At noon that day, I moved out of Building B and went to Room 301, Unit 2, Building E, and I can't tell you how I felt.

I know I shouldn't have this emotion, but I want it to permeate my state of mind. That's how contradictory people are.

I left my suitcase in the living room of my newly rented house and sat on the couch for a while, reluctant to move and in no mood to organize my clothes.

I thought that playing a few guitar songs would relieve this mood, but I was not interested in playing the guitar. So I went to school early. I didn't want to be in the class, and almost half of the students were already sitting in their places.

The academic style of the First Clinical College is better than that of ordinary universities. Perhaps this is due to the nature of the school. I know that almost none of the students at the Provincial Teachers College take their classes seriously. In their opinion, the knowledge they will impart when they step on the podium in the future is nothing more than the knowledge of junior high school and high school, and they will already be familiar with that knowledge, and it is more than enough to teach the so-called "little kids".

Medical school, on the other hand, is where everyone starts from scratch.

Ding Ying has also arrived in class. She was discussing something with the class leader and the secretary of the Youth League, and when she saw me enter the classroom, she greeted me and walked to her place. I sat down in my seat at the same time as her.

"I'm in such a good mood." I say.

"Of course. Do you know what I'm talking to my class leader? Our class is also going to organize a dance party, or a party. Ding Ying's face was full of spring breeze.

"Congratulations." I say.

"How do you congratulate me? It's as if you're not participating. This is our class activity. ”

"I'm not interested."

"Are you still interested? You can't do it without you. I imagine that maybe you'll make a splash again. ”

I sorted out the textbooks I needed for the afternoon class in a drawer.

"Oh, don't you be so cold, okay? The teacher hasn't come yet, what books are you organizing? How I feel like you have emotions. Feeling bad? Ding Ying said.

"Nope."

"Don't lie it to me. 100% on mind. I know you very well now. I want to be open to everything. Look at me, anything can be accepted. ”

"Is anything acceptable?" Presumably Ding Ying already knew about my move. Originally, I was worried that my sudden departure would make her a little disappointed, but now it seems that I was wrong.

"yes. Do you see anything unacceptable to me? ”

"Oh. I know. I said.

"What do you know? Oh, look at my memory," Ding Ying patted her head, "I was so happy that I almost forgot to tell you the most important thing." I said how are you in a bad mood. It's all my fault, it's all my fault. ”

I looked at Ding Ying. She was too shocked.

"Don't believe there's good news? You laugh at one and I'll tell you right away. Ding Ying said.

"I'm really not in a good mood as you." I say.

"You," Ding Ying grabbed my arm and pushed me, "Is it so hard to laugh?" ”

Wu Shufang walked into the classroom. She froze for a moment, then walked to her place.

"You let go!" I raised the decibels. Many people look back in our direction.

"What's wrong with you? Oh - Wu Shufang. I'm going to push you, I'm going to push you like that! Ding Ying continued to push my body.

"Please don't be vexatious." I rudely pushed Ding Ying's hand away.

"You!" Ding Ying looked at me stunned for a few seconds, "OK, it's me who is making trouble." ”

Ding Ying moved the stool out, then lowered her head to look for textbooks in the drawer. The class bell has already rang.

We spent the first lesson very quietly, but I didn't listen to anything. I just felt like the professor in class was shaking like an illusory shadow in front of the podium.

Ding Ying kept her back to me all the time, and her arms were always supporting her head.

I suddenly felt like I had gone a little too far.

But didn't she say she could handle anything? If she can withstand anything, she can bear my yelling and my roughness.

Maybe she didn't know I had moved out. But what does it matter if she knows it, she is very calm anyway.

Just as the bell rang for the second period, the head teacher appeared at the door of the classroom again. There is no doubt that he came to me. I should have come to inform me to accept the verdict.

I walked straight out of the classroom. A warning or a serious warning is nothing to me. I'm a former expelling from school.

"You're coming to me, Mr. Hu?" I say.

"It was Director Wu of the Security Department who called you over. I can't see that Zheng Qihang, you are quite connected. The head teacher, who has always cherished words like gold, suddenly had the desire to speak, "The security department has decided to cancel your punishment." ”

"What?" I suspect my ears are misheard.

"In other words, the school will not discipline you. This has never happened before. Which big guy did you move out? ”

"I ...... I didn't move any big shots. "I'm in a fog.

"Oh, if you don't want to say it, forget it. I'm just happy for you. You can go by yourself, Director Wu is waiting for you in the office. ”

I made my way to the security office.

"Ah, it's Zheng Qihang, you're here." Director Wu is very enthusiastic, like a different person.

The person opposite Director Wu had a cold face.

"The head teacher called me over." I say.

"I told Mr. Hu to inform you to come. I'm going to tell you the good news that the school has decided not to deal with you. Originally, you had to take measures for the safety of your classmates. Although the nature is bad, it is excusable. ”

"Really don't deal with me anymore?" I say.

"Is this still fake? Didn't I say that? I'm telling you on behalf of the school. Don't worry, I will definitely do what Secretary Ding told me to do. Alright, you go back to class. Next time, you will know the severity. Director Wu patted me on the shoulder in a friendly way.

"Thank you, thank you. Goodbye, Director Wu. ”

"Goodbye."

The man opposite Director Wu had a look of disdain on his face.

Actually, I already get it. The big man mentioned by the head teacher should be Secretary Ding as Director Wu said. It should have been this person who greeted the school or talked to Director Wu that they decided to cancel my punishment.

