After working with the resident doctor, I took off my lab coat and left Yangjiang Hospital. It was rush hour, and the road to recovery was crowded with people. Many family members of patients or some patients who have recovered well go out to have dinner at a restaurant near the hospital. Rehabilitation Road goes down 200 meters, and there are some fast food restaurants or small restaurants and breakfast restaurants on both sides. There are also three or four fruit shops. At this time, the restaurant is always full.

The weather was fine. The sun hasn't set yet. But the tall buildings block the soft glow on the other side.

Walking in the crowd, I felt lonely. The noisier my surroundings became, the more lonely I became. Physical and mental exhaustion. Detached from my work, I began to face reality. As soon as the divorce agreement was signed, I was left alone. I'm a divorced man.

I don't resent Xu Mo. This outcome is inevitable. For the sake of my father, I have been procrastinating. I hope that my father's illness will get better. But no. Far from getting better, the situation is getting worse.

My father's heart was already fragile. Maybe some stimulus will make his heart burst.

It is precisely because of this that I have been dragging Xu Mo. In fact, as long as my father's heart capacity is a little stronger, I will take the initiative to file for divorce from Xu Mo and end her nightmarish life. However, it always backfires.

Anyway, I'm sorry for Xu Mo. Xu Mo's choice was right.

It's just that I can't figure out who's sorry for me. Why do you want to make me feel embarrassed? Because of the supernatural spirit of the flesh ring, I can't contact the opposite sex. When I came to Yangjiang, I was originally looking for Hao Junqi, but I got married. What an embarrassing thing to do. And you can't say yet. I can't say anything about anyone. Can't say either. You can only bear it alone. You can only keep it in your heart. Pressed to the bottom of my heart.

Okay now, you're divorced. It is likely to be exposed. Okay, why get divorced? All who are familiar with you will guess. There is always a reason for divorce. Separation is the best reason for divorce. Most people will believe it. The most worrying thing is that it is transmitted through Xu Mo's mouth through her lover. When they swim in love, can you make sure they don't use it as a talking point? Can they make sure they don't treat me as a joke when they're ecstasy?

Xu Mo doesn't believe in the spirit of the flesh ring at all, she thinks that I am incompetent in that regard, and thinks that I am a waste.

It's too shameful.

Can't think. I know I can't think so. My head felt like it was exploding. I held my head in both hands. Hold your head. Is this an action that prevents the head from exploding? I do not know. I just felt like I had to hold my head in my hands.

Then I wanted to roar loudly. I thought that if I could yell a few times, hysterically, maybe I would feel better. But now it's not in the mountains, it's not in a no-man's space, it's in the crowd, and I know, I can't roar. People will think I'm crazy. So can't roar. I can only hold it like this. So long that you can hear your heart breaking. Then it is natural for you to think of the way to release - drinking. Yes, drinking, only drinking. What else can you do besides drinking? Wine is the best thing at this moment.

I'm not going to call Cheng Wei. He had already called me in the morning. I told him it was okay. It's just a lesson for my wife. What else could be done? It was a misunderstanding. It's that we're too impulsive.

Since I'm going to hide it from him, how can I ask him to drink with me again? Besides, he's a town mayor - no, he's recently mentioned it again, and he's the number one leader in Stone Bridge Town, so he's busy, and he's not necessarily free.

I walked east along Yangjianghou Road and turned onto Nanjing Road after fifteen minutes.

During the rush hour, Nanjing Road, as a luxury commercial street, is even more crowded. I was greeted by a couple of familiar people. I nodded. Maybe these are the patients I cured.

Walking to the square, you can see the afterglow left by the sunset floating in the sky across the Yangjiang River and the hills across the river. It's red, it's red. This bodes well for another good day the next day.

The greening of the newly built plaza is still underway. The square was empty. People are not used to coming here for leisure and fitness. There are only one or two storefronts in the row on Yangjiang Front Road, which are still in Zhangluo. The parking space on the side of the road near the square has not yet been painted, and several motorcycles are parked in a messy manner under the newly transplanted camphor trees.

However, the flat concrete floor between Nanjing Road and the vegetable market is already brightly lit. The red tents of the night food stall owners are almost all set up.

I walked there.

I walked down the aisle between the two rows of tents. The tent was empty. It's not time for a late-night snack yet. The stall owners are busy sorting things out. I sat down in a tent called "Comrade-in-Arms Supper". I ordered a plate of edamame, a plate of small snails, and a plate of greens. The waiter brought me a bottle of liquor for two or two five. After drinking one bottle, I ordered another one.

One after another, some people entered the night food stalls. It seemed to be darkening. The noise around is getting louder and louder.

I forcibly drank the second bottle of liquor and stood up on the edge of the table. I felt hot in my chest. The soles of the feet are light. I know I've drunk too much again.

After paying, I staggered out of the supper stall. The lights on the two rows of Nanjing Road have been lit. I crossed Nanjing Road and walked to Yangjiang Front Road. There are no street lights on this road, or the street lights have not been installed, and they are dark. A car came from behind. Car headlights illuminate the road. I saw my shadow flickering. The horn sounded constantly. I dangled to the right. The car passed me. The surroundings are dark again.

