I walked casually down the street. There are many people on the sidewalk. A lot of people are in a hurry, and there are a few who are just as aimless as I am. Customers and shopkeepers are haggling in shops along the street.

The leaves of the plane trees on both sides of the road have almost turned yellow, but some are dark yellow, some are light yellow, and some have turned withered yellow. You can see the blades flying in the air. There are many fallen dead leaves lying on the sidewalk.

There is no need to doubt that Xiong Yanfei must be a serious illness. The nurse and the doctor were silent, Xiong Yanfei's mother was so haggard, and her evasive eyes when we asked her fully showed that Xiong Yanfei's condition was very unusual.

Even if I don't have much experience, I know that this disease can't be caused by a few photo stimuli. However, the stimulation of photographs prompts the disease to develop early or recur. There is no doubt about it.

Chances are, if it weren't for the photos, it might have been a long time before the symptoms of the disease appeared.

Of course, it is possible that there is no stimulation and it will explode in a short time. That walk, in the "old place", didn't Xiong Yanfei get a nosebleed as soon as she lowered her head?

However, there is no point in thinking about it. The reality is that Xiong Yanfei is seriously ill. That alone is enough.

Why does a good person get seriously ill? What would it be like to lie on a hospital bed all day long, inject liquid medicine all day long, and watch the liquid drop by drop into your body?

It was almost devastating.

How can it be endured?

But you have to bear it. No matter what kind of pain it is, you have to bear it. You have to bear how much it hurts. Later, I have seen countless cancer patients, their pain is really indescribable, it is no exaggeration to say that they are completely tormented to death. But before he died, he had to bear the pain. You can*, you can sit up and fall asleep and sit up and down, but you still can't avoid the pain. You've got to put up with it all the time.

That's how my grandmother was tortured to death.

I turned to another street. The sun is already blocking the other side of the taller buildings.

Now, the person who endures this pain is none other than your classmate, the female classmate who makes you blush at the glance of you, the woman who always appears in your dreams, the woman who walks on the gravel road and you always want to hold her hand and finally she takes the initiative to hold your hand.

How can you not be sad?

What makes you even more sad is that this person is suffering mentally in addition to physical pain - she thinks you have betrayed her!

You should know how much she loves you. To be sure, every time she wakes up or sleeps, she must be thinking about your betrayal.

And this kind of torture is not comparable to physical pain! Otherwise, how can she be so excited when she sees you that it will be difficult to breathe? Does physical pain make it difficult for you to breathe?

I do not know. I haven't experienced it. But I feel like the pain in my heart at this moment is really indescribable.

I wanted to run to Xiong Yanfei right away and tell her that I hadn't betrayed. The scene in the photograph is an illusion. What I have always loved deeply is her Xiong Yanfei, not another woman!

But in that case, what should Wu Lianzi do? Will this lead to Dong Yunhong's motive for killing his wife? How many people will be shocked? Can Wu Lianzi still stay in the railway middle school? Will the police, Dong Yunhong's family, and even the family members of the "five big and three coarse" come to her?

Wouldn't that force Wu Lianzi to a dead end again?

No, I can't! I can't do that!

So what should you do?

That's just going to give you over to alcohol. Let the alcohol numb you. That's right, a drunk relieves a thousand sorrows.

I walked into a small fried shop. Maybe it's not yet time to eat, and there is not a single customer in the small fried shop. In front of the store, a large iron pot rests on a cylindrical coal bucket, and in the pot is a round wooden barrel made of wooden planks for steaming rice. The gas got into my nose and I sneezed. The proprietress sat listlessly at the table. When she saw me walk into the store, she picked herself up and stood up.

"Eat?" The hostess asked.

"Is there any wine? I want to drink. I said.

"You? Alone, drinking? "The hostess thought she had misheard.

"What? Can't you? I asked rhetorically.

"Yes, why not?" The proprietress had a smile on her face, "What kind of wine do you want?" I have several kinds of wine here. ”

The hostess quoted the names and prices of several wines.

I grabbed a bottle of liquor for six yuan, ordered two dishes, and sat down at a square table against the wall. The hostess made me a cup of tea and brought me bowls, chopsticks and wine glasses.

A chubby man came out of the middle room and walked to the stove.

The liquor is very spicy. I drank half a glass in one gulp. The wine ran down the throat and burned like fire to the stomach. After taking a bite of the dish, I drank the remaining half cup into my stomach again.

The hostess sat in her position and looked at me, and when I looked at her, she looked away.

I poured the second cup to the brim. I drank the second glass of wine in three sips.

My blood was boiling rapidly. When I went to the bathroom, I could see that my face was flushed from the mirror hanging on the wall. My face is hot. It was as if there was a fire burning in the stomach. My head was dizzy.

Returning to my position, I began to pour a third glass of wine. My hand grabbing the bottle was unsteady and some wine was spilling on the table.

The hostess walked up to me.

"What's wrong with you, young man? Did you encounter something unhappy? "The hostess's voice was quite magnetic.

