Outside the emergency room

The red light flashed, and a woman and a girl sat in a chair, snuggling up to each other, with a nervous look on their faces, and on the wall opposite them, a young man standing upright was slightly stiff for an unknown amount of time. Even if the face is expressionless, the lips without a trace of blood still show a depressing atmosphere.

I don't know how long later, the door of the emergency room was slowly pushed open, and a white figure walked out, and the footsteps seemed to knock on the hearts of the three people in the quiet corridor, and the girl hurriedly helped the trembling woman to stand up. The boy didn't move.

The girl, the woman was anxiously asking something, the white figure was busy stabilizing the woman and the girl, and said something heavily, and finally, sighed, and shook her head gently.

Then, the woman frantically pushed away the white figure and rushed into the room, the girl and the white figure followed closely, the girl ran two steps, paused, glanced in the direction of the young man, her lips moved slightly, as if to speak, but was awakened by the heart-rending cry in the emergency room, and finally rushed in. The boy still didn't move.

Cries and comforts came one after another, the boy's stiff body slid down the wall little by little, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and choked sobs rang out.

At that moment, the young man's future seemed to be locked in a cage and heavily locked, and the mature seed took root in the still immature heart.

The boy did not allow himself to be decadent for a long time, wiped away his tears, took a deep breath, stood up, patted his face with his hand, made his face a little bloody, and then walked to the emergency room, the slightly glowing room, as if like a painful door in the young man's life, stepping into it means that he is in pain, and it means a great change in the trajectory of his life.

The girl looked at the young man whose footsteps were like lead, and the tears that couldn't stop gushing were even more gushing, but she was still afraid that the young man would be even more sad, so she bit her lip desperately and held back, her mouth was slightly sweet, and she called the doctor to help the half-fainting woman to rest, and walked past the young man, and the girl took the young man's cold fingers, without words, and left.

The young man stared at the white cloth without blinking, his burning eyes were full of disbelief and pain, obviously yesterday he was still answering his confusion with a gentle smile, and talking about where to go to play during the holidays, but today he was motionless under the white cloth, and the mountain-like figure was no longer the same under the white cloth.

The young man walked over step by step, gently lifted the white cloth, looked at the familiar face, the young man gently stroked his hair with his hand, and then, taking the cold hand, patted it with his palm, and clenched the cold hand into a fist, and collided with his fist, as before, the young man's tone was firm, and he tried to pull out his smiling lips, promised.

"Dad, I'll take care of Mom."

At that moment, the young man seemed to see the familiar face smiling at him with satisfaction, and nodded appreciatively. It's fleeting.

The boy walked out of the emergency room, and the girl hurriedly greeted him, and when the boy saw that the girl was about to ask something, the girl explained

"My parents are here, accompany Aunt Yun, Aunt Yun is fine, the doctor said that she was too sad, calm down, and she will recover after a while, I don't worry about you, so I came over."

After the explanation, the girl gently hugged the boy with her feet, the fine hair rubbed against the boy's ears, and her hands caressed the boy's back, just like the action of the boy when he comforted her clumsily when he was a child, clumsy but warm.

"Xinxin knows that Fengfeng is strong, but you are very painful and sad, cry out, Xinxin will not leave here, Xinxin will always accompany Fengfeng and accompany you."

Over and over again, the gentle and immature voice, over and over again comforted the confused and desperate trapped beast in his heart, hot tears flowed through the young man's face, dripping into the girl's white neck, the girl trembled, and then hugged the boy tighter, and the boy finally hugged the girl tightly, the hot tears were accompanied by hoarse whimpering, and the two of them seemed to be one person.

The young man's name was Li Yifeng.

That girl's name was Wu Xin.

That year, they were 18 years old.

That day was the fifth day after their college entrance examination, the beginning of their unknown future, and the gears of fate turned silently.

After that, Qiao Yun was too sad and had been recuperating in the hospital without showing up, all of which were presided over by Wu Runshan and Mu Hua, who were assisted by Wu Xin's parents.

Wu Xin naturally accompanied Qiao Yun without leaving half a step, the two families were close friends, Wu Runshan and Li Yifeng's father Li Haoyuan worked hard in Beijing in his early years, and after having children, because Mu Hua and Qiao Yun disliked the weather and crowding in Beijing, they both made an appointment to move back to the Northeast with their families, a small city with four distinct seasons without natural disasters, comfortable and happy.

The sudden change was something that no one expected, no natural disaster but no man-made disaster, a bloody car accident, and a fatigue driving with a thousand knives, but fortunately, the driver did not escape and sent the person to the hospital, but the rescue was ultimately ineffective.

The perpetrator has a sincere attitude, a wage earner, with an old mother and children, the mother is bedridden, the children go to school, life is difficult, working hard during the day, and leaving the car at night. Fatigue driving is a helpless move, and so on. After this mourning, who is still in the mood to care about what compensation and how to pay for human life.

Qiao Yun did not hold the perpetrator accountable, whether he was generous or unable to pursue it, he only thought about the matter. That's all.

