Chapter 027: My First Love Letter
That afternoon, Wu Lianzi suddenly asked for leave for some reason, and her position was always empty, which made me uneasy. I was also worried that my swollen face Wu Lianzi would ask the reason when she saw it, and made up another reason early.
Wu Lianzi knew that I didn't wrestle in physical education class. Who wants her to not show up all afternoon?
Not to mention listening to the lectures, even Brother Jun, I can't listen to some gossip they tell me. I didn't have any reason to worry about Wu Lianzi, wondering if she was sick, or if the car that sent her to school broke down, or if something happened at home......
I was reprimanded by my father several times because of this incident. Lying on the bed, I couldn't sleep for a long time after saying good night to Hao Junqi. Through worrying about Wu Lianzi, I remembered every scene of my childhood in the mountain village, and I didn't understand why Zhu Jinshan didn't send me news of Hao Junqi until now.
It's really a mystery. It's been four whole years, why hasn't anyone solved this mystery yet?
Will Hao Junqi have any accidents? Oh my god, by all means.
But who can guarantee that Hao Junqi didn't have an accident? There is no need for guarantees, Jiren has his own natural appearance.
Could it really be the retribution for trespassing on the Optimus Pillar? No way! The safety of my family is proof of this.
How could there be no news at all? It's like a stone sinking into the sea. Hao Junqi will pass on a little bit of news to me no matter what, she knows that I am in Hua'an. But Hua'an is so big, how can she pass it on? Without a detailed address, the letter could not be sent; There was already something that could hear the other person's voice from a long distance - a telephone, but she didn't know the phone number.
The worry about Hao Junqi suddenly overshadowed the worry about Wu Lianzi.
You must know that Wu Lianzi's situation will be known in more than ten hours, but Hao Junqi's situation will not be known when Ma Yue will know.
However, immediately the worries about Wu Lianzi overshadowed the worries about Hao Junqi.
Hao Junqi has been like this year and month, and worrying about it has been useless; And Wu Lianzi's absences from class in the afternoon were sudden—something big must have happened.
As soon as I entered the classroom the next day, I saw a slight scar on Wu Lianzi's face, and she apparently immediately noticed my unswollen face. We looked at each other and smiled.
Wu Lianzi seemed to smile reluctantly.
Naturally, we still communicate at the end of school.
"What's going on? Why didn't you come to school yesterday afternoon? And the corners of your mouth ......"
"My mom is sick. I paddled it myself. You see my fingernails are very long. Wu Lianzi stretched out her hand. Good slender fingers. Naturally upturned. White. Silky.
But the scar didn't look like a fingernail scratch. Also, why does Wu Lianzi look so haggard? A little swollen eye? Didn't you get a good night's sleep like me? You can't be thinking about me too, are you? Bah, Zheng Qihang, you are too ridiculous.
"I'm going to ask you more. What's on your face? Did anyone slap you? It's as if your brothers have been reconciled to you. ”
"Mm-hmm, it's reconciled. I told you that my brothers were angry and that they forgave me yesterday afternoon. I shrugged my shoulders. I wish Wu Lianzi could laugh at one, but she didn't. I continued, "My face, blame my grandfather, who took me on a bicycle and fell." Just a dog gnawing, that's it. ”
"Oh."
My lie was exposed that afternoon, and Wu Lianzi's lie was not exposed until six years later.
The big fat man is a person who can talk about nothing, how can he hide the words and deeds of the political and educational director when I ridicule him?
Naturally, everyone knows why my face is so swollen.
"Why lie to me? Are you afraid that I will feel guilty? Wu Lianzi's deep eyes stared at me, making me feel that I had done something wrong, "Isn't it okay for you to feel guilty about me for getting so many slaps?" ”
"Oh, that's not the case anymore." I kicked the pebbles under my feet. "Actually, it's nothing, it'll be fine in a few days."
"But they're too ruthless, how can anyone do this, brother? It's too heavy. If you look closely, you can see the marks on the palms of your hands. ”
That's true. When my grandmother or father asked, I always covered my face with my hands and pretended to be too cold.
Wu Lianzi looked too carefully.
"I can understand their feelings. You may not understand this. If they can accept me again, I think it's worth it. "I speak my mind.
"You're too fond of this affection. You also trust people too much. It's going to be a loss. Wu Lianzi sighed softly.
At that time, I thought that Wu Lianzi's sigh was completely because of my "ignorance", and I didn't see that she had a lot on her mind at all.
Next, Wu Lianzi's position was empty for another week. My heart was empty all day. My friends always tease me and make me angry. Actually, I can't tell you about my own state of mind.
I don't understand how all my attention could suddenly be focused on this person I've only known for a few days.
