When she came back, she saw it, and finally showed a long-lost smile on her face, and immediately transferred 20,000 yuan to my card, and told her aunt to make soup for me to drink.

It was the first time in two years that I received money on my card. I finally understood the true meaning of "mother is more precious than child".

After pregnancy, my mood was much better, although taking Chinese medicine for a long time had caused me to suffer from stomach problems, coupled with the reaction during pregnancy, my body was very uncomfortable. But the thought of being a mom makes me happier than anything else.

My ex-husband's attitude towards me was much better when he found out that I was pregnant. Before, when he learned that I might not be able to conceive, his attitude towards me became more and more cold. If he doesn't get pregnant for a long time, I don't think he can stand it. He hasn't gotten to the point where he doesn't care about anything, and although he only knows how to eat, drink and be merry every day, he also doesn't mind if he can be a father.

However, God seemed to play a joke on me, and during the prenatal checkup, the doctor looked at the screen and said to us, "It could be a cleft lip, a deformed fetus." ”

My mind was in a state of confusion. My ex-husband held the doctor's arm tightly: "What? You repeat? Are you sure? ”

The doctor helplessly explained: "I'm not sure now, I can't see it clearly when the fetus grows up, and now it's just a suspicion." ”

My tears came out all of a sudden, the baby I finally conceived, it could be a rabbit lip, I wonder if it was caused by taking too many contraceptive pills. I've been taking medicine since I fell in love, and I've been taking it for a year or two, and it's a three-point poison that affects the baby. I blamed myself.

When I came back from the hospital, my ex-husband didn't say a word. I felt guilty and worried about the baby in my belly, but I wished that the man next to me would give me encouragement, but he didn't.

His silence is a reproach to me, blaming me for not being angry. I don't want to explain anything more.

As soon as he pushed the door open, his mother was already sitting on the sofa in the living room, and she knew so soon that their mother and son were really heart-to-heart.

"Let's knock it out." My mother-in-law got straight to the point, and in her eyes, my daughter-in-law was so humble that even hypocritical euphemisms were unnecessary.

"The doctor said it was just a suspicion, not a certainty." I fought for the baby in my belly.

"Rabbit lips are very troublesome, and if you have to have surgery in the future, if it is serious, it will be difficult to even eat, and what will others think of him when he grows up? It was not right for you to give birth to him. The mother-in-law insisted on knocking it out.

I wasn't surprised by my mother-in-law's words, I was just sad, but what made me even more sad was that my ex-husband actually said, "Listen to Mom, it's good for us to beat it." ”

Chilling, I turned and walked into the bedroom, slamming the door shut.

When I closed the door, tears welled up in my eyes. "It's all good for us" is just good for you, which is good for me? The doctor said that after this beating, it is likely that she will not be able to conceive. Because I am infertile myself. What will you do with me then? You mother and son, I'm afraid you're forcing me to leave, right?

I've never felt like life was so hard. There is a price to be paid for how to choose, and it is not easy to do it. To stay, or not to stay, is the question.

I touched my belly, this is my baby, my hard-earned baby. However, Mom can't stand you, no matter what, Mom will definitely give birth, Mom will take you to seek medical treatment, no matter how difficult it is, Mom will definitely cure you.

After thinking about it for a week, I finally made up my mind.

The wedding ring and three golds, 20,000 yuan in Kari, are the property I got in this marriage, and I took these with me, and returned to my parents' house without my ex-husband knowing.

This time, as expected, my ex-husband didn't chase after me. At the instigation of his mother, his feelings for me became weaker and weaker. If he can't conceive and is deformed, he can't avoid it.

Expectedly, my mother-in-law also stopped all my financial resources.

My parents felt sorry for me and supported me to give birth. The risk of induced labor and infertility, they didn't want me to take it.

In order to make a living, I work part-time online and work as a customer service, so that I can earn a living expenses.

My ex-husband called me: "With a rabbit-lip child, how can I go out?!" If you don't beat it, you will definitely regret it later! ”

Hearing his words, I was in utter despair. He only cares about his family's face.

I sued for divorce in court, and in such a cold-blooded family, I don't expect to receive the slightest love. No one cares if we live or die. What kind of children will such a selfish and snobbish family raise?

For my automatic departure, my mother-in-law should be proud of her own precautions, and my name was not written in the RV. His family is rich, how many girls are lining up, waiting to marry into a wealthy family, I am gone, and someone will soon replace me. There are always girls who are willing to be obedient fertility tools.

