The days flow like water, today is the second day after the end of the exam, Li Yifeng took flowers and fruits to see Qiao Yun as usual, pushed open the door, Wu Xin didn't know what he was talking to Qiao Yun, the two of them smiled and leaned back together, Wu Xin was eccentric and sunny at that time.

After that scene, every time Li Yifeng thought about it, he was thinking about when Wu Xin had changed his original appearance, whether he was sluggish and realized it later, or whether time was grinding and remembering it in a hurry. But that's another story.

Li Yifeng walked in with a smile, the sun was just right, a young man, a handsome face, and a tall posture. Qiao Yun was both satisfied and proud in his heart, and looked sideways at the girl's unconsciously blushing face, and couldn't hide the admiration in his eyes. sighed in my heart, a pair of children under my knees are nothing more than that. The laugh lines on his face were even deeper.

"What are you talking about? So happy. ”

"Talking about the weather in Beijing, yesterday's news said that the PM value has exploded again, and walking on the road is like driving clouds and fog. It's very windy."

While speaking, Wu Xin naturally took the flower in Li Yifeng's hand, pulled out the flower in the vase, and inserted fresh lilies. Qiao Yun likes the fragrance of lilies, and the white petals are even more pleasing to the eye. Li Yifeng took out an apple and sat on the edge of the bed peeling it.

Qiao Yun smiled and looked at the busy little couple, natural tacit understanding, somehow, the picture of the two people together made others want to smile when they saw it, she thought, this is the charm of childhood sweethearts. Two little guesses.

Thinking of something, Qiao Yun asked softly.

"Fengfeng, yesterday should be the deadline for you to fill in the volunteers, and then you should be ready to receive the admission letter, you don't have anything to do at home, you and Xinxin discuss where to go to play, you are now liberated, although, something bad happened to our family, life needs to be lived after all, I have nothing to do, and I am ready to go out with your Aunt Hua to travel and relax after a while."

Li Yifeng didn't answer immediately when he heard this, and then peeled off the last bit of skin and handed it to Qiao Yun before he said.

"It's okay, I'm not going anywhere, it's good if you want to go out for a walk, I'll be with you at home before school starts, and when I go to college, I can't come back if I want to accompany you."

"You kid, you..."

Wu Xin stopped arranging flowers and said busily

"Yes, yes, Aunt Yun, we are not going anywhere, accompany you, when we go to Beijing when school starts, it is difficult to accompany you, now that I have time, I want to stick to you more and make your little rice cakes, haha"

Qiao Yun was amused by Wu Xin and smiled,

"Okay, good, small rice cakes, a pair of small rice cakes, speaking of Beijing, Fengfeng, you are applying for Communication University of China, what major do you want to report?"

When Li Yifeng heard this, he looked at Qiao Yun and didn't answer, but just stared deeply, Qiao Yun was stared at by Li Yifeng. The voice became softer.

"What's the matter? Why do you look at your mother like this. ”

Li Yifeng took a deep breath, his harsh voice revealing firmness and nervousness.

"Mom, I didn't report it. I reported to Donghua Normal University. ”

"Smack..."

"Bang..."

Two voices sounded at the same time, the former was the sound of the vase breaking, and the latter was the sound of the apple in Qiao Yun's hand rolling to the ground.

Qiao Yun wanted to say something, but it was Wu Xin who came back to his senses first,

"Me, I'll go out and find a mop to clean up."

After saying that, he ran out. Qiao Yun's tense nerves also relaxed. No irritation, no questioning, a calm and soft tone.

"Fengfeng, you are a sensible child, your mother knows that you have your own plans, but isn't Zhongchuan your dream school, why, why did it change so suddenly? What do you think? ”

Li Yifeng held Qiao Yun's hand and rubbed the side of his face, and the corners of his eyes were a little red.

"I promise that my father will take good care of you, you are not in good health, Beijing is too far away, I can't always come back to see you, and I don't want to toss you to see me all the time. There is a professor in the psychology major of Donghua Normal University who is very good, and I also like the psychology major very much, after finishing the undergraduate, you can study the graduate degree of that professor, and then open a psychotherapy clinic in H city or in the city you like, and accompany you to spend your life in peace, hello, I am good, this is my dream. ”

Qiao Yun's eyes were red when Li Yifeng said it, and he was speechless for a long time.

"Silly boy, how can you keep your mother for a lifetime, psychology is best abroad, if you want to get a good development, you need to go abroad for further study, and when the time comes, not further."

"I haven't thought about further study, let alone the country, psychology is a national first-class discipline of East China Normal University, a master's degree is enough, your son is very good, the future is immeasurable, the mother does not need to worry, you just need to raise your body, wait for the blessing to come to see your grandson, enjoy the joy of family."

Qiao Yun laughed when he heard this.

"Look at your grandson, you're just coming of age and thinking about marrying a daughter-in-law, you're really, you..."

Thinking of something, Qiao Yun's face changed.

"You didn't tell Xin Xin about changing your will, isn't it, she just now. . . This, no, Fengfeng, you go out and have a look,"

Li Yifeng grabbed Qiao Yun and pushed his hand,

"Mom, Xinxin is also an adult, I don't want to delay her because of myself, she has high piano talent and a lot of room for development, just because she took care of me, she didn't go to a foreign conservatory, and now she has been admitted to China Transmission, and China Transmission is also very good. It's just that this time, I have to let go and let Xin Xin decide my own future, and so do I. Our future trajectories are destined to be different, mother, I know what you and Aunt Hua mean, it's just that heroes are short of breath and children are long. Love is not what I want now, and I am not in love. ”

Wu Xin listened word by word outside the door. You can't keep long nails when you play the piano, but your short nails are also pierced into the flesh.

