Tong's Fanwai (一) by 不然520
I wear it when people wear it, I'm a lady - Tong's fanwai
"Sister Luan, don't be sad, you follow Aunt Tang in the future, Aunt Tang will treat you well" A thin voice came, I looked up, so cute little Lori~~~~
"Sister Luan~~~" The voice was slightly nasal, with a thick worry and concern in my eyes, I temporarily put down my mind and pulled a smile at the little Lori in front of me.
Little Lori also laughed.,Uh,Cute!!!!!!!! I was stunned. Little Lori wrapped her arms around me and asked me to rest my head on her shoulder.
My thoughts gradually became clearer, a sudden car accident, imprinted in front of the bright light, so that I didn't have time to react and suddenly lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I saw an antique beam structure, and then turned my head, wooden structure, carving, white linen...... What's going on? Is this a hospital? Before I could think clearly, a person dressed as a maid came in: "Girl, the eldest girl of the second master's family has come to see you."
It seems that this little Lori is the big girl.,So I'm that girl? What is this, I was holding little Lori, and suddenly found that my hands had become smaller???
I was puzzled, little Lori let go of me, and then said, "Sister Luan, let's go to the garden for a walk, you have eaten less these days, and you have been lying in the house, you will be bored......" I was so stunned that I looked at the little Lori's mouth one by one, and felt more and more dizzy, and finally the little Lori found out that something was wrong with me, and quickly called the girl next to her, "Xiang'er, go and call Auntie", and then there was a rush.
In the next few days, I finally figured out one thing, that is, my gorgeous ~~~~ crossing! Oh my God, I actually crossed over, and looking at the dress of the people around me, it was still the Qing Dynasty, oh my God, I actually became a Qing woman!!
I shouted in my heart, but my face was stunned, watching the doctor, mother-in-law, maid and so on in and out. Thinking of the graceful woman who came to see me that day, it was my mother-in-law, who was very gentle to me, and talked a lot about me, telling Xiang'er to serve me well. Through these few days, I also know a rough idea of my current situation, my name is Tong Wenluan, eleven years old this year, it is now ten years of Kangxi, my father was originally a person with the yellow flag of the Han Army, grew up with his uncle Tong Yangzhen, and is currently the governor of Shandong, and my biological mother is my father's concubine, the daughter of a Han official, died of illness a few days ago, and will be adopted by my mother in the future, my mother only has a son named Wen'an, who is 8 years old this year. The little Lori before was the daughter of my second uncle Tong Guowei, a year older than me, and had a good relationship with me, so I often came to comfort me after my biological mother passed away.
I was mentally resentful, why did this broken god let me wear to the Qing Dynasty, I only know a few Qing Dynasty articles and serials, I don't know if it's true, this is the tenth year of Kangxi, it seems that Lu Ding Ji is talking about this time, there is a worship or something, is there Wei Xiaobao? I don't know anything else, alas!! But these have nothing to do with me, a teenage girl, the most important thing now is to live well, and if you come, you will be safe, it seems that this family is still quite rich, at least you won't starve to death, oh, my requirements are really low!!
--------------- is the dividing line after 5 years----------------------
Time flies by, I'm fifteen years old, and I'm a big girl in this era, so I can't escape the draft, the evil old society! Resentment~~~~~~~ In the past 5 years, I have been learning female red with my cousin, etiquette, reading and practicing calligraphy, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, so on the surface, it seems that I have become a down-and-out and generous, everyone who knows books and etiquette, as for the heart, PIA Fei, of course, is also everyone's girlfriend, do you have a different opinion, all ignore it.
Or to get to the point, it's the draft. I won't go into detail about ~~~~~~ process of the draft, what, say I'm lazy, you won't go to watch "Golden Branches"!
