After Li Xiaocan became a mother, she knew the meaning of "heart meat" - the baby laughs, you are happy; The baby is crying, and you are uncomfortable; The baby hurts, and so do you.

Li Xiaocan's classmate suffered from uremia, and his mother was saved after donating a kidney, what is a kidney? Li Xiaocan can give anything to his son, including life. It's not a great feat, it's just an instinct to be a mother.

The son lay in front of him in the intensive care unit, wrestling with death. The green iron door was tightly closed.

"Heaven, bless! I am willing to reduce my life, I am willing to pay whatever it takes to get back the baby's health, if I am guilty, please punish me, the baby is innocent! Li Xiaocan prayed silently with tears in his eyes.

"Cry what cry! Others still think what's wrong with your baby! The mother-in-law began to reproach again.

Li Xiaocan felt a little resistance in his heart and turned around.

The door creaked and opened a crack. Everyone turned their heads and stared nervously, and a cleaning staff wearing green clothes and masks walked out, and everyone turned their heads in disappointment.

The atmosphere in the crowd was solemn, and the children inside were all seriously ill and critically ill, all struggling on the line of life and death, and no one could relax. One or two people had red circles under their eyes and often tears in their eyes.

For the first time, Li Xiaocan felt that life was so precious and so fragile. There are children in it, some have foreign bodies stuck in their throats, some have drowned, some have fallen from the upper floors, some have caught a cold and become pneumonia, some have broken their harnesses and fallen, and there are all kinds of children.

The door creaked open again, the nurse called a name, and several people hurriedly crowded to the door, as if accepting the judgment of fate.

Li Xiaocan was not so nervous when she gave birth, but this time her heart rose to her throat.

Finally got to myself. Zhang Gang walked in with Li Xiaocan in his arms, and the baby who was thinking about it was in front of him, and Li Xiaocan's eyes searched everywhere. There was a hospital bed covered with blue sheets, where my baby son was lying, asleep, with tubes in his nostrils and needles on his hands and feet. Such a small hand, not as long as a needle. There was a piece of hair on his head that was shaved and uneven. The baby's lips are covered with a layer of skin, and next to them are various instruments that are in operation, making a buzzing sound.

The doctor next to him was introducing the condition, and Li Xiaocan didn't understand those professional terms very well. His eyes were fixed on his son.

"How long does it take to get through the danger period?" Li Xiaocan asked.

"A week."

After listening to the doctor's words, Li Xiaocan's heart plucked again, as if he was walking cautiously on the edge of a cliff, and below was a bottomless abyss.

"Has the bleeding stopped now?"

"After the hemostatic injection, the bleeding stopped, but we still have to continue to observe."

Neither good nor bad results.

Li Xiaocan and his entourage walked out of the intensive care unit.

Li Xiaocan's mother learned the news and remitted 1,000 yuan.

"There was such a big thing, and only a thousand were remitted! I played well, and my friends who didn't have any kinship gave a thousand! The mother-in-law said.

Sure enough, the economic foundation determines the superstructure, and Master Marx really hit the nail on the head, and the economic foundation determines the status of the family, Li Xiaocan smiled bitterly. If she has money, she really wants to give 100,000 yuan per person, stop everyone's mouths, and see what you are doing with your mother-in-law's family.

After a week, the baby can be transferred to the general ward, and the news breathes life into the long-dull atmosphere.

Zhang Gang has returned to the company to work normally.

In order for the baby to eat clean breast milk, Li Xiaocan took a shower and changed into clean clothes before leaving. Li Xiaocan and her mother-in-law waited at the door of the intensive care unit early in the morning, the nurse took the baby out, and the mother-in-law hurriedly and carefully followed.

Li Xiaocan looked at the baby carefully. The baby's left hair was unevenly shaved because of the injection, and it looked ugly like a dog gnawing. The complexion is a little better than before going in, and the face is a little rounder. It's just that the needle on the hand is still there, and the transparent glue that sticks the needle has pasted the little hand pale, and the little hand is not as long as the needle. Li Xiaocan's heart ached for a while.

Back in the ordinary ward, the baby cried "wow, wow", Li Xiaocan hurriedly lifted his clothes to feed, but the baby only ate a few bites, spit it out, and continued to cry.

"I'm afraid he can't get used to breast milk, he's used to the bottle, let's eat milk powder." The mother-in-law picked up the bottle and went to soak the milk.

Li Xiaocan was disappointed for a while. Her son is in the intensive care unit, and she goes to the bathroom on time every day to express milk, and she has to be a strong backing for the baby, so that the baby can drink breast milk as soon as he comes out. The baby's vitality is seriously damaged this time, and nutrition must be ensured. Therefore, Li Xiaocan squeezed several times a day, and if he squeezed too much, he broke the skin, and it hurt when he touched it.

Breastfeeding is the most intimate connection between her and her son, however, even if Li Xiaocan insists unswervingly, her son's delicate stomach can't adapt to it, and the repeated replacement of breast milk and milk powder has caused gastrointestinal dysfunction.

The son cried to resist breastfeeding. Li Xiaocan can only suspend breastfeeding, but she is still milking every day, afraid that once her son is not used to eating milk powder, he will be constipated, and he will still have breast milk to eat.

