Chapter 183: Emotional Analysis
Wu Shufang's father grabbed my arm and took me to a no-man's land. Actually, it was the end of an aisle. On one of the doors was the words "Storage".
Wu Shufang's father let go of my arm. I forgot the pain in my arm because of the fear he was gripping hard. As soon as he let go, I felt the pain immediately.
"You tell me the truth." Wu Shufang's father was serious and melancholy. At this time, it seemed that there were more small pimple-like sarcomas on his face.
"I ......" I lowered my head, not daring to look at Wu Shufang's father.
"Do you want to hide anything from me at this time?" Wu Shufang's father's voice was a little louder, but it was obviously still in a depressed state. There was a heavy echo in the aisle.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, uncle! "I knelt down in front of Wu Shufang's father.
"What the hell is going on?" Wu Shufang's father didn't help me up.
"I slapped that slap on the face." I cried.
"Well, how did you slap Shufang?" I could hear the anger in Wu Shufang's father's voice.
"It's all to blame for drinking too much, blaming me for drinking too much." I slapped myself hard.
"What the hell is going on? You stand up for me and say! ”
I stood up and wiped my tears with the back of my hand. "I drank too much wine, and I ...... when Shufang sent me to the place where I lived," I paused, "I just want to ......"
"And then?"
Shufang didn't agree, always pushed me away, I, I just wanted to force it, so I scuffled with Shufang. At that moment, I didn't want to slap Shufang at all, in fact, I waved it casually, and I waved it in Shufang's face if I didn't want to, and Shufang thought I was going to slap her. She turned and cried and went downstairs. I said.
"Really?" Wu Shufang's father stared at me. Sharp-eyed.
"That's true. Do I still dare to lie in front of my uncle? I said.
"Shufang runs out, you should chase it out." Wu Shufang's father said sadly.
"I was stunned. In addition, I drank too much wine, my legs were weak, and it was difficult to walk. Besides, I didn't expect Shufang to take this step. I said.
"It's not that you don't know that Shufang is such an extreme character! Have you forgotten that you saved her life in the first place, and she committed suicide by cutting her veins? Wu Shufang's father reprimanded.
"How could I forget? I've been reminiscing and blaming myself. I choked up.
It was Wu Shufang's father who stabilized his emotions before me, after all, he was older and had a lot of experience. He didn't say too much harsh things to me.
Before returning to the morgue, Wu Shufang's father told me not to say all this to outsiders, including the public security officers and school leaders.
"Otherwise, you will be held responsible. Let them go and keep them busy. I'll ask the school for an explanation. Wu Shufang's father said, "You saved my daughter's life, and now because you lost it, let's treat it as if she was gone." ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I was moved, guilty, and bewildered.
Wu Shufang's father can be so lenient to me, how can I not be moved? If I change to a slightly irrational father, he will strangle me to death. But Wu Shufang's father can be so rational.
Isn't it a contradiction for me to ask the school for an explanation but not want me to be held accountable?
"Character is destiny. It seems that this is indeed the case. Wu Shufang's father shook his head helplessly.
We returned to the aisle of the morgue. Dean Ai was the first to stand up from the row of chairs. The leaders followed and stood up.
"I've kept you waiting," Wu Shufang's father said, "because my daughters had been eating with me and Zheng Qihang all noon, and my driver sent them back, so I asked Zheng Qihang in detail." ”
"Understood." Dean Ai said, "We also learned some information from Zheng Qihang. It was through Zheng Qihang that we learned that you were in the provincial capital, otherwise we would not have been able to contact you so quickly. ”
"As a parent, I am very sad and even more angry that something like this happened to my daughter at school. My daughter has a slap mark on her face, which means that someone must have had a conflict with her, and it was this conflict that pushed my daughter to the extreme. This is something that your school must thoroughly investigate. Wu Shufang's father said.
"Definitely, definitely." Dean Ai said.
"That's the bare minimum." Director Cheng said.
……
Wu Shufang's body was placed in the morgue for two nights before being transported back to Hua'an. Wu Shufang's father's driver took Wu Shufang's mother from Hua'an to the hospital. I spent two nights in the hospital with them.
Naturally, such nights are very difficult. The main reason is that I can't face Wu Shufang's parents, even if Wu Shufang's father didn't tell his wife the truth.
Several male and female classmates who had a good time with Wu Shufang came to visit the hospital. Their eyes were red. Ding Ying also came. She looked at me with a very complicated look. I didn't make eye contact with her. Didn't say a word to her either.