As a result of the draft, my cousin was selected and I was defeated. I have long expected that I am a concubine's daughter, the Tong family will not lift me, it would be good to have a cousin enter the palace, anyway, I don't want to marry Kangxi's pockmark, the most important thing is that he has a lot of wives and sons, so I don't want to go to this troubled water.
When I was still worrying about who my cousin should play with after entering the palace, I was told that I was going to get married.,That's right.,I was informed.,Will anyone still discuss with me??
The person I want to marry is the third son of an earl, what is his name Zhang Bao, his surname is Hela, I thought the surname was Zhang. Through the gossip of the maids and sisters-in-law, I learned about the situation of my future husband, it turned out that this Zhang Bao was born with a difficult birth, which almost caused his biological mother to lose her life, and her mother has not liked him very much. He was ranked third again, and just half a year after he was born, his mother was pregnant again, so he put all his energy on his youngest son, and naturally ignored him. He is not in good health, he can't practice martial arts well, and he can't make military achievements like other brothers and bring glory to the family, so he has always been embarrassed at home. Originally, there were many children of the Eight Banners like him, maybe his family thought he was an idler who ate for nothing. In order to fight for a breath, he worked hard to study for a few years and took the exam, because there were not many people who took the imperial examination, and even fewer were born in noble families. He thought that his family would look at him differently, but the Manchurian family is still the first in military merit, although he has an official position, but he is a humble position, and he has no bright future, and he is still not as favored as other brothers in front of his parents, but because he is a Manchurian, he is not an official by his shadow, but he went to the imperial examination, so that his father and brother suffered some gossip from relatives and friends. So his father Harqi helped him book a daughter of Emperor Kangxi's uncle Tong Guowei, a brother of the same clan who did not pass the draft, out of contact with Xungui as a help, and it was me.
I see, I sighed loudly, who called you the daughter of the concubine, and who else do you want to marry? In addition, since his father's term as governor of Shandong expired, he has not been able to find a good job, and his power in Beijing is not as good as before, so he can only rely on his brother Tong Guowei, and it is good to be able to marry the son of the earl's family. But this Zhang Bao is really good, I don't want to be an idler who eats for nothing, I just competed for a second-class jinshi, which is very ambitious, and I began to fantasize about what Zhang Bao looks like......
A year later, I hugged my son, sighed, and despised this evil old society again.
My mother-in-law doesn't like me, I should say she hates me. Why? Actually, I can't figure it out either, because I'm not full of sycophants like my two sisters-in-law?? But it's not like this, I have to do this and that all day long, and I have to pick and choose. I think I put flowers in the room to be an eyesore, and I think I don't look good to decorate with calligraphy and paintings...... Please, I don't think your village is good, look at the furnishings in this house, it's called a custom, and a family of women can't read a few words. Alas, well, I shouldn't dislike you illiterate, after all, the status of ancient women was low, I should sympathize with you, I don't remember villains, the prime minister can hold a boat in his belly, I am a good modern woman, don't worry about you ancients.
In addition to my mother-in-law's unhappiness, there is another person who makes me uncomfortable, that is, my husband's big girl, don't look at the young age is only thirteen, but that foxy look, I know she wants to be a junior for my husband. Hmph, don't think about it, sooner or later, you have to find an excuse to get out, dead Cuihua, oh, it's called Cuirui.
It didn't take long for me to get pregnant, GOD, I'm only 15 years old, I'm going to be a mother, I'm worried and happy, I'm worried that it's not easy to have a child safely in ancient times, plus I'm still so young, and I'm glad that I'm pregnant, my mother-in-law won't embarrass me, and life will be better after another son comes out. Enduring the discomfort of pregnancy, I cursed Zhang Bao for forty weeks (in my heart, of course), and finally I gave birth to a white and chubby boy, in fact, his face was wrinkled like a monkey, and he didn't look good at all. But I'm finally relieved, and life will be better in the future.
