I decided not to wait any longer and went back to Qijiatun alone. Although I have always come with Qi Zhengzhe, the road conditions are so familiar, it doesn't matter if I am alone. The driver of the shuttle bus was familiar with us and joked about eating our candy.

Qijiatun County is still the same, quaint and old. The streets I was familiar with were still the same, noisy and quiet. But my familiar home was very different, and it seemed strangely silent. There was no one in the house. I shouted several times in a row, but no one answered. I felt inexplicably flustered.

Walking through the familiar alleyway and returning to the street, Qi Caihong, who was guarding the shop, saw me, and she walked out of the store quickly. Her clothing store is getting thriving, as evidenced by the decoration of her shop.

"Isn't this Junqi? You're finally back. Qi Zhengzhe has an accident! Qi Caihong said.

"Qi Zhengzhe had an accident? What happened to Brother Jeongcheol? "My head is buzzing.

"I can't say a word, you better rush to the hospital. County People's Hospital. Where Qi Zhengli was previously hospitalized. ”

I didn't have time to thank Qi Caihong, so I ran in the direction of the hospital. God really likes to joke with me. I'm not afraid of 10,000, I'm afraid of what if, I don't want this "just in case" to really come.

It's just that I don't understand, why does God keep holding me back? How can I make his old man so "important"?

But I couldn't run to Qijiatun County Hospital in one go, and it was a tricycle that drove me there.

The familiar environment, the familiar white coat, and the familiar smell were just replaced by Qi Zhengzhe lying on the hospital bed.

In the ward, everyone's expressions were solemn. Auntie's eyes were already swollen from crying.

Qi Zhengzhe lay very quietly on the hospital bed, his eyes closed, and he breathed very evenly. His swarthy face turned pale at this point.

I walked to the hospital bed with broken steps and fell to my knees with my legs limp.

According to the doctor, Qi Zhengzhe became a vegetative person. Vegetative people, a rare phenomenon that has never appeared on TV, are now happening around me, and they are still being attached to the person I am going to marry.

How can I accept this!

"Maybe I'll wake up one day," said a doctor who looked to be in his fifties, "but maybe never wake up." This is the third case I've encountered in my life. ”

Qi Zhengzhe had a car accident. He went to the suburbs to visit his grandparents at the request of his parents. His parents insisted that he go, first, his grandparents wanted to see his nephew, and second, he went to report the marriage. Qi Zhengzhe had dinner at his grandmother's house, and his two uncles accompanied him to drink, after which he rode his motorcycle back to the city. On the way back to the city, he couldn't avoid a big pothole in the middle of the road, and the whole person bounced out of the car and flew out, and he didn't know where he landed, making him a vegetative person.

It was an old-fashioned construction motorcycle, and Qi Zhengzhe used it to pick me up from school for three years, but he didn't want to become something that Qi Zhengzhe wanted to die. The brightness and darkness of the lights are determined by the speed of the car, the faster the speed, the brighter the lights, the slower the speed, the darker the lights, and Qi Zhengzhe because of drinking, the speed is fast, no matter how bright the lights are, he can't see the small pothole in the middle of the road.

Holding Qi Zhengzhe's thick and warm hand, I silently shed tears. I can't believe that a good person is unconscious. Look at his body temperature, look at his breathing, look at his pulse, obviously a normal person, why can't he perceive everything?

loaded. It's definitely pretended! It must be Qi Zhengzhe who wants to surprise me, waiting for me to arrive before waking up.

But no matter how I called, no matter how I couldn't cry, Qi Zhengzhe was still breathing expressionlessly. He didn't even sense my presence.

I felt like I had fallen into the abyss, and darkness was all around me, both day and night.

I don't know why God is doing this to me. Is it because I have betrayed the promise I made on the bumpy mountain as the punishment I deserve? But if that's the case, the target of punishment should be me, not Qi Zhengzhe? Why do you want Qi Zhengzhe to suffer for me? What's wrong with Qi Zhengzhe?

Because, there is nothing wrong with loving someone.

Maybe Qi Zhengzhe can't get close to my body, it's already the heavens giving me a signal, but I didn't think much about it.

If this is the case, I should have thought that since Qi Zhengzhe can't get close to me, it means that it is impossible for me to combine with him. If it is fate that Qi Zhengzhe and I cannot be combined, Qi Zhengzhe will not go back to Qijiatun in advance to prepare for any marriage, then there will be no talk of becoming a vegetative person at all.

If it is inferred from this, is it not me who really harms Qi Zhengzhe, but this me who has been waiting for him for thirteen years?

But how so? Why is this happening? If I want to say that I broke my promise, God let me and my brother be separated when we were twelve years old, and we will never see each other again, how can we be united forever?

Besides, in order to fulfill this promise, I tried every means to find my brother, made a special trip to Hua'an to find it, and deliberately returned to Yangjiang to find it, and thus buried my poor father's life, but I couldn't find my brother, just ask God what else I should do?

Strictly speaking, I even violated the two-year agreement that my aunt gave me, and I delayed it for half a year before I decided to combine with Qi Zhengzhe, is this still wrong?