Does it hurt? It's not as painful as the needle in my heart.

I'm not in love.

Isn't it, love?

Li Yifeng walked out of the ward and saw Wu Xin, who had no blood on his face and lips, leaning straight against the wall, his eyes wide open, and his hands clenched into fists. The first thing Li Yifeng did was to hold Wu Xin's hand, break his fingers, look at the bloodstains on his palm, and frown sharply.

"Such a big person, why can't he change this bad problem,"

Li Yifeng wanted to take Wu Xin to the nurse's station to deal with it, but he didn't pull it.

Pulling the second time, Wu Xin broke free from Li Yifeng's hand and smiled reluctantly.

"I'm fine, I didn't find a mop, I didn't find anything else, go in and wear gloves to deal with it."

Saying that, he turned around and was about to run, Li Yifeng held Wu Xin's delicate arm tightly, and at that moment, Wu Xin felt as if the hand was pinching his neck, and the feeling of suffocation hit him deeply. She was scared, she didn't want to hear anything next, she was really scared. She bit the tip of her tongue to stay awake.

"Xinxin, you heard what my mother and I said, right?"

Declarative sentences. No doubt.

Hearing this, Wu Xin had no choice but to turn around and try to return himself to a normal state. Try to smile.

"Uh-huh, yes, it's good, you should want to stay with Aunt Yun, you are so smart and excellent, no matter which university you are in, you will have a good development, I believe you."

When Wu Xin said this, Li Yifeng's heart was relieved, but the latter sentence made him sunny and cloudy.

"I'll get in touch, I'll also go to Donghua Normal University to study, anyway, I'm the same everywhere, I'm used to having you, I'll be where you are, yes, I'll be where you are."

Li Yifeng frowned, looked at Wu Xin's pale face, lowered his head, and muttered to himself. After a long time, he held Wu Xin's shoulders with both hands and forced Wu Xin to look into his eyes.

"Wu Xin, do you know what you're doing? You study music, even if you can, the music major of East China Normal University is on one campus, and our major is on another campus, and we still can't be together every day. Got it? ”

Wu Xin was stunned when he heard this, thought for a few seconds, and eagerly grabbed Li Yifeng's hands and said

"Then it's okay to have one academy with you, your academy doesn't have only one department, right, I'll just go to one, as long as he accepts me, we can be together, right."

Li Yifeng's tone was tough,

"No, whatever. College is the most exciting time in life, do you have to be prepared to spend casually while playing with your phone, sleeping, and shopping? What about after that? After graduation, why are you going to continue to guard me? I start a business, I work, what do you do,"

Seeing Wu Xin's tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, he finally whispered that sentence ruthlessly.

"I get married and have children, what will you do?"

Wu Xin's eyes widened, and his lips trembled.

"Get married. Giving birth to children. ”

Li Yifeng looked at Wu Xin's fragile and crumbling appearance, and his heart was depressed, and he finally couldn't bear to see her like this, so he hugged Wu Xin into his arms.

She shouldn't be like this, she should belong to the stage, noble and elegant is Wu Xin, every time he sits in the audience and looks at Wu Xin on the stage with confidence and pride, his heart is the same joy. He can't see Wu Xin, who should have a brilliant life, will do boring work and waste her years. He couldn't.

"Xinxin, we have all grown up, we are no longer the hairy children, we all have our own responsibilities and dreams, the piano is your dream, I don't want you to ruin your future because of unimportant things. You're just used to having me by your side, and you're used to the feeling of being together, it can be friendship, it can be family affection, it's just that it's not love. ”

When Wu Xin heard the last sentence, she stiffened, and in the next second, she pushed Li Yifeng away fiercely, this was the first time she had lived so much and pushed Li Yifeng away. For the first time.

Wu Xin roared like an angry little beast.

"The piano is not my dream, never, I play the piano because you like to play the piano girl, you are not an unimportant thing, you are the most important, you are the most important, you are the most important, I like you, I know that I like you since I know what likes are, and my biggest dream is you, big fool, you don't understand at all, you don't understand that people are you"

Crying accompanied by a low roar, Wu Xin bumped into Li Yifeng and ran away, at this time. The nurse ran over, and Qiao Yun also hurriedly walked out of the ward, and what he saw was Wu Xin's back crying and running away.

Li Yifeng leaned against the wall on the side, his head lowered, his eyelashes lowered to cover his eyes, and there was no emotion on his expressionless face.

Qiao Yun looked at the corridor that had disappeared and sighed deeply, then slowly walked to Li Yifeng's side, raised his hand and rubbed Li Yifeng's neck, and said softly

"Xinxin's heart for you, we all see it in our eyes, such an excellent child, in the eyes of your heart, although naïve and willful, but we have never spoken out to block, not indulgence, but, such a simple heart, so sincere feelings are worth treating, Fengfeng, you just now, really, too much."

Li Yifeng gently rubbed Qiao Yun's hand with his hair, and his hoarse voice pulled and beat his eardrums in a low voice.

"I know, but Mom, we're only 18, we still have countless unknowns that are unpredictable, who knows what tomorrow will be, since sooner or later we will be disappointed, so why extend the period of injury, wait until we change to a new environment, meet new people, Xinxin will have new choices, at that time, when I think of me, I may say lightly, childhood playmates."

Qiao Yun frowned and listened to Li Yifeng's words, the impact of Li Haoyun's departure on Li Yifeng was far from being as simple as physical pain, he seemed to make Li Yifeng think about the problem with heaviness, uneasiness and helpless maturity. Alas.

"Fengfeng, my mother only asks you, do you like Xinxin?"

Silent, Li Yifeng closed his eyes, and replied after a long time, his voice seemed to be soft.

"I... I don't know. ”