"Xue Baosi!"

The smell of smoke on his body was very strong, his jaw hurt tightly, I shook my face hard, but I didn't shake it, "Why, can't you let me go, or do you think I have anything to do with you, we don't have to do with it, it's what you said about breaking up, it's mine how I want to play...... Sizzle~~! ”

Raise your hand and start hitting him, tearing, "Let go!!" Loosen!!! ”

After a flurry of punches, Lu Pei's fingers finally left his chin, I kept rubbing it in pain, and I raised my hand to pick up the small bag I was carrying, "You're sick, you!" ”

"I'm sick!!"

Lu Pei grabbed my bag and skimmed it out, "I'm fucking sick to see you follow others for so long!" ”

"It's your business!!"

I shot back loudly, got up with a rough chest, and then found that my fifty yuan fake mink had been torn up for me, and I calmed my emotions slightly, and my body was very close to him, and by the dim light, I could see his chin when I looked up.

"You said you were going to break up, what are you going to do now, seeing that I'm not happy with someone else? You disappear, can't you disappear, then why do you want to appear, play heroes to save beauty, then you may be mistaken, I paid people to play with me, I took advantage of others again, isn't it...... Well! ”

The waist was immediately tightened, I was pushed directly to the leather sofa, when the body was weightless, I felt his lips pressed down at the same time, I kept reaching out and pushing, but the strength was so humble, the fifty mink was completely scrapped, and when the shoulders were exposed, Lu Pei stared at me with red eyes in a dumb voice, "Don't you want to, I will fulfill you." ”

I gasped and glared back at him, "Do you dare to be responsible......"

He smiled, meaning that I couldn't decipher it, "How can the scum be responsible, it's nothing more than playing, and when you get tired, you throw away ......"

I was suddenly a little scared, and I struggled to get up, but my shoulder hurt, the sound of the cloth tearing, and the pain from neck to shoulder.

I was so pressed that I couldn't breathe, I pushed him desperately, looked at the brightly lit ceiling, and finally broke down and let out a small cry.

I'm afraid, scared.

His movements stopped, his hands were still near his short skirt, leaning over and standing there, his voice deep enough to fall into the mud, "Scared? ”

I kicked my legs, slapped his shoulder weakly, and with a cry in my mouth, I wanted to use my strength but couldn't make a tone of Eun Eun!

He stood motionless, recognizing me beating, I cried so much that I couldn't see anything clearly, there was a patch in front of my eyes, and suddenly I felt warm, and the small kisses kept going along my eyes, I raised my arm to hook his neck, and said softly, "Don't bully me, don't you bully me......"

When his lips were touched, he didn't kiss it, but spit out a few words, "I'm sorry." ”

The sweet smell of smoke, I sniffed and cried, "Don't leave me, I don't want to be alone, I want you to be good to me, can you ......"

He didn't speak, his lips were close to me, and the breath he exhaled softly spilled into my nose, "You can hate me, hate me......"

I shook my head, "I don't want to, I don't hate you, I just don't want to leave you......"

The departure of those loved ones seems to have poured countless bitter water into my heart, even if I have a trace of sweetness again in the future, I also want to hold on tightly, I hate to leave, even if I step my self-esteem into the soil, I also want to hold on to the happiness I want, as long as I can, as long as I can do it.

He pulled me up, his hand directly pulled the clothes to cover my shoulders, and wrapped my arms, I was held in his arms, very tight, I pressed against his chest, listening to the sound of banging.

The eyelashes seemed to be blurred, and it was difficult to see things, "Lu Pei, if you take back your words, I forgive you." ”

The voice was very muttering, I knew he was childish, but I was used to getting along with him like this.

"I know you're uncomfortable, so I don't blame you for not going back to see me, when I miss you, I look at the North Star, you tell me, the North Star once said to the earth, if you get lost sometimes, look up at me, I'll be here forever waiting for you, right?"

The strength of his arm was very strong, and it was very reassuring to hold me tightly.