I kept going. A tricycle approached. The owner of the car knocked on something and made a noise. I swung to the right, and the tricycle went in the same direction, so I hurriedly moved to the left. Emergency braking of the tricycle.

", what are you doing! I want to kill Lao Tzu! I roared.

"Hell! It's you who is looking for your own death! The tricycle master said.

"Get me down!" I shook my body.

"Master, let's go quickly. He was drunk. A woman's voice.

", an alcoholic." The master muttered.

I froze there. It's the woman's voice that's all too familiar. Familiar and unfamiliar. Sweet and delicate. I always feel like I've heard it somewhere. I always feel like I've heard this sound for a long time.

The tricycle went forward.

I snapped to my mind. It was Hao Junqi's voice. Hao Junqi's voice is that kind of voice. Moist and delicate.

"Hao Junqi. Hao Junqi! I hurriedly turned around. The tricycle has turned onto Nanjing Road.

I immediately ran forward, shouting as I ran. I felt like I was floating forward. By the time I reached the intersection of Nanjing Road and Yangjiangqian Road, the tricycle had already merged into the traffic.

I froze in place.

A minute later, I walked back on Yangjiang Qiandao. I'm halfway sober. That should be Hao Junqi's voice. Should be. So sweet, so soft. Not bad. That was Hao Junqi's voice. Although this voice is no longer immature, it must be Hao Junqi's voice.

My heart was pounding. If this is really Hao Junqi's voice, doesn't it mean that Hao Junqi is in Yangjiang?

As long as Hao Junqi is in Yangjiang, there will always be a time to meet.

I came home that night and sat on the couch for a long time. My head hurts, but it's sober. Memories of Hao Junqi came back to life in my mind.

I couldn't sleep in bed. The effects of alcohol give me headaches and excite me. I suddenly remembered the divorce, and then I remembered the "familiar" voice.

Later, I simply got up and watched TV, and the midnight theater was full of romance dramas, which couldn't catch my eye, and I yawned a lot. I went back to my room, but with my head on a pillow, I was very conscious.

In a flash, because Hao Junqi has been working in Yangjiang County for six years. Not to mention finding Hao Junqi, I can't even see her shadow, I don't want to hear a "familiar" voice that may be her today, how can I not be excited?

……

When I arrived at the office the next day, Xu Xiaorou was already waiting there. Her eyes were red.

"Dr. Zheng, my mom can't eat anything. She vomited out all the food I fed her. Xu Xiaorou was almost crying.

"Oh." I changed into my overalls.

"What else?"

"Hasn't your dad come back yet?" I asked.

"Not yet. Is there any way to do it, Dr. Cheng? ”

"Do catheter intervention to let the fluid pass through the catheter into the stomach."

"But I don't know if my dad borrowed any money."

"So don't worry, the only thing you can do now is to go back to the ward and take care of your mother, and wait for your father to come." I comforted the little girl.

"Okay. That ......" Xu Xiaorou wanted to speak and stopped.

"Anything else?"

"Dr. Zheng, are you also unwell? Your face is ugly. ”

"Ahh Thank you. I have a bit of a cold. I said.

"Don't forget to prescribe yourself some cold medicine."

"I will, I'm a doctor."

After another busy morning, I sat down in my chair to rest for a while, and then left for dinner at the small restaurant below Rehabilitation Road.

I usually eat in the hospital cafeteria, but because I drank too much alcohol last night, I have no appetite, so I decided to go to a small restaurant to add food.

Business in the small restaurant was good. The only private room was already occupied. I sat at a small rectangular table facing the door. There are three such tables, and the other two are full.

I watched the dishes and ordered, ordered a chili stir-fried meat, and a green vegetable. The chef is busy at the stove by the door. The fire in the stove is very strong, making a "whirring" sound. The landlady was busy washing and chopping vegetables. When a customer called out to her, she hurried over to the customer to serve food or wine.

At the entrance of the restaurant is a large red round plastic basin. The basin was full of unwashed pots and chopsticks. A plastic pipe takes water from the faucet. The water is flowing all the time. The water overflowed the plastic basin and into the gutter at the door.

The landlady brought a dish.

I drank the water in the cup in one gulp, and at this time, I saw Xu Xiaorou walking down.

"Hey, little girl." I shouted.

Xu Xiaorou looked into the small restaurant, she saw me and stopped, "Doctor Zheng." ”

"Have you eaten?"

Xu Xiaorou shook her head.

"What are you going to do?" I got up from my position.

"I want to go and make a bowl of clear soup for my mother."

"Can she still eat the clear soup? She drinks some fluids at most. I walked to the door of the restaurant.

"Mom wants to eat."

"Oh."

"I'm leaving, Dr. Zheng."

"Let's have a meal together." Somehow, I felt sorry for the little girl. The unfortunate will pay special attention to the unfortunate.

"No, thank you." Xu Xiaorou politely refused.

"It's okay. I was just about to tell you about your mother's illness. ”

"This?" Xu Xiaorou hesitated.

"It really doesn't matter. I eat alone for so much money, and I eat so much money for you alone. ”

"Thank you then."