"Ahh The baby sneezed, and Li Xiaocan hurriedly covered the baby with a quilt.

"Don't change diapers repeatedly at night, change them quickly." The mother-in-law came over, picked up the baby, and blamed Li Xiaocan. Li Xiaocan thought to himself, for more than ten hours, if you don't change diapers a few times, when the time comes, you have something to say, always blame me.

A few minutes after feeding, the baby's "wow" squirted again. Both of them became nervous, and they vomited before entering the intensive care unit, and hurriedly asked the nurse. The nurse said: "The baby will vomit when he is cold, and when he rounds the ward in the morning, I see that your mother bathes the baby with the window open, and after washing, she does not dress him in time, and teases him." ”

Li Xiaocan took a long breath, it was not his fault, and asked his mother-in-law: "Do you want to feed the baby hot water?" ”

The mother-in-law understated: "It's okay, it'll be fine in a while." ”

Li Xiaocan sneered in his heart, your own mistakes are so understated, if I make a mistake, I guess I have to say that I am not suitable to be a mother.

"Wow wow", the baby cried again, Li Xiaocan volunteered to feed the baby, this is the first time she has fed with a bottle. As soon as Li Xiaocan gave the baby to eat, her mother-in-law snatched the bottle: "It's not like this, it can't be erected too high, and the small hole should be facing up!" Before Li Xiaocan could react, the baby in his arms cried because the bottle was suddenly pulled out.

"Well, give it to me." The mother-in-law sighed and took the baby away.

Li Xiaocan felt that she was redundant, as if everything was wrong, she looked at the son in her mother-in-law's arms, that was the son she had been pregnant for ten months and had worked hard to give birth, and she was connected to her flesh and blood, she brought him into this world, she was the closest person, how did she become "not suitable to be a mother?" "It is natural for a mother to take care of her children, my son, I can take it as I want, why should you stare tightly at the side with critical eyes, and blame at any time. Li Xiaocan felt like a student in the exam room who couldn't do questions but was stared at by the teacher, cramped and uneasy.

For her mother-in-law's control of the baby, she dared to be angry but did not dare to speak.

After being transferred to the general ward, at night, after the baby was full and cleaned, he suddenly began to cry again, crying more than before, and the whole ward echoed with the baby's cry. There were three other children living in the room, and in order not to disturb others' rest, the mother-in-law picked up the baby and turned around the ward twice, and the crying continued. I had to carry it to the corridor, and the baby's cry spread from one end of the corridor to the other.

A tall male doctor with glasses came out of the duty room, who was the attending doctor, and took the initiative to ask: "Does the baby have symptoms such as vomiting?" ”

"No, I cried suddenly." Mother-in-law said.

Li Xiaocan seemed to see a savior: "Doctor, the baby cried so much, he cried for half an hour, what's the matter?" ”

The doctor lowered his head and looked at the baby carefully: "Let's take a temperature." ”

Five minutes later, the results came back and were normal. "Babies who come out of the intensive care unit will cry, and the first few nights will be noisy because they are not used to it, and the intensive care unit is nasogastric and quieter. At present, it is normal to observe the baby, there are no special circumstances, you don't have to worry too much. The doctor patiently explained and comforted him softly. This good doctor in charge made Li Xiaocan feel more at ease.

The baby is still crying, and the mother-in-law has to hold the baby back and forth, and only when he walks, he will be more comfortable.

Li Xiaocan limped behind.

Finally, the baby was tired of crying and fell asleep, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

In less than an hour, the baby cried "wow, wow", and the mother-in-law walked back and forth with her arms, tossing and turning intermittently for a whole night.

As soon as she put it on the bed, she cried, and her mother-in-law didn't dare to let go and kept holding it. The mother-in-law squinted tiredly, her steps became heavy, and she wanted to tie dozens of pounds of sandbags, but her speed slowed down, almost a small step and a small step The footboard moved against the ground, because she was too tired, she stumbled, leaned forward, Li Xiaocan was so frightened that she hurriedly supported her mother-in-law. For the sake of her grandson, her mother-in-law paid no less than her own mother. In addition to partiality and accusations, the mother-in-law has nothing to say in dealing with her grandson.

"I'll hug you, you can rest for a while."

"Forget it, your feet are not good, and walking is bumpy, which is even worse for the baby." The mother-in-law continued to insist.

The mother-in-law hugged her for 48 hours, occasionally taking time to go to the toilet to drink saliva. The baby cries when he wakes up, and sleeps when he is tired of crying, and his face is haggard.

Li Xiaocan knew that after holding the child for a long time, his back and legs hurt and his hands cramped, after all, he was a child weighing more than ten pounds, and he had to support him all the time and couldn't relax. And her mother-in-law is nearly 50 years old, from this point, Li Xiaocan feels that no matter how much conflict she has with her mother-in-law, she must be good to her mother-in-law, and if nothing else, she will give wholeheartedly to her son.

The doctor on duty came to check the ward: "Hey, this child's skin is a little yellow, let's get jaundice." ”

Li Xiaocan and her mother-in-law showed the results to the doctor. The doctor frowned: "The jaundice is a little high, and you need to do a blood test to analyze the cause." Some blood will be drawn, and the cost will be a little expensive, do you agree? ”