Yu's first reaction was that he thought it was ridiculous.

"Auntie, I will often come to talk to Brother Tang Ci." Yu slowly stood up suddenly, looking at Tang's mother's tearful appearance, but the words of refusal lingered on his lips, and finally gritted his teeth and said ruthlessly: "But as a girlfriend, I really can't do it, this pair Wen"

"I know that the man who came with you is your boyfriend, and I know that I am asking for this kind of excessively, but slowly, who is the reason for the little word to be like this! He's a big living person who can jump and jump, and suddenly he becomes a living dead who can't wake up, who is this because! Yu slowly resisted so strongly that it was unbearable, Tang's mother's attitude suddenly became tough and aggressive, thinking that Yu was slowly and now good, able to eat, drink and play, and happily fall in love, while her son was lying here half-dead, Tang's mother felt very uncomfortable, as if there was a knife cutting her heart, painful and hateful.

Yu was choked up and speechless, unable to refute.

Tang's mother is right, Tang Ci became like this because of her.

Although Tang Ci deceived her, he saved her with his life.

Seeing that Yu was slowly having nothing to say, Tang's mother was a little more sure in her heart, knowing that these words must have poked Yu Slowly's heart, so she remained silent.

Tang's mother sniffed, wiped her tears with a tissue, and continued to persuade: "Slowly, Xiaozi has done so much for you, can't you do this for him?" ”

Yu slowly frowned, his face full of entanglement and embarrassment, and some hesitation.

Tang's mother saw through her hesitation, and immediately took advantage of the victory to pursue: "Don't worry, it won't take too long, three months, it's almost three months, the doctor said that you should observe at least three months before making a final diagnosis, after three months, no matter whether Xiao Zi wakes up or not, you can leave, okay?" ”

Yu slowly opened her mouth to speak, but Tang's mother rushed in front of her and spoke: "I know that you will definitely think that Auntie is selfish, obviously all this is voluntary, and you are to blame." ”

Yu slowly shook his head and denied: "Auntie, I didn't think so. ”

Sincerely, I never thought of it that way.

She even felt so guilty that she couldn't bear it, and she was so remorseful that she blamed herself.

If she could, she wished it was herself lying here now.

If she could, she really didn't want to involve any innocent people.

"Slowly, let's put ourselves in their shoes, if you were me, you would do the same." Tang's mother looked directly at Yu slowly, "I, as a mother, just want to fulfill one of my son's dreams." ”

Yes, pity the hearts of parents all over the world.

If she stood in Tang's mother's point of view, she might not be able to do Tang's mother's demeanor, maybe she would have cried and shouted that the other party would be fully responsible.

At this moment, there are two villains fighting each other in Yu Slowly's mind, on one side is the selfish desire of love, and on the other hand is the surging guilt.

While struggling with herself, Tang's mother suddenly shouted in surprise and excitement: "Ah! Slowly, you see, the little word is done manually! ”

She grabbed Yu Yan's arm, stood on the edge of the bed, shook her body vigorously, and pointed to Tang Ci's hand, excited.

Yu slowly came back to her senses, and she also stared at Tang Ci's fingers.

He did move slightly, and then noticed that his eyelids also moved slightly.

Mother Tang shook off Yu Yan's hand and hurriedly ran out: "Doctor! Doctor! ”

Tang Ci's fingers moved from time to time, and Yu slowly stared at him for a moment, the emotions in his heart were intricately mixed, so complicated that he suddenly burst into tears.

She may be crying for joy at Tang Ci's awakening signs, or she may be sad for her decision.

Tang's mother called a doctor, and the doctor was examining.

Yu slowly buried his head and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and quietly exited the ward.

Walking out of the hospital, I saw Wen Zhiyu's car parked at the entrance of the hospital from a distance.

When Wen Zhi saw her come out, he immediately opened the car door and got out of the car, waiting for her to come over.

Wen Zhi's face was slightly pale when he saw her, and his eyes were red, and he looked like he had just cried, so he subconsciously asked, "The situation is not good?" ”

Yu slowly shook his head and said slowly: "His hand is up." ”

When Wen Zhiyu heard this, he smiled with relief, reached out to hold her face, wiped the tears on his face, and whispered comfortingly: "Good thing, why are you crying?" ”

Yu slowly sour her nose again, but she tried her best to resist the urge to cry and shook her head, "You go back." ”

Wen Zhiyu wiped his tears for a moment, and then withdrew his hand, "Well, I'll pick you up in the afternoon." ”

Yu slowly bit his lip and tried his best to hold back, but his voice was still uncontrollably choked: "What I said was that you should go back to the United States, don't come to me." ”

Wen Zhiyu took a breath and stared at her: "Say it clearly, what do you mean?" ”

"Brother Tang Ci is in this situation now, I can't be with you, I have promised Aunt Tang to be with Brother Tang Ci, stay by his side, and take care of him." Yu slowly finished saying this sentence weakly, and felt that all her strength had been spent.