But before the confinement was over, I felt that the situation was still not improving, the kitchen was no longer specially lit for me to eat and spend the night, and many good things were getting less and less. I've always wondered, am I fighting with the Earl's Court? Why am I so unpopular, until one day, I happened to know that my mother-in-law originally planned to give Zhang Bao a distant niece of her mother-in-law, Ilgen Jueluo, as his wife, but he couldn't resist his father-in-law, and he reluctantly gave up his original plan, so he was very unhappy with me from the moment I entered the door. For the sake of my life, for the sake of my son, I can only look up to the sky and roar: I endure, endure, endure ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have been wronged in the Earl's Court for four years, and the bitterness of it is tears, but fortunately, my cousin was named a concubine two years ago, and she often corresponded with me, and sent some things over from time to time, so that I had a little comfort. But this reminds me of one thing, the second uncle Tong Guowei is Kangxi's uncle, I remember that Kangxi once married a cousin to be the queen, is it my cousin? But this thought is just a flash, I was thinking about something else, it turned out that I heard Zhang Bao say that he might have to be transferred to Mukden, which made me very happy, I pestered Zhang Bao to take me there, and said a lot of beautiful words, what don't worry about him being alone, to go with him to serve well or something, in fact, I finally waited for the opportunity to leave the Earl's Palace.
When I first arrived in Mukden, I was not used to it, because I was a southerner, and I couldn't stand the cold weather here, and there was no heating at this time, so I was always sick and sick. However, I always think that because I gave birth too early, I gave birth to a child before my body functions were mature, can I not get sick? It's really resentful of this evil old society again. Fortunately, fortunately, Zhang Bao was good to me, although that Cuihua kept wanting to get into Zhang Bao's bed, but Zhang Bao didn't nod because I didn't nod, so I kept confiscating the girl. Coupled with the fact that there is no old lady Ilgen here (please forgive me for calling my mother-in-law that, she can't hear me anyway) pressing me down, my life is still comfortable, although I am a little poor, but my requirements are not high, are they. And there is a bun face son can play, my son is 3 years old, has grown from a monkey face to a bun face, so cute, I like to pinch his face the most. By the way, my son calls him Laduanning, the name is still very good, the family calls him Duangeer, but I have always called him Baozi in my heart.
When Baozi was 5 years old, my second child was born, a daughter, but this time it was not easy to give birth to a daughter, the body has been, not good, plus the Mid-Autumn Festival was busy with fetal gas, so after giving birth to a daughter, I have been bedridden.
During this period of illness, I thought a lot, I thought that maybe I was going to die, and maybe I could wear it in modern times when I died, and I thought that I was also dead in modern times, what would I wear when I wore it back? Then I was very reluctant to let go of my two children, because they made me deeply feel that I was living in this era, instead of standing on a high place to watch the drama all the time. It's dragged on like this, and after half a year, my illness slowly got better, and it turned out that I still had a little strong life, so I didn't die? My life was saved, but I lost another important thing, that is, my husband's favor, in the six months that I was sick, the dead cuihua finally seized the opportunity and climbed into Zhang Bao's bed, hum, the man is really an animal who thinks by the bottom half! Forget it, I want to open it too, no matter what you do, I just need to take care of my son and daughter. What can you do if you Zhang Bao spoil that Cuihua again, is it possible that you will divorce me?
Cuirui was very proud for a while after becoming an aunt as she wished, and often showed off in front of me what Zhang Bao bought for her, and often stayed in her room so that she didn't have time to do needlework or something, cut, small sample. I deliberately show weakness, the more you don't take me seriously, the more proud you are, the easier it is to make mistakes, and one day you will know how good I am!! I won't be missing you in clothes and jewelry, maybe more than I do, and you boast in front of your subordinates that you want to replace me, and I don't think I heard it, but I have clearly written these down, and there are times when you are bad.