No, God, I'm not wrong. I didn't break my promise. There is no longer the slightest possibility for me to "never leave and never give up, and I will always be together", so I will create my own happiness. So, I'm not wrong.

So, please don't punish Qi Zhengzhe again.

I know that in order for me to keep my word, you have always punished everyone who violates me. I don't know what happened to that beggar later, at least Qi Zhengli made his hand crippled.

Now, you have to make Qi Zhengzhe a vegetative person again. However, you must know that Qi Zhengzhe did not violate me. He never wanted to invade my consciousness. To say that the violation was also the one I took the initiative to let him violate.

So, he's not wrong either. You can't punish him. Heaven, you can't punish him.

So, please wake him up and let him regain all consciousness. He just loved someone he shouldn't love, and there was no reason to accept such a heavy punishment.

If you must be punished, please punish me. Shift the punishment to me, and whatever punishment you may give to me. That's what I should bear.

Qi Zhengzhe is not wrong. He was innocent. He doesn't know what promises I made in front of the bumpy stone wall, he doesn't know anything, so you can't punish him.

Heaven, please don't chastise him. Don't, don't chastise him. Let him wake up, please, please, God, please let him wake up.

Please wake him up.

Every day, sitting in front of Qi Zhengzhe's hospital bed, holding his still warm hand, I think about these things in my heart and pray for Qi Zhengzhe.

I unreasonably believe that Qi Zhengzhe will wake up. Maybe I'll wake up while I'm asleep on the bund, I'll open my eyes when I'm staring blankly at his face, I'll wake up secretly while I'm wiping his body.

Really, that's what I believe.

Because, Qi Zhengzhe is not wrong. Because, as long as love is not wrong, Qi Zhengzhe is not wrong at all.

After the year, I asked the leader to accompany Qi Zhengzhe in the hospital for half a month, I wanted to accompany Qi Zhengzhe for a little more time, but my aunt didn't agree, she insisted that I go to work. She knew that serving Qi Zhengzhe was not a matter of one or two days, or even a month or two, and I couldn't keep asking for leave.

"You're going to let me stay with me for a few more days, Mom." I cried and pleaded.

"No, Kiki, no. You are a person who eats public meals, don't lose your public jobs because of this incident," Auntie was in tears like me, "In that case, Zhezhe will not forgive his mother when he wakes up." Don't worry, Mom will take care of Zhezhe. ”

"Mom-" My aunt and I hugged.

On the first night back in Yangjiang, I talked a lot with my uncle and aunt. The uncle, who has always been very strong, also shed tears. He choked his throat and couldn't speak. He was really grief-stricken. They vigorously self-examined, blaming themselves for urging their son to go to his grandmother's house.

"Mom, Dad, don't be sad," I said as I cried, "this is fate." It's really fate. I even regret now that I shouldn't have promised my brother. If you want to say that you are at fault, my fault is even greater, why don't you promise my brother at this time? If it's a little later, wouldn't it be nothing? ”

"Kiki, don't blame yourself. It's really us, we must go to see my grandparents. He said he would come back next time. The aunt cried and said, "We hurt Zhezhe." What a sin, my God, how can this be? How so?! ”

"Don't cry, Mom. I beg you not to condemn yourself. Lives, really all lives. Everything is fate. It's this kind of life, and you can't escape it. I said.

"But why is my son like this? Qi Zhengli's crippled hand doesn't affect anything, what if Qi Zhengzhe doesn't wake up forever? Uncle asked desperately.

"Just your crow's mouth. Who said Zhezhe would never wake up? The aunt put away her tears and questioned the uncle.

"Am I not afraid?" Uncle choked up.

We cried for a long time. It was so sad that I couldn't help but shed tears when I thought about it, no matter where it was, no matter what the occasion. Then they mentioned me and started worrying about me again. They wanted me to transfer my job back to Qijiatun. I said that this is impossible, first, I don't have this kind of mobilization ability, and second, I don't plan to go back to Qijiatun. But I told them that this home would always be my home. In addition, I told them to take good care of Qi Zhengzhe, because, because I firmly believe that Qi Zhengzhe will definitely wake up.

The uncle and aunt were very moved.

Brother, here, I want to mention this person to you again.

Qi Zhengzhe became a vegetative person, and Qi Zhengli was running before and after. The whole family is supported by Qi Zhengli.

Let me insert a sentence, Qi Zhengzhe has been in a vegetative state until today, five or six years, and Qi Zhengli has been supporting him.

If you are a doctor, of course you know that maintaining the life of a vegetative person is a huge amount of money. It can be said that if it weren't for Qi Zhengli, Qi Zhengzhe would not have been able to persist to this day.

The family with the general economy has long been dragged down, so it has long been abandoned.

However, the Qi family will not give up, and the Qi family will not give up, in the final analysis, Qi Zhengli will not give up.

I remember telling my brother that for Qi Zhengli, the prison was a temple. Qi Zhengli, who regained his freedom, has completely changed as a person, mature and calm, so after Qi Zhengzhe accompanies me back to Yangjiang, he can completely take over Zhengzhe Department Store and build Zhengzhe Department Store into a well-known brand supermarket.

In addition, Qi Zhengli can face me calmly and calmly face the feelings he had for me.