Chapter 202: Wu Lianzi's Diary (1)
The Wu Lianzi incident lasted for more than a month.
The police officers of the Jinlu Police Station handled the case very neatly, and arrested Brother Wang that night. Next, evidence collection, trial, and sentencing were carried out step by step in an orderly manner, and finally Brother Wang was sentenced to a suspended death sentence by the Intermediate People's Court.
Of course, among them, Brother Wang's family has done a lot of "work", whether it is with the police station or with the judges in the court. There is no doubt that what they have done the most is to "communicate and exchange" with Wu Lianzi's parents.
One thing is for sure, Brother Wang's family went bankrupt because of this.
Because of this opportunity, I met Wu Lianzi's divorced father and her mother, who had picked up Wu Lianzi for three years at the Railway Middle School. I was slapped by this mother for the "five big and three coarse" things.
A father is honest and weak, and a man who is not yet fifty years old has gray temples, and when he sees the judge, his black cheeks are flushed, and he can't say a word for a long time.
The mother was the opposite, her daughter was dead, her lips were still red, her eyebrows were still thinly cut, and she looked a decade younger than her father. She was loud and spicy, arguing with Brother Wang's family, making trouble at the police station, and crying in the courthouse. It is also thanks to this mother, the police station and the court did not dare to bend the law too much, so that Brother Wang lost his lifelong freedom and received a large amount of compensation.
I suspect that 30% of this large compensation may not go to the father's door.
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There is no need to repeat how sad we are in our hearts because of the loss of Wu Lianzi. Needless to say, everyone was quite surprised by Wu Lianzi's "righteousness" behavior, so they speculated about her feelings for me in every possible way.
Therefore, Cao Shuigen's heart is the most complicated, and therefore the most painful.
He may have seen the true purpose of Wu Lianzi's relationship with him, and thus understood Wu Lianzi's attitude towards him.
Wu Lianzi's diary hidden at the bottom of the box was handed over to me by her classmate Yang Cailian. On the night of the accident, Yang Cailian and her homeroom teacher rushed to the accident site, I told her Wu Lianzi's original words, and she promised to put away the diary and then hand it over to me when she sorted out Wu Lianzi's relics.
It is a soft-cover copy. Because of the long time, the soft leather paper has turned slightly yellow. Part of the original diary written with a ballpoint pen has become a little divergent, as if it had been soaked in water.
Wu Lianzi's mood was all written in the diary.
The diary lasted for more than five years, recounting some episodes of her life in junior high school and high school, and recording her emotional journey during this period.
I would like to excerpt some of the contents of the diary as follows:
September 3, 1984
No matter how much the father pleaded, the mother divorced the father.
I gave it to my mother. So I followed my mother to the house of the man in Hua'an who my mother called me uncle, and I was transferred from my hometown to Hua'an No. 4 Middle School.
When I arrived at my uncle's house, I understood why my mother would go to great lengths to abandon my father.
My mother was interested in my uncle's comfortable living conditions. In such a crowded and bustling urban area, this person I call my uncle can have a villa of more than 300 square meters including the yard.
Living in this villa, I realized the meaning of "luxury".
Moreover, as soon as her mother moved in, her uncle bought her a car. I don't even know when my mother learned to drive a car, let alone when she got her driver's license.
So, when my mother said she would take me to school in a car, I didn't dare to sit there.
On this day I realized that the person I really hated should not be my uncle, but my own mother. It was her vanity, her greed, her materialism, that undermined the integrity of the family.
September 4, 1984
Today is my first day of transfer to Hua'an No. 4 Middle School.
I didn't want to experience a "legend" on the first day, a person named Zheng Qihang mistook me for his childhood friend, and I was full of ugliness in class, and I was even called a parent by the head teacher.
It's a very stubborn boy. Even when his parents arrived at school, he had not yet realized his mistake.
But for some reason, I had a crush on him.
In the afternoon physical education class, it was hot, and I was thirsty with a few female classmates I had first met, so I wanted to go to the small shop to buy a few popsicles, and take the opportunity to "envelop" these female classmates. I happened to see Zheng Qihang lingering on the steps of the playground, so I went to him for help. If you want to buy some food during class, you have to secretly climb over the fence and go out of the school to buy it. There are no small shops in the school.
Zheng Qihang happily agreed.
But I didn't know that he was giving his brothers a "wind" at the time. When he was out of school, the leaders of the Political and Educational Department arrested his brother who was hiding in the toilet and smoking. His brothers hated Zheng Qihang to death because of this.
I feel very sorry for him.
September 7, 1984
Today is my fourth day of transfer to Hua'an No. 4 Middle School.
After school at noon, I stayed at the end as usual and walked out of the campus with Zheng Qihang. Zheng Qihang's brothers almost didn't associate with him anymore, and I could see that Zheng Qihang valued their relationship very much, but he didn't regret buying popsicles for me because of this.
I'm happy about it.
When I walked to the campus gate, I didn't see my mother's car, my uncle was sitting in his car and waving to me. It was my mother who had something to do and went back to the countryside. So I got in my uncle's car and went home.
