I walked out of the small fried shop and went to the bus stop from memory. My head hurt and I felt like it was going to crack.

I got on a bus in a daze, found an empty seat and sat down, and fell asleep in a daze. I sat until the bus terminal and didn't wake up. Needless to say, I was in the wrong car.

I forgot how many buses I had to make to get to Railroad Middle School. All I know is that when I walked into the campus, it was already completely dark, and the evening self-study had been going on for a while, and the whole campus was quiet, and I could clearly hear the teacher's lecture from the classroom.

I swung to the door of the classroom. The English teacher, who was lecturing, stopped.

"Where have you been?" The English teacher was a young female teacher.

"I'm sorry. I drank. I said.

"What? Drink? Don't you go to dinner to drink? The English teacher said.

The classmates laughed.

"I drank a little too much, so I was late." I walked into the classroom.

"It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous. Who let you in? "The English teacher came up to me angrily and grabbed me.

"Oh, didn't let me in. Then I'll go out, then I'll go out. I'm sorry. I bowed slightly to the teacher.

The classmates laughed.

"Zheng Qihang!" The English teacher shouted. "You stand at the door for me."

"It's cold standing in the doorway."

The classmates laughed again.

"You! You're so unreasonable! Class leader, go and call your homeroom teacher! ”

Jie Feixiang and Xiang Jianjun stood up.

"Teacher, Zheng Qihang must have encountered something that made him drunk. Shall we help him to the dormitory? Jie Feixiang said.

"Get him out of here. I'll not teach him a good lesson tomorrow! ”

Jie Feixiang and Xiang Jianjun came over and put their bodies on my back.

"What's wrong with you today, why are you drinking so much?" Xiang Jianjun said.

"Don't ask. Take him to the dormitory. Jie Feixiang said.

I was taken to the bedroom by Jiefeixiang and Xiang Jianjun.

"Damn, where have you all been today? I couldn't find anyone to drink with. I sat down on Wu Jianhua's bed.

"Do you still want to drink? If you want to drink, I'll accompany you to drink. Xiang Jianjun said.

"Let's go, let's go!" I want to stand up.

"it." Jiefeixiang pressed my shoulder, "I said Zheng Qihang, tell us if you have anything." You're out of class all afternoon, and you're coming back so late in the evening, and you're still drunk. What the hell is going on? ”

"It's fine. What's the matter with us? It's okay. I said.

"I think it's still Xiong Yanfei's business. Didn't you go to see Xiong Yanfei with Yu Jinrong in the afternoon? How is Xiong Yanfei? I heard Yu Jinrong say that Xiong Yanfei doesn't want to see you, what's wrong? Xiang Jianjun said.

"Isn't it still about the photo? I said that you Zheng Qihang is too powerful. quietly made people's stomachs bigger, and here they are still in full swing with Xiong Yanfei. Jie Feixiang said.

"Jiefeixiang, don't talk nonsense. Zheng Qihang is not this kind of person. Xiang Jianjun said.

"Is there something going on?"

"Zheng Qihang made a huge sacrifice."

"Xiang Jianjun!" I shouted.

"I didn't say anything."

"Hey, we're all brothers, you guys have something to hide from me? It's not interesting. Jie Feixiang seems to have seen some clues.

"You want me to shake out what happened that morning, Jiefeixiang?" I threaten to fly.

"Hey, I don't think you're drunk. I remember that. You shake it. Xiang Jianjun knows everything. Jie Feixiang said.

"Well, when you say that, I think we made a bet. Damn, you and Jiang Lili are slimy again, and you still don't invite us to dinner? I digressed.

"I didn't say no. You have to find the right time. I really want to thank you for that. By the way, how can this kind of thing happen to you? "Jiefeixiang has the meaning of teasing me.

"Fuck you," Xiang Jianjun punched Feixiang, "Is this the same situation?" Yu Jinrong said that Xiong Yanfei was seriously ill. Supposedly, it's been a month. After staying in Shanghai for so long and coming back and being hospitalized, it must be very serious. ”

"What? You repeat your last sentence one more time. I said.

"Isn't it? If you are not seriously ill, a week in a hospital in Shanghai is enough. Maybe, you don't need to go to Shanghai. Xiang Jianjun repeated.

I lay down on Wu Jianhua's bed. I couldn't stop my tears from flowing.

"What's wrong?" Xiang Jianjun said, "Did I say it wrong? ”

"Zheng Qihang, what kind of tears do you shed like a woman." Jie Feixiang said.

"Go to class." I say.

"Are you alright?" Jie Feixiang said.

"I want to be quiet." My tears flowed silently.

"Xiong Yanfei should be fine, don't think too seriously." Xiang Jianjun said.

"If there is any misunderstanding between you and Xiong Yanfei, I advise you to say it sooner. Xiong Yanfei's heart knot opened, which was conducive to her recovery. "Jiefeixiang reminded me.

"That's right. Why didn't I think of that? Xiang Jianjun patted his head vigorously.

"What do you think?" I asked.

"Ah, no, I didn't think of anything. I think Jie Feixiang is right. You have to find a way to open Xiong Yanfei's heart knot. Xiang Jianjun paused a little.