Xiao Niu Niu (my daughter) has grown to a year old, because I was not in good health when I gave birth to her, so Xiao Niu Niu is not in good health, she has always been small, she can't speak, and she is only weaned after her first birthday, and I am also very worried. On this day, the weather was very good, and my second sister-in-law and I went out for a walk with buns and Niuniu. The cuihua saw it, ran over and pretended to tease the two children, and carried them around, just walked to the water's edge, suddenly bang, the two children fell into the water, I saw that the woman also took a branch, as if to press my two children into the water, I was frightened and fainted, only until the second sister-in-law was calling someone, scooping up the children, I relieved. But I don't know, it was because of this incident that it became a big turning point in our family's future life.
Cuihua, even no, it's Cuirui, this little ** is finally dead, see who will fight with me in the future, I'm a new woman who has been tempered in modern times, will I still lose to an ancient, arrogant. And it also made Zhang Bao feel that he had treated me badly, and then he treated me better and better. My requirements for this somewhat flowery husband are not too high, and I won't let him take a concubine easily in the future, even if he takes a concubine, he must find an honest person. I don't know if it's because I've been stimulated by Cuihua's girl, I've always been very wary of people recently, like the second sister-in-law, who is the nurse of the bun, and Niuniu is also her milk, and the two children are close, I can bear to rob my husband, and I will never allow it to rob my child, and I have to beat her from time to time. But I'll take the bun personally, Niuniu is still young and ignorant, you can let her take it first, and I'll bring it myself when Niuniu is older.
Thinking about it, I couldn't help but think of what I heard about the son of the Fucha family a few days ago. Originally, I didn't pay much attention to these things outside, but the matter of Fucha's family was too big, especially the biggest shock to me, I don't think anyone was more shocked than me, thinking that Fucha's son was also wearing. Sky!!! It's been a long time since I've called God, but I've called it many times this time. I never thought that there were people in the same era who also crossed over, and I vaguely felt some when I was studying in my mother's house before, and there were predecessors who had crossed before, after all, history is different, like Adou became wise, Wu Zetian did not become an emperor, etc. I suspect that someone has crossed over, I knew that it was good to read more travel texts before, except for the two or three Qing Piercing that I only watched before wearing, plus a small place that traveled to the Northern Song Dynasty, plus the "Xun Qin Ji" and "The Love of Staggered Times" that I knew about crossing earlier, I am not familiar with other travel texts, and I have read fantasy.
It's far away, let's go back and talk about Fucha's son, is that idiot kid crazy? What kind of era is this, and what dare to call it a king and an emperor, thinking that it is as free speech as modern times, even modern, and these words can't be shouted nonsense. Or when you wear it, you break your brain, and in the end, you are clicked as a demon. I was really scared, in order not to let them see anything, I asked Changfu to inquire, and told the second sister-in-law and Xiaomei to take care of their son and daughter, so they went back to the house by themselves, but I can't let others see the way I look now, I guess my face is very scary.
Sometimes I look at the buns in a daze, thinking to myself, will my buns also be worn, people have experienced some life-threatening events, and the buns didn't have an accident a while ago. looked at the appearance of his son in front of him, his eyes were dark, there was a trace of saliva at the corner of his mouth, and his fleshy little hands were pulling a ball of rags. Whatever, wear it, anyway, no matter who you are, you have changed from a fertilized egg to this lump of meat in the belly of the old lady (oh, forgive me for being vulgar, I am still a lady of everyone, no one heard what I was saying just now)
Zhang Bao named Niuniu Shuning, I blacked it out, fortunately our family is not surnamed Guo Luoluo, I smiled: "Then why don't you just call it 'Yining'?" That's the perfect fit. "When I heard Zhang Bao mention IKEA, I remembered the lambskin I bought at IKEA, oh, I didn't have time to use it. Alas, I was distracted again, and I replied to Zhang Bao with a casual smile, and suddenly found that my son and daughter were staring at me with wide eyes, GOD, quickly cover your face. The previous and previous lives add up to the age of an old woman, what a shame! Zhang Bao also smiled and glanced at me, alas, this wrongdoer!!
