Chapter 147: I'm Not Waiting for You, Who Are I Waiting For?

The surprise came so suddenly, Yu slowly was unprepared, and she was simply caught off guard.

She held Tang Ci's hand hard, feeling his temperature, and staring at him without blinking, for fear that he would close it again in the next second.

"Brother Tang Ci?" Yu Slowly's voice was very soft and soft, cautiously tentative.

I'm afraid it's just a sweet dream, I'm afraid it's just her daily thoughts.

Although Tang Ci's eyes were weak, he looked at her like a torch, and when he heard her soft call, he hooked the corners of his mouth shallowly, and his voice was hoarse, almost inaudible: "It's here." ”

Yu slowly still couldn't believe it, she held her breath, bit her lip tightly, raised her other hand, reached over and gently pinched his face, and then used some strength.

Tang Ci hissed, grinning extremely exaggeratedly, looking very painful.

Yu slowly had some real feelings at this time, and Tang Ci really woke up!

But seeing Tang Ci's painful look, she immediately woke up from her ecstasy and was so frightened that she wanted to call a doctor.

As soon as she stood up, her hand was tightly clasped by Tang Ci, stopping her movements.

"Don't go."

"But you"

"Tease you!" Tang Ci showed a wicked smile, and the appearance of hanging a child immediately made Yu slowly burst into tears.

She also thought that she would never see such Tang words in her life, and she was nostalgic and emotional for a while, with mixed feelings.

Yu Slowly's tears were broken, and they kept falling, Tang Ci thought that Yu was slowly angry, and he softened in a hurry: "I didn't mean to scare you, don't be angry." ”

Yu slowly burst into tears and laughed, and pretended to glare at Tang Ci angrily: "You still know how to wake up!" ”

"I slept for a long time?" Tang Ci moved his body, and found that he was so weak and weak, as if he was not his own, he was dizzy, and the tingling sensation came one after another.

"It doesn't matter, just wake up!" Yu slowly laughed and cried.

Tang Ci can wake up, it is the best surprise and miracle, she can finally rest assured.

Although she didn't say it, Tang Ci could feel that he had been in a coma for a long, long time, exactly like in a dream.

But what he was most glad to be that he could see her alive.

"I'm going to tell Tang Tang the good news right away, Aunt Tang and Uncle Tang, they will definitely be crazy with joy!" Yu slowly wiped his tears, and took out his other hand that was clenched by him to touch the phone, but he buckled it back and held it tighter.

Tang Ci stared at her stupidly, his eyes were deep, "During this time, are you taking care of me?" ”

Yu nodded slowly.

Tang Ci suddenly fell silent.

That means that she broke up with Wen Zhiyu.

It turns out that everything in the dream is true, and everything I hear, is true.

He and Yu slowly really got together.

But there was no imaginary joy.

Tang Ci looked at her for a moment, trying to see through the sadness in her eyes.

"I had a long dream." Tang Ci said, "I dreamed that you gave me a massage, accompanied me in the sun, and fed me water." ”

"In my dreams, you will hold my hand and tell me jokes, and before going to bed, you will whisper good night in my ear."

Yu listened to him slowly and quietly.

"But you in my dreams are not happy, I often hear you crying, suppressing and forbearing."

Tang Ci clenched her hand, rubbed her fingertips carefully, peach blossom eyes suddenly turned red, he rolled his Adam's apple, and continued: "Slowly, if you won't be happy with me, then I won't be happy either." ”

Yu slowly seemed to have a premonition that he was going to say something, and his heart rate was so chaotic that it couldn't be measured.

"Since I can't give you the happiness you want, then you go to him, if you are happy, I will be happy." Even though Tang Ci had tried his best to restrain himself, there was still a choked cry in his tone, like a wronged and injured child, holding a beloved toy in his hand that he didn't belong to, and he couldn't bear to let go but was unwilling to steal.

"Brother Tang Ci"

This "Brother Tang Ci" made Tang Ci's tears burst the embankment and flowed down.

He fell into the abyss of love because of the soft and glutinous "Brother Tang Ci".

Tang Ci didn't want Yu to slowly see him crying, the sissy died, and there was no manhood at all.

