It didn't take long for the school to begin to face further education, but Li Ruoqing chose not to continue, packed up and returned home, and he told his family with reservations. His parents were puzzled by his interruption and complained, but they were also helplessly disappointed by the decision she had made, and did not have any idea of redemption. In the end, I just hope that he can settle down, get a suitable job, make ends meet, and live a stable life.

This is the last pass for him, and they don't have any illusions at the moment, they want anything, a fixed livelihood, and it is their wish to settle down. It was another time of trial, and he was in a dilemma.

And in his opinion, all this is like an established rule, which cannot be changed. Avoidance is futile, struggle is helpless, and change is even more unrealistic, it seems that there is only one way to transform, to transform. Transformation is not a means, but an end, a practical approach.

That night, Li Ruoqing wandered alone on the side of the road, with a dim neon street lamp on his head, and the light hit him, and it looked like his clothes had changed color. He wanted to sit on the side of the road and think, but he walked back and forth from time to time. Looking at the various cars shuttling back and forth on the road, and the pedestrians walking back and forth on the sidewalk, their hearts are just like this scene, and they can't calm down. He didn't know what they were busy with, maybe just to live. But I can't imagine why people take such a complicated path, and why? Could it be that I myself have been arbitrated by this, and I can't get out of this circle, and I can't change the invisible route that I am constantly fulfilling? This situation is not what I think, but it is constantly coming towards me, and I can't even avoid it. He couldn't even think of any effective way to deal with it, perhaps something that was already in the arrangement.

Li Ruoqing looked extremely sad and a little puzzled, could it really be over like this? No provenance? It's time to wake yourself up! No, it wasn't supposed to be like this, it's not over yet.

Because he was a little unwilling, he was reluctant to do it step by step, and he always felt that he still had a wish that had not been fulfilled, and he couldn't just acquiesce and accept it for no reason. Slowly, Li Ruoqing seemed to have undergone a painful baptism.

At this time, he was very uneasy, and once again looked up at the starry sky. The starry sky at night is still so beautiful, the stars are shining brightly, like a beautiful picture, showing the most charming smile. Dotted with stars and constellations, he was once again fascinated by this beautiful picture.

It was at that moment that a bold and even vague thought crossed his mind and flashed into the depths of his heart: 'make' a flying saucer. He didn't dare to continue thinking about it, he was stunned for a moment, feeling a little scared and a little incredible. He didn't know where he got the courage, but he felt that this was not an imagination, on the contrary, it was a feeling of adaptation.

He thought that if he connected himself to a flying saucer, it would be like walking light years alone. He couldn't come up with any understandable reasons, but he always felt the need to make such a connection.

After thinking about it for a long time, Li Ruoqing seemed to see a light at the dawn, for himself, this was a choice, a gateway to the unknown, and there would only be a passage for him to go through. He didn't know what this reflection meant to him, what it meant, how important it was, and even where it would take him. Everything is a mystery and unknown. And it is impossible for him to ask others for answers.

He realized that no one would ask him to do this, or show him a direction, not that they didn't want to, but that they simply didn't believe in the impossible. Therefore, only he will know for himself.

Li Ruoqing thought about this, as if he had undergone a huge test, but he was still sensible, did not cross the line, and did not retreat. He seized the opportunity he had created for himself and decided to carry out his own plan, which seemed to be an impossible task, and even he himself was not sure.

In the next few days, Li Ruoqing has been thinking and has too many worries. He didn't know what it meant to do so, but he carefully analyzed the situation in front of him, as well as the many factors. He thought that to get those "inspirations", he had to look for them, how to find them, and where to find them. This is the most urgent problem to be solved today. On second thought, parents originally thought about themselves, everything was for their children, and if they left to do things like this, it would be an extreme choice. Failure to do what they want is rebellion. If you really do what you think like this, you will face many corresponding problems and carry a lot of burdens, which will be very terrible. However, since there is a contradiction between the two, you have to give up some. But what to do and what to give up is really extremely confusing.

Seeing that the week is about to pass, Li Zhixing shows that he can't bear to pursue things. He didn't have much reason to get rid of this thought, and there was no reason not to do it, and the dream in his heart had made him not afraid of what was in front of him.

In the evening, his thoughts were even stronger. Li Ruoqing walked alone to the dim street and wandered around the corner.

At the moment, he has no intention of caring about the things around him, and has been looking for things that are bothering him. He always used to think about problems while walking. The street lamp illuminated him with some light, and although the light was a little dim, he didn't notice the dim details, but seemed to see a wireless light. The faint light aggravated his thoughts: the light in the darkness can point out a direction, and the light without direction is the most terrifying. The environment can change a person's life, but it cannot change the direction of a person. Fate can punish people, but it cannot bind people; Fate can criticize people's actions, but it cannot imprison people's thoughts.

In this way, Li Ruoqing decided to follow her ideal direction. He ran home excitedly, it was late at night, but his parents had not yet slept. He noticed the haggard and tired faces of his parents, and knew that they must be anxious about what they were facing, and anxious about their situation. He didn't make a sound, and his parents just looked at him and didn't speak, and they were all right with each other, and no one wanted to stir up troubles or even quarrels. It didn't take long for his parents to go to rest, and when they weren't looking, he took off the calendar hanging in the corner and flipped to today, September 1, just a week later, and wrote the following paragraph in a small blank space:

My Beloved Father and Mother,

I am deeply grateful for your nurturing grace, and please forgive me for not saying goodbye. Now I can't repay your kindness, I can't do my duty, and I hope to forgive me for my mistakes. Please take care of yourselves, don't worry about me, and don't look for me.

You ignorant children.