Qi Zhengzhe took my hand until the door of the classroom and didn't let go, and he didn't say a word from beginning to end.

I walked into the classroom to get my school bag. The classroom was empty, and the desks were neatly arranged. Li Zheng's schoolbag is still on the table.

I deliberately slowly arranged my school bag, notebook, book, pen, eraser, and put them into my school bag one by one. I hope that Li Zheng will return to the classroom in time, go back to the classroom to get his school bag, and then go home and change clothes as soon as possible. No matter how good your body is in the rain for a long time, you can't bear it.

The curved back made my heart ache a little.

Li Zheng did not appear.

I had no choice but to gently close the classroom door and walk out of the classroom. Qi Zhengzhe reached out to take my hand, and I didn't refuse. His silence also scared me a little.

Walking out of the school gate, I saw the familiar Jianshe motorcycle parked on the side of the road, the raindrops falling from the gap in the leaves of the camphor tree dripping on the motorcycle, and a red poncho covering the motorcycle.

I looked back at the school gate.

"If you're still worried about that stinky boy, then I'll send you back." Qi Zhengzhe, who had not spoken, spoke. He unloaded the poncho from his motorcycle and shook off the rain from the poncho.

"You've misunderstood me." I held my umbrella above Qi Zhengzhe.

"I misunderstood you? Write homework, go to the playground on a date, and say I misunderstood you? ”

There was also no one on the entire street in front of the school.

"It was Li Zheng who told me to talk about things. Don't you remember? On the sandbank, you also misunderstood me once. "I feel very aggrieved.

"Please, I'm not that forgetful." Qi Zhengzhe put the poncho on him, and his head came out of the poncho.

Everyone believes in his own eyes. The so-called "hearing is false, seeing is believing".

"Don't you want to hear me explain?" Bean-sized raindrops make a crisp sound on the umbrella.

"I trusted your explanation last time."

"But you don't believe it anymore this time, do you?" After I said this, I shook off Qi Zhengzhe and walked forward. A few new green camphor leaves flutter in the air.

The camphor trees on both sides of the road have lost all their old leaves and replaced them with goose yellow, light green, and tender new leaves, which are full of life.

It's just that the rain has made their edges a little more restricted.

"What are you doing, Hao Junqi?" Qi Zhengzhe shouted.

I kept going. There are countless young green leaves of all sizes lying on the road. There are also a few old dark red leaves.

Behind me came the sound of a motorcycle starting.

I kept going.

Qi Zhengzhe chased me on a motorcycle, stopped the car, and said, "Get in the car." ”

I dodged his car.

I can't give in so easily. I told myself that this time I had to be a little wayward.

Speaking of willfulness, I feel sad from my heart. Because, Qi Zhengzhe is the only person I can behave willfully in front of him.

I can't be willful in front of my father, who has always been silent and gloomy; In front of my uncles and aunts, I can't be willful; I can't be willful in front of my classmates and teachers.

But, brother, do you know? There are always times when girls are willful. A girl always has to have someone to make her willful.

So, besides Qi Zhengzhe, who else can I be willful in front of?

So, that evening, I walked all the way down the street in front of the school without stopping.

Of course, I ended up on Qi Zhengzhe's motorcycle. If you want to walk, it takes half an hour to walk briskly from school to my aunt's house. I can't let my father, my uncles and aunts worry like I did last time.

However, before compromise, it was Qi Zhengzhe who gave me the stairs, and he retracted what he said - saying that I wrote my homework and went to the playground to go on a date.

……

That night, my father drank a glass of wine with his uncle because he was tired during the day, and went to bed early.

Originally, my father would stay with me for about an hour every night, lying on the old washed and whitish wooden recliner of the Qi family, doing nothing but watching me do my homework.

My father couldn't help me with anything in my studies, but as long as he was by my side, my heart was at peace.

My father would sometimes go to sleep, but when I woke him up and told him to go to his room to sleep, he wouldn't agree, he would always say, "Sit again, sit again." ”

It was as if he were saying it to me, and it was as if he were saying it to himself.

However, my father lay in the chaise longue more often than not, in contemplation. When I was tired of doing my homework, or I couldn't find a solution to a problem after pondering for a long time, and I was about to talk to my father, I would find that my father was staring blankly at the floor (the roof of Qi Zhengzhe's bungalow was made of wooden planks), and his eyes did not blink.

I guess my father's thoughts in this state must have drifted back to his hometown. I have lived for 13 years, and I often miss everything in my hometown, and how can my father, who has lived for nearly 40 years, not miss it? It's just that I don't say it, and he doesn't say it either.

Therefore, in this state, I can't bear to alarm him and force myself to continue working on the questions.

It was always restless for me to sit alone in my room that night.

But it's not because my father wasn't around.

I know I'm worried about Li Zheng. Li Zheng fell to his knees in despair, bending his back into a circle, whether he could withstand the blow as a young man - I left resolutely anyway.

Although it was May, it rained and the temperature was still relatively low. How long will Li Zheng be in the rain? He has been drenched in rain for nearly half an hour, and if he is still stubborn for half an hour, he will definitely catch a cold and get sick.

He originally hated the world more than he liked it, how would he view the people and things around him?

