Chapter 453: The Past
"No matter how beautiful a woman is, she will have a day of old age and decay." Ning Juan said, "When I get old, my face is gone, and the skin that the prince likes will disappear." The most indispensable thing in the world is beauty, Yan is thin and fat, there is everything, there is more than one or two who will never abandon the prince, falling on me, it is both sad and angry, why should the prince bother? ”
"Am I so superficial in your heart?" Li Huan smiled bitterly, "If I just care about the skin, why should I wait for you for so long?" At the beginning of the Ningguo Mansion, Ruyu threw you with a chess piece, do you think it was caused by Ruyu's whim and naughtiness? No, Siguan, that's just because I looked at you one more time, which made Ruyu's heart unhappy...... I said I liked you, long before you knew me, but you never believed me, whatever I said, no matter what I said, you never believed me. You say, "Beauty, skin, what does this have to do with me?" If it weren't for you, what did it have to do with me, and even if it were you, what did it have to do with me? It's just you, all I crave is just one you from beginning to end, beautiful as a flower, beautiful as a twilight, as long as it's you. Why don't you believe me? You still trust the people you meet, why don't you believe anything when you come to me? ”
Ning Juan's back stiffened, she looked up at the night outside the small window, the darkness enveloped everything, and also erased the stiff words in her mind, for a while, she felt that there was no excuse.
Lord Yun, he is intellectual, both civil and military, he looks like a fairy, and he has a gentle and jade-like character, a man that women in the world are eager for, a man who is almost perfect, and has become her husband, who only likes her, and can't wait to pick off the stars and moon in the sky and give them to her, how good she is to win his favor.
It's just that why can't she feel half a point of joy?
Li Huan is so good, why doesn't she feel happy at all when she marries Li Huan?
Even if there is a little bit of happiness, she doesn't have to live so hard.
"It's getting late, it's time for the prince to go back......" Ning Juan reminded again.
"Siguan!" Li Huan took two steps forward and hugged Ning Juan from behind, his tone was a little eager, "You don't want to leave me, okay?" I know you want to leave Xuanguo, and when this matter is over, we will leave, whether it is Tai'an, or Changling, the world is so big, you can go wherever you want. Just one point, if you take me with you, you can take me wherever you go. ”
The voice is relative, like a child who can't eat candy, so helpless and aggrieved.
The breath sprayed on the back of the neck, burning as if it was about to burn the skin, with a faint aroma of wine.
Ning Juan struggled like a great enemy.
Li Huan hugged Ning Juan more and more, leaned down, his forehead against the back of Ning Juan's neck, and shouted one after another, "Siguan...... Siguan ......"
On the night of the cold, she also shouted in such a tone, shouting her again and again, gently and slowly, each shouting so seriously, she thought it was a dream, it turned out to be Li Huan.
"I was wrong, I know I was wrong." Li Huan's forehead was a little closer to the back of Ning Juan's neck, with a cautious temptation, "I didn't mean to...... I'm not having a good time either, every day I'm having a hard time these days. Don't leave me behind, okay, you take me with you wherever you go? ”
Ning Juan no longer struggled, she asked, "The throne, don't you want it?" ”
Since ancient times, men have been so ambitious, the throne is in front of him, and he can get it at his fingertips, is Li Huan really not moved?
Above 10,000 people, the picturesque rivers and mountains are all in their hands, and the dazzling high position, the combination of power and status, it is impossible for any man in the world not to be moved.
Li Huan has been calculating for so many years, so he really didn't think about being the king and the emperor at all.
"I've thought about it, I've thought about it, I've thought about it, I've wanted to go to the highest place, look down on all living beings, and protect the people I care about. However, over the years, I have grown tired of watching the suspicion between kings and ministers, the suspicion between brothers, watching different people and different things, mixed with the same calculations, and ......"
Li Huan let go of his hand, grabbed Ning Wan's hand, and interlocked his fingers.
"The love of the father and the queen mother, there are calculations, there is no real trust, there is no real feelings, I am very afraid of that feeling."
"Siguan, do you know?" Li Huan pulled over Ning Xuan's body, his eyes were red, "They are even willing to use their sons as pawns!" For the sake of the so-called tranquility, the father and the emperor used his son as bait, and for the so-called trade-off, the mother concubine watched her son become bait. After the fact, they can still play the role of father and mother as if nothing happened, as if they really have nothing to do with it, and behave so innocently, so sad......"
A tear fell from Li Huan's eyes, hot, dripping on the back of Ning Huan's hand.
"It's that they did wrong, they were wrong, but not only did they not reflect and make amends, but they also ignored, ignored, and ignored in another way. With such a ruthless heart, there has long been no family affection, how can you live in such a place and around such a person. Siguan, if you can't live, everyone is only for yourself, you can't even care about your own flesh and blood, I can't do it, I can't be such a hard-hearted person, so I can't live. ”
The more Li Huan spoke, the more sad he became, and his eyebrows were full of irrepressible pathos.
A line of tears slowly slid down his cheeks.
"I'm afraid, I've never mentioned these things, I've never dared to mention these things." Li Huan cried and laughed again, and said, "You will never know how sinful I have been during my life. At that time, if it wasn't like jade, it would be me, and if it wasn't me, it would be like jade. I am selfishly glad, but there is no way to live in peace, I can only be light on the one hand, and tears on the other. ”
Ning Juan never knew that Li Huan was so entangled, he was in pain, and he was miserable because of that secret.
What can make Li Huan so desperate, what kind of harm did Li Yan suffer in that secret?
What is that secret, the secret that concerns Li Huan, Li Nan, and Li Yan?
"What happened?" Ning Juan raised her hand and wiped away her tears for Li Huan, "Can you tell me, what happened?" ”
"No, no." Li Huan hugged Ning Juan into his arms and tightened it, "Siguan, when this matter is over and we leave, no one will mention the events of the year again." ”
In that way, the father is still the father, the mother is still the mother, the relatives are always relatives, and the emperor is always the emperor.
"I have nothing, only you, only you, Siguan, so you must not leave me." Li Huan covered Ning Xuan's ear and whispered in a low voice, "Except for the old things, my heart is only enough for you." "Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!