnamed Ding what is the relationship with me? And guess what? Ding Ying stole my topic. Her mood had improved.

"I have an idea, I think Secretary Ding is your father, but if it is your father, he should be called Principal Ding, and he won't be called Secretary Ding. Later, when I thought about it, I thought it was even more impossible, wasn't your father the normal principal of your area? Will you get to know our college leaders? Let's talk ...... again."

"Besides, how could he come forward to intercede for me, right? Hehehe, Secretary Ding is my father. ”

"What? Is it really your dad? So you asked your dad to come forward, huh? "I was surprised.

"Who else but me can please him! I didn't go back at noon, I was just talking to my dad on the phone. I begged him to intercede. You don't know, I never begged my dad. Ding Ying said.

I believe this, Ding Ying told me that she was very prejudiced about her father and her mother's divorce.

"Why are you doing this? Am I worth it for me? "I was completely moved.

Ding Ying actually bowed to her father for my business, according to her character, even if it was for her own business, she would not bow to her father.

"I don't know why. A man who insists on moving out, a man who is always arguing with me and is very obscene, why would I beg my dad I hate for him? Why do you say? Ding Ying's eyes moved again.

"I ...... The reason why you were in such a good mood in the afternoon was because your father agreed to your request, right? "I'll talk about him left and right.

"That's right. I have the impression that my dad will do what he promised, but I decided to ask him before, but I didn't know anything about it. Because my dad was a hard person to talk to. Also very principled. At least in my eyes. ”

"Thank you." I said solemnly.

"Say thank you, I, I may also be doing it for myself, anyway, I have a strong desire in my heart that I can't let you be punished. My dad was the principal of the teacher training college, and I knew that the consequences of a student's disciplinary action were not at all the same as the nature of a high school student's disciplinary action against a junior high school student. ”

"You're thinking about me." I say.

"Because I did it my heart was at ease, and if I didn't do it I would be restless, don't you say I'm not doing it for myself?"

One after another, students entered the classroom. The classroom gradually became lively.

"I still live in our neighborhood. It is Room 301, Unit 2, Building E. "I took the initiative to tell Ding Ying the detailed address where I lived.

"Oh. Just move it, it's going to have to be moved sooner or later anyway. Ding Ying muttered to herself, as if she was saying to me, and as if she was comforting herself.

"It's close anyway, if you don't have time to inform Zhu Defa about something, you can find me, just like last time you were sick." I say.

"Are you still my free escort?" Ding Ying came back to her senses.

"Hmm." I nodded.

"You remember."

That night I lay in bed for a long time and couldn't sleep. There was always the sound of a child crying in my bedroom next door, but I knew it wasn't the real reason I couldn't sleep.

I always think about some of the things that happened in Ding Ying's rented house. I told myself not to think about it, but I couldn't help it. Thinking that when her father forcibly rented the house, she walked to the balcony as if nothing happened, then to the bedroom, and then to the bathroom; I think she came out of the bathroom naked, and when she found me sitting in the living room, she was so surprised that she forgot to run into the bedroom and let my eyes wander over her; Thinking of the pitiful way she groaned in pain when she vomited on the ground, seeing me was like grasping at a life-saving straw, and in the hospital in order to eliminate the pain, I actually asked me to stuff her with painkillers......

I don't know why I'm thinking about it. Now that I've moved out of there, there's no reason to think about it, but I can't help but think about it.

It seems that one's mind is uncontrollable. A person's freedom can be controlled, a person's body can be controlled, but a person's "thinking" can never be controlled.

That's why you can't sleep for a long time.

The reason why you want to think about it is because you are used to the days when Ding Ying lives together. Her ridicule, her arrogance, her willfulness, and even her wickedness have become a part of your life. Now that it's all completely stripped from your life all at once, how can you adapt right away?

But could it be that the real reason is not this?

