Qi Zhengzhe ordered a bottle of wine for me, and he drank the small bottle of liquor himself. We toasted each other, glass after glass. We talked about the scene of our first acquaintance, Qi Zhengzhe said that the moment I yelled for him to pay for his schoolbag, my helplessness and sadness inexplicably touched his feelings, and his heart instantly surged with a pride to protect me, to be my brother.

"Did you like me then?" It's the first time we've talked about feelings, but we don't feel shy at all, everything is so natural.

"I like it." Qi Zhengzhe nodded, "I should have been attracted to you all of a sudden." I've never paid so much attention to girls before. ”

I was very moved: "However, I have made you suffer so many grievances. ”

"It doesn't matter. I don't feel aggrieved at all. I think that's a test for me. As the saying goes, real gold is not afraid of fire. ”

"You mean it easy, no one can stand this kind of torture. I know, brother. ”

"As long as you call me brother, it's worth all the torture I suffer. Actually, the main thing is that the heart is very entangled, you know? Seeing that you think about Brother Qihang so much day and night, and see you looking forward to seeing Brother Qihang so much, I really hope that you can get your wish. That way, you won't be unhappy, you won't be frowning all the time. You know, how I want you to be happy. As long as I see you happy, I'm happy. When you are not happy, my heart hurts. However, at the same time, I hope you can't find Brother Sailing. I even prayed to heaven that you wouldn't find Brother Sailing, because then you would recognize me as a brother. You don't think I'm too selfish, do you? You're not going to be angry, are you? ”

"I'm not angry. How could I be angry? If you are selfish, there will be no more generous people in this world. ”

"Maybe it's too much drinking, but that's what I think. I don't hide it. I never hide it from Kiki. ”

"I believe in you."

"Come, let's have another drink. Cheers to the trust we have in each other. ”

"Can you still drink?" Qi Zhengzhe's face was already red.

"Yes."

"Is my face red too?" I felt like my face was hot.

"It's a little red."

"Isn't that ugly?" I covered my face with my hands.

"How can it be ugly? I don't know what words to put to describe it. Blame me for having a low culture. What flowers to close, what months to be ashamed. ”

"It's a moon shy flower. It's such an exaggeration, how can I be so beautiful? Although I said this, my heart was still sweet, "I didn't expect the wine to be so strong, I only drank a third of it." ”

"Wine is fierce. Come on, it. ”

"Good. . I took a sip of the wine from my glass.

We ate for a long time that day, and spent 180 yuan on Qi Zhengzhe. I still remember this statistic very clearly to this day, because 180 yuan was not a small amount in those days. My salary at the time was only $260.

We're all drunk. We walked down the street holding each other's hands, singing and laughing, and the passers-by looked at us in amazement, and we didn't care at all. We were so happy and felt like the whole world belonged to us.

That night we went back to my rented house together. Qi Zhengzhe didn't have that intention at first, and seeing my indescribable expression, he became more and more excited. I intended to give him my first night. I don't want to turn back, because I want to settle my mind, and of course, this is also a kind of compensation for Qi Zhengzhe. I can't let him worry about me anymore. At the same time, it is also because I want to live a good life.

The landlord wasn't surprised to see us enter the house together. They have long known about my relationship with Qi Zhengzhe. Perhaps, in their opinion, the arrival of such a day as our double stay and double flight has come too late.

You can see in their eyes that they are happy with what we are doing today.

I thought everything was going well, and there was no sign that Qi Zhengzhelou was lying down on my single bed next to me, but when he put his mouth close to my face, the pain that I hadn't felt for a long time suddenly hit, and I realized what was really terrible.

Qi Zhengzhe quickly rolled out of bed like touching a hedgehog. He endured the pain and didn't make a sound.

I immediately got up and got out of bed.

"What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you, brother? "God knows how weak my voice is. The same scene that happened with the beggar on the river island and the same scene that happened with Qi Zhengli in the bathroom came back to my mind.

I would never have expected the same scene to happen between me and Qi Zhengzhe!

"What the hell," Qi Zhengzhe looked guilty, "just now a sharp pain suddenly hit." ”

"A sharp pain? I said how do you feel like you've been popped out of a spring. Isn't it too nervous? ”

I don't need to go into too much detail, brother, you should have guessed it, that kind of thing between us didn't work out. Qi Zhengzhe was extremely annoyed. Because he completely believed that it was his reason.

I tried to tell him the truth many times, but the words came to my mouth and I swallowed them back. I don't have the courage.

"Probably...... Maybe it's because of the big concerns," I said, "after all, we didn't go through any formalities." ”

"I think so. Or maybe it's a bar. Qi Zhengzhe grabbed his hair with his hand.

"Hmm. Quite possibly. ”

However, on the days when there was no drinking, things between us still didn't work out. Only I know that it has nothing to do with drinking.