Wen Zhiyu immediately understood what she meant.

His face instantly became gloomy, his dark eyes were red with anger, and his jaw line was cold and stiff with anger.

Guilt, guilt, all guilt.

So he has to be a stepping stone when he meets Wen?

At the beginning, Yu slowly thought that Tang Ci had killed someone, but because of guilt, she chose to leave him and Tang Ci and fly away.

Now, Tang Ci has become a vegetative person for her, and she chose to give up him again because of guilt to stay by Tang Ci's side.

Although she knew that Yu Slowly's practice was out of her unbearability, it didn't mean that she had Tang words in her heart, it was just a responsibility.

But Wen Zhiyu was still so impatient that he wanted to scold.

You can't be fucking selfish for a while? For each other, just for the two of them?

He has never been a selfless person, and he will never give when he should be selfish.

Everybody is innocent, but he's not innocent?

Why should he have to make a sacrifice when he is warm?

Yu slowly said that he loved him and loved him, why did he refuse to choose him once?

In the final analysis, she still didn't believe in his ability, never chose to rely on him, and only lived in her own set of cognitions, thinking that she was selfless for the good of everyone, but as a result, everyone was hurt by her self-righteousness.

If she had believed him at the beginning and left Tang Ci's affairs to him to deal with, it would have been impossible for things to develop to this point.

But now it is too late to say that it is useless, even if he is unwilling in his heart, even if he wants to roar at her in anger and beg her not to give up on him, but his natural arrogance prevents him from all his impatience and humble retention.

Once, yes, twice, he can also put down his body, but three or four times, he really can't do it, and he can't even find a reason to convince himself.

Even if he likes to be slow, he has been tossed enough.

Since he gave up on him, then he quit.

Wen Zhiyu closed his eyes and took a breath quietly, and when he opened his eyes again, his black eyes were as indifferent as water, calm and without waves, and after staring at her with a cold gaze for a few seconds, he turned around directly and got into the car without saying a word.

The windows go up slowly.

Yu slowly stepped forward uncontrollably and stopped him: "Doctor Wen"

The rising window stopped, but Wen Zhiyu looked straight ahead, and even the afterglow was so stingy that he refused to give it to her.

"Take care of yourself." It was attachment that was making trouble, she wanted to look at him a few more times, but she was afraid that she would be trapped in it and difficult to get out, so she immediately took a few steps back, "Goodbye." ”

I'm sorry

"No goodbye." The window rose rapidly, and his delicate side face was obscured by the window, gradually disappearing from her sight, and before the window closed, five cold words floated out of the gap.

Immediately, the car drove away.

Yu's tears finally flowed uncontrollably.

How could she not be a selfish person?

Just before she walked out of the hospital, she was thinking about how to convince Wen Zhiyu to wait for her, and Aunt Tang said that it would only take three months.

This relationship is not easy to come by, she has already given up once, she has tasted the pain of giving up, and she never wants to try a second time.

But the moment she saw Wen Zhiyu, the concern in his eyes made her ashamed.

Why should he wait for her?

She pays for her own responsibility, why should she drag him into the water?

He has the right to have better.

It turns out that I have already given up once, and when I give up again, the grief has been covered with numbness.

Wen Zhiyu watched from the rearview mirror as Yu's slowly thin figure became smaller and farther away.

This time she didn't stand still and watch him leave, as she had done every time, and her steps towards the hospital were firm, resolute, and unhesitating.

The cold gaze suddenly flashed with ironic bitterness, and it was also a little sour.

He once thought that love was dispensable to him.

In every relationship, he was proud of his freedom and retreat.

But now, he is tormented by love.

He was warm and lost.

Before leaving Sioux City, Wen Zhiyu went to prison.

Yan Qingzhou was convicted of kidnapping and causing serious injury and was eventually sentenced to life imprisonment.

Ben believes that the sad result that all of them can't love is caused by Yan Qingzhou.

But when Yan Qingzhou appeared in front of him in prison uniform, pale and vicissitudes, he felt that all this was only to blame fate.