Could it be that the real reason is that Ding Ying has integrated into your spiritual world. Ah, let's be more direct, could it be that you fell in love with her, could it be that you fell in love with her?

Ah, impossible, absolutely impossible!

How could I fall in love with her? She has Zhu Defa not to say, the main thing is that I didn't come out of the spiritual world of losing Xiong Yanfei at all, otherwise, Wu Shufang pursued me so much, would I still feel it?

Are you sure? Is it true?

It's true.

Is it really true? Do you know how long it's been since you've thought of Xiong Yanfei? Or do you not realize that you have unconsciously reduced the spiritual world that Xiong Yanfei brought to you into a district, or even a point, in order not to touch it, and do you know how big and vast a person's spiritual world is?

But such a big and vast spiritual world is almost occupied by Ding Ying, do you know?

No way.

But you didn't notice that you were far less confident than you had been when you said the impossible, and I could even hear that you were weak.

……

Then I walked out of my bedroom and out onto the balcony. The landlord is a very hygienic person, the floor on the balcony and the handrails of the balcony are scrubbed clean. The wind blew through the gaps between the buildings, and I couldn't help but shiver. The sky was dark, and there was not a moon or a star in sight.

The wind woke up my mind and it woke up reality.

I suddenly realized that I had really been overthinking. My father's words sounded in my ears, and the image of Wu Shufang gradually rose in my heart.

People should be realistic, maybe there won't be any pain.

It's true.

When she returned to the classroom the next day, Ding Ying's place was empty, and she didn't appear at the door of the classroom until the end of the first class, and she yawned a few times in less than a minute when she sat in her position, and her lower eyelids were swollen, as if she hadn't slept all night.

"What's the matter, did you go to be a thief last night?" I said to Ding Ying after class.

"What do you mean, is Miss Ben a thief? As soon as you moved out, I somehow slept so well that I overslept. Ding Ying rubbed her eyes.

"Listen to you as if you had never slept soundly when I was there. Are you afraid that I will have lewd behavior? ”

"You can't have the heart to hurt others, and you can't do without the heart to defend people, let alone you? Really, it's been a long time since I've had such a good night's sleep. Ding Ying opened her mouth and yawned again. She hurriedly covered her mouth with her hand.

"It looks like I've slept too long. The lower eyelids are so swollen, it must have been caused by oversleeping. I said.

"Do I have swollen lower eyelids?"

"Didn't you look in the mirror?"

"Oh, that's a shame. Hey, don't laugh at me, you see your lower eyelids are swollen as if they were bitten by bees. What, didn't you get a good night's sleep last night? ”

"How is that possible? I slept very well. I read a book a little late, and then I fell asleep. A set of such a big room for one person is really easy. I hope no one will come to share the apartment. I said.

"Do you live alone in a house?"

"yes. The landlord's house was originally rented to a young couple, who had an accident at home and wanted to go back and temporarily quit the house. I picked it up because I paid for it. Do you say enjoy it? I said.

"Well, it sounds like enjoyment, but it looks like I'm feeling like you've been sinned. You have yellow muscles and thin muscles, and your appearance is withered, so you are not scary. ”

"I think these words are exactly what you are going to do. I'm in good spirits. As soon as I finished speaking, I yawned if I didn't want to, and tears moistened my eyelids, and I couldn't control it.

I didn't want to quarrel with Ding Ying anymore, so I pushed it to go to the toilet and wash my face with cold water. My face in the mirror is really similar to what Ding Ying described.

When I returned to class, Zhu Defa came out of the classroom.

"What's the matter, I can't leave for a moment." I teased him.

"you. I'm here for you. Let's get together this Saturday night. "Zhu Defa punched me.

"Are you going to invite me to dinner?"

"Yes. Brother, you're interesting enough. You bring both of your brothers, as well as Wu Shufang. I've already told Wu Shufang. ”

"Oh. Thank you. ”

What is the reason why someone who has twice asked someone to fix me wants to invite me to dinner?