I sat on the couch for nearly half an hour that night before I walked into my bedroom. What should be faced is still to be faced.

The key is how to deal with it.

It's impossible to tell it all at once. If this is the case, the marriage will be tied and the divorce will be imminent. It's no wonder that my father's heart doesn't burst. Today's wedding banquet has taken my father out of breath.

I think of reports about hand touch, and there are many reports that men who are too obsessed with hand touch lose their "combat effectiveness". Looking for and waiting for Hao Junqi, I can't say it to Xu Mo, and Xu Mo won't believe it when the convex ring spirit says, so I can only play the sad role of a man who has lost his combat effectiveness.

Appearing in front of Xu Mo with such a role is a big blow to Xu Mo, but it is better than "and discernment". I just feel that I owe Xu Mo even more in this way. However, isn't this also forced helplessness?

set up this trap, Xu Mo walked in, and she could only become a victim.

Either let the father's heart burst, or let a woman become a victim. It's been a matter of choice.

You don't want your father's heart to burst, you have to make a woman a victim of that.

However, even after thinking about it, I was still a little apprehensive when I walked into the bedroom. I couldn't have predicted how the storyline would play out.

Turning on the light, I saw Xu Mo asleep with his face facing inside. Her legs were slightly bent. The moment I turned on the light, her body moved slightly.

Everything in the bedroom is new. It's a so-called new house. The beds, bedding, pillows, and wardrobes are all brand new. The bright red color of the futon is festive, and now, for me, it has become a kind of irony.

Xu Mo shouldn't have fallen asleep.

It stands to reason that she shouldn't have fallen asleep.

I turned off the lights, went to bed, and gently slept beside Xu Mo. I lay motionless for a while. The air seemed to freeze, quiet and terrifying. But I knew I had to take the initiative to break the deadlock.

I coughed.

"Haven't you fallen asleep yet?"

Xu Mo remained motionless.

"You're not still angry, are you?"

Xu Mo remained motionless.

"You don't want that. Today is a day of great joy for both of us. ”

Perhaps it was the words "happy day" that stimulated Xu Mo, Xu Mo turned around and sat up suddenly.

"You also know that today is a big day?! What do you see you did on the day of the great joy? What embarrassing scene are you putting me in? Did you think about my feelings when you fled the wedding scene? Xu Mo scolded loudly.

I knew that as long as Xu Moken spoke, the deadlock would be broken.

"Say what to escape? I don't call it an escape. What am I doing in Yangjiang, haven't I explained it to you? I sat up and leaned back on the bed.

"The devil believes? What is more important than our marriage? Xu Mo said.

"Alright. For example, if a student in your class is knocked out in a fight with a classmate, and the class leader informs you, do you want to rush to school? "I'll use Xu Mo's profession as an analogy.

"Students are on vacation, and there is no one in the class." Xu Mo's mood has obviously improved.

"I mean hypothetical. If there is no holiday today, if today is a normal class day, and there is a sudden change in your class, and your student calls you to inform you, you can't get over? ”

"I don't know."

"You're definitely going to pass. Your sense of responsibility will push you to pass. I said.

"How can there be such a coincidence?" Xu Mo said.

"There are many coincidences in the world. The world was originally made up of a lot of coincidences. There is no coincidence, where so much sorrow, joy, pain, and joy comes from. ”

"Don't tell me big things."

"I'm not telling the truth, I'm trying to make you believe me. Being a doctor is as great a responsibility as being a teacher, and the responsibility of us surgeons is even greater, because we are concerned about the life and death of patients. I said.

"Okay, I got it."

"So you believe me?" I asked.

"I don't believe what? But you have to know how much I have been wronged, and how much face my parents have lost because of this? ”

"I know. I'm sorry, though, Xu Mo. I said.

"What's the matter?"

"There's one more thing that makes you even more aggrieved. That's what I can't stand for you the most. "I turned on the wall lamp.

Xu Mo wears a white nightdress, white jade arms, and a low neckline, all of which make you breathe faster. The tear stains on her face were far from matching the festive atmosphere of the room.

"What's the matter? Why are you turning on the lights? Xu Mo was surprised.

I turned the wall lamp off again. The strong light of the wall lamps irritates the human eye. I wanted to turn off the lights right away. I don't want my first desire to be aroused.

"I ...... Actually, it's a sick man. I snorted. I really don't know how to speak.

"Sick? What disease? How come I haven't heard? ”

"I, what do you say? This disease is not visible to others. As long as I don't say it, no one knows, not even my parents. "I think about how to organize the language.

"What's that?" Xu Mo's voice sounded a little strange.

"Yes...... I will not be able to support it, it is my flowers that have lost their fighting ability. ”

"What? Your flowers have lost their combat effectiveness? Xu Mohua's face was pale, "You mean you-can't?" ”

"Yes, not at all." I said in a low voice.

"Then why are you still looking for me? Still married to me? Xu Mo almost screamed.