"Nope. What's wrong with me? I picked up my glass, but the feeling of something in my stomach going up prompted me to put it down.

"You can't drink like that. You'll get drunk if you drink like this. ”

"I just want to get drunk. I'm just here to get drunk. I said.

"It's not good to be drunk. Besides, you're still so young? If you have anything to tell your sister, my sister will help you think of a way, so don't drink the wine. The hostess reached over and grabbed my glass.

"What? Do you want to drink too? Bring me the cup, and I'll pour it out for you. I took a sip from my glass.

"Oops, I said what's wrong with you? Something will happen if you drink like this. ”

"What's wrong? I just wanted to get drunk. Don't worry, I won't trouble you. Would you like to have a drink with me? "I had a hiccup.

At this moment, a man and a woman walked in from outside the door. The hostess greeted her.

"Oops, isn't this Professor Wu? Eat? ”

"Coming to you is of course eating. I'm here to eat the hare meat from your shop. Anything else? "It was Professor Wu's voice.

"Yes. It was delivered this morning, and it was fresh. ”

"Did so-and-so buy it? The game he hunts is authentic. ”

"Don't worry. Guaranteed to be authentic hare meat. "The voice of the hostess.

"Huoyu, what else do you want to eat?"

"I'll do whatever I want."

What a familiar sound! Fire jade?

I looked up. I couldn't believe my eyes, the man and woman who came in turned out to be Chu Huoyu and her teacher's professor!

Is it possible? Will the world be so small?

Chu Huoyu held the man's arm and was very close to the man.

"What I also ask you is that I live very comfortably here, so I don't want to change places again, please understand." Chu Huoyu's words rang in my ears.

I deliberately shouted, "Boss, come here, aren't you going to drink with me?" ”

"Am I not busy? Young man, you can't drink anymore. Do you want anything else? The proprietress said.

Chu Huoyu and the professor looked at me. I met their gaze and drank half of the wine from my glass in one gulp.

Chu Huoyu let go of the man's arm and walked over to me.

"Zheng Qihang, what's wrong with you?" Chu Huoyu asked.

"Who are you? I don't know you. "I hiccuped. My stomach was vomiting, but I forced the feeling of vomiting down. I picked up my glass and brought it to my lips.

"You can't drink anymore. Can you still drink like this? Chu Huoyu reached over and took my cup.

"What are you doing?" I pushed Chu Huoyu's hand and stood up from my position, "I said, why are you so strange?" I don't know you, why are you stealing my glass? Do you want to drink too? Come, I'll have a toast with you. ”

"Zheng Qihang, what's wrong with you!"

"You don't want to drink, do you? Forget it, I, I'll drink it myself. "I sat down, I didn't sit properly, I just sat on the edge of the stool, and the man slid down to the ground. I slid to the ground, my glass tossed aside. The cup fell to the ground and shattered.

"Zheng Qihang!" Chu Huoyu called me. She bent down and tugged at my hand. Teachers and professors came together to pull my hand.

I got up from the ground. "Thank you, thank you. Thank you so much. Thanks, uh-"

The contents of the stomach vomited out. I quickly covered my mouth with my hand and rushed out. Before I could rush to the door of the small fried shop, the contents of my stomach rushed out of my mouth with a thud.

I threw up one after another. When all the contents of my stomach have been vomited, I still want to vomit. In the end, all that can be spit out is a little bitter water. However, the feeling of vomiting still did not go away.

There was sticky saliva at the corners of my mouth and on my hands. Chu Huoyu and the professor of the teacher college have always stood by my side.

The proprietress muttered constantly.

I bent over to the faucet and washed the stains on my face and saliva from my hands with water. My whole body shook involuntarily.

"Hostess, check out." I said to the hostess. I didn't go to see Chu Huoyu and the professor at all.

"Don't drink it? You've got a glass of wine. The proprietress said with a smile.

"Anything else? Then I, I'm going to drink it. "I took a step forward. But I couldn't hold my body steady, so I couldn't help but shake it twice.

"You're still drinking? Are you dying? Chu Huoyu said.

I walked over to my desk.

The professor grabbed me by the arm. Chu Huoyu walked over and grabbed the wine bottle on the table in his hand.

"What are you doing?" I shouted at the professor.

"You can't drink anymore." The professor said.

"Do you care if I drink or not? You let me go. I said.

"I don't want to care about you. I'm thinking about my fire jade. I can't make her sad. ”

"you." I shook my arms hard, trying to break free from the professor's hands. However, I didn't break away.

Chu Huoyu turned the bottle down, "I'll let you drink." I'll see how you drink it. ”

"Fuck, it's such a strange world. I can't get drunk even once. Jump out of this pair of eventful men and women. Since I'm out of alcohol, then I won't drink it. Checkout, hostess. ”

The proprietress reported a statistic. I paid for it.

"Bye-bye." I staggered to the door.

"Zheng Qihang." Chu Huoyu said.

"Bye-bye." I swayed.

"Huoyu, don't chase it. We eat. I'm going to send you to study at night. It was the voice of the professor.

"Will he be okay?"

"It's fine."