But what kind of character is this Secretary Ding? I've never known a person who people call "Secretary Ding."

Of course, I wouldn't be stupid enough to ask Director Wu in person.

I went back to class.

Ding Ying is still in that position.

I gently touched Ding Ying's arm holding her head, "Hey, are you still angry?" ”

Ding Ying didn't move.

"I want to ask you something." I continued to touch Ding Ying's arm.

"What are you doing!" Ding Ying asked loudly.

The professor stopped lecturing. My classmates all looked back at me in amazement.

"Ah, I'm sorry, Professor Ma. I accidentally bumped into Ding Ying just now. I stood up and explained.

"How did you do that? Sit down! Professor Ma, who was in class, was very angry.

"Thank you!"

After class, Xu Zhengping, Cao Shuigen and Wu Shufang all came around. Ai Sadako also came along.

They gossip. They were all worried that I would be punished. You know, these people have always been the best, they have always been the object of praise, and once they are punished, it is like going to hell.

"Don't worry, don't worry, the school has decided not to punish me." I say.

"Really?" Wu Shufang asked.

"Oh, that's great, I was thinking I'm going to feel guilty for the rest of my life." Cao Shuigen said.

"It's a once-in-a-millennium thing." Xu Zhengping said.

"Even the head teacher said so." I said, "What kind of big man came forward to intercede for me, but I don't know who this big man is." ”

I glanced at Ding Ying, and I thought she would react, but she was still in that position.

"Is there such a thing?" Ai Sadako asked.

"Hey, it can't be Professor Ai who comes forward, right?" Xu Zhengping said, "It seems that Professor Ai is the only one who has the weight to speak." ”

"My dad? He didn't even know about it. Ai Sadako said.

"It's not Professor Ai." I said, "I heard what Director Wu said about Secretary Ding. He said that he would definitely do what Secretary Ding arranged. ”

"Secretary Ding? Do you have any big names with the surname Ding among your relatives and friends? Wu Shufang asked.

"No, no one in my relatives has the surname Ding, let alone any big names."

"Whatever, if you don't get punished anyway, that's the happiest thing." Xu Zhengping said.

"But I have to know who helped me." I say.

……

In the evening, after playing a few small games on the basketball court, I went to the cafeteria with Wu Shufang, who was waiting behind the basketball hoop.

"Congratulations." Wu Shufang said.

"If only you weren't scared last night." I say.

"I was really scared. It feels like my heart is going to jump out of my chest. You put a broken bottle against the man's neck, and I'm so worried you're going to get into it. ”

"That's what scared him."

"I've been thinking about this all night. I am glad for your courage, but I am worried for you. I don't know when I fell asleep. ”

"You always like to overcomplicate things." I say.

"I don't want to. But brain cells are so active. Look at my panda eyes. ”

Wu Shufang really looked very haggard.

"I don't even hate my own personality anymore." Wu Shufang continued, "I think about big and small things repeatedly, always worrying about whether what I said is too heavy, and always worrying about whether others are sarcastic about me when they joke about me." I told myself not to think so, I forced myself to think about other happy things, but I still thought about it over and over again. It's as if the car is out of control, and the driver doesn't listen to him. ”

"No wonder sometimes you act in a more extreme way."

"It's not just more extreme. It's very extreme. The extreme makes me feel scared myself. But that's what I thought at the time, and no one was going to make it turn a corner. Wu Shufang said.

"I still have to learn more about how to control myself. Or, try not to think about the worst. At least don't think things so badly. You see that the school said in the morning that it was going to punish me, but I didn't care very much, and I punished it. The point is that it's useless if you're sad or sad, the school will still punish you. I said.

That's where your open-mindedness comes in. If only I had half of you being open-minded. ”

"It's useless to think about ironclad things, right? So I just don't want to. By the way, I'm asking you to have dinner to tell you one thing, I've moved. I said.

We had already walked to the door of the cafeteria. Maybe it's not time to eat on time, and there aren't many students in the cafeteria.

"Have you moved yet?" Wu Shufang was overjoyed.

"Well, I moved it at noon today. When I went back last night, I noticed a message about the rental of a house on the bulletin board of my community, and I contacted the landlord at noon today, and it was finalized immediately. You can see from this that I don't particularly care about the school disciplining me, otherwise how would I have the heart to move? I didn't expect that the punishment would be canceled. So, if I'm worried, wouldn't it be redundant? "We walked together to the window where we were cooking.

After cooking, we chose a table and sat down.

"But you know what, set sail? I barely slept last night, and I had planned to sleep well at noon, but the thought of being punished made me lose my sleepiness. I'm thinking hard about how you've been punished with this, and I don't want you to be so calm. ”

"Thank you for worrying about me, but I really hope you don't ...... How so? I couldn't find the words to describe it, "It affects your health." ”

"It's actually affected my health, at least my sleep. I always feel very sleepy during the day. Do you think I look haggard? Wu Shufang said.

I met Wu Shufang's gaze and looked at her face carefully. Her rather sensual lips looked bloodless.

"It's fine." I say.

"Where did you move to?" Wu Shufang took the initiative to change the topic.

"It's still that neighborhood. It is Room 301, Unit 2, Building E. ”

"Great. Did you tell me the address so clearly that you wanted me to visit? ”

"Wait until I've got a pile of laundry."

"Okay." Wu Shufang smiled happily.