"I'm a road idiot, I always get lost, people who like me, always leave me, I want to protect a lot of people, but I want someone to guard me, what I want is very simple, I've been learning English, I want to save money, if you go abroad, I'll go to see you...... I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you to put it down, okay......"

"Rabbit."

"Huh?"

His voice was hoarse and bitter, "You are my weakness. ”

It's low, as if it's talking to me, and it's like talking to yourself.

I laughed, shaking my shoulders and smirking with tears in my eyes, "Then you have always been good to me, always ......" I never doubted his liking for me, the beauty is broken, isn't it.

He tightened me tighter and tighter, "But the more this is the case, the more I can't face myself, those things, always think of them all the time, remind me, let me hate myself, I kill, my uncle ......"

As soon as the last three words came out, his arm loosened.

I looked at him in horror, "No! ”

I couldn't see clearly, so I could only wipe my eyes vigorously, "No!" ”

The air of cold was thick and overwhelming, heavy like a black curtain that had been opened, covering all my clear skies.

He got up, took two steps and stood straight with his back to me, "Whatever you want, I'll give it to you, all you want." ”

"You! I'm not rare to anything else!! ”

I got up and stood in front of him tremblingly, "I said, if you dare to say that you broke up, I will kill you!" ”

It was in vain, but I did it anyway.

His face was not clear to me, buried in a large shadow, and the palm of his right hand was cold, he shoved in a handful of things, and held the back of my hand tightly, "Come on." ”

It was the delicate fruit knife that he had been carrying with him, and he wrapped his hand around me and aimed the shiny tip of the knife at the place of his own heart, "Come on." ”

It's still a word, and it makes a feather tail note lightly.

I gritted my teeth and looked at his heart stiffly, "Lu Pei, you bastard...... Yes! ”

I tightened my wrist and tried to pull my hand out, but he held it tightly, "It's okay, come." ”

I started pounding his chest hard with my left hand, "Let go, you! Let go!! ”

The strength is loosened——

I sat down on the ground in a daze, and the fruit knife made a 'clang'~ a crisp sound, and his voice sounded above my head, indifferent, and seemed to have no feelings.

"Try again, as long as you're happy."

"Roll !!"

I took the fruit knife and threw it directly into the private room door, kneeling there without support, I knew it was gone, I couldn't catch it.

Like a clown, I made a fuss, belittled myself, and still had nothing.

As soon as the door of the private room opened and closed, through the glittering water, I blurred, and saw a person, just in front of my eyes, disappearing and leaving.

……

"Bao Si!"

When Guangliang came in again, Pang Bi rushed over, "What's wrong with your clothes, why are they all broken, Bao Si, Bao Si?" ”

I looked at her in a trance, "Fatty, I can't see clearly with my eyes, I can't see clearly......"

She pulled my eyelids with her hands, and her false eyelashes were completely pulled off. "You wait for me to find wet wipes, I'll wipe you, wipe it."

I'm quietly waiting, and from this moment on, I'll have a lot of time, a lot of it.

Pang Bi wiped my eyes very carefully, wiped himself but cried, "What are you doing here, that Lu He is also full of life after he goes out...... You say, "Oh, I really don't understand......"

"It's okay, it's all over."

I muttered in response, "I'll never do this again." ”

She helped me get up and helped me take my bag, I don't know if it was because my foot was broken or my heel was too high, it was a little hard to walk, Qin Sen was waiting for me outside the door, "I'll send you home." ”

"No, you don't."

I didn't look at him, and walked downstairs with the strength of Pang Bean, and when I was halfway there, I saw Wen Qi, and his footsteps stopped, "Sorry for the trouble, money, I'll put it on the coffee table for you, to the person I called." ”

Winch looked helpless, waved his hand, smoked a cigarette and said nothing.

Qin Sen didn't follow me closely, leaving a distance of more than ten meters behind us and going downstairs together, after going out, Pang said that he wanted to take a taxi, I said blow the wind, I don't want to take a taxi, I want to be sober and sober.