In a blink of an eye, I'm 26 years old, and I'm already a Ben San person, alas, it's really old and old. In the past few years, some things have also happened, such as the little monkey in Duanning has begun to read and practice riding and shooting, and he is no longer the bun face of the year, but now he looks like a leather monkey, so I call him a monkey in my heart again. There is also a baby (I still called her Shu'er before), and she has also begun to learn calligraphy, can read, and is very smart, and even thought of a way to tidy up the study, so that Zhang Bao learned from it and was praised in official affairs. The second sister-in-law has also become my confidant, although the family is still frugal, but it is still harmonious and happy, I feel very satisfied. The only thing that saddened me was when my cousin passed away two years ago. Since my cousin was canonized as the imperial concubine, I was sick because of the baby, so the correspondence has gradually decreased, and I think that I have been with my cousin when I first came, and the relationship was very good, but then I was estranged, and now I am separated by heaven and man, I am very sad for a few days.
But something very important happened this year, and for me, I will always remember this year's Chung Yeung Festival. Zhang Bao was promoted to the Fengtian Mansion of Wupin, specializing in the management of documents and archives. My husband was finally promoted, our whole family was very happy, and we also set up a banquet with my husband's colleagues during the Double Ninth Festival.
When Shen Shi came home and talked to her husband about Mrs. Qin, I sighed in my heart, what a woman in this era!! My husband is still so greedy, hehe, and by the way talked about today's traffic jam, I can't help but recall the things that used to be blocked for a while after work every day, and in a trance, the baby ran in, "The daughter heard Ama talk about this difficult thing outside the door, and the daughter had an idea, but she didn't know how to make it." Then my daughter talked about the public carriage, and I was in a trance when I heard it, the public carriage, the bus...... Look at the radiant look of my daughter when she speaks, this ...... Is it my baby? Is the baby only 5 years old? I was 5 years old and still in kindergarten, and I didn't understand anything, and a thought crossed my mind, and before I could think about it, my second sister-in-law shouted outside us to start eating. During the meal, I was thinking about it while paying attention to my daughter, listening to them talk about an official named Chen Liangben, which sounded quite familiar, I was a little confused, was it a hallucination?
When I returned to the house after dinner, I was still in a trance, Zhang Bao asked me what I was thinking, I didn't talk much during the meal, was I tired today, I was far away, lay on the bed early, and continued to think about all this I found.
There is no doubt that I am at least seventy percent sure that my daughter Shuning has crossed over, otherwise how could a 5-year-old child have such a clear mind, not just being smart enough to explain the past. And when I think of my daughter learning to read at a young age, and thinking of my daughter tidying up her study, I am more and more sure. When, is it...... Was that time? It turned out that it wasn't my monkey who wore it, but my lady baby??? I took a deep breath and thought carefully about everything my daughter had done in the past few years, including when she was a baby, learning to talk, learning to walk, playing with monkeys, sticking to me and being coquettish, well-behaved and sensible...... My eyes gradually moistened, in addition to the heart of parents all over the world for their children, I also have another affection for the baby.
It's complicated, first of all, she came, and the original chick was ...... Tears slid to the corners of her mouth, and if it weren't for her, the little girl would have ...... when she was more than a year old She'll be my second daughter. Turn over, I think I'm still lonely, the loneliness in this world is difficult to describe in words, it's completely different from being abroad or something, even if I've never had a heart, I feel sad. When Shuning came, I suddenly felt that I was no longer alone, and my daughter was still there.