I'm still uneasy because of Qi Zhengzhe. Qi Zhengzhe was forced by my willfulness to retract what he said, but it doesn't mean that he won't think so. The fact that he was so dull during the whole dinner showed that he still had a knot in his heart. I wondered if I should tell him the truth.

Li Zheng's words, I should also think about it. It's been more than four years. Qi Zhengzhe sent me to and from school for more than four years. I never felt strange, I never felt inappropriate, I accepted this fact with peace of mind, and enjoyed his kindness to me.

But there is one thing Li Zheng said wrongly, I don't have any expectations for Qi Zhengzhe, but can you ensure that Qi Zhengzhe has no expectations for me? Although he is not my own brother and is more like my own brother, there is no blood relationship in his blood after all.

There is also a point of confusion, Qi Zhengzhe said that it was Qi Zhengli who told him that I was in the playground, and he ran over to look for me. Qi Zhengli and Qi Zhengzhe couldn't say a word for a day, how could he tell Qi Zhengzhe about such a thing?

What puzzles me even more is that at this time, Qi Zhengli has already left the school, why is he still dangling in the aisle of the office building?

There was no answer, and no one told me the answer.

Later, I picked up the diary and wrote down my private feelings in the diary.

Brother, I always have to ask you for help whenever this happens. In my diary I'll ask you to say to me, "Kiki, brother gives you ideas. That Li Zheng, just like you think, broke his thoughts. The more you give him hope, the more it hurts him. Put the real situation and Qi Zhengzhe said. Don't let him get misunderstood. ”

That's how I decided.

The next day, I was going to find an opportunity to "confess" to Qi Zhengzhe before going to school, but Qi Zhengzhe kept his face black, making me stop talking. His eyes were swollen and swollen, giving the impression that he hadn't slept well all night. He rode the bike as fast as I could, I pounded him on the back, and he was still the same.

At the school gate I waved goodbye to him as usual, and he didn't give me a smile as usual, turned the motorcycle and left.

I was depressed.

Li Zheng was late for class. The empty seat in his morning reading class made me think about it. Fortunately, he rushed to the classroom in the first class, and his messy thoughts about his cold and fever, too frustrated and not coming to school were all ruled out. It's just that as soon as he appeared at the door of the classroom, he quickly looked at me and made me unable to avoid it.

But in the fourth class, he was missing. It happens to be the class teacher's class. The head teacher asked the class leader to show that even the head teacher did not know where he was.

I chuckled inwardly.

"That's not the style of a class celebrity."

The head teacher's words amused everyone.

Once Li Zheng was fighting with his classmates, and when the head teacher criticized him, he popped up with a sentence: If you want to be a celebrity in the class, don't act like this. Since then, Li Zheng has had a nickname - class celebrity - everyone used to call him "Lizheng".

It is indeed the same, Li Zheng often has conflicts with his classmates because of his temper, but he never misses class.

Where will Li Zheng go?

If you don't ask for leave, where will Li Zheng go?

The bag is still in the drawer, where will he go?

After school, Li Zheng still didn't go back to the classroom, and Rao Xiaocan wanted to take my hand and walk with him, so I couldn't stay longer.

Qi Zhengzhe waited at the school gate early.

Speaking of Qi Zhengzhe picking me up and going to school, brother, I want to interrupt my narrative and interject a sentence. In those days, there were very few parents who took their children to and from school. And he is the only one in a huge school like Qi Zhengzhe who waits at the school gate regardless of the weather, rain or thunder.

But he was riding a rare motorcycle.

Therefore, it is impossible for Qi Zhengzhe not to become a landscape. As I sat down on his motorcycle, he "roared" past the chattering boys and girls, and it was impossible for him not to be the focus of the girls' conversation.

Li Zheng actually stood with Qi Zhengzhe!

Needless to say, Li Zheng skipped class in this class in order to wait for Qi Zhengzhe at the school gate.

Needless to say, they have already talked about it.

When I walked up to them, Li Zheng's eyes were extremely complicated, but he didn't say anything and walked in the direction of the school.

Qi Zhengzhe is much more cheerful.

So the speed of going back is twice as slow as in the morning.

"What are you looking for? He didn't go to class. I said.

"He came to tell me about your affairs." Qi Zhengzhe turned his head.

"What's going on between us? Didn't I tell you? I'm fine with him. ”

"Now I believe it, because Li Zheng is in pain, and he said that you rejected him." Qi Zhengzhe looks like a villain.

"Then what is he looking for you? Could it be that you will be asked to do my ideological work? ”

"Hahahaha." Qi Zhengzhe suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I think this Li Zheng is too ridiculous. Oh, it's carried away by love. Do you know what he's looking for me? He told me not to take you to and from school! I really laughed at it. ”

"Don't laugh, we'll be glorious together." I reminded Qi Zhengzhe.

But I didn't find it funny at all. Li Zheng came to Qi Zhengzhe, doesn't it mean that he hasn't put this matter down yet?

"Rest assured. What's the matter with my super slow speed? ”

"How do you tell him?"

"I said it was my duty to take you to and from school. Guess how he reacted? He said, what bullshit obligation? The weasel greets the chickens for the New Year - uneasy and kind. I said, Kiki, is there something wrong with this person? He is not tall, but he has such a big temper. ”

"He's been through something." I say.

"It doesn't matter what he has experienced, in the future, you will have less contact with this kind of person."