He looked away, pressed his eyes firmly with his other hand, and didn't look at her.

"I want you to be with me, willingly, because of love, but if you can't give it, then let's all let it go."

No, it's he who should let go, and only he should let go.

This love is a chase race, and he has been sentenced out before he reaches the finish line.

He should have given up with self-knowledge, but he was so stubborn that he hurt everyone, and now that she didn't hold a grudge against him, she was already lucky, how dare she hope to have her again?

You can let go, to put it lightly, how can it be so easy.

Just thinking about it, Tang Ci's internal organs hurt like tears, and the obsession with her has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and if you want to give up, you must withdraw the obsession from the bone marrow, like cramps and peeling the skin, how can it not hurt?

"But if he treats you badly, you must tell me that I don't have any other skills, and I am good at fighting! If he dares to treat you badly, even if it is outer space, I will still take a rocket to beat him! ”

Tang Ci didn't want to say those greasy and crooked words, so he tried to ease the atmosphere, half-joking but serious, in fact, what he wanted to say was - I will always be behind you to protect you.

The scolding tone slowly made Yu laugh, and she laughed while shedding tears.

Tang Ci also smiled, but tears kept slipping out of the corners of his eyes.

"Can you hug me again?"

Yu slowly didn't say a word, he approached directly, and gently wrapped his arms around his waist, afraid of pressing him, and buried his face in his chest.

Because of choking, his chest twitched once or twice from time to time.

Tang Ci held her hand, interlocked her fingers, wrapped his arms around her shoulders, his eyes stared at the ceiling, his vision was very confused, and his nose was blocked from breathing.

It's reluctant, it's really reluctant.

In this life, he used all his strength and passion to desperately chase the love he had ever had.

"Slowly, I don't believe in God anymore." Tang Ci cried so hard that he couldn't stop sobbing, "I really lost too." ”

Yu slowly lay on his chest, his hoarse and choked voice intermittently shook out of his chest, and the thick nasal voice sounded particularly distressing.

He wiped a handful of tears and let go of her shoulders, and then the hands that had been tightly clasped were also withdrawn by him little by little, she could feel his struggle and reluctance, but he did not hesitate.

"Let's go."

Let's go, let's go, while he still has the courage to say goodbye.

He no longer believes in God, and praying day and night will not buy her after all.

He also really lost, lost to love, lost to fate.

After slowly leaving the hospital, Yu returned to the residence he rented with Jiang Rong.

Although she had made it clear to Tang Ci, she did not contact Wen Zhiyu again.

Since they broke up five months ago, Wen Zhiyu has not contacted her again.

They were originally two parallel lines, but they returned to their original state.

Now that she has broken up, she gave up first, what face do she have to look back at this time?

After such a long time, he must have already started a new life, and with a new partner, the most important thing she should do now is not to disturb.

Jiang Rong wanted her to repeat her studies, but she was exhausted and had no intention of studying, she just wanted to find a job and live her life with Jiang Rong plainly.

Jiang Rong didn't follow, saying that she was just eighteen years old, and her life had just begun, how could she keep being depressed.

Yu slowly had no choice but to agree to repeat Jiang Rong.

There is no reason to go abroad, she just wants to study in Sioux City and accompany Jiang Rong.

During this time, Jiang Rong has been trying to find a way to find a repeat school for her, and she has concentrated on studying.

On December 25th, it is Christmas again, and the city is full of festive atmosphere.

A year ago today, she and Wen Zhiyu confirmed their relationship.

It turned out that it had been 365 days.

Commemorative days are always difficult, and the sweet memories of the past are like rising tides, unstoppable, washing away her deliberately blank mind these days.

She was finally willing to admit that she missed him so much, and she couldn't sleep at night.

Every day without warmth is so tormenting and lonely.

Studying in the library, by the time he came back to his senses, his name was already written on the book.

Warm encounter, warm encounter, warm encounter.

These three words have been muttered to herself thousands of times in her heart.

Yu slowly felt that she might be depressed because of Christmas today, so in order not to continue to suffer hysteria, she had to pack her books and leave the library with her bag.

Outside, at some point, there were already scattered snowflakes.