Everything is as usual. Aunt Cook Rice treats us to eat well, washes the dishes and chopsticks and goes home as usual. I went into my bedroom to take a lunch break as usual.
In a daze, I felt like someone was pressing on me and I couldn't breathe. I opened my eyes and found that it was uncle!
I immediately understood what was going on.
I struggled.
This dog-like thing would be insulting to me, which I never dreamed of. A panic was overwhelming.
I struggled, and I didn't let up, until I finally got an opportunity to escape from the beast's clutches. Then I opened the gate and fled into the courtyard. Then fled from the yard to the street.
I continued to run wild on the street for a while, until my legs went weak and I no longer had the strength to stop.
Actually, it's not that I don't know, as long as I escape to the yard, I'm already safe. The problem is that the fear hasn't gone away. There was a thought in my heart: the farther you run, the better.
There is a constant flow of traffic on the streets and people on the sidewalks. Standing under the camphor tree on the side of the road, I felt like duckweed, and I didn't know where I was going.
yes, a very harsh reality is, what do I do next? There's no way I'm going back to that villa, it's not my home in the first place.
So where do I go? If I don't go back to the villa, then I will lose the support of living in Hua'an.
It occurred to me that I would go back to my hometown, to my father's side, and to go back to my hometown to study in middle school.
There is nothing to hesitate about. This is the best way to get rid of the clutches.
I immediately reached for a tricycle.
But just as I was about to step on the tricycle, a big hand suddenly grabbed my hand.
It's the brute. He caught up with me at some point.
He confessed to me with tears, and even slapped himself in the street, repeatedly saying that he was a beast and a ghost, so he was confused. He asked me to forgive him.
He went on to say that if I don't forgive him and don't go home, then my mother will know about it and my mother will leave him. He said that he loved my mother, that he and my mother had gone through a lot of hardships to get together, and that he could not afford to lose my mother.
Anyway, that brute said many, many things that he regretted, and I naively believed his nonsense. If you want to talk about ghosts, I'm the one who really knows the ghosts.
September 8, 1984
Today is truly my disastrous day.
Yesterday I believed the beast's nonsense and went back to the villa, and locked myself in my bedroom for an afternoon. He didn't come back to harass me.
In the evening, when my aunt came to cook, my mother also came back, and my hanging heart was completely put down.
Today, my mother took me to and from school as usual, and although I had palpitations, I was no longer on guard.
After dinner in the evening, the brute went out with his mother, and I stayed in my bedroom to do my homework, and I was extremely uneasy to think that Zheng Qihang was retaliated against by his three brothers, and I didn't think that the brute was still beating me.
The brute somehow broke away from his mother and snuck back to the villa alone, drugged the cup from which I was drinking, and defiled me while I was unconscious. He defiled me, and he took pictures of the scene with his camera, and then went out to meet my mother.
He was so despicable and shameless that I was not allowed to tell my mother, or "you would see your terrible picture in every corner," he said.
Sitting on the bed, I curled up in pain. My heart is full of hatred. I hate that brute. I'm going to kill him. At the same time, I hated my mother even more. It was my mother who indirectly harmed me. It was my mother who pushed me to the side of this brute. I still hate my father, I hate him for being cowardly, I hate him for being incompetent, I hate him for not being able to protect me.
Later, I went to the bathroom to wash myself. I could still smell the smell of blood when my body was torn, so I washed my body over and over again, letting the tears and tap water run down my body.
But I don't know that no matter how much I wash, the stain left on me by that beast will not be washed away.
And tears poured out of my eyes more and more fiercely.
September 15, 1984
The day after I was defiled by that beast, I became ill, with a high fever that never went away, and nightmares as soon as I fell asleep.
I spent five days in the hospital as a result.
My mother sat in front of my hospital bed, and I plucked up the courage to tell her the truth several times, but in the end I swallowed back what I wanted to say in my stomach with tears in my arms.
I care about that brute threat.
As soon as I thought of my smear photos scattered around every corner of the street, and everyone on the street pointed at me, the horror spread throughout my body, and it was difficult to breathe.
That's something I must never see.
In that case, I can only swallow my anger.
In the hospital, I thought a lot, one is how to guard against that brute. I decided to go live on campus. As a last resort, keep a pair of scissors next to you while staying in that villa. The second is how to get along with Zheng Qihang. I am the shadow of Zheng Qihang's childhood partner, pure and beautiful, lively and lovely, and I have lost this qualification after being tarnished. So I'm going to stay away from him.
I know Zheng Qihang will be very sad when I do this, in fact, I am also very sad, but the long pain is better than the short pain, and I can't let him be hurt more.
Today is my first day on campus. My mother couldn't bear my insistence, so she finally compromised and went to the school to find the homeroom teacher to help me arrange a place in the dormitory.
It was noisy in the dormitory, but I felt safe. The dormitory was crowded, but I found it very cozy. Chatting with my roommates and going to the cafeteria to eat, I almost forgot the pain.
However, I can't forget Zheng Qihang's melancholy eyes.