At that time, the good thing Bai Fansi decided to do after thinking about it was to help me, a backward element, change my personality and integrate into the collective, and no longer drag our dormitory and class back. It was only later that I found out that Bai Fan was not the selfless sunshine boy in everyone's mouth, on the contrary, he was a very purposeful person. For him, the most important thing in life is his career, and he will go all out to bring benefits to his future.

Since he has made this decision, he will naturally not give up until he achieves his goal. Bai Fan's own learning ability is not very strong, and his IQ is not very high, but he is very good at drilling and maneuvering, and he has also signed up for many extracurricular psychology tutorial classes, specializing in studying the psychology of others, especially the psychology of girls. Moreover, the school's academic activities will not be selected until the end of a semester, so Bai Fan is full of confidence in his successful completion of this plan.

At first, he observed my daily habits and deliberately created many chance encounters, including borrowing the same book, occupying the same row of seats in the library, and eating in the cafeteria. Later, he took the initiative to greet and talk to me first, and when he encountered things such as going to the water room to fetch water and cleaning in the college, he was very enthusiastic to help himself, which made other girls envy me. Gradually, my psyche changed from being flattered to being happy, a sweet sense of satisfaction haunted me, and the vanity that had been isolated for so long seemed to be greatly satisfied.

A girl in her early twenties, extremely lacking in the warmth of family affection and friendship, and very eager for an unforgettable love, happened to meet a male god who had been in love for a long time and deliberately showed affection, and sinking happened as naturally as drinking water. Bai Fan is my first love, have you all experienced your first love? It's like what those sentences on the Internet describe: he smiles at you, and you make up a scene in your head. He only said a few words, but you felt like you were doing a reading comprehension. He beckons softly, and you come in a flash. He frowned, you have no regrets. He wants you to go to heaven, but you dare not go down to the earth. He lets you go into the sea, and you don't dare to retreat.

My feelings for him have always been like this, like being lowered by someone, and loving without complaint or regret obeys. Maybe it's the inferiority complex in my heart, and I think that his willingness to spend time spoiling me and accompanying me is a gift. Maybe it's too eager to be noticed, and I think it's a kind of happiness to be envied by other girls. Anyway, after so long-winded, I want to say that I quickly surrendered to him, and I can't wait to give her my heart.

It is precisely because I know my love for him that Bai Fan will have the confidence to put forward conditions. When I found out the relationship and said that I loved him very much, he rejected me, saying that he was good to me not because of love, but just because he wanted to help his classmates, and that I misunderstood his kindness. Although helping a person will not say ambiguous words or do ambiguous things, I was not in the mood to think about it with my brain at that time and find out that he was deliberately making people feel delusional. On the contrary, I felt ashamed and embarrassed, thinking that I had mistaken his kindness, embarrassed each other and unhappy, and was very guilty and embarrassed by him.

Bai Fan is sure of my unwillingness, knowing that he has just tasted the sweetness of love, and he will never be willing to lose him like this. So he repeated his old tricks, continued to say some things that girls love to hear, expressed an ambiguous attitude such as having some good feelings for me, and also focused on deepening the hint that as long as he is good to him and can pay without regrets, he will definitely love me with all his heart.

Seeing that I listened to all his words, Bai Fan took the opportunity to say his plan, but he said that he would change my plan, which made people very moved to think that everything he wanted me to do was planning for each other's future. He said that my current personality and attitude towards the world are very bad for each other's future development. If the teacher and classmates don't like me, according to his status as the president of the student council, if he has a relationship, he will be hindered and hit a lot, and I will be hurt and wronged a lot. So, he wanted me to make a change, so that we could understand each other better and accept the blessing from the heart.

When I heard him say this, I was about to fly into the sky with happiness. In my eyes, he is so good, capable and perfect, and he is still the president of the student union in the school, and then I think of the envy or jealousy of many girls after the relationship is confirmed, and I am even more carried away and happy. The man who thinks he is deeply in love also loves himself deeply, he just has hardships and last resorts.

Time has passed, he has experienced too many things over the years, and he has seen his true face become more and more hideous, sitting in the interrogation room today, and thinking back to the past, he realized how could he be so stupid? Tang Taizong married Yang Guifei, Huang Taiji married Hai Lanzhu, Emperor Shunzhi married Wuyunzhu, for the people he loved, the emperor can ignore the world's leisurely mouth, a small student union cadre, what will be the last resort to fall in love? Does anyone care? If you really love someone, how can you care about other people's mouths? The bitterness he said is an excuse, a lie to deceive me, Bai Fan is a liar!

He was just calculating and using me, but he was greedy back then. A month of false affection and ambiguity will cost you a lifetime of happiness, a lifetime! Do you know what my life was? Did you know? Am I stupid, am I? Do you think there is a more stupid woman in this world than me?

(The interrogation was suspended for 20 minutes due to the emotion of the parties!) ）

I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions just now, and I felt really uncomfortable, can I continue to talk about it now?

After agreeing to Bai Fan's change plan, he agreed to let me be his girlfriend, but he made a request, that is, the real relationship between them could not be told to others. I have to wait until he gets the title of the best pacesetter, and everyone recognizes me, before I can disclose each other's lover identities, and I stupidly agreed.

In the following month, Bai Fan was secretly very good to me, giving me all kinds of snacks that girls love to eat, helping me occupy a seat, buying tickets for my favorite dramas, and giving all kinds of chic gifts. He also promised that as long as he got a place to be sent to graduate school and stayed in our school, he would get a marriage certificate with me.

I believe it, especially believe it, and I am very afraid of losing my hard-won happiness and the person I love, so as long as he says it, I will do it. Every day at school, I take the initiative to mingle with the people around me, and even if I am wronged or unhappy, I will wear a smile mask and show good friendship with my classmates and roommates. Everyone said that I had changed a person, and they praised Bai Fan for doing a good thing, and he accepted it without modesty, only he knew in his heart that it was the power of love.

On the surface, he continued to pretend that he and I were just good friends, and he was just helping a backward student, but secretly, we were already in love with each other, and we had already promised each other. The hard work paid off, after a semester, the results of the school's selection came out, and he got the relevant commendation as he wished, won the title of "learning **" pacesetter, and also got the opportunity to send the school's graduate students.

Soon, he fulfilled his promise and made our identities public, just not the fact that we had been in a relationship for a long time. He asked us to be a model couple on campus, no matter what happened in private, he and I were always polite and respectful to others. I gradually feel that each other is not in love in front of others, but acting. Bai Fan said that the university was not good enough to be famous enough, and he wanted to go to the famous Wu University for graduate school. In order to be eligible to be escorted to the fog, he and I had to make sacrifices.

I still don't know whether the affection he showed at that time was because he loved me, or because my father was doing well in business and made a lot of money, and he was able to get a lot of activity funds through me. Dad is rich, and people have changed, maybe it's to take revenge on his mother, maybe he sees through love, maybe it's acting on the spot, anyway, he lingers in the women's pile all day long, and the women around him keep changing, and he won't go home at all and don't have time to care about me. The only friend or family member who appeared in his life was Bai Fan, and he couldn't imagine losing his life.