Zhang Gang called Li Xiaoqiang, there was no more language, the two were just embarrassed and polite, a little more strange.

Li Xiaocan sat in the office, playing with the bear keychain, and Zhang Gang also had the same one, the couple buckle they bought when they went shopping. Every time he pulls out the key and opens the door, does he think of me?

The sunlight passed through the gaps, casting mottled shadows on the ground, and the scenery on both sides regressed in turn, and Li Xiaocan took the car to the flower market alone. When she is in a bad mood, she loves to go to the flower market. And this time, in the face of all kinds of bright and delicate flowers, she couldn't raise her interest, and came back in a huff.

The range hood in the rental house was broken, and Li Xiaocan couldn't bear it anymore after being burned by the smoke, regardless of the black oil stains, he took off the machine head and pounded it for a long time, but he still couldn't smoke the fume. If Zhang Gang was there, she would just have to stand by and take a look. But will they still live together?

The phone message rang suddenly, but it wasn't that familiar name, did he just forget about me?

The latest movie, in which his favorite Hu Ge participated, will he still watch it hand in hand with great interest? Are you still arguing over the plot?

Although Li Xiaocan got the freedom he wanted, he was like losing his soul. I made repeated mistakes at work, and I continued to have big and small problems, and I even wrote the customer's surname on the invitation letter wrongly, and I also remembered the time of the meeting wrongly, and I was not in a state of confusion.

Li Xiaocan repeatedly impulsively wanted to pick up the mobile phone, saying that he wanted to reconcile, and suddenly remembered his eyes that widened when he was angry and seemed to swallow himself, and the disgusted tone when he accused, when he was complaining about his mother-in-law's grievances, his indifference or peacemaker persuaded her to endure, and she instantly deleted the familiar phone number that she had pressed.

What exactly is marriage? What went wrong? Life has separated two people who love each other day by day, and gradually drifted apart, if it is not for our precious son, how long can we last? Son, my son, are you sleeping now? Remember the smell on my body? Still familiar with my heartbeat? Do you still recognize my face?

When Li Xiaocan thought of his son, his heart hurt violently. The son is innocent, he doesn't know anything, if he knows that I'm like your father, will he hate us? Will he agree to hate us for bringing him into this world together, but someone wants to quit halfway through? ……

In the depression, Li Xiaocan casually searched for "divorce", pointed a little finger, entered a group, and faced acquaintances, Li Xiaocan prevaricated, "I will come back first to lay the foundation, decorate the house, and then let the two of them come back." The truth is that she wants to escape from this tense and oppressive marriage.

In the face of strangers on the Internet, she lost her disguise and spit out the bitterness in her heart.

Seeing Xiaocan's complaints, maybe it was because of resonance, and the group became lively.

My husband is so lazy to do it, he will be tired after less than a month of doing each job, and he will shout that his back and legs hurt all day long. Now we are 40 years old, we only have 20,000 yuan in savings, he always asks me for money, we have a son, he just renovated the old house of the family, I persuaded him to leave money for his son to marry a daughter-in-law, but he said what to do with so much money. If you have as much money as you want, you will marry as many daughters-in-law as you want. I always quarrel with him. I used to want to wait for my son to be older before divorcing. When the child is older and I am old, forget it, let's get by.

My husband often beats me, because of a trivial matter, often beats me with a blue nose and swollen face, and every time he beats me, I want to get a divorce. But in exchange, more beatings were taken. He slammed my head against the wall and smashed the bowl on me, and although I was in a lot of pain and was hospitalized twice, as long as he was angry, he would be kind to me in every way, better than when I was in love. When I was hospitalized, he wiped my body, fed me bite by bite, hugged me and said he loved me, I relented, so I continued with him.

My husband has a low eye, and he always wants to get rich overnight. Before, his family background was okay, but he always fooled around with his group of three friends and four friends. Invest in building a logistics park today, and invest in engineering tomorrow. Most of the investments failed, and his family was ruined. I persuaded him to look for a job in a down-to-earth manner, and he said that with a salary of several thousand yuan, he couldn't look down on it and couldn't stand it, so he always didn't go. After the family was defeated, he forced me to borrow money from my mother's family. I didn't give it, and he scolded me with all kinds of nasty words. I wanted to go out to work, but he scolded me for embarrassing him, so I had to secretly do some odd jobs to support my family. Now that we have two children, the youngest son has no money to buy clothes, and seeing my son's shabby clothes, I feel so sorry for my son, and I dare not divorce, I am afraid that he will become a single parent.