Yan Qingzhou didn't seem to expect him to come to prison, there was only surprise left in his eyes, but he didn't speak, only smiled at him with the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

Wen Zhiyu didn't speak, looking at Yan Qingzhou expressionlessly, taking in all his emotions.

Yan Qingzhou's eyes are full of complex emotions, but there is no remorse.

Since he dared to make that crazy move, he must have done it with the determination to be shot, and he never thought of retreating.

Wen Zhiyu dislikes Yan Qingzhou, and since he found out his feelings, he only has dislike for Yan Qingzhou.

But he still remembers the brotherhood in the past, in fact, if Yan Qingzhou buries his feelings deep in his heart and does not do anything that he shouldn't do, he will continue to choose to turn a blind eye and treat him as a brother.

However, fate tricked people.

Yan Qingzhou is also a poor person, imprisoned in the shackles of love, blinded by reason, and made mistakes again and again.

Wen Zhiyu sat for a while, then got up to leave.

Yan Qingzhou looked at his departing back, stunned for a long time, and then suddenly smiled, laughing heartily, it was ecstasy, not mixed with any other impurities, pure and clean.

Even if Wen Zhiyu didn't say a word the whole time, in the end, he saw the disgust, rejection and hatred in Wen Zhiyu's eyes, and it completely evolved into relief.

If you are a prisoner of eternal life, it is worth it in exchange for Wen Zhiyu's ice release.

Yu slowly lived in the hospital, and his daily life was very simple, giving Tang Ci a massage, talking to Tang Ci, and adapting to his identity as his boyfriend wholeheartedly.

Since the last time Tang Ci showed signs of awakening, he would move his fingers every once in a while.

At one point, he had even opened his eyes, but his pupils were dilated and dull, and they closed again in just a few seconds.

Just when everyone thought that Tang Ci was going to wake up, hope was severely defeated by reality.

Three months have passed, and Tang Ci still hasn't woken up.

The three-month period with Tang's mother has expired, and she could have left, but she chose to continue to stay with Tang Ci, if he can't wake up for the rest of his life, then she will take care of him for the rest of his life and compensate him for this life.

In December, Christmas is approaching.

This winter is not too cold, and the biting cold wind is also warmed by the sun.

Today's weather is very good, the day is warm and windy.

Yu slowly opened all the curtains in the ward, and the golden sunlight shone into the ward, and even the particles of dust floating in the air turned into a warm yellow.

She pulled over the soft chair and sat on the edge of the bed, gently pinching Tang Ci's arm with her hand, massaging him to help blood circulation.

When I pressed my wrist, I saw the headband on his hand.

She was the one who put it on for him.

The head rope was originally very tight, and it was strangled on his wrist, and a red mark was made after a long time, but now, he has lost a lot of weight, and the tightness of the head rope is just right.

Yu slowly rubbed his fingers lightly on his small fish tattoo, and then held his hand, the sun was shining, her eyes were a little open, and she smiled at him with half-squinted eyes: "Brother Tang Ci, the weather is so good, let's bask in the sun!" ”

The winter sun always makes people sleepy.

After basking in the sun for a while, Yu slowly became sleepy and couldn't open his eyes.

Lying on the side of the hospital bed, he fell asleep in a daze.

This sleep was very deep, and I had a dream.

dreamed of parting ways with Wen Zhiyu five months ago, and in the dream, she ran after his car, begging him not to leave her.

But in the end, he left her, and she crouched on the ground and cried, helpless and hesitant.

The picture suddenly turned, and she dreamed of sitting with Tang Ci in the waiting hall of the train station, he took her hand, hugged her tightly in his arms, and begged her in an almost humble tone: "Slowly, will you be with me forever?" ”

"Bang-"

The picture is messy, and the taxi suddenly explodes, causing the eardrums to creak.

Yu slowly trembled, subconsciously opened his eyes, his body was still trembling slightly, and a layer of cold sweat appeared on his forehead.

But at this moment, the trembling hand was suddenly held by a slightly cool and dry force.

Her whole body froze, she subconsciously held her breath, and her heart was beating rapidly.

Just when she thought she was still in a dream, her hand was suddenly wrapped in its entirety, and then she felt the weakness of her cool fingers pass through her fingers, and then ten fingers interlocked.

This touch is too real, Yu swallowed his saliva slowly, and then raised his head stiffly and slowly, caught off guard against a pair of narrow peach blossom eyes, although weak and half-knocked eyelids, but the eyes were clear and hot.