Xu Mo's hand that I grabbed in my hand had been unconsciously allowing me to grasp it, and now she grabbed my finger in turn and responded to me forcefully, "If what you say is true, I will understand you." ”

"Thank you, Xu Mo, thank you. One more point. I said.

"What else?"

"After the last blind date, I finally mustered up the courage to go to the doctor. The old Chinese medicine doctor gave me confidence. It is with this confidence that I dare to respond in this regard. "I put the lie in the last touch, because I have to give Xu Mo a little hope.

"It seems that this is also one of the important factors."

"Yes. As a doctor, I know the importance of the fighting power of the male flower to maintain the relationship between husband and wife. It's even the core factor that keeps the family together, so how dare I respond if there is no chance of recovery? ”

"Don't say it again, I already believe your words," Xu Mo snorted, shaking my hand harder, "Let's sleep." ”

"Okay." I say.

"It's also the most special wedding night." Xu Mo laughed at himself.

"Huh." I laughed awkwardly.

We both lay down, but our hands were not separated.

The white moonlight came in through the window, cold and misty. Occasionally, a man's cough could be heard.

I didn't feel the slightest bit sleepy.

This day is about to pass away and it is a very unusual day in the course of my life.

On the good day of my wedding, God asked Hao Junqi to approach me in a unique form of "not seeing the person, only hearing the voice". I believe Zhu Jinshan's feeling is right. For so many years, so many days, God has completely closed off Hao Junqi's news, why do you want to reveal a little bit to me today?

Is that any sign of this?

Judging from the promise that God had always made when I was thirteen years old, it must have been my marriage that caused its worries, and it was it that revealed the news of Hao Junqi to me.

However, isn't it a flesh ring? As long as there is a supernatural presence, it has nothing to worry about.

Also, why does it only reveal this? I left the wedding hall and ran to Yangjiang, so sincere, so eager, it didn't even let me experience this at all.

It also tormented me with "accident", so that the wedding that had been postponed could not be completed in everyone's blessing.

I was in such a reverie.

"This ......" After a long while, Xu Mo moved. It turned out that Xu Mo couldn't sleep just like me.

Xu Mo is really weird if he can sleep.

"Haven't you fallen asleep yet?" I responded.

"That's it...... I still have a doubt. ”

"Say it."

"How could your flowers lose their combat effectiveness?" Xu Mo said.

We have to get back to that.

"Do you know about hand touch?" I asked. If you want to be "safe and sound" in the future, you have to tell the lie more truthfully than the truth. It's a quote, an absolute quote.

"Of course I do. Our Female ...... Actually, sometimes. What, is your condition related to hand touch? ”

"You may not have read reports on this, frequent hand touch, people who are overly addicted to hand touch will cause a great decrease in the combat effectiveness of flowers, or even a loss." I'm exaggerating.

"There seems to be such a report."

"It's not like, it's real." I say.

"But you, a doctor, know better the dangers of hand touch, so why do you still indulge in it?" Xu Mo asked softly.

"It has something to do with my special experience. By the time I became a doctor, I had been touching my hands for more than ten years. ”

"What special experience did you have? Is it against your parents? You said earlier that you studied in a rural middle school in junior high school and a railway middle school in high school. ”

"A person who is always in a state of depression likes to indulge in the world of hand touch. Because, on another level, hand touch is actually a kind of emotional catharsis. I said.

"I want to hear about it."

"I've had a hard time," I thought about how to relate the "misfortunes" I had experienced to hand touch, "When I was in my second year of junior high school, my love letter to a girl was pasted on the wall, and I remember that it was after this incident that I had my first hand touch experience. ”

"And then?"

"Later, I was framed by three close friends, and one of them wounded me with a knife when I was in trouble, which led to my expulsion from school, and I went to study in the countryside. In the countryside, I was always bullied by the gangsters there. "I remembered the Jiang Shixiong who threw me into Jiang Jiatang.

"I am depressed in my chest, and I can't vent it, so I put my feelings on my hands." Xu Mo said. Xu Mo is worthy of being a high school teacher with high language literacy.

"I studied hard, and I could have been admitted to Hua'an No. 1 Middle School in the high school entrance examination, but I was sentenced to zero points in one subject because I showed the test papers to the candidates in front of me, so I went to Railway Middle School." I can't help but think of Wu Lianzi again - Wu Lianzi who makes me worry a lot.

"Why do you want to show people?"

"That person is the one who put my love letter on the wall, my first love. She begged me bitterly. "How hot Wu Lianzi was at that time.

"God, isn't this a sin?" Xu Mo sighed.