Pang nodded and took my arm and the two of us walked along the street towards my house, a long distance, but I wanted to go, just like that, the night breeze was very cool, I exhaled the cold, "Fatty, am I quite a waste." ”

"How do you speak, I think you're very good."

Pang comforted me and kept looking back, "Bao Si, there seems to be a car that has been following us." ”

I didn't look at it, "It's Qin Sen, it was Lu Er who asked Qin Sen to follow, it's normal." ”

Pang didn't ask much, the phone rang when I was about to get to the corner of my house, if I remember correctly, it seems to have rang many times, my mother called.

"Baosi, it's your mother."

I didn't say anything, Pang pulled my small bag and began to take out my phone, "Don't let your mother worry, it's past ten o'clock...... Ah, it's Han Lin! ”

Pang Bei, who took out his mobile phone, was a little surprised, and then picked it up, "Hey, Han Lin, well, I, I'm with Bao Si, out, come out to play, are you okay...... Bao Si, you take it. ”

Feeling the phone close to his ear, he replied in a confused voice, "Hey." ”

"Bao Si, where did you go to play, and you went to sing with Pang Bian?"

"Hmm."

"I knew you liked to sing, that, the last time I went to see you, there was actually something I wanted to tell you, I have been holding it for a long time, and my heart is blocked, this is not ...... Didn't I sleep today, so I chatted with my brothers in the same bedroom, and they gave me an idea, saying, "I'll give you some songs on the radio."

Then I ordered a song, I don't know if it's appropriate, but that's what I want to tell you, there was originally a male voice, but the answer said, the female voice sings well, you just listen to the lyrics, in FM 88.6 Midnight Sound, ten minutes later, you listen to ......"

There was a shy smile in his voice, and there were many male voices coaxing next to him, he smiled and said don't make trouble, until the phone hung up, Pang looked at me, "What did you say." ”

I shook my head, "I don't know, let me hear something." ”

Pang sighed, "I heard what song you want to listen to." ”

Shaking my head and dialing it again, I started fiddling with my mobile phone after making sure it was called, I turned my face, and not far behind me, Qin Sen's car was still with me.

There was a rustling sound on the mobile phone, and Pang Pan was looking for the channel randomly, until he was about to walk downstairs to my house, Pang Pan suddenly exclaimed, "Bao Si!" You listen!! ”

turned his face sideways, and a magnetic female voice came out of the mobile phone, "The following song is a boy who wants to listen to a girl named Baosi, I hope he gets what he wants, and doesn't leave regrets like the story of this song......"

"Bao Si, listen!"

When the prelude sounded, I stood on my feet and looked not far away at the tube building where I had lived for more than two years.

"For you, I used half a year's savings to go across the ocean to see you~ For this reunion~ I even practiced my breathing when we met~'

"Bao Si! It's a doll singing, and I like to listen to it! ”

I looked at my phone blankly, the female voice was gently hoarse, high and low-

'Words have never been able to express my affection one in ten million~ For this regret, I thought about it at night and refused to sleep~ The memory always slowly accumulates in my heart and cannot be erased......

Lu Pei's voice suddenly sounded in his ears, "I'm happy, I'm happy to do whatever she wants." ”

'For your promise ~ I was in the most desperate time ~ I endured not crying ~'

"Didn't you let me be responsible for the rest of my life, you are so self-loving."

"Strange city~ In a familiar corner~ I have comforted each other~ I have hugged and sighed, no matter what kind of ending I will face~~'

"Yes! Lao Tzu likes you, I'm afraid you will go, you are satisfied! ”

'In the wind and sand~ Looking at you far away~ I can't be sad to myself~ I hope to be able to send you a thousand miles~ until the mountains and rivers are exhausted~ I will depend on you all my life~'

"Ah!!h

I couldn't bear it, so I sat down on the ground, covered my ears hard, and cried!

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