If I don't see Wu Lianzi coming in the morning, I will think that I will definitely come in the afternoon. In the afternoon, the seat was still empty, and he comforted himself that tomorrow, tomorrow, there would be someone in that seat.
I plucked up the courage to walk to the door of the head teacher's office again and again, wanting to find out what happened to Wu Lianzi.
In my opinion, Wu Lianzi must have asked the head teacher for leave if she didn't come to school for so many days. But time and time again, I came back in vain. I can't find a reason to ask about it.
It wasn't until the fifth day (I don't know how I spent these five days) that I found a very appropriate reason (as long as I wanted to find a reason, I could always find it) and asked the class teacher, but I didn't want the class teacher to say, "I don't know either." ”
It was a different time than today in the 21st century, and teachers did not have as much responsibility for their students as they do now.
Today's teachers may have to spend thousands of dollars on the slap of a student, and they will be criticized in a circular, not to mention that a student who has not been at school for five consecutive days can calmly say "I don't know".
Of course, at that time, teachers were not as convenient as they are now, and it was enough to know a phone call when there was something to do.
It took me seven days to be so sullen before Wu Lianzi appeared in class. However, my enthusiasm was extinguished by Wu Lianzi's cold face.
Wu Lianzi seemed to me as if she had changed into a different person, and she couldn't tell how cold she was.
You walk up to her and try to strike up a conversation with her, and she turns her back to talk to someone else.
At the end of the school day, you deliberately grind until the end, and she has already left the classroom with her school bag on her back.
Not to mention that they would turn their heads to look at me in class.
I was really depressed.
Wu Lianzi's return to the class (to be precise, it should be Wu Lianzi's transfer to this class), not only made the boys in our class excited, but also kept many boys in the grade awake at night, and even the senior students were attracted to her.
I still remember very clearly that junior high school student, tall and cool, with a cool hairstyle, often came to the window of our class to see Wu Lianzi. I felt very uncomfortable. I have a feeling that Wu Lianzi belongs to me, and others are not qualified to look at her like this.
Wu Lianzi didn't have any idea of this person before he disappeared for a week, and after returning to the class, Wu Lianzi's actions brought my emotions to a low point.
Because, Wu Lianzi was attracted by the appearance of that junior high school student!
As I said earlier, she doesn't look at me in class anymore, she doesn't tell me to go over the fence to buy anything in PE class, she leaves the classroom early after school instead of deliberately staying at the end of the school to walk out with me as she used to.
I was really lost. I suddenly felt that there was no point in doing anything, and there was an indescribable pain in my heart. I feel like my sky is always gray, there is no blue sky, no white clouds.
I don't know if that's what it feels like to be out of love.
One day, the junior high school student walked directly into our classroom and gave Wu Lianzi a very fashionable hat, Wu Lianzi's happy smile made me feel extremely depressed, and I felt that I should express my feelings to her. So I spent one night writing a letter to her.
I wrote in the letter: Hello, Wu Lianzi. You may never have dreamed that I would write this letter to you, but in fact, the idea came about a long time ago.
You know, I'm a very articulate person, so I show you my affection in this way. Although our acquaintance is not legendary, it still leaves a deep impression on everyone anyway.
You know, that's when I'm happiest. I'm going to be thrilled with what you do.
Do you know how I spent the seven days you "disappeared"? I'm restless, I don't eat anything, I can't sleep at night, I'm in a trance all day, and I'm always worried about if something is wrong with you.
But later, when you returned to class, I felt that your attention was suddenly focused on the kid in the third year of junior high school, completely ignoring my feelings.
I really can't stand it anymore, and I have a feeling of suffocation all the time, so I made up my mind to write this letter to you, so you know what I think, so please forgive me for being abrupt.
What I'm going to tell you is that I like you a lot. I don't need to know your feelings, all I have to do is express my affection to you.
But I'm worried about whether you're going to alienate me further because of my letter. Really, please don't alienate me anymore.
Do you know? Now all I care about most is you.
I delivered this letter after the bell rang. After sending the letter, I sat in my seat, and I was nervous.
What worries me the most is that Wu Lianzi will tear up the love letter I wrote on the spot. I knew that if she did, I would have no hope at all.
As a result, what makes me happy is that Wu Lianzi did not take any action at all. I couldn't be happier. yes, is there anything happier in the world than this? Really, I can describe the mood with my heart.
However, I never dreamed that Wu Lianzi would make the next move. She suddenly stood up from her position after the teacher finished her lesson. "Teacher, there is a classmate here who wrote me a love letter. I don't know what to do with it, so I'll give it to you. ”
The class was in an uproar.
That teacher happens to be the homeroom teacher!