The first snow of this winter, should it be so appropriate? Still don't think she's uncomfortable enough? So God will snow again to remind her, did the first snow last year also be spent with Wen Zhiyu?

Yu slowly sulked in her heart, she wrapped her down jacket tightly and walked quickly to the bus stop.

When I got out of the car, the snow outside had already accumulated a layer of snow, and when I stepped on it, it made a "zizz" sound.

When walking alone, at least you don't feel lonely when you hear this voice.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and she felt it out and saw that it was a text message from Jiang Rong, asking her if she was home.

As she walked into the community, she lowered her head and quickly snapped words on the screen with her hand.

When she replied, she put her phone in her pocket, sniffed on her red nose, and just took out the key, ready to open the door of the apartment building.

With the inadvertent action of raising the head, there was a "snap" and the key fell to the ground.

Her feet seemed to freeze in place in an instant, unable to move, and subconsciously held her breath, staring ahead in a daze.

Was it her hallucination?

How did she see Wen Zhiyu?

His tall body stood in the snow, he was wearing a black coat that was incompatible with the white sky, the cold wind blew the corners of his clothes slightly, the cold wind was cold but could not shake him for half a minute, he stood straight, did not move, his dark eyes stared at her eyes, for a moment.

Yu slowly even made careful breathing movements, and his eyes did not blink, for fear that if he moved, all this in front of him would disappear.

He has lost weight, his eye sockets are deeper, his chin is a little sharper like a knife, and his facial features are three-dimensional, but there is a faint sense of vicissitudes.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, but they only saw each other.

"Meow"

A sudden meow broke the long-lost silence.

Yu slowly came back to his senses completely, cat?

Glancing at the white cat in his arms, he realized that something was wrong.

Isn't it a hallucination? It's true? Is Wen really here?

Yu slowly breathed messily, and felt that his heart was light.

The cat in his arms was still barking, milky, very familiar.

Yu slowly took a closer look, it turned out that the one he gave her had grown so big, and the one in his memory was a small one, just as big as a palm.

She didn't speak, and neither did he.

Yu slowly became excited and nervous, more flustered and cramped.

She sniffed again and found an inexplicable topic, "You don't dislike it anymore?" ”

She was surprised that she didn't say, "Are you doing?" ”

When Wen Zhiyu heard this, he lowered his head and looked at the little cat that was wearing a small sweater and was even more furry, reached out and rubbed its little head, and the thin lips outlined an imperceptible arc: "It has to do a very important thing for me, don't dare to offend." ”

Yu slowly didn't understand what he was talking about, but it didn't matter, she stared at him greedily, and her eyes were reluctant to blink.

Immediately afterwards, Wen Zhiyu bent down and put the cat on the ground and patted its little head: "Go ahead." ”

"Meow"

The kitten sniffed all the way and went straight all the way to the slow.

It bounced into her arms and threw itself into her arms.

Yu slowly hugged it with a confused face, and the kitten rubbed its chin enthusiastically and barked coquettishly.

Rubbing and licking, Yu slowly where can she stand it, the crispy and numb itch makes her can't help but giggle and dodge.

When she came back to her senses, Wen Zhiyu was slowly walking towards her.

"It still remembers me."

The closer he got, the more nervous Yu slowly became, and in order to hide her nervousness, she said casually.

"It's not you that it remembers." Wen Zhiyu's eyes were quiet, and his voice was low: "It's your smell." ”

All the things that belong to her at home are still there, and in order to make it remember her scent, Wen Zhiyu trains the cat like a dog and lets it smell its things every day.

Yu slowly couldn't hear the deep meaning of the words, and only felt that maybe Wen Zhiyu was sarcastic about her, and he was suddenly a little embarrassed.

"Give it to her."

Wen Zhiyu and Yu slowly separated themselves for some distance, and he said to the cat in a commanding tone.

Then I saw the cat poke into the pocket of the little sweater, and took out something and stuffed it into his hand slowly.

Yu slowly became confused, and reached out to take it in a daze.

A touch of coldness fell into the palm of his hand, and Yu slowly stared at the palm of his hand, holding his breath again.

Lying in the palm of his hand was a diamond ring, shining, brilliant and dazzling.