The police called me twice for questioning. I've always stuck to what I say. They made a note and told me to put a handprint on it. My heart panicked when I pressed the mudra.
Hospital leaders also came to communicate with Wu Shufang's father many times, and finally reached an agreement. What exactly is the content of the agreement, I don't know. Wu Shufang's father didn't tell me, so naturally I didn't want to ask too much.
As soon as the agreement was reached, Wu Shufang's father promised to transport his daughter's body back.
Watching the car transporting Wu Shufang's body gradually move away, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart. There is guilt for Wu Shufang's death, gratitude for Wu Shufang's father's care for me, and of course there is a sense of relief.
I know it's too inhuman to have this sense of ease. But that's exactly what I felt at the time. After all, I was always worried about what responsibilities I had to take on in those days, after all, I was still young at that time.
The car that was waiting to transport Wu Shufang was completely out of my sight, and I dragged my tired body back to rent the house. As soon as I went back to renting a house, I fell asleep on my head.
When I woke up, I found it dark all around. I thought I was still in a dream. But I soon realized that it was already dark. Looks like I slept all day.
I got out of bed. Dizzy.
I walked out of the room. It was also dark in the living room.
"You're awake." A voice came from the other side of the couch.
I was startled, "Who are you?" ”
"No, I can't even hear my voice?" The other party said.
"Who the hell are you?" Perhaps my heart was filled with fear, but I still didn't hear the speaker's voice.
"I'm Ding Ying. Who else do you think there will be in this house? Ding Ying stood up and turned on the light.
"You really scared the hell out of me. Why didn't you go to school? Why don't you turn on the lights, you can't afford to freak me out. I said.
"I'm not in the mood to argue with you today." Ding Ying said.
"Oh." I sat down on a small stool in front of the coffee table. In this situation, Ding Ying must have something to say to me.
"It must have been hard these days, right?"
"It's fine."
"That's why I don't turn on the lights, just to let you sleep well. I know you're in the same mood as mine. Ding Ying's voice sounded tired.
"I always felt that I killed Wu Shufang." I say.
"That's what I want to say. I regretted hiding in the bathroom. I don't know how I came up with the idea of hiding in the bathroom, and if I didn't hide in the bathroom, wouldn't there be nothing? Ding Ying almost choked up.
"No, Ding Ying, don't think so. Wu Shufang's death has nothing to do with you. I was the direct driver of her going to extremes. I hurriedly said.
"But your behavior is also based on my choice, if I hide in the bedroom, Wu Shufang will not find me, she will not find me, and she will not slap me excitedly, naturally you will not slap her, how can she go to extremes? Am I the culprit, you say? Ding Ying looked at me sadly.
I also looked at Ding Ying. I always thought she was a girl who was almost arrogant, but I didn't expect her to analyze herself like this.
"What, don't speak? Do you regret slapping that slap? This is normal. Anyone will regret it. We talked about it that day, and I said I don't understand why you're slapping her. Ding Ying said.
"I don't regret that." I say.
"What?"
"All I know is that if it were to happen all over again, I'd do it anyway. But if I knew she would go to extremes, I would chase her out when she rushed out. What I regret is that I didn't chase it out at the time. ”
"Thank you for saying this and doing this," Ding Ying said, "It stands to reason that you have broken her heart by slapping her, and you should also know that if you break her heart, you will definitely chase her out to appease her, but you are indifferent." But the main thing is that I didn't think she would be so extreme. ”
"I should have thought of it." I got up from my small stool. People who sit on small stools for a long time will feel uncomfortable. I sat down on another couch.
"Why should you think of it?" Ding Ying felt very incomprehensible.
"When she was in high school, she committed suicide because she lost her love." I told Ding Ying about the situation, "Do you think I expected her to do this?" Why didn't I think of it at the time? ”
I patted my head with my hand.
"In that case, everyone is excited, not to mention that you have drunk too much, and it is normal to not think about it." Ding Ying comforted me, "Don't blame yourself too much. I'm even sadder when you blame yourself like this. Perhaps, this is a catastrophe that she can't dodge no matter how she hits. ”
"So how can I not be sad? I saved her life, but in the end, I gave her life. "I was so sad.
"No, no. Zheng Qihang, you can't think like that. You think like you're a murderer. Ding Ying said.
"I'm a murderer. In the past few days, I have nightmares every day, dreaming that I have Wu Shufang's blood stuck to my hands. I said.