"You don't know, you don't know, there are many things in this world that you don't want to say, you can't say, and you can't say." I say.

"That's why you're getting drunk today, isn't it?"

"I'm really miserable."

The next day, I took the initiative to apologize to the English teacher, and the English teacher gave me a few words and forgave me. No one reported my drinking to Zhu Zhuwu.

At the end of school in the morning, Wu Lianzi came to my seat and asked me study questions.

"I've heard everything about you." When only the two of us were left in the classroom, Wu Lianzi said.

I was silent.

"Don't worry, I'll go to visit Xiong Yanfei in the afternoon, and I'll tell her the truth." Wu Lianzi stood up and collected her schoolbag.

"No, absolutely not." I was extremely weak.

"Why? If you're in such pain, why are you keeping this secret for me? I don't care anyway. Everyone knows what kind of person I am. Wu Lianzi said.

"If I say no, I can't!" My voice grew louder.

"I'm not worth it, you know? You should understand that heart disease also needs to be cured by heart. This is conducive to Xiong Yanfei's recovery, understand? Wu Lianzi's voice also became louder.

But I felt that she was more moved.

"But you have to know the consequences of that. Have you thought about the consequences of this once it gets out? "I also got up from my position.

"I'm sure Xiong Yanfei will keep it a secret for me. Don't worry about it. Moreover, this kind of thing can only be believed by Xiong Yanfei if I say it myself. Whether you or someone else says it, she won't believe it. "Wu Lianzi is extremely determined.

"Whether Xiong Yanfei believes it or not, you can't say it." I say.

"That's my business." Wu Lianzi picked up her schoolbag and left the classroom.

"I can't really say."

I sat down and closed my eyes in pain, and in my ears was the sound of Wu Lianzi's departing footsteps.

I was conflicted, and I couldn't figure out whether I should or shouldn't hold on.

Which is more important?

In fact, when I walked out of the classroom with Wu Lianzi, it meant that I acquiesced to Wu Lianzi going to the hospital to find Xiong Yanfei to clarify.

It is Xiong Yanfei's condition that recovers!

Xiang Jianjun came to me before class in the afternoon, and he quietly told me that he had gone to the hospital at noon, saying that he had told Xiong Yanfei everything he knew. But Xiong Yanfei didn't believe everything he said at all. Xiong Yanfei sees him as my lobbyist.

I just understood what Xiang Jianjun said last night. Last night, when Jie Feixiang said, "If Xiong Yanfei's heart knot is opened, she will recover faster", he patted his head hard and said, "Why didn't I think of it". So he made up his mind to go to Xiong Yanfei last night.

Naturally, Xiang Jianjun couldn't stand it, he didn't want me to be so painful, and he also wanted to open Xiong Yanfei's heart knot.

So I don't know whether to be sad or happy.

"Brother, it's all up to you." Xiang Jianjun looked helpless.

"Damn, didn't I warn you that you can't tell anyone about this kind of thing?" I say.

Anyway, Xiong Yanfei didn't believe it, saying it was equivalent to not saying it. I didn't break my promise. ”

"You're going to make a big deal out of it." I say.

"Don't be alarmist." Xiang Jianjun said.

Wu Lianzi also went to find Xiong Yanfei. However, when she met me, Wu Lianzi looked depressed.

No need to ask, no need to say, the expression conveys everything.

Wu Lianzi has let herself out, and Xiong Yanfei still doesn't trust her, which I can't imagine.

It can be seen how deep Xiong Yanfei's injury is.

My heart kept sinking. What am I going to do? No, it's not what I do, it's what I do. I don't expect Xiong Yanfei to forgive me, I hope to open her heart knot as soon as possible. Only by opening the knot in her heart can her illness get better as soon as possible.

Xiang Jianjun and Wu Lianzi went to clarify everything for me in person, Xiong Yanfei didn't believe it, who else could open her heart knot? If Xiong Yanfei's heart knot can't be opened, what can I do?

In this way, my mental baggage became heavier, and I was in no mood to attend classes.

I suddenly felt that there was no point in doing anything.

Every day, people go to visit Xiong Yanfei. Yu Jinrong has been to see it several times. He didn't know where he got the news - Xiong Yanfei had leukemia. The surgery she performed in Shanghai was a bone marrow transplant. The reason why she stayed in Shanghai for nearly a month was to wait for the right match.

For me, the news was nothing less than a thunderbolt. But Yu Jinrong's solemn expression made it impossible for me not to believe what he said.

This is certainly not groundless!

Leukemia, this is a terminal disease. The heroine in the American novel "The Story of Love" died of this terminal illness. Okay, how could Xiong Yanfei get this disease? Why did God arrange for her to suffer from this disease?

I said that when I went to the "old place" that day, Xiong Yanfei lowered his head and touched the stream, why did he suddenly have a nosebleed, could it be a precursor to the onset of illness? The classic symptom of leukemia is that it bleeds easily.

I decided to go to the hospital again. I had to tell her everything between me and Wu Lianzi in person. She can't be allowed to have any mental burden or pressure anymore. I had to make myself her motivation to fight the disease.

Love means never haveing to say you're sorry。

Love means never saying sorry.

This is the most classic sentence in "The Story of Love".