Her heart was beating violently, her eyelashes were trembling, and she looked at Wen Zhiyu at a loss.

Wen Zhiyu was calm, looking at the cat with lowered eyes: "You ask her if she is willing?" ”

"Meow Meow"

The cat rubbed in her arms again.

Yu slowly had hot eyes, her nose was very sore, and his eyes gradually blurred, and her throat choked: "Doctor Wen"

Wen Zhiyu lifted his eyelids and looked at her, his eyes were deep, but there was no expression on his face, he was inexplicably strong, and he was concise: "If you want to, you can wear it, and if you don't want to, throw it away." ”

Although his tone didn't sound romantic at all, Yu was slowly moved to tears, and his heart was full of excitement, uncomfortable and sweet, "Why are you?"

I couldn't cry so loudly that I couldn't speak.

But Wen Zhiyu knew what she wanted to say, he locked her eyes, his eyes were sharp, and he asked rhetorically: "If Tang Ci hadn't called me to tell me, would you never have told me?" If I don't come to you, will you never come to me? ”

Yu slowly bit his lip to relieve it, and then spoke: "I don't have the face to look for you." ”

Wen Zhiyu's eyes finally softened, and he took another step, slowly approaching her, until the breath of the two of them intertwined, and he stopped.

When he got closer, Yu slowly felt a little more realistic, "I didn't think you would wait for me I thought you had started a new life, so I just"

In fact, she almost couldn't control her crazy thoughts and thought about taking the initiative to contact him to save him, but his "no goodbye" lingered, so she lost all her courage.

Wen Zhiyu groaned for a moment, took off the scarf around his neck, and slowly wrapped it around her neck.

Yu slowly glanced at the scarf, the one he had given her in the first place, and her nose was sour again.

In fact, Wen Zhiyu's words at the beginning were just angry words.

It is no longer pointless to pursue the past.

The past five months have been enough to test the relationship between them.

He deeply understands that he has never forgotten her, and he has never thought of being with others.

Wen Zhiyu sighed helplessly and compromisedly, but fortunately, fortunately, it was only more than five months, not five years, not a lifetime.

Five months was enough time for him to calm down and make a thoughtful decision, and since she chose to repay Tang Ci, it was also incumbent on him.

He is a person who has always been from the beginning, and since he believes that there is no way back, he can only accept it gladly.

He has already prepared for the worst, if Tang Ci can't wake up for the rest of her life, she will lose her for the rest of her life, then he will wait for her for the rest of his life.

Wen Zhiyu's warm and dry big palm held her face, her face was warm, and her eyes were firm and solemn: "I don't wait for you, who am I waiting for?" ”

Yu's tears slowly slipped down again.

There were so many surprises he gave that she couldn't bear it.

Three love letters written on handkerchiefs, he remembers

- I don't wait for you, who waits for you.

- I don't wait for you, I wait for whom.

- You don't wait for me, I'll wait for you.

"Doctor Wen" The mist kept going up, and his eyes were hazy.

"Are you willing to let me die alone?" Wen Zhiyu asked.

Yu slowly and suddenly pretended to be mysterious, "Well, it seems"

"Huh?" The warning is full of meaning.

"Of course not." Yu looked at him slowly, his eyes full of smiles.

Wen Zhiyu's heart instantly fell back into his stomach, hooked his lips and smiled, but he still held the shelf: "Then don't you wear it obediently?" ”

Yu slowly fell obediently, stupid and stupid, and put the ring on his ring finger, as if he would regret it.

Then Wen Zhiyu hugged her waist, pulled her into his arms, and hugged her tightly.

"After wearing it, I will be my person in this life, if I run again"

"The next life, the next life, the next life will be your person!" Yu slowly has too much desire to survive.

The cat in his arms was not honest, and the person in his arms also provoked his heart, Wen Zhiyu stared at her for a few seconds, and then buckled the back of her head and kissed her lips deeply.

Lips and teeth are intertwined, and both of them are working hard to express their thoughts.

Their hearts were beating chaotically, and she felt his hot breath spray in her ears, and solemnly said the three words she had ever dreamed of hearing.

"I love you."