The court ordered my ex-husband to pay part of the alimony and medical expenses, and at my repeated requests, we were divorced, and the custody of the children belonged to me, and they did not fight for custody at all. The alimony and medical expenses are just a few hairs for his family, and my mother-in-law's only request is that I never have anything to do with their family in the future. No matter what happens to the children, they don't care. Pay only on time.

They finally threw off my rebellious daughter-in-law like a burden. I really want to ask my ex-husband, this is also his flesh and blood, isn't he distressed at all? Did he feel any guilty about me?

Later, doing four-dimensional, the doctor told me that there was a rabbit lip, which had been determined. Although I was ready, my heart still chuckled, and the miracle did not happen.

Fortunately, my parents are still there for me to encourage and support me. Every time I see other pregnant women with their husbands by their side, or a family of three having a happy life, I am envious. My poor baby has been a single parent since birth, absent from father's love, and his dad doesn't deserve to be a dad at all! I didn't want him to come into this world at all.

However, life is like this, who will spend their life smoothly? Who doesn't experience despair and pain? Since I have the courage to bring him into this world, I must have the ability to teach him to be strong.

A few months later, I gave birth to my daughter, and I was lucky that the rift was not too big to affect breastfeeding.

Thank you so much to my parents, they have done so much for me, I feel guilty, they are all old, and they have to worry about me and my baby.

Except for the rabbit lips, the baby is healthy in other aspects. Her pink smile is a compliment to me. She was so innocent and cute, she didn't know anything about the rift in her mouth, and she didn't know that her father had abandoned her. When I think about it, I feel sad.

The baby's strength makes me feel that everything is worth it.

To fill her lips, the skin on her legs needs to be transplanted. A total of four surgeries were performed. Every time she lies alone on the operating table, my heart is like a knife. But when I thought that she would get better and better, I felt extremely lucky, glad that the scar was not big, and glad that I persevered.

I gritted my teeth and took on everything, and told my parents that I was okay and that I was fine. No one knows how hard it is to be a single mother, but I managed to get through it.

Later, when I heard that my ex-husband was married again, I don't know which girl was so lucky that she jumped into this fire pit that I struggled to step out of.

I've never dared to touch feelings. Because of this divorce, I have a relatively light view of men and marriage, and I don't believe that I am a divorce with a baby or a doll with scars, who will accept it wholeheartedly without any guilt.

My parents also helped me go on a blind date, both of whom were divorced, and I met a few perfunctorily, and I didn't have any expectations at all. A man is a creature, selfish and pathetic, and his ex-husband does not deserve children at all.

Marriage is not a flower for two people, but more about the conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, you fight and fight.

But God is fair, after a few years, my life has gradually improved, my work is smooth, and my monthly salary is also rising. The child is older, so it is better to bring a little.

At this time, my current husband, who has been silently by my side, also proposed to me. He is also divorced with a five-year-old son. He and I respect each other and protect this hard-won happiness together.

His family was not as wealthy as my ex-husband's, but he was very diligent. In the 12 years of marriage, he rarely let me wash the dishes. My daughter had surgery, and he also accompanied me in the hospital as his own.

I cherish my life now, you see, this is our family of four.

Sister Chen flipped through the photos on her mobile phone, there were a few light clouds hanging on the blue sky, and under the golden ginkgo tree, a family of four snuggled together happily, smiling happily, and the golden sunlight sprinkled the earth.

After listening to Sister Chen's story, Li Xiaocan couldn't calm down for a long time.

If two people really can't go on, divorce is a relief.

If she doesn't get divorced, Sister Chen will definitely not be as comfortable and free as she is now. Maybe she has already become a bitter, wronged, and calculating resentful woman.

Hearing other people's stories, but still not living your own life.

Li Xiaocan walked slowly. On the road next to the company, Zhang Gang once walked hand in hand with her. At that time, they interlocked their fingers, and there was always something to say.

It's hard to see each other, and there's no quarrel. Break your fingers every time and wait until the long vacation. Zhang Gang bought the ticket early, and Li Xiaocan had already arranged the holiday plan in advance. When it came to the holiday, I went to the station early to wait, and sent hot milk tea and warm kisses to the tired Zhang Gang.

Even if they are thousands of miles apart, two hot hearts can always cross mountains and seas, and they can feel each other's joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

But now, what he is doing and what he is thinking, Li Xiaocan has no idea.

Li Xiaocan kicked the pebbles boringly, a couple held hands, passed by her, and the smile in the girl's eyes was full, as if it was about to overflow. She and Zhang Gang used to be like this, with tenderness flowing in their eyes, envying others.

Summer is getting hotter and hotter day by day, and the cicadas in the trees are crying noisily, knowing, knowing, and there is inexplicable irritability in the hoarse and high-pitched tones one after another.