Chapter 454: Unbearable
Li Yan stood by the wall in the corner outside the cell door, looking at the two people hugging each other tightly, and the long figure stretched by the candle flame on the ground, his eyes flashing with an intoxicating trivial streamer.
He remembered the dark room, the cold desk.
It was also such a quiet night, in the dark night, even the breath could be heard so clearly, and it was also such a dim candle flame that illuminated the man's face clearly and extinguished, sometimes blurred and sometimes clear.
The little child was pressed on the desk, his immature hands and feet were tightly clamped, crying in despair, begging for mercy and shouting for his father and mother at the same time.
The voice shouted hoarsely, and he couldn't make a sound anymore, and his father, the queen and the princess, did not appear, from beginning to end.
All that fell on him was endless pain and scars.
The man held the little whip in his hand, raised it high, and fell down fiercely, and in one fell swoop, beating the delicate skin to the flesh.
Blood splattered on the rice paper on the desk, rendering bewitching blood flowers.
He thought it was true, and they really didn't know.
He thought it was true, it was really just an accident.
He thought, it was true, it really just happened to be him.
He thought it was true, he thought everything he thought was true.
Now Li Huan said that it is all fake!
It's all fake!!
The humiliation, the unbearable, the pain that he would never want to think of again, was deliberate.
A whole night, a night of whipping, a night of humiliation!
They did it deliberately, and they didn't save it when they saw death!
He still remembered that the next morning, when the little body was carried out of the room, except for the face, the flesh and blood were blurred, and it was impossible to see its true face.
Rao was at that time, Rao was only in one breath, he was still thinking about them, he used all his strength to squeeze out a smile, and said silently that it was okay.
He's dying, and he still can't make them sad.
Now that I think about it, such a self-righteous act, how funny, how could they have felt sorry for him, how could they have cared about him, they went, behind those hypocritical tears, it was just a pity that he didn't die!
That's all!
Li Yan grinned and laughed, but his throat was tight, and he couldn't make a sound at all.
It was like going back to that night, and his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't make a sound.
Look, how pathetic.
Li Huan is sad, and Ning Huan can still hold Ning Juan and cry, he is sad, no one has it, not even crying.
Touching his cheeks, dry, not a single tear, his eyes were dry, there were no tears at all.
He turned, his feet on the cold ground, step by step, as if he were stepping on clouds.
Is this the end of it? No, it can't be.
He can't see people's secrets, even if he can't see people, he has to give himself an explanation.
Others share the family, others laugh and laugh, his crippled life, but he can only live it by himself.
Li Huan is right, living in this cold-blooded place, everyone only plans for themselves, why should he care about the so-called family affection.
Li Yan left Dali Temple and went to find Li Nan without delay.
Li Nan lay on the chaise longue in the courtyard, closed her eyes and recuperated, and the maid warmed the wine, but did not dare to make a noise, but silently put the wine on the table and stepped aside to stand still.
Li Yan walked in, glanced at the table full of wine and food, and said, "Uncle Wang is really leisurely and elegant, and he can still drink and have fun at this time." ”
"I thought I was going to spoil this table full of wine and food, but I never thought that the Jade King would come, and then there would be people to drink."
Li Nan said, his eyes opened, his gaze swept over Li Yan, and he slowly got up.
With a flick of his sleeve, he made a gesture of invitation to Li Yan.
The stone bench was already covered with soft cushions, and the two sat down facing each other, and the maidservant warmed two more pots of elixir, and then retreated with interest.
"I didn't expect us to have a day of drinking, so peaceful, even I felt like I was dreaming." Li Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, raised his hand to pour wine, and drank it all again.
"I guess it's me." Li Nan hooked his lips and looked at Li Yan quietly, "Hate me, that's to the bone." ”
"Actually, I've always known that I don't blame you, what do you have to do with that? At that time, I was just an ignorant child, let alone you? But hating and hating has become a habit, and it seems that I really hate you. ”
Li Yan smiled, sorrow in his eyes appeared again and again, but he couldn't see any tears.
"But I have to live, since I still have a breath left, I have to live, since I didn't die then, since I haven't died after that...... The time to die is missed, I have to live. ”
Li Yan said, "Tai'an is too far away, the king of Tai'an is too far away, I can't hate it, I can't see it, I can't find it." There are many restrictions, I can't even get out of the gate of Xuanguo, so I can only transfer my hatred to you, only by hating, I have the motivation to live, only by hating, I can tell myself, Ruyu, you are still alive and meaningful......"
Li Nan listened silently.
He's not.
When I was a child, I didn't know anything, I always loved to follow behind Li Yan, Brother Ruyu shouted Brother Ruyu, and suddenly one day, Brother Ruyu ignored him, Brother Yannian ignored him, Brother Huang ignored him, and the people in the entire palace ignored him.
He didn't know what he had done wrong, but since they ignored him, he naturally wouldn't bother with them anymore.
He became Uncle Wang again, and at a young age, he held his own stand and used the sharpest words to vent his dissatisfaction.
He was just upset, and they suddenly didn't like him anymore.
How do you know, the truth of the matter is like that, when he knows, he is indifferent to get used to it, and he can't stop talking.
He also wanted to say that Li Yan was not to blame for what happened at the beginning, but it was Li Yan who was hurt.
But like that, his own uncle did that kind of thing, how could he speak?
He couldn't apologize to Li Yan for his uncle, and he couldn't get justice from his uncle for Li Yan.
It's just that he never expected that there would be such a day when Li Yan would find him and release his suspicions.
"Uncle Wang, do me a favor." Li Yan said sincerely, "Don't be reluctant, if you want, do me a favor." ”
Li Nan took a sip of wine.
looked at Li Yan, "Say it." ”
"Zheng Rui is in Los Angeles, Uncle Wang knows...... I want Uncle Wang to change his face...... I know that although Uncle Wang is not good at it, he also knows how to fur, as long as Zheng Rui's face is changed, others can't see it, it's okay. ”
Li Nan pursed his lips.
Zheng Rui, Ning Juan hates Zheng Rui so much, even if Zheng Rui is made to end up like that by Li Huan, she is not happy.
If he changed Zheng Rui's face and let Zheng Rui escape, how would he explain to Ning Juan?
"Don't force it." Li Yan said.
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