The second is Jiang Qing's self-statement:

My name is Jiang Qing, and my really ugly husband is Bai Fan, that is, the Principal Bai you are talking about, not the inferior Yang Jianwen. I blame myself for my stubbornness and persistence at this step today, I really responded to that sentence, one wrong step and one wrong step, if I was willing to let go early and be willing to quit early, I would not have ended up like this.

I was born in Wudu, and my parents were ordinary workers in an electrical factory, and the efficiency of that unit has not been very good. dragged on for many years, when I first went to college, the electrical factory closed down, and my honest and introverted parents were laid off, and the family's life was stretched for a while. My parents sighed every day, quarreled over tuition, rent, and daily livelihood, and tried to find many jobs, but the result was either that others disliked their age and slow feet, and were unwilling to hire them for a long time, or that bad people tricked them into working as free laborers. My parents also tried to do some small business, selling fruits and making skewers on the ground, but because they were too honest and introverted, they were bullied by the stall owners around them.

In this way, the days are not as good as the day. One day it was snowing in the fog, and the little money from my family paid for my tuition, and my parents had no money to pay the rent in the rented house, which led to the two being kicked out. The landlord threw away the only clothes and daily necessities that my parents had on the ground, and my mother sat on the side of the road and cried bitterly, crying and disgusting that my father was unproductive, that my family was too poor to see any hope of living, and that I was a funnel that would only add to trouble. When she had enough of crying, she got up and went to work in another city with others.

Two months later, my mother got along with other men, she called my father and swore that she would never go back to Wudu again, she didn't want me, she didn't want my father, and she promised to leave the house cleanly, as long as my father signed the divorce agreement. My dad signed the agreement with tears in his eyes, only to find that the money in his pocket was not enough to pay for the postage. Or I went to borrow money from a college counselor and sent my mom a divorce settlement. Since that day, I haven't seen my mother again. She hasn't called herself over the years and has never seen me, tried to contact her, but she didn't want to see me, and said that each other's mother-daughter fate had long been over, and it was not the best. Perhaps it is this environment of extreme lack of love that will make you choose love full of ups and downs.

Since that day, people who have changed a lot include my dad and me. Dad said that he must make a name for himself to make Mom regret, the former honest and introverted has become living for money, he works around day and night, looking for opportunities to make money everywhere, even I rarely see Dad. Mom is gone, the home is gone, and Dad can't see it, leaving me alone and inferior to live in the fog.

Suddenly, one day, my father, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, came to see me at school, and he was dressed like a nouveau riche in gold and silver. My father bought me a lot of gifts, stuffed me with a lot of living expenses, and took myself to the most expensive restaurant near the school for a big meal. During the meal, I learned that he set up a decoration team, became a contractor, and earned the first huge sum of money in his life. On that day, my father and I were very happy, thinking that we would have a good life from now on, and he also said that he would buy himself a suite near the school, and from then on, father and daughter would be together every day and live a very, very happy life.

Only later did I realize how naïve my ideas were. In fact, as long as you can ensure basic food and drink, happy days have nothing to do with money, and people who are used to choosing unfortunate people, having money will only accelerate their own misfortune, maybe I am this kind of person. You don't understand? Listen patiently to my story, and you'll understand.

Bai Fan, that is, President Bai, he and I were classmates in college. He is from a small county town in the northeast, his parents are grassroots civil servants there, and his family is relatively well-off in a city like Wudu. Bai Fan is very tall, 180 years old, he is five big and three thick, his appearance is not good-looking, his personality seems to be very cheerful and bold, on the surface he is a very ordinary sunny boy, but his heart is very urban and ambitious.

I remember that on the first day of school, Bai Fan began to introduce himself very hard, told a joke, and sang a two-person turn, which made the whole class laugh, and many girls left a good impression on him. In the following campus life, Bai Fan struck while the iron was hot and showed his exuberant energy and very friendly heart. No matter what teacher's class he attends, even if other students are drowsy or absent from class, he will definitely actively appear in class on time and rush to answer the teacher's questions.

In his spare time, as long as he knows something, he will be enthusiastic to help others, such as helping teachers pick up children to school, helping classmates fetch food and water, and making blackboard newspapers for student union cadres. Slowly, Bai Fan's exposure in the school became higher and higher, especially after becoming the vice president of the university student union, he lost the rustic and restrained atmosphere of a small county town, and more of a self-confidence and atmosphere emerged.

I am one of them, but what is different from Bai Fan's status is my own situation. At that time, the economic conditions of my family were not good, my parents had just divorced, no one cared about me, and I was only full of inferiority and pessimism. Because I'm too sensitive, I'm always afraid that others will look down on me, so I don't have much contact with my classmates or roommates in the dormitory, and my relationship with the people around me has always been bad.

When I was a freshman, the class counselor talked to me about this personality and autistic situation, and later saw that there was no change and effect, so I gradually gave up persuasion and rescue, and in the end no one cared, and everyone regarded me as air, including Bai Fan, who was the class leader. In fact, even the air, there are thoughts and feelings, I don't know when I fell in love with him with a strong desire to express, although I know that our lives have no intersection at all, he will not look at me more, but every day I look forward to seeing him, and when I hear his name, my heart will beat for a long time.

Maybe it's because of my own obsession that I got a response from God. We who don't get along with each other and don't know how to greet each other when we meet each other in our junior year, but because of the activity of "learning from Lei Feng to do good deeds" in college, we were entangled together, and this entanglement is a lifetime.

At that time, the school's "Learn from Lei Feng to do good deeds" activity required each student to do a good deed within their ability to implement the call of the relevant spirit, and also said that a typical character would be set up for everyone to learn. At that time, Bai Fan was the vice president of the student union of the university, and he wanted to run for the president of the student union, because there would be opportunities to send graduate students and stay in school, so he decided to do something very different and especially good things that could make everyone establish themselves as a typical deed.

His decision just fulfilled the saying "fate is encounter, share is request", and this is how the story between me and him began, but unfortunately I didn't know anything at first. Maybe I don't want to know, or I pretend not to know, maybe even if I do, I'll still be like a moth and rush forward to his fire. This is the stupidity of a woman, and the stupidity of a woman who falls in love is even more stupid. Okay, okay, I'm going to get to the point.