Sad, depressed, gloomy.

When others experienced the carnival after the college entrance examination, Li Yifeng was sorting out the housework, his father was an only son, he was an only son, so there was no family dispute, the company's affairs were temporarily taken care of by Wu Runshan, Li Yifeng naturally believed it. Mother is accompanied by Aunt Hua and Wu Xin, and he is also relieved.

It's just that some things need to be decided by himself in the end, the college entrance examination volunteer.

At the end of the month, I will apply for the volunteer. Communication University of China. Beijing. This decision that has been made in my heart since I entered high school has not changed, but now, it seems so far away.

Mother Qiao Yun is a woman who values her family, since Li Yifeng has a memory, her mother's life has always revolved around him and her father, without complaints, gentle as water. Even Mu Hua sometimes took her good friends around her to travel, but her mother never did, whenever he and his father needed his mother, then his mother must be there.

This sense of security is the love of father and mother, and it is also a tacit understanding that does not need to be spoken.

And now that his father is gone, he understands the person his father cares about the most, so he promised his father to take care of his mother in front of that cold bed. If he applied for the Communication University of China, then the distance from home in Beijing would be inconvenient even if it was to fly back and forth. Therefore, Communication University of China cannot be reported. No doubt.

Li Yifeng flipped through the application book with his eyes, and looked at the college website recommendations on the computer and rolled around. Suddenly stopped at an interface, Li Yifeng's heart moved, psychology major, first-level discipline, psychology professor, Liang Feilong, East China Normal University.

Psychology? That's it.

Li Yifeng checked the official website and post bar of Donghua Normal University on the Internet. His score is the provincial champion, and he must not be worried about the score. There are only a lot more majors to go to this school, and he is not worried. He checked the general situation of the school and some basic conditions for the boarding teachers. Not bad. Although it is not a national priority, this tutor has a lot of weight in the professional field of psychology.

H city as the provincial capital, Li Yifeng has been to a few times, however, the address of East China Normal University is in Songbei District, he has not been there, he carefully studied the route, thinking that it is basically home once a week, it is very convenient to take a train or bus, it is more than enough.

The volunteer has been decided, and he breathes a sigh of relief.

At this point, although he is confused, he can't stop, he is now the only man in the family, and what he is concerned about is responsibility and responsibility, and everything he does now is responsible for himself and his mother.

Li Yifeng closed his eyes and recuperated, staring at the computer all morning, his eyes were still a little tired, and his mind seemed to think of something, and he opened his eyes slightly.

Wu Xin.

Li Yifeng's eyebrows wrinkled slightly in an instant, and hesitation flashed in his heart.

Wu Xin's birthday is 4 months older than him, they are the childhood sweethearts mentioned in the book, with deep feelings, Wu Xin's heart for him, he understands but never responds but never refuses, so that the two families acquiesce.

However, Li Yifeng knew that he didn't have the heartfelt feeling that love should have for Wu Xin. Because of the relationship between the two parents like family, he didn't break anything directly.

At first, Li Yifeng was interested in the piano, but after a few days of study, he felt that it was just grinding time, and it didn't mean much, so he didn't touch it again. Wu Xin learned the piano at the same time as him, and when he gave up studying, Wu Xin wanted to give up too.

However, at that time, the teacher strongly discouraged him, saying that Wu Xin had a very high talent in the piano and that it was a pity to give up. Wu's father and Wu's mother tried their best to persuade him, but Wu Xin did not change his mind and insisted on following in Li Yifeng's footsteps.

Li Yifeng said as if unintentionally that the girl who wears a dress and plays the piano on the stage must be very charming, Wu Xin listened to it, and it was 10 years after listening to it.

In the past ten years, from municipal competitions, to provincial competitions, to national levels, and then exhibition competitions, international leagues. Every time, before performing on stage, Wu Xin would choose a dress a week in advance, not for anything else, just to let the person in the audience see his most charming posture. Even if it's just for a few minutes. And as long as Li Yifeng doesn't have anything special, he will definitely sit in the audience.

Large and small honors, Wu Xin has long been thrown away by the olive branches of well-known music academies at home and abroad, and the famous piano master of the Milan Conservatory of Music in Italy has taken the initiative to invite him, but Wu Xin, who has such a brilliant resume, resolutely chose the Communication University of China.

The reason is self-evident. Wu Xin was naturally admitted to the Communication University of China in advance, and the admission notice had already been placed in the drawer for a long time, just waiting for Li Yifeng's notice to arrive, and then the two of them could continue to live the good days of the past nearly 20 years.

However, a sudden change of events broke everything up.

As long as Wu Xin's choice has a little bit to do with Li Yifeng, he takes Li Yifeng as the selection criterion, which is natural and accustomed to it.

But this time, Wu Xin didn't know Li Yifeng's choice, and was still accompanying Qiao Yun over there, chatting, arranging flowers, and making tea. As everyone knows, Li Yifeng has already made a decision. And this decision doesn't seem to have told her any intentions.

Is it fate or people's hearts are difficult to measure.