My husband likes to gamble and often gambles secretly from me. As soon as you have money, you gamble, and if you win the bet, you will take me to a big meal, buy a ring and buy cosmetics for me. But more often than not, I received a text message from the bank, only to know that the house and car had been mortgaged by him, and he gambled again and again in order to turn the tables. As a result, I owed hundreds of thousands of debts, and my daughter was still young, only three years old. My husband is actually very good to me, but he can't get rid of his gambling addiction and has no other problems. I was so exhausted in this marriage that I didn't have the heart to start all over again, and then I used up all my energy to go to great lengths to run in with another stranger, and I took my daughter with me. So, I still haven't left, let's make up.

My husband was very proud when he first met. I started my business in college, I had passion, I had dreams, and I made hundreds of thousands of dollars with my personal skills, but I failed to make several investments later, and the last time he planned for a long time, he took out a loan of hundreds of thousands with confidence and opened a hot pot restaurant. Who knows, because of a mistake, the kitchen rice cooker did not pull the plug, causing a fire. The hot pot restaurant burned down, lost all its money, and owed a bunch of foreign debts. He was so desperate that he disappeared with my salary card of 30,000 yuan. The 30,000 yuan is the production and education expenses I left for the baby in my belly. I am more than four months pregnant. But he left me to go to a foreign country, saying that he was going to get rich and return to his hometown. Two years later, he was found in various ways. He still has nothing, but he is like a puddle of mud, unable to support the wall, and depressed every day. I'm still trying to change him and hopefully he'll pick himself up.

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Happy marriages are the same, but there are all kinds of unhappy marriages, it turns out that for various reasons in this world, trapped in the barriers of marriage, unable to enter and exit, unable to move, there are many people.

As a married person, as a mother of children, it should not be hypocritical. But Li Xiaocan just couldn't control himself and missed Zhang Gang.

When I woke up in the morning, I habitually touched the person who was lying next to me, but found it empty.

While washing, he unconsciously noticed that a toothbrush was missing from the cup, and remembered that he once looked at his mouth full of foam and said that she looked like Santa Claus with a white beard, and felt a sense of loss in his heart.

Open the door, hoping that he will suddenly stand outside the door, smile and say "I'm coming for you", and then look at the stairs next to it and find it empty.

For breakfast, I ordered a bowl of beef noodles, I ate meat, he ate noodles, I couldn't finish pushing it in front of him, and he ate it very happily.

Seeing the girl in front of me holding a puppy, I remembered that he had promised me to raise a husky in three years, but now that the three years have arrived, the two are so strange.

Passing by Hailan House, I saw the new plaid white shirt that I had just put on, and I felt that it was particularly suitable for him, and after asking the waiter to take it off, I remembered that he was not beside me, and put it on the shelf awkwardly, and bowed my head and went out.

The bubble tea shop on the street is still open, they have been here before, with the same decoration and furnishings, but on the wish wall, they can no longer find the wish left at that time.

turned on his phone, couldn't help but look through his WeChat over and over again, pay attention to his latest developments, and sneak into his QQ space, but deleted the record of the visit, pretending to be indifferent.

I wanted to listen to music, but I found that my phone was full of rock songs he loved.

When cooking, I intentionally or unintentionally put more soy sauce instead of vinegar. In a trance, at some point, his hobby has become his habit.

Li Xiaocan remembered his goodness, dreamed of fragrant pork buns full of oil in the middle of the night, and said "buns" in a daze, and the next morning, he went out in the rain to buy and deliver them to her.

Sleeping in a daze, scratched everywhere by mosquito bites, he silently got up to give her flower water.

Li Xiaocan suddenly realized that after being together for a long time, he had become a part of her. Their love has been integrated into every bit of life. The memories of the past are so precious, his shadow lingers, and there is nowhere to escape.

5.6.7.8.9.10.11.12.13.14……

It has been 14 days since Li Xiaocan returned to W City.

The joy of regaining freedom lasted only a few days. Memories of his past life and thoughts about his baby followed.

Every day that followed, she sat on pins and needles, absent-minded. Li Xiaocan looked at Zhang Gang's WeChat chat history over and over again, looked at it from the beginning, and saw the jokes he had shared with him; The two of them quarreled; The funny pig pictures he sent her, the husky expressions, couldn't help but laugh; Seeing the back again, he was getting busier and busier, and the two of them talked less and less; Then they quarreled, blamed each other, and in the end there was simply nothing to say, a lonely "um" without any meaning...... From endless words to nothing to say, they walked for three years. For three years, their relationship has gone from nothing to nothing, from having thought about being together, to now feeling tied up, what is it that makes them increasingly tired and makes them can't help but flee in this relationship? Looking through the previous photos, she couldn't help but wet her eyes......

In the haze of tears, she saw Zhang Gang walking towards her with a smile on his face, I don't know if it was an illusion or a real ......