I was confused all night, and after thinking about it all night, I only determined one thing, my daughter is a cross-edging daughter, and I accepted that this cross-cutting daughter, no matter who she was in her previous life, is my daughter in this life, and she is a daughter who has a deep relationship with me. I was thinking about how to greet her, "Hey, beauty, where are you going?" "Shuning, E-Niang is also wearing it, do you know?" Or a "Heavenly King Covering the Tiger"? Black line, black line~~~~~~ I was thundered by myself. Before I thought of it, I heard my daughter ask her husband to hide the idea of her coming up with a public carriage, saying that her husband thought of it, because she didn't want that reputation, I didn't follow it, "Why don't you have a good reputation?" That Mrs. Qin has no knowledge, why bother her, others praise you for being smart, and Ama Eniang also has face. ”
"But what's the use of a daughter having such a reputation? Maybe you'll be criticized, right? What's more, if others knew that these things were Amma's idea, wouldn't they think Amma was shrewd and capable? The baby's words made me think deeply, the baby must have been an unshowy person in his previous life, and it can be seen that the baby really regards them as her family, which makes me very moved. I think when I first came, I didn't have feelings for anyone, even if it was my cousin with the best relationship, to be honest, I didn't pay too much sincerity, because I never really integrated into this world, even the identity of Tong Wenluan, I was also like an NPC, until I gave birth to a child, I was sure that I was Tong Wenluan, Tong Wenluan is me.
It occurred to me that my daughter had this idea, not only because she herself did not like to be in the limelight, but because she knew the situation of our family in the Earl's Court. In the past, I didn't avoid her when I discussed things with my husband, I thought she was too young to understand, but now it seems that she knows everything. After sending my husband away and driving my son to read a book, I looked at my daughter and said, "You are a smart child,...... E-niang is really useless, and I want you to worry about me as a child. "My daughter deliberately made me happy with other things, I was really comforted, and I decided not to recognize her for the time being, just let her be my mother, and enjoy the filial piety of this sensible daughter.
Since then, I have paid more and more attention to my baby, and every time she makes a "little invention", I will smile. Gloves, woolen socks, ribbon embroidery, the beautiful cloak from "The Lust of the Golden Branch...... I knew that the sprinkler must have come up with the baby, but she didn't let me know but told the second sister-in-law first, which made me feel a little uncomfortable. In fact, I can also get some such "small inventions" out, but I am lazy, I don't want to use my brain, the baby is willing to do it and let her do it, and now she wants to learn to cook again, my baby, don't forget that you are only 6 years old, even if you were a chef in your previous life, but look at your small arms and legs now, maybe you can't even hold the knife steadily, quickly persuade it, at most make pasta. Looking at her like this, I feel that life is getting more and more flavorful, and I hum with joy!
But apparently someone didn't like me and immediately provoked me. As soon as I saw that summer dress, I gasped, although others thought that I was because of the cost of this dress, in fact, it was because this dress was too familiar, and there were such beautiful clothes in many Qing Palace dramas, and when I heard that it was the work of the second girl of the Beijing Ming "pig" Wanning in the big house, I suddenly understood.
Actually, when I first heard the news of that bowl, I was a little skeptical, well, I don't deny that there is indeed a genius, maybe I'm too sensitive.
But now it really shows that the bowl is also a worn master, and our baby is the opposite of a showy master, hum!
I was noncommittal, and looked up and asked what the girl was doing.
I'm angry, what does this mean, and want to stuff a woman into our house again? Do you really think I'm a bully? Hmph, okay, you're going to stuff it, and let you see some of my methods. "Then stay. But the name is not good, where does the snow come from in autumn? Isn't it winter when it snows? The name of my newly bought girl is Chunxing, so you can change it to Qiu Ju. "I think at the beginning, I always wanted to change Cuirui's name to Cuihua, you bumped into it, give a little dismount first.
After listening to Qiu Ju's words, I thought about it, if this is the case, then it will be easy to do, anyway, people will keep it first, and they will not treat you badly. But that dress made me feel extremely upset, damn, just because our baby thought of a new cloak style, do you have to let your famous pig think of a new style of clothing to step on her? I hate to think, don't look at our family, right, I'll wait to see your bad days, let's see!!