"Keep your voice down. Be quieter. ”

"You're lying to me, aren't you? You must be lying to me. You are a doctor, how can your flowers not be combative? Xu Mo grabbed one of my hands.

"I didn't lie to you, what I said was true." I gently withdrew my hand from Xu Mo's hand, "I'm really sorry. ”

"It's because you don't love me at all that you're lying to me like that, aren't you? It has to be so, right? Xu Mo's eyes widened.

"I have feelings for you," I said in a deceitful way, "or I wouldn't have married you." I just want you to give me some time. ”

"Give you time?" Xu Mo didn't understand the meaning of my words for a while.

"Because I'm in therapy." I thought about how to further stabilize Xu Mo's emotions.

"Treatment? Is what you say true? Xu Mo asked.

"The doctor who treated me said that if I want to recover completely, it will take two years of treatment, and in these two years, I can't do it reluctantly." I continue to make up lies. Two years, give me two more years, Hao Junqi will appear anyway; After two years of peace, maybe my father's heart function has also recovered.

Xu Mo didn't speak.

There was an instant silence in the room. I don't know what Xu Mo was thinking.

"Where did you find the doctor?" About two or three minutes later, Xu Mo asked.

"The Second Affiliated Hospital of the Provincial Province is the hospital where I interned. An old Chinese medicine doctor. ”

"Then you are taking Chinese medicine, why haven't I seen you decoction Chinese medicine?"

"He prescribed me a kind of medicinal powder, which I took with boiling water. The medicine powder was placed in Yangjiang, but I didn't dare to put it in Hua'an. I said.

"Is it really possible to recover in two years?"

"The old Chinese medicine doctor is very confident," I said, "because my condition is not organic, as long as I don't contact women for two years and keep taking medicine, he says that he can fully recover." ”

"What is organic?"

"Oh, organic is a medical term. You know I'm studying medicine," I explained, "and in layman's terms, it's my flowers that are good and unharmed. I am spiritual. So, it can be treated with medication. Especially not to stimulate it anymore. ”

"Incredible." Xu Mo was skeptical.

I took the initiative to grab Xu Mo's hand in my hand, "I'm sorry, Xu Mo, it stands to reason that in this case, I can't get married, and I can't contact the opposite sex, because, as long as I get married, it will inevitably stimulate it." ”

"Then why are you still on a blind date with me?" Xu Mo let me grab her hand without any warm movements.

"Because of my dad's heart. My dad's heart is very bad, his heart is as fragile as my flowers, and he can't stand any stimulation. ”

"Does it have anything to do with your marriage?" Xu Mo raised the decibels.

"My parents have been urging me to get married for two or three years," I continued to recount in that low tone, "forcing me to go on blind dates everywhere." You may not know that I studied late and left a grade, and I will be 25 years old after graduation. My father has a bad heart, so he naturally wants me to get married early, not to mention that I am not early at all. ”

"I seem to have heard that your father's heart disease was triggered by your insistence on going to Yangjiang to work."

"Yes."

"Why do you have to go to Yangjiang to work?" Xu Mo asked.

"W-do you want to say this?" I say.

"Of course. And it should also be emphasized. ”

"Do you suspect that I have a woman in Yangjiang?" I smiled wryly.

"I didn't mean that."

"Because I don't want to be with my parents," I said, "and if you ask me, you know that I'm rebellious, and I've been at odds with my parents, especially my father, since I was a child. You see, I am from Hua'an, I studied in a rural middle school in junior high school, my parents were teachers in Hua'an No. 2 Middle School, but I studied in railway middle school in high school. ”

"Then why did you choose to go to Yangjiang?"

"Because I was born in Yangjiang."

"Oh."

Then there was silence.

"Including this year, I've been on a blind date for three years," I took the initiative to speak, "not once, except with you." My parents said that I don't speak, I don't take the initiative, they don't know that the real reason is my flower, and I don't have the confidence and courage to get married. If you get married, you have to get divorced. ”

Xu Mo didn't answer me.

"You must be saying in your heart, then how did you have the courage to marry me?" I continued, "There are two reasons, one is that my father can't wait any longer. When I failed on a blind date, his heart became a little more fragile. If I don't grant his wish, his heart will burst at any moment. Then I'm really too unfilial. ”

"And what about the second point?" Xu Mo spoke.

"Naturally, I fell in love with you." I could only say this against my will, "You know, we had contact once or twice before my parents arranged for us to go on a blind date, and in my father's office, you were in a relationship. ”

"I know."

"You made a good impression on me at that time."

"Hmph."

"I'm not lying to you," I said, "and this impression and feeling between men and women is necessary, so I cherish it when we come into contact formally." Actually, from the perspective of my condition, it is not suitable. The old Chinese medicine doctor repeatedly told me not to fall in love or get married in the past two years. ”

"But your father's illness doesn't allow it, and you want to grasp this marriage." Xu Mo said.

"Yes," I agreed, "so I took the risk." I'm betting that you'll understand me and give me time. I think if you really love someone, you will understand someone. I firmly believe that you can understand me and give me time. ”