Qi Zhengzhe was extremely annoyed. I reassured him that maybe there was no formalities. As long as all tension is removed, things will be done.

"Why don't we get married at the end of the year?" Qi Zhengzhe's swarthy face was flushed, and I knew that it was because the blood in his body was circulating at an accelerated pace.

"Okay. Everything is up to you. ”

"Then I'll go back to Qijiatun tomorrow. We'll have to go back and talk to our parents. Such a big happy event should be known to parents as soon as possible. They had been looking forward to me getting married, they had been looking for a partner for me since I was nineteen, and they had been looking forward to holding their grandson for three or four years, but they were crazy. You know, many of us have fathers at the age of 20. ”

"Don't blindly think that I will give you a son, what if you have a daughter?"

"It's good to have a daughter. I would most like to have a daughter. ”

I pushed Qi Zhengzhe: "Hmph, don't regret it then." We have a job, but we can only have one child. Family planning. ”

"It really doesn't matter. You think, isn't it good to have a beautiful daughter like you? ”

"However, I still have a week to go before the Spring Festival holiday." I say. I still really hope to go back to Qijiatun with Qi Zhengzhe. After all, there will be a holiday in a few days.

"I'll pick you up that day. Kiki, let me tell you, getting married is not a trivial matter, there are many things to do. First of all, my father had to go to Mr. Physiognomy, who he was familiar with, to choose an auspicious day for us, and secondly, I had to ask someone to decorate our house, and my mother had to ask the neighbors to make you some shoes. "Qi Zhengzhe is like a treasure.

"Why are you making shoes for me?"

"You're her daughter-in-law and her daughter. I'm going to marry my daughter over there. Anyway, there's a lot to do. ”

"I'm not just alone, and if I get married, I'll get it." I said with a sour nose.

"Who are you? Am I not your brother? Aren't my parents your parents too? There is also a Qi Zheng ceremony. Kiki, what I'm most afraid of is that you think like that. You're not alone, you know? ”

"Well, I won't be alone with you."

The day Qi Zhengzhe returned to Qijiatun was a low temperature day as usual, the streets were cold as usual, shuttling through various vehicles, our mood was as comfortable as usual, and the whole person felt surrounded by happiness.

No one thought it was a special day.

I sent Qi Zhengzhe to the station to get on the train. "Have a safe journey." I waved at the starting car.

Qi Zhengzhe poked his head out: "A week, we will be able to meet in a week." I'll pick you up in Yangjiang, and then we'll go back together. ”

"Good. Don't forget to say hello to Mom and Dad on my behalf. ”

"I will."

The car drove away from the station, farther and farther away, and disappeared around the corner. I walked slowly back to the unit alone. I thought about how happy Qi Zhengzhe's parents would be when they saw their son tell them about what happened between us, and my heart felt like the sun was warm in the cold winter. They have always treated me as a daughter, and they have always liked me, especially after the death of my last loved one, and they have taken pity on me and loved me very much. There is no doubt that they want me to be their daughter-in-law. Their eldest son came to Yangjiang alone, why don't they also wait? Why don't they wait? And tonight, as soon as their son arrives home, he will bring them the news, how can they not be surprised?

A week passed. On the day when Qi Zhengzhe said that he would come back (I guess Qi Zhengzhe should come on the first day of my holiday, and he knew the specific day of my holiday), Qi Zhengzhe did not appear. I went to the station early to wait for him, thinking that I would take him to eat dumplings after picking him up. For some reason, when I saw the shuttle bus from Qijiatun slowly driving into the station, my heart actually accelerated. The doors opened, and some people got out of the car one after another.

I quickened my pace. But I didn't see Qi Zhengzhe get out of the car. I peeked in through the door and it was empty. Qi Zhengzhe did not return. I was disappointed, but I immediately reassured myself that he must have not done it yet. It's normal to come back a day late.

The next day I arrived at the station at that time. Qi Zhengzhe still didn't come back. I was a little confused. Isn't it possible that he's so busy with all kinds of things about marriage that he forgot all the vows he promised to take me? That's the first thought that flashes through me. But I quickly dismissed the idea. Qi Zhengzhe can't be such a person. He made a promise. It should be that something happened to Qi Zhengzhe or something happened to him. I hope it's the former. I pray to Heaven to bless the former. I don't even believe it's the latter. Okay, what will happen to Qi Zhengzhe? Hao Junqi will never be like this.

God has taken away all my relatives, so I won't let Qi Zhengzhe do anything more. But what if that's the case? No. No, it can't. But what if it's true? How could it be true! Okay, what will happen to Qi Zhengzhe? Life is so uncertain, what can't happen? That's true, but it's not going to be on my head. I couldn't sleep all night, and my heart was uneasy.