"I studied hard for three years in the Railway Middle School," I continued, "and when I was at my best, I was ranked in the top five in Hua'an No. 2 Middle School and in the top 10 in Hua'an No. 1 Middle School." ”

"Didn't you say you were studying at the Railroad Middle School?"

"Rankings at the time of the joint entrance examination."

"Oh. The result? ”

"The school originally planned to give me the provincial 'three good students' index, but temporarily gave it to a very beautiful girl." I say.

"You don't need any indicators. But you were greatly affected by this, and you didn't do well in the college entrance examination, right? "Xu Mo understands me more and more.

"Yes, I almost didn't even get into the provincial medical school. Strictly speaking, I didn't get in, and I didn't go to study until the admission score was lowered. I studied in the repeating class of Hua'an No. 2 Middle School for three days. ”

"What kind of pretty girl can steal your indicators?" Xu Mo was full of interest.

"She fought selflessly with the principal in the principal's office to steal my indicators." I know that only the more truthful the revelations, the more Xu Mo will believe my narrative.

"Do you mean to do that? Such a girl ahead of her time? ”

"Plus such a despicable headmaster." I said, "And this girl is still the girl in front of me." ”

"Wu Lianzi? Is she from the same school as you? Xu Mo asked.

"Yes. And also in the same class as me. ”

"I was so depressed that I had to vent."

"So, for a while, I would flip the petals of my flowers almost every night and let the juice of the flowers gush every night."

"That's what you call indulgence."

"Because, only at this moment can I forget everything, I can forget reality." I say.

"You're really too depressed." Xu Mo said sincerely.

"Actually, when I was about the third year of high school, I already felt that its ability had dropped considerably," I continued to use my imagination, "because, at the beginning of the hand touch, you always look forward to the arrival of the gushing moment, and in the freshman year, three times five divided by two, and it is done." ”

"And then?"

"Later?" I paused, "By the time I was a freshman, my flowers were already so fragile that I could barely feel that agitation anymore. It looks vigorous on the surface, you plan to play a good game with longing, and you plan to experience the comfort of sweeping the whole body brought by the selfless movement, but you don't want to, you only have a few moments, but the juice stored in the body of the flower is gushing in a hurry. ”

"At this time, it is completely opposite to the original mood," I continued, "you were expecting a gushing, but now you want to suppress the gushing, but the feeling of wanting to gush comes unexpectedly, without the slightest warning, without a little prompt, it is too late for you to suppress it, and you will not be able to pull it back even if you have thousands of troops." ”

"And later?" Xu Mo said. In the silence of the night, Xu Mo's voice sounded strange.

"From a medical point of view, this stage is actually the stage of easy gushing, and if you can take good care of it at this stage, you will not lose your ability." I say.

"Then why don't you take care of it?" Xu Mo said regretfully.

"But at this time, I can't take care of it," I continued to imagine based on the medical knowledge I had learned, "Studying medicine has made me know the seriousness of the fragility of flowers, so I try not to touch them as much as possible, because I want to preserve the fighting power of flowers." However, at this time, can you imagine it? It's out of your control. If you don't touch it for two or three days, the juice will gush out in your dreams. You try desperately to suppress, suppress, but it still gushes desperately. At this time, you wake up and realize that it is a dream, but when you touch it with your hand, the wet sticky feeling makes you understand that the dream is real. ”

So, "I continued my guidance," I had psychological pressure and mental burden. These two factors are the most important factors that contribute to the complete inactivation of the flowers. Do you remember when I said I was spiritual? ”

"I remember, one is the organic type, the other is the spiritual type, and you said you were the spiritual type." Xu Mo said. "That's it, slowly, you don't have combat effectiveness?"

"Pretty much. So I didn't have the idea of getting married and starting a family, and I didn't know that my parents would put so much pressure on me," I sighed heavily, "and that's one of the reasons why my flowers died down." They forced me to go on a blind date, which naturally increased my psychological pressure and mental burden, and after the burden of these two aspects increased, there would be a kind of worry. ”

"Worried? Do you deduce from this the various conflicts between husband and wife caused by the loss of combat effectiveness? and even divorced because of this. ”

"I'm worried about my problems being exposed because of the divorce. You know, this problem is the most unbearable problem for men. I said, "And the old Chinese medicine doctor said that worry, long-term worry, is the bane of the loss of the flower's combat effectiveness." ”

"Makes sense."

"In fact, even if it is a woman, if she worries for a long time, it will cause a woman's flowers to lose their combat effectiveness. You should understand that there are many such women around us. ”

"